let me make you feel good. Lay back and wrap your legs around me as I pin you down and fuck you real slow. You don’t have to do anything, baby. Just relax and feel my cock pushing deep into you over and over again, and the way your body moves with mine. Let me grab a fistful of your hair and tug your head back as I slowly thrust my cock inside you even deeper than before. Fuck, you’re so soft and pliable in my arms as I play with your body, so tight as I fuck into you.

Kiss me if you want. Whine into my mouth so I can swallow the sound. I’ll drag my lips down your jaw and groan against your skin. I want to hear the sounds you make when I fuck you like this—every sweet stolen moan, every little gasp and stifled ‘yes’. Tell me how good it feels. Tell me how good I fuck you, baby. If you want more, I’ll give you more, just don’t stop moaning my name like that. I want you to know exactly who’s making you feel this good. I want to make you come for hours, push you over the edge and just keep you there. You’re so perfect like this, reduced to bliss in my arms.

oh………………. oh 👀

more cis characters named Moss and Fish and more trans and enby characters named Dave and Jennifer. and yes they're all chosen names

paranoia? you mean parannoying.

I got too androgynous and now I get they/themmed by any queer conscious person in my general generation but the fucking problem is I dont /want/ to be. like I respect what it represents but personally its started to make me feel sick. I swear Im just a girl.

Troy Baker is one of those voice actors that's everywhere and you'd like to point and go "omg it's him!!"

But then you see how he tried to throw voice actors under the bus for the SH2/3 remasters and how Awful a job he did in SH2 as James after all the childish, embarrassing shit talking this talentless loser showed off in that game and on Twitter, and how he was such an overwhelming

cuck

for Konami, fuckin', Konami, during it

Helped Konami lead a Hate Campaign against the original Voice Actors because Guy Cihi, the OG Voice AND FACE of James Sunderland, The James Sunderland of SH2 and there's no possibility of debate, DARED to ask for royalties for both him and the crew, especially after Konami republished the games WITHOUT paying the OG actors and were planning to do it again with Troy Baker.

They had no contracts either because Konami is fucking evil.

And this piece of shit aided Konami in getting The OG crew's work FOR FREE after Guy Cihi actually got the old crew together to sign over EVERYTHING to "protect the sanctity of the game" Tough shit on that one because the game is Busted Head to Toe. VA can't save it.

This, whilst finding out

Konami Lost the Source Code

for the fucking games. Silent Hill. They didn't save the source code. Silent Hill. All of them.

Fuck Troy Baker. Gifuked you ladder pulling cunt. Couldn't have painted yourself in a worse light than pulling the ladder up on fellow VAs because your incompetant dumbass doesn't believe in Royalties. Fuckin. Doesn't Believe In Royalties For Voice Actors.

He Is a Voice Actor. Fucknut of a person.

and it's like despite all the awful shit he's done and continues to do, like, i get it. he's employed like 24/7/365. he never got to live a life, despite spending a childhood clinging to the hope of having one someday. He knew companionship and love but lost it and can't ever get it back. His circumstances are so anomalous and gruesome that it completely isolates him from pretty much every other human being on the planet. he knows hell is real and he is basically guaranteed to go there if he can't break this demon curse thing.

like it doesn't make the kidnapping and spreading the curse around any better, but i do get it.

okay the way gods/the afterlife are handled in forgotten realms lore is bleak as fuck. like. the mortal realm basically being a prayer-powered generator and source of fodder for the gods to throw at each other in their constant conflicts and if you don't like that and refuse to participate, fuck you you're Going In The Wall. they may or may not be interested in helping you but you're still gonna have to pick one to grovel at if you don't want to spend your afterlife getting Pink Floyd-ed into oblivion and/or shanghaid into being a demon.

like. what the fuck. this is a dystopia and even dying won't get you out of it.

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i love it when shit happens in my life that dredges up old wounds and coincidentally im re-experiencing the media i intrinsically link it to cause then i get to remember exactly why i love it and find it so meaningful all over again. there's a fucking reason ill always say Berserk [& RGU] both came into my life at a perfect fucking time and holy shit they fucking resonated with me so hard and as much as life can suck ass and lovvves kicking me in the balls when ive just recovered from last time i a least get to remember how & why i love something so much.

One of the weirdest flavors of rude customer interactions you can have is when there's the customer who's just an absolute ass from the moment they walk in, snapping at every turn, getting huffy and rolling their eyes all dramatically when you ask them to repeat something, or ask a very normal question that you need an answer to before you can help them any further ("And what's the address you'd like to have this delivered to?" for example). And there's also the person they walked in with, usually a spouse or otherwise significant other, and you're a little wary of them, too, at first, 'cause you're not sure if they're both grouches or not, because the first one is doing most of the talking. But then you see them react to their partner's bitchiness, and for a moment, you wonder if you should feel sorry for them, having to live with this person. But then eventually, the first person sighs a little, and apologizes to their partner, and explains that they're just hungry, or stressed, or tired, or whatever, and the partner says something soft and reassuring in return—and no one says jack shit to you, the person the majority and the worst of the bitchy attitude has been unleashed on. They'll apologize to their partner right in front of you for treating them not half as bad as they've been treating you, but there's no apology directed at you, not even a sidelong glance your way as they're apologizing to their partner, not even their partner apologizing on their behalf—not even a slight improvement in the way they treat you afterward. They're both clearly capable of recognizing this behavior as inappropriate, they just don't give a damn how it may make you feel, because servers and cashiers and all manner of other customer service workers just aren't people, apparently.

“horror movies spend less time establishing character” have you only ever seen 2 movies

GOD. Epilogue of "A Dream a Kirin Dreamed" pisses me off. This is not to say it's bad by any stretch. It just pisses me off because WHY DIDN'T KIRYU BOTHER TO TELL DAIGO ANYTHING. Why did he just say "He didn't betray you" without backing up his point at all and then fuck off entirely without checking back in.

The man just woke up and he's awake for a week before he's discharged from the hospital??? Maybe catch him up to speed on something that's clearly weighing on him??? Or on anything else that's happened in the time he was unconscious ??? Hello???????

Like. Dude. Is it not enough that you're just dead weight for the entire fucking ending. Knowing this is your son's best friend. And no way he doesn't know because even aside from Mine's monologue which (obviously) focused on his perspective, Kiryu says himself when he encounters a journalist who can't find any friends or family to interview about Mine that Daigo would know him best.

KNOWING this is your son's best friend. You LET him kill himself in front of you both because for you, sitting on your ass and going "Mine!" was good enough. You didn't think to reason with him. You didn't think to grab onto his leg or something when he was three feet away. You weren't injured. You weren't THAT exhausted. You just didn't think to do it. Even though A SUBSTORY IN Y3 ENDS THE WAY THE MAIN STORY SHOULD HAVE AND IT'S ONE OF THE LAST THINGS YOU CAN DO BEFORE HEADING TO THE HOSPITAL.

Y3 ending is literally my Y7 ending in terms of how much anger rises up within me whenever I think about it because it just Somehow, To This Day, piles more and more on top that makes it worse than it already was. Like its ONLY saving grace is that Mine didn't actually die. Allegedly. At least you can argue Ichiban and Aoki didn't have time to react, but Kiryu had all the time in the world and did nothing.

Ok I need to stop I need to stop I know I should be mad at Yokoyama and Takeuchi and not Kiryu and I literally had to run this post through an all-caps -> sentence caps converter But Anyway Point Is If Ichi Had Been The Protagonist Of Y3 Mine Would Be Alive

i cant even really blame something like kiryu's emotional ineptitude to explain why he couldnt just be open about What Mine's Business Was because the guy can CLEARLY speak from the heart and say good and honest things. like he knows how to communicate For The Most Part so its truly just. The Fuck Happened Here you dont think it wouldve been a good idea to get daigo up to speed on the past week or 👁️👁️ just saying Mine Didn't Betray You is like. a FAIR start i GUESS but ELABORATE a bit ??

not at all a 'rare' L moment just a typical kiryu L honestly （；´д｀）

oh you want to force the label "butch" on to me? well looks like its time to go back to strictly fucking cis men

I like to think that if my tumblr pals came to my house, they’d have a good time

I've been there re: A lack of intimacy/experiences. I know it feels awful but you can't think of it as a problem that you are the source of. You gotta believe in yourself, even when believing in yourself feels stupid. You have to because it's the only thing that works. Things will change; and you'll make them change if they don't.

And I'm not just saying that because you're cute.

it doesn't just feel stupid, it feels wrong sometimes. ever since i started to want romance and intimacy, i've been met with nothing but misses. people telling me they had feelings after i moved away never to see them again. falling in love with my best friends, only to have them tell me that despite them feeling the same, we can't be together. over and over. finally actually having a girlfriend, working up the courage to finally give her a kiss for the first time, only to walk in on her and some guy from another class kissing. it doesn't matter how hard i try, no matter how much i believe, i can't seem to get it right. i haven't found anyone irl that wants me enough to do anything about their feelings, and i'm so tired from searching so hard

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