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We all know nobody wants Buck to actually be the dad. And we thought something would come up with his family medical history that would prevent them from using his sperm, but obviously that didn’t happen. So my brain is making one last effort to come up with any possible way that Buck couldn’t be the father. So here’s to hoping and praying that somehow Kameron and Connor managed to conceive naturally (but probably won’t realize until after the baby is born).
#but also the little firefighter onesie was so cute#I don’t want this to break his heart#he’s already too fragile#I don’t want him to be the father but he also seems so happy#evan buckley#911 fox#911 show#911onfox#eddie diaz#buddie#buddie 911#911 on fox#oliver stark
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say what you want about svsss but hands down the most distraught i have ever been while reading a mxtx novel is after the bing-ge extra. what do you mean he asked shen qingqiu to come with him. what do you mean “it’s not fair”. what do you mean he looked back.
#svsss#luo binghe#luo bingge#lbh#meta stuff#every time i read that part i literally have to just stop to recover#because what the hell. he’s making his escape but at the last moment he turns.#he turns and looks back and then he vanished forever. and the narration is shocked#that it was so easy.#what in the eurydice mangan’s sister and lot’s wife have you done to me#turned into a pillar of salt#i don’t know if i have it in me to be more eloquent about this. it’s just.#out of everything this is just the ultimate tragedy#the fact that it’s just part of an extra. the FIRST extra#i just sit there like i’m supposed to just move on from that????? i’m supposed to read ahead and watch bingqiu fuck#and not want to rip my own heart out??????#i just. i just. i said i’m not ready to get into it with svsss i just know it’ll break me
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Blaming KH2 Sora’s anger and aggression all on Roxas really downplays how ready to throw hands Sora is in KH1 and CoM.
#also ignores rage form in kh3 obviously#but I’m talking about sora pre-roxas#i see this take so much and I’m like convinced ppl don’t pay attention to sora in kh1 or com#or they just take what diz/ansem the wise says about sora needing more anger in his heart at face value#even though ATW never knows what tf he’s talking about#my man was wrong about everything in kh2 why would you believe him#sure roxas unsettled in sora’s heart probably played a part#but it’s not all on him be so serious now#anyway. ppl keep reblogging that post from me even though I’m not the op#keep seeing ‘sora wants to kill so bad’ too#and like#i don’t know how to break this to you but sora has killed already#that’s a pretty significant thing that happens in every game#like i understand where you’re coming from but sora very much has killed people
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#like i don’t even care whatever#passes out from caring#this means nothing i just think it’s super duper when they touch#something about billy aggressive violent touch and steve gentle touch but billy being wayy more affected. whatever !!#billy wanting a fight w steve vs steve refusing to give it to him Whatever#deceptively gentle touch that instantly means rejection#who even cares#billy hargrove#harringrove#sortof insane when you think about steve getting beat the hell up and getting up and fighting after and billy having a total meltdown to the#point he was crying before getting knocked out#walks away with my hands in my pockets. kicks at the dirt#characters who are the same but different but so similar characters who are two sides of the same coin characters who#i think they should fight it out more#i lied it always means something. it is just also super duper when they touch#billy emotionally fragile but refuses to let anyone see it until he breaks vs steve who wears his heart on his sleeve and is desperate to be#needed to the point he puts himself in stupid situations Ok !#ickyposts
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me , starting ‘ son of coma guy ‘ : oh haha this one has silly title i can’t wait !
me , 44 minutes later : 😀 what the fuck
#house s3e7#I WAS SO EXCITED TOO BC IT WAS HOUSE AND WILSON AND COMA GUY ON A ROAD TRIP TOGETHER#and then#literally rip my heart out and stomp on it multiple fucking times why don’t you#‘ maybe i don’t want to push this thing till it breaks ‘ i’m done . i’m done#HIS STORY ABOUT BECOMING A DOCTOR 😭😭😭😭#‘ what would you want to hear from your dad ? ‘#when he was talking about wilson’s need to be needed lmao !!! DHUT THE FUCK UP ‼️‼️‼️#( he’s me )#house#house md#houseposting#gregory house#greg house#james wilson#hilson#‘ son of coma guy ‘#lgbtq#lgbt
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sometimes i remember that gojo wanted to tell geto “we’ll meet again, right?” just before he died but forced himself not to knowing it would have cursed him and then i start thinking about how kind and thoughtful gojo is as a character and how he hasn’t been able to lean on another human being since geto defected and then i want to . Scream
#like. there’s something almost helpless about that question. because gojo doesn’t *know* the answer…. he’s asking for reassurance#he wants to know if they’ll ever meet again even though deep down he knows the answer#and it’s so… bare? so vulnerable.#if he had voiced it that would’ve been the first time in TEN YEARS that gojo truly bared his heart to someone and asked for help#but he knew it would turn into a curse and so he gulped the words back down. :((#gojo is such a sincerely kind and thoughtful character and it breaks my heart that sooo many people in the fandom can’t see that 😭#he isn’t a saint and he definitely isn’t selfless but above all else his goal as a human being is to make sure no one ever feels alone.#that no one has their youth taken away from them….. that everyone gets a Choice in how to live their life :(((( it’s so important to him.#i just genuinely don’t understand ppl who insist that he’s morally gray ….. gojo is a consistently Good person and that never changes#he wants to have fun and laugh and he wants his students to enjoy their youth. he wants them to think he’s cool.#he’s the big brother slash father Ever and i love him to death#i got sidetracked this was supposed to be abt geto 😔😔 anyway the final scene between them will always be my Favorite ever#and the key to understanding both their characters and love for one another#ty for coming to my ted talk i’m feeling normal abt them today 😇😇#ari noises ✩
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Actually genuinely started crying when Luffy almost said he wanted Usopp off the ship and then Sanji interrupted and yelled at him. What the hell. This shit is so sad what the FUCK bro
#In TEARS rn. Esp bc they’re really driving it in hard how MUCH the entire crew cares about Usopp#Even Sanji and Zoro who aren’t overly affectionate with him#My heart is BREAKING my kokoro is brokoro!! THAT SHIT HURTED!!!!#When Luffy and Usopp started arguing that’s when the waterworks started. I was sitting there like 🥺😭 my sweet darling boys pls don’t fight#The boys are fighting 😔#Also it’s understandable why Usopp’s in denial and doesn’t want to let the Merry go but it’s also SO frustrating#Bc he’s clearly making it out to be that Luffy doesn’t care about the Merry#When in fact Luffy was probably the MOST upset at having to let her go#And he fucking AGONIZED over the decision to get a new ship#It’s a burden as the captain and he accepted everything that came with it#But Usopp just. Doesn’t get that. Bc he’s got too much of his own personal shit going on#And Luffy is upset that Usopp would even think he didn’t take the time and consideration to think over what to do with the Merry……#ZERO trust there. Usopp’s majorly disrespecting Luffy. I bet Zoro in particular is Not happy about that#God this arc is written so well. I’m so upset. I’m SO upset#Lies down#One Piece#Shima speaks
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Don’t touch me.
Currently thinking about the Queen Charlotte speech between Charlotte and George, but replace Charlotte with Stolas and George with Blitzø.
I’m raging. RAGING!😭
#if they don’t have a heated argument like George and Charlotte did then I don’t want it#I am begging for Stolas to eventually break blitzø into pouring his heart out so much that he can’t stop#I am begging for Stolas to reiterate that he loves blitz so much over and over again until it gets into blitz’s head#I just love them sm#they need to TALK#queen charlotte#stolas goetia#blitzø#stolas x blitz#stolitz
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baldurs gate is so funny it’s just
laezel &shadowheart: let’s break you outta this religious cult!
wyll & gale: let’s break you outta this unhealthy relationship!
astarion & karlach: let’s break the people who broke you!
that’s it that’s the game
#halsin is like let’s break you out of this monumental weight you keep putting on yourself#i could write pages on halsin tbh like#he really glosses over his own pain and like he’s not looked after#like the comments you can make about him being good for helping carry stuff#the way he can say ‘my heart can wound’#if you end things with him and then take it back (i reloaded the save i just wanted to see DJSJS)#and it broke my heart like people just see him as this big strong guy to push responsibility on to#who can protect everyone all the time and he can but like no!! i’m protecting YOU get in my pocket#acknowledge your past trauma don’t gloss over it#he’s very similar to astarion imo#in the way that both kind of seem like they don’t need help#or act like it rather but to different extremes#halsin cares about everything all the time and shoulders the burden#astarion elected to not care about anything ever and preserve himself bc no one else would#i’m obsessed with their poly and how they both desperately need to be cared for in vastly different ways that are somehow still so similar#lyriumsings txt#bg3#spoilers#anyway this was supposed to be a silly post i got lost in my feels DKSJDJDJS
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#I don’t even know how to feel right now#my kiddo moved up into the older kids room#then yesterday I get a message from daycare saying another kid scratched my baby’s face#and I’m like okay a scratch is just a scratch it happens#when I got home and saw him I was like what the fuck this wasn’t just a little scratch it is dark and red and angry#and then I go to give him a bath and I see he has a bitemark shaped bruise on his shoulder#and I’m like what the fuck why wouldn’t you tell me this too#and I go in today to talk to the director and she wasn’t there#they give me the incident report that says basically this kid#wanted to take my sons pacifier and he wouldn’t let him and he scratched his face and pushed him down and bit him#like what the actual fuck#why wouldn’t you tell me the whole thing#I had to find out on my own by seeing a mark on my babies skin#I’m so upset#he’s still such a gentle baby like he doesn’t hit or bite out of anger yet#so it just breaks my heart to know this other kid did this to him#and that the daycare ladies weren’t there to monitor and see it happen
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Omgggggg KingOhger Vs DonBrother & Kyoryuger second trailer came out!!!
SO MUCH NEW CONTENT EVEN IF SO LITTLE! I GOT A LOT TO SAY I REALLY REALLY WANT TO WATCH!
Trailer 2
#ohsama sentai kingohger#kingohger#thankful that Jeramie seem like a different character like finally! see him in his outfit and the character seem same yet different omgg#i feel bad I looking forward to Kyoryuger more than Donbrother#damn I really want to know what sort of person Rita issssss#Gira arghhhh you’re breaking my heart gahhh#argh at work so can’t fully go crazy about it but OVERWHELMED NOW#ehhh Is Kaguragi doing Sumo?!?! hard to tell who the referee? suzume? don’t know ahh hard to seee
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not to be a downer but I am suuuuuuper worried that because Hunter is going through it and is pissed he's going to say something to Echo blaming him for what happened to Tech.
I am not prepared for that kind of pain.
#like in a moment out of anger and I don’t think he will mean it#but still#Like I don't want it to happen#but I can see it happening#saw plenty of people blaming Echo for even coming to see them and coming for help with intel#and now I have a new fear that is unlocked#I would probably lose my mind with absolute sorrow if this happened#It's just like... how separate Echo was from Hunter and Wrecker at the end in the last scene#it got me thinking#and the thoughts were not nice#haha this would never happen#right?#someone tell me it won't happen#pls#he's already probably feeling so guilty#and so sad#and having a part of his family blame him and say it out loud to him would break his heart and I can not handle that#honestly maybe it is because I am a writer who loooooves angst#and my current series contains so much family drama#the bad batch#tbb echo#tbb hunter#tbb tech#echo bad batch#tech bad batch#hunter bad batch
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Egotober Day 15: Strong
Strength came in many forms, not just physicality. Strength of character, of heart was just as important. Being a hero, Jackie had strength in spades. But it was times like this that tested it, as he stared unflinchingly up into toxic green from where he was holding up the wall of a building to let the inhabitants get outside.
He should’ve known Anti would show up, he always did when there was trouble or things had been too calm. The hero had to grit his teeth in a low growl as the glitch’s face twisted with that demented Cheshire grin of his and he giggled.
“Having a bit o’ trouble hero?~”
Jackie huffed out a breath and he bit his tongue, as much as he wanted to snap at Anti he had more important things to worry about right now. He felt the integrity of the wall crumbling more under his hold, more weight added onto his arms. He exhaled as he heard the bricks hit the ground, the startled shrieks of the crowd from the impacts. The sound of the rescue workers rushing as fast and safe as they could inside to get the civilians out.
He tensed, hair rose on the back of his neck as he heard crackling electricity close to his ear. He shuddered and felt his heart pick up in adrenaline fueled nerves as claws curled around one shoulder.
“Ignorin me now are we? Tsk, tsk, tsk~ Ye know t’at’s a bad idea Jackieboy….I t’ought ye had learned by now. Might have to teach ya anot’er lesson.”
Jackie felt bile crawl up his throat and resisted the urge to gag at the thought of another ‘lesson’. The last one had left him coughing up blood and his ribcage ached in phantom pain. He didn’t move, he didn’t acknowledge Anti. He couldn’t afford to have his focus split-pain lanced down one arm as those deadly claws sunk into his shoulder.
He grit his teeth as muscles spasmed and tightened, he held back the instinct to twist his arm to dislodge them. He dug his fingers into brick and mortar instead in an attempt to stay singular focused. The glitch hummed, the sound brought a smirk to the hero’s mind as the only kind of warning he got.
Then everything lit up in white hot agony.
Jackie clenched his jaw as tight as he could not to scream, his body wanted to convulse but he didn’t let it. He held himself in position as the wall creaked and groaned, bricks tumbled down around him onto the street. His heart skipped beats and stuttered in his chest as his ears rang with the sound of harsh static mixed with panicked screams, the racing footsteps in the building. He felt like his teeth would crack under the pressure as the voltage amped up in response.
Anti didn’t want his attention on anything else but the pain, but him as he struggled to keep his hands still. He couldn’t falter, he couldn’t let go, he had to be strong. His vision swam and began to blur, thoughts fuzzed and tormented. The hero didn’t know how long he could take this, the pain just kept coming and it increased with every second that passed- the force of nature hissed smugly against his skin like it read his mind.
“I can stop Jackie, make all t’e pain go away~ All ye gotta do is one little thing~”
Anything, he’d do anything if it meant the pain stopped. There was a pleased hum that brought to mind a cat with prey before a twisted croon against his ear.
“Say my name Jackieboy~ Say my name and it stops~”
Jackie barely remembered his own name, he couldn’t think- the pain was so bad. His muscles locked in place from his stubbornness not to move, not to scream. His senses all transmitted suffering, torment, the crackling and hissing of the lightning the only sound he heard above his own heartbeat. The hero couldn’t focus…everything started to dim. His eyes fluttered and he caught a flash of feral, wicked neon green…he felt a hand on his cheek, claws softly traced his face and teased the edges of his mask. It felt like his mouth moved on its own and his voice forced itself out barely above a breath. Only heard between the two of them.
“Anti.…”
The pain stopped instantly, he started to sway midair as his body began to go limp. The wall crumbled and collapsed against his body and he hit the street hard, unable to hold himself up. As Jackie slid into the darkness of unconsciousness there was a chuckle among the shouting of civilians and workers who scrambled to his side to tend to him.
“Sleep well hero, see you soon~”
#Jackieboy Man#Homemade Hero#Antisepticeye#Glitch Demon#Jacksepticeye Ego#Jacksepticeye Fandom#Fanfic#South Writes#Egotober 2023#Did I *have* to make this one have hints of Hero/Villain?#No I didn’t but you can’t tell me that it wouldn’t be like this#So you can either read this as ship or in a classic villain and hero look#Either way is valid!#I can see this being a case of#‘He is my rival only *I* get to mess with him and hurt him/he’s *mine* to fight no one else gets involved’#Jackie is a hero in all the ways you see from superhero media#Stubborn determined good hearted beyond self sacrificing and tired#Anti likes to use that against him when he pushes at those morals of his#that strength Jackie carries that he wants to break through#As another way to put it Jackie is ‘stubborn himbo and sunshine’ and Anti is ‘Don’t you just wanna go apeshit?’ in response XD#And yes he’s fine! he gets to a hospital and has to endure Henrik’s worried lecturing while he heals#Electrocution TW#Torture TW
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Me @ Myself watching The Untamed as, for the first time in a MDZS adaptation, I am dragged invisibly inch by inch closer to the precipice of becoming a Jiang Cheng apologist
#the untamed#mdzs#😭#I don’t actually have negative feelings about Jiang Cheng or his apologists even or anything I was mostly just confused by his inconsistency#as my primary emotion but I didn’t want this to happen I can’t be that man’s defense attorney imagine the paperwork 😭😭😭😭😭 it would not end#and I STILL don’t know why he does half the shit he does#me (delusional); maybe THIS time he won’t betray Wei Wuxian and break his heart!#(he will)#jiang cheng
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Productions of Hamlet where Hamlet downs Horatio’s poisoned wine himself, my beloved. Drinking the poison meant for your best friend to save their life must have felt so intimate…
#bonus points if horatio realises how decisive hamlet is being and just watches him do it with a very broken-hearted look on his face#i prefer that to the struggling and very visibly sobbing horatio. he’s more suited for silent tears. to me.#the rational stoic guy breaks down on the inside and you can see it#ALRIGHT ILL CONFESS that’s just my fav production of hamlet#it’s a musical and it’s in japanese so i don’t think the shakespeare girlies know about it but one day ill write up a post#and in that post ill be so obsessed with it. as i constantly am.#hamlet#also hamlet drinking the poisoned wine also means to me that he gets to kill himself even if he’s going to die from the poisoned blade first#and that makes him as many times killed as claudius. i haven’t thought deep enough about this part#on the other hand it also enables him to die for the purpose of saving someone instead of the purpose of avenging the already dead#(if someone’s trying to produce hamlet with the main message being it’s better to die to save someone than to die for revenge#this would be the chance)#(although why on earth would you want to undermine hamlet’s grief… don’t make his entire story pointless c’mon#if anyone has a better way to fit this point into the story than i do pls tell me)#the amount of times i think about the final scene of hamlet is just the amount of times normal teenage girls do the ending of r&j i guess#also look at this bitch describing what happens in hamlet like it's a real historical event
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Honestly I think Dean Highbottom has some shit to answer to as well. The mockery, the derision, the outright admittance that he was hoping Coriolanus would fail and the Snow family would continue to suffer. How someone who loathed the Games still treated a young man with cruelty because of the past, because of social divides that would be so easy to tear down. In the end, it wasn’t just Gaul who shaped Snow into the man he became. So bitter and hateful. So incapable of compassion and forgiveness. Just like his father. Just like his Dean.
#like yeah there were a lot of things questionable about Snow even before he was chosen as a mentor in the games#but like. damn. you didn’t even consider the idea he could be better than his father did you?#the way kindness could have unravelled some of the hate in Snow’s heart#listen to me tell you the horrible things your father did. listen to me tell you that you can be different. you are not the past.#the divides between us do not truly exist. look at the weapon in your hand. it is real. and it can do real damage#but if you never hate someone - if they never fool you into letting violence into your heart - they can never make you use it#it breaks my heart. how could you hate a ghost so much that you’d kill a child. I don’t know. but the Dean does. and so does Snow.#the cycles run and run until somebody stops. and burns some bread. and shares berries. and takes an arrow. and says no more. I love you#it is difficult. it could hurt me. it could be the very last thing I do. it may not even serve me well. but I love you. I love. always.#how pathetic hate makes you. how strong love makes you. like staring at the Dean and staring at characters like Haymitch#like two substance abusing men who know the system inside out. who are complicit. who are victims. both embittered and angry.#but one saw a child and decided to punish him for the past#and the other saw a child and decided - okay. it’s been 23 years. my heart hurts. I want to give in. I want to hate you. I want to not care.#I’m going to care anyway. I’m in so much pain. It’s killing me. I’m going to care anyway. about you both. it won’t be perfect. but I care.#and I’ll be here through hell. and I will fuck up. so fucking badly. because I’m still addicted and angry and god knows I have suffered.#god knows these hands are bloody and they always will be. but I will keep coming back. I will keep trying. I will still love.#and in the end I will write names in a book that belongs to you and I will find a little bit of peace in a house where the sun shines#and the geese make ridiculous noises in the yard. and love will have seen me through.#HAYMITCH YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS I LOVE YOU MY IMPERFECT DARLING#dean highbottom#coriolanus snow#the hunger games#a ballad of songbirds and snakes#haymitch abernathy#thg#abosas#suzanne collins#SHE WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS
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