someone take after effects away from me

i was gonna say something about me picking orv back up after a long while of not reading it but then i noticed that you changed your blog description(?)

ah yes *both* the novels

shaking on the floor in tears... the number of unfinished novels grows, i know, i know...

Not soon enough

*3. A.M. Y/n in her universe sitting staring at the wall.*

Y/n: *Whispers to herself.* “What if I was in a universe with Wanda but she went dark and Steven Strange wiped my memory and sent me here to punish her.”

Y/n: *Shakes her head.* “Nope, not possible. And on that queue, I definitely should be going to sleep.”

Scarlett Witch: *Watching y/n sleep through a mirror in y/n’s room.* “Soon, Dekta. I’ll be able to come save you soon.”

Pt Two

@\hecatesbroom (not tagging so I don't annoy you lmao) has been teaching me how to make gifs, and I'm happy to report I've been using this power for the greater good (to make gifs of beautiful women)

Bonus under the cut:

Three little Elizabeths because I couldn't resist her charm 💙

just full force threw a shoe at my sister's face and when my mum got me alone after she was like 'you shouldn't clobber her. but i get it' 😭

ridi im sorry i need to rant and i think youll get it 😭 like not to be a bitch but this fandom kinda going off the rails and annoying the shit out of me https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRbYASpf/ everybody in the comments unironically loving it,,, i mean wtvr ship who you want but its kinda getting delusional like ppl are just operating on thin air and pretty fancasts atp and i do Not understand or emotionally connect with any of it. at least w wolfstar theres so much material and foundation to explore but what is all the rest of this?? just hot celebrity fancasts and crack. to be fair part of me respects taking a terfs canon material and making everybody gay but the way it seems to be so oversaturating fics and the fandom that characters dont even feel like their original selves .. atp its all just surface level OCs

hello! yes! i'll be honest talking about things like this always make me a little nervous, and i feel obligated to preface anything i say with a disclaimer that none of it really matters, nothing i say matters, and you should do what you like, because--who cares. i am not an authority on--anything, frankly. my opinion holds no more weight than the next guy's, and all i'm doing here is giving it, so. essentially what im saying is--people are perfectly entitled to disagree with me, but people are not entitled to be mean to me about it xx

having said that. it is my personal opinion that s x barty is one of the worst fucking things i have ever heard lol. who even is barty who is that guy. why would s be interested in him at all. i do not understand it it does not make sense to me. from where are we sourcing the character traits and personality that we are giving barty that would ever endear sirius to him, because it objectively cannot be canon.

overall i do not get the new interest in barty + evan + pandora (+ regulus, but we won't go there)...at all, other than guessing that people were bored with the marauders and wanted a new version of them (and new celebrities to fancast) while simultaneously changing next to nothing about them other than superimposing them onto the first slytherin side characters they could rustle up. i expect ive become a bit of a broken record in regards to my dislike of the popular meow-meow-ification + complete absolution of regulus as a character in order to make him a loveable oc (just as i think erasing all the negative traits that r/s have in order to make them more likeable is just as boring), and all of that applies to those other guys as well (with the slight difference that they are, somehow, even less interesting and significant than regulus in canon), so i won't get into that too much. but i think what you say about having no emotional connection to any of it is exactly right lol--it is a sort of shift? i guess? in the fandom that is simply of no interest to me. they are characters that i just have no emotional investment in and admittedly struggle a little to understand why other people do. i am emotionally invested in, like, five characters overall (and even out of those--there's only two i'm really here for innit xx) and i personally cannot extend that investment to a creepy little side character who is mentioned maybe twice in the entire series.

and that is okay! i do not need to understand it. i don't want to say it annoys me because honestly--i don't go there, its nothing to do with me. if i dont like it i just wont interact with it, and the fact that it doesn't interest me has no bearing on what other people are into or want to do, and i couldn't give less of a shit what people do with the canon material, which is largely garbage anyway. take the bits you want from it, play around with those and ignore the rest. in that respect we are all doing exactly the same thing. but yeah i think s x barty is genuinely awful lol. hate it. very terrible. he's already got a loser werewolf boyfriend and he loves him so so much. leave him alone.

me at 15 reading about ocd on the internet: oh that sounds like a nightmare I don't think I could live like that, so glad I definitely don't have it

me getting diagnosed 7 years later:

i have a presentation tomorrow for my english class that i havent even started yet... womp womppppp

i literally went to a nightclub and was thinking about byler. music was blaring, everyone was dancing, I WAS DANCING, AND THINKING ABOUT SEASON 2 BYLER. the brain rot is getting BAD

oh hellO

forever thinking abt where the fuck he got that flamesprayer from btw.

@tiaskofi everytime i attack their dms with my uk2/taylor swift theories

Cannot wait to be the weirdo publicly reading L'érotisme on the train starting tomorrow <3

I haven’t done a single productive thing this weekend. I’ve just sat in the same spot on the sofa going from one show to another and fighting the desire to be loved

the genre is artists with b&w profile pic nbvjjdxs

Giving it a post in case anyone else is confused:

You can criticize Alya without being racist by /actually/ criticizing the things she's done wrong in the show, rather than making things up and pretending she did them.

If that sounds like the bare minimum, it's because it is. When we talk about "Alya salt" being a cesspool of racist garbage, we mean that people were literally just making up things to be mad about, tagging it as Alya salt, and pretending like it's an actual problem in the show.

People were saying that Alya is a vicious bully, who terrorizes Marinette with her brute strength and aggressiveness, always pushing and dragging Marinette around, and Marinette is terrified to say no to her or start an argument, because she's terrified of what Alya would do to her!!!

Or they just staright up had Alya trying to get Marinette to kill herself, or having Alya poison Marinette because the author decided that Marinette has allergies, but Alya doesn't believe her, so purposefully slips her the food she's allergic to so that Marinette almost dies, has to be hospitalized, and Alya is sued for the medical bills and disowned by her family and is living on the streets as a filthy beggar and….

I think you get the idea.

As long as what you are criticizing Alya for is something that's actually in the show, and you aren't turning her into a racist caricature for a Black woman/girl while you're criticizing her, it's fine.

This is the same problem that filled the Adrien salt tag before I started blugeoning people with actual facts and demanding they stop lying about shit just to make him look bad, and tag the shit they're literally just making up as "bashing" instead of "salt", because the crap these people were complaining about is as far from canon as it can possibly be. Not because they had any problem with Adrien's actual problem behavior, but because they shipped Marinette with some kid from Batman or something else, and therefore, if Adrien is not a love interest for Marinette, that means he has to be a horrible person. Because these people had not grasped the concept of characters being friends with other genders.

But yeah, as long as you are /actually criticizing Alya's actual behavior from the show, and not saying she's a worse person than Chloe (because 99% of Alya salt fics also tried to pretend that Chloe was Marinette's only ally and a Real Femnist™ and also a victim of the scary black girl viciously murderous bully Alya), you're probably going to be fine.