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sailorsally · 2 months

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we as the spn artist community need to chip in and book Misha for a live painting session

#I think that’s a new life goal I have #just to be able to pain this man in rl setting #and I’m saying this as someone who is terrified of doing rl drawings #because I forget how to use a pencil whenever someone else is in the room #but hey I am willing to do this ok #I’m even willing to do hours of live painting sessions in preparation #and I am 100% serious about this #in a unattainable life goal way you know #Misha collins #Jbcdsuihichsui btw before I edited this the typo said love painting session and I’m not opposed to that either #not that I’m not an absolutely professional artist ok

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obsob · 1 year

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making and weaving and loving! like we have done for millennia!!

#mine #original #ough. hello.#happy new year!!!!! first drawing of th year!!!!!!!!#also LAKSBF 15k followers. hello. welcome #i taught bf how to crochet n hes making a blanket....the irl insp for this piece...#im so proud of these colours....i used an actual real life colour palette..n i think that is th way forward #also . gradient maps my beloved #why have i always refused ur warm embrace.......#dont pay attention 2 the wool bowls okay ive seen a picture of one like once #i do want one however. tho why r they so expensive #its a bowl w a hole in it. relax #ive been listening 2 the silmarillion audiobook as ive been working...i love it sm its like incomprehensible #like. idk what ur talking abt but i love it all th same!!#i tried reading it last year n was like.......okay anyway #rereading gay nuclear disaster book rn....natasha pulley would it kill u 2 write a smut scene #i want 2 see th horrible little scientist man get railed #next book after this is . 1030 pages oaodghsdugd #my goal is to read 50 books this year but i do not think that will happen bc i refuse 2 read books less than 400 pages skjdgbskjd #someone ask me about books. i have so many opinions abt books #okay good evening. i leave u w love

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 4 months

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His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #tulu xuanwu #blood #Vomit on his sweater already; mom's spaghetti #I love drawing teenji because he gets to be a lot more expressive than Older Lan Wangji.#wwx is trying so hard to be supportive and it keeps backfiring for lwj.#“There's no way I would ever want you carnally ^_^” meanwhile the guy who wants him carnally is losing his mind in agony.#Hot tip if you keep finding yourself in Lan Zhan's shoes: consider being more obvious. Give up on trying to be subtle with an ADHDer.#His game is SO BAD. Abysmally bad rizz. I do not think it was possible for these to to have a chance to get together in this life.#He has no plan. He has no healthy outlet for his feelings. He is looking at his half naked crush and losing his shot.#F in the chat for Lan Zhan. He's just been accidently rejected and he is about to be accused of being straight.#Meta commentary moment: I am going to try very hard to be more consistent with outfits and details across comics #I have had some...difficulties in the past with forgetting details (COUGH the vermillion mark COUGH)#New year new goals! Wish my ADHD eyes and brain good luck!

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lunarharp · 1 year

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scribbly first date type affair (continuation of my modern au stuff)

#witch hat tag #orufrey #idk when the next modern au thing will be so i'll just post this by itself. hehe #that art was one of qifrey's first drawings. it was of a creepy eye. (it was around the time he got glasses as a kid)#(and was told that he might lose his sight completely one day so he became an emo because he already wanted to be an artist #like beldaruit who ran his foster home where he encouraged kids to draw art to express their feelings.)#and an insidious deviantart group called The Brimhats idk stole it & reposted it. he never got to the bottom of who exactly did it.#but one day. they will fucking suffer.#(he believes their goal was to develop AI art as they said stuff like 'all art should belong to everyone anyway' & 'there shouldnt be rules'#but actually they were probably just regular mean ppl who have moved on to new things in life than stealing kids' art on deviantart.#who knows though.) i want people to retain their disabilities or general tragedies like beldaruit would be in a wheelchair #and coco's mum is in a coma. but its just so funny if qifrey just has regular bad eyesight #and it's so cute that he would say he doesnt think of beldaruit as a dad & is distant with him but now basically runs a foster home too #where he doesnt just encourage like he was encouraged but actively teaches kids from sad backgrounds to become wonderful artists one day #anyway i am so fucking hungry now goodbye #P.S. BELDARUIT IS NOT OLD !!!!!!! i mean if qifrey is late 20s or older in canon like i want... i guess he..but.... NO !!!!!! 😭#*edits in some follow-up drawings*#oru: i couldn't c-c-confess my feelings bc it always seems like he's worried about something..i shouldnt bother him..#qif: *always worried about how to confess his feelings*#ive decided meeting at 7 on da is kind of ridiculous actually. i think they probably meet at like age 10 in canon..not immediately =_=#since beru-sama is like 'he finally found a friend'. whatever... this'll be my last art post for a while probably so see ya <3

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artofapeach · 1 month

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Going home broken and traumatized

#fear and hunger #fear and hunger termina #fh pav #fh karin #art #fanart #listen listen listen listen #if pav and Karin are able to make it out together #do you know the POWER they could have??#karin approaching pav for insider knowledge on the Bremen army to help her investigations #pav being given a new purpose after failing his literal life goal #they fall in love bi4bi style #do you see my vision??????#wait do they have a ship name? I think someone mentioned it uhhhhh #pavrin

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cherrysnax · 1 month

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havin the weirdest crisis of my life

#this is like. did related so im gonna sound completely uh #what’s the word. odd and shit for a sec okay? okay #so I’ve been here. hi im cheri silver yknow me for about 20 years total but jay used to front for years when we were in middle school #im not the. original host I guess but I’ve been around since #we were in the early single digits and never left #so im the host right? I existed to go thru the Trauma #but. it’s been my life for so long. my parents don’t know Her #they’ve only known me #but like. we’re finally starting to let go of that trauma #errr not let go but make peace with it. and we’ve been holding onto it for so long. I’ve been holding on to it for so long #but.. who am I without it? like yes that’s my trauma but also. is my purpose over?? is that why we haven’t been able to draw?#I’ve been the host for 20 years this is my life #my friends my gf my life my hobbies it’s mine not anyone else’s #I let others take the wheel when I can’t (or they forcibly do it for me) and jays been gone for like 3 years he only came back because I’ve #been being traumatized everyday recently. but like. will I have to go too??#reintergration is not really our goal. never has been but like #if we do. will I be here or will She come back? we’ve had false alarms before but it’s mostly been decided that it’s my front my life #maybe im just triggered all the time and that’s why I feel extra out of it #less myself #New Traumas are happening to us everyday #but yeah. I dont talk abt this aspect of my life much but it’s so scary to think about #I’ll talk to Chevy when they get off of work tomorrow abt it if it’s still like. freaking me out #I am me. we are a bunch of niggas but I am me.#did niggas when the identity disorder makes them dissociate smh #😫

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the-everqueen · 2 months

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re: my last post. i'm also hypersensitive this semester to being put in the position of "child." i recently detailed to my therapist how a lot of people irl have positioned me as childish, naive, infantile, etc. and then this week i had a whole moment where i reviewed my childhood and made a long list of flags for autism. and it's about agency! it's about how i'm never a subject to a lot of people, i'm a convenient accessory or a tool for their own egos. i spent my whole undergrad education being talked down to and treated as a "kid," and then i finally got a taste of being treated as a professional in grad school, and now i'm back to "kid." i hate this! i get i'm not "passing" as neurotypical and i need to mask harder but also they need to fucking reevaluate their ableism!

#about me #postdoc life #like i get they don't KNOW they're stomping on trauma but also #can we maybe think about what gets designated as ''normal''??#also i hate this idea that being partnered with the goal being monogamous marriage and eventually having kids #is somehow the pinnacle of adulthood #this is your brain on autism #< my new autism tag

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wildwood-faun · 9 months

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*klaxons blare* I spent a lot of energy on an acceptable bland message to this LinkedIn message and you know what happened? the motherfucker wrote me back! Sir! I thought this was just a polite exchange of words what do you want.

#I'm not opening this new message today!#here I'm trying to show that I don't really want to talk by taking at least a day to respond #only to get a reply within half an hour #'but kit you're looking for a new job' yeah i think this guy is probably really good to know for someone in this region and line of busines #unfortunately my goal is to be neither #but i can't just diss him i have to be Polite #anyway welcome to a fraction of what's going on in my brain at all times wrt communication #life of kit

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hearts-hunger · 5 months

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post holiday depression!! how the hell are ya

#wooooo i feel bad :))))#now that chrristmas and new years are over and i have to go back to work tomorrow #and be a person and think about my life and my goals and things #i dont want to go back to regular life. just another year of the same old stuff #i forsee a year virtually the same as the last and that'a conforting in a way but also. fucking depressing lmao #anyways this post is depressing sorry 😬

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yume-fanfare · 7 months

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I still think about young and hopelessly smitten they were so insane for that

changed my life 10000% unironically it was my canonical event the impact it had on me is still ongoing

the thing is xingqiu's date ideas aren't actually half-bad, if only he were more direct about them......

but you know what other bit super gets me.

partaking in WHAT. these two love to drop the most. memorable lines. young and hopelessly smitten and partaking in activities of a more passionate nature. forever in my mind

#''how about young and hopelessly smitten'?'' ''don't you have too many frivolous books in your collection''#was my sweet halloween confession before i knew what a sweet halloween confession was #man i rly missed them so bad #this recent event had a LOTTTT of missed potential #but it also instantly became a beloved one because it has so many of my fav charas in it #i really liked the message it had for chongyun #chongyun <333 #if his new goal is to better control his condition instead of finding a spirit who can handle him i have a training suggestion‚#gnshin #starpros sunshine #preguntas #im dead serious about it changing my life i think everyone who was following me back then could tell

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risingsunresistance · 5 months

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i have one more clip to post but that's being saved until i feel like doing a mild edit. which means it will probably be next week i am On A Schedule right now every single day is being meticulously planned out kjgfhgk (help)

on the bright side, skyblock update. 85% TO FISHING 42 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH 💥💥💥

#i just wanna be fishing 45 please send help #long youtube videos save me...#every show i wanna watch requires captions so i cant devote enough attention to reading and playing >:( so im stuck with youtube videos #it's a slow grind but it's been a lot better with my gear upgrades and the new mixin they added :0 i was 0% two or three days ago #and considering i havent been able to play much. THAT'S A LOT OF EXP #goal is fishing 45 by 2024 but i dont think that'll happen. might set my sights for at least 43 i'll take ONE more level #it's going by faster rn with marina but i've been schedule for work her entire term #BUT DERPY IS ABOUT TO BE MAYOR AND IM OFF FOR THE HOLIDAYS WOOOOOO time to grind #i dont go back till wednesday after tomorrow life is beautiful #i'll try to be a little bit social but. can someone please come to my house for once instead of me leaving the house #i am driving All The Time now it's starting to wear me out :(#''wanna come over wanna go do this'' can we hang out here i have a dog who would love to see you #chat

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months

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At the start of this project all I wanted was to 'learn how to draw' using comics as a medium and the MDZS audio drama as inspiration.

I've come *very* far from making simple, 3 panel black and white comics, and I truly do intend to go even further. Thank you to everyone who cheered me on throughout 2023, it has been an incredible year in so many ways I never could have imagined. I look forwards to drawing throughout 2024 B*)

#poorly drawn mdzs #art summary #It's so interesting looking back at how my style and technique changed throughout the year!#I used PD-wwx as the consistent factor (October is an exception) and you can see so many processes going on.#My little petri dish amoeba (with a little red bow to tell him apart from the other amoeba) <3 #Whether it's getting new markers or trying out a new shading style - it's cool seeing a snapshot of my journey like this B*)#There's certainly been a slower curve to my overt improvement *but* I have become so much faster!#My life outside of drawing has been hectic and at several points extremely stressful this year. For all the work this blog has been-#-It has truly been a life saving anchor when the darkest of times have hit.#Love is hard work. Change is even harder work. Sticking to a goal I set out for myself and striving to keep going was worth it.#And I love drawing. I think there has always been something in me that longed for this. And it is finally tangible! I can draw!!!#I wanted to make a more elaborate year reflection where I looked back at my favourite comics and jokes.#but I'll leave that to the one year anniversary.#I have also been collecting a ton of statistics throughout the year and I am desperate to share them. I'm that kind of nerd B*)#I can never say it enough: Thank you all for the kindness and support. I wish everyone a lovely 2024!!!

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loverboybrightsideghost · 1 month

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i really do love practicing 🎻

#i'm in music school so now it's a much more significant source of my already very significant fears #but practicing only feels stressful when i don't do it enough and i'm trying to 'catch up'#some weeks fly past me like hurricanes and i get to my lesson and i can't say i've made any progress and that fucks me up #and i don't think that's ever going away- like i'll always have weeks like that cuz everyone has bad days and bad weeks #from time to time #but when i plan correctly (which is becoming more and more the norm for me) my practicing is something im really proud of :)#i have a System. i didn't do very well before i had it and i would die without it now.#i get excited about learning! i get excited having realizations abt things to change or work on when i practice!#it feels experimenty a lot of the time and i like it!!!#i have a lot of catching up to do in terms of comparing myself to others but i'm not here for them i'm here for me #i will do my best and i will learn from others of course but my goals are to make my Me better first and worry abt other people later #i won't lose sight of that #<- and when it doesn't feel experimenty it can be calming to just be like okay ik what i need to do now just. Practice. Repeat.#i mean music is a fucking rollercoaster and sometimes you are at the bottom and i hate that but it comes w the territory #sometimes you're just Stuck but you do get past it and in those moments i just try to think back to previous times ive felt like that #ive felt horribly shitty before and gotten through it and come out the other side slightly better!#life is like that i think #anyways. hashtag iris loves music and being a musician 🙄 nothing new over here hehe

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wekillitwithfire · 1 month

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its actually incredible how many free pianos there are on facebook marketplace

#i always say one of my greatest goals in my life is to own a steinway & sons baby grand piano #bc that implies three things: 1) i have the money for a steinway baby grand #and 2) I have a home with the space for a baby grand #3) i still play the piano even at that point in my life #grand pianos have always been reserved for concerts i would love to have one to just play on #holy shit a new setinway baby grand ranged from 40-80k. fourty. to eighty thousand dollars.#hey people are out here buying teslas i think this is a reasonable purchase to aspire for #(i would probably get a used one. unless i win the lottery or something)

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voltfruits · 2 years

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i'm 12 episodes into bee and puppycat. i feel like there's some fucked up shit going on under this show's cute and goofy exterior and all the threads are gonna get tied up in the last four episodes and make me cry a whole lot

#IT'S SUCH A GOOD SHOW THOUGH. SO GOOD #it's cute and sweet and clever and heartwarming and also fucking hilarious #but there's also LORE behind it i can TASTE it #so much to think about........#anyways i have a new life goal and it's to create something that makes people feel the way this show makes me feel #bee and puppycat #volt.txt

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iloveyouitisruiningmylife · 1 year

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oh no anya what have u done

#or idk is it a good thing #wow i feel like a new person i feel like i have a dream again #i used to think all my life im going to live in pune for a few years it has a lot of mncs ill earn bohot saara paisa #but i never thought about LIVING in goa #ok thank you this is my life goal now #mes

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