#I don’t know how to say goodbye
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Thank you Danai,Andy and Gimple for this beautiful gift that is The Ones Who Live❤️🔥
BONUS: MORE DANAI GIFTS😉
#danai gurira#andrew lincoln#scott gimple#bts#behind the scenes#rick grimes#michonne grimes#judith grimes#rj grimes#the walking dead#richonne#dandy#twd the ones who live#twd towl#the end of my favorite show😭#I don’t know how to say goodbye#i’m already missing them#my family#my favorite people
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I scheduled the appointment to put down my Kitty that I’ve had since I was three years old for tomorrow… and like I’m just so fucking sad
#she’s old but she’s my baby#this part of being an adult sucks#I don’t know how to say goodbye#tw animal death
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okay I’ve seen a lot of posts about sterling just being crowley and. guys. the implications just hear me out 😭😭😭
bending lore slightly here BUT let’s say crowley’s body was once inhabited by a human and crowley is possessing the body (maybe he kills the initial inhabitant bc he doesn’t care)
but he still has the guy’s memories. he doesn’t bother keeping up appearances with his ‘ex wife’ because he is too busy building up his hell empire. BUT for some reason he can’t quite identify, he still feels something towards his ‘daughter’. he lets the divorce happen and doesn’t feel the need (or desire) to fight for custody, but he can never quite forget her, to cast her out of his mind for good
some hijinks ensue with the leverage team. it’s mostly because even a grind culture demon wants some off time every once in a while, and for him the insurance investigator stuff is more of a hobby. interacting with the leverage crew is very low stakes for him, and honestly, quite amusing. they aren’t on his level power-wise, but that ford character gives him the mental exercise he hasn’t experienced in, well, he can’t even remember
he can feel their frustration and anger when they learn he has become employed by interpol and feeds off it. it’s great, and relaxing in a way he is never able to achieve while conducting hell-related business
one year he gets wind that olivia is in a really bad situation associated with his ‘ex wife’s’ new husband. he’s selling vital hardware to terrorists, and while that might actually be the kind of chaos he would normally support or be entertained by as the king of hell, something feels wrong about letting olivia stay anywhere near that man
he calls upon the body’s adversaries. he wouldn’t admit it, even under duress, BUT he feels slightly fond of them. nate for the three dimensional chess they play, sophie for her ability to charm and disguise, parker for her chaos and slightly unsettling nature (it’s the autism swag and being bad with human interaction but he doesn’t know that lol), hardison for his unapologetic intelligence and eliot for his hardened violent past and take-no-shit persona (he’s fun to tease)
they perform exactly as he expected, right into his carefully crafted plan. and then olivia is under his care and things get more complicated. he keeps her FAR, FAR away from anything related to the supernatural (heh). no one can find out about her, ESPECIALLY not those imbecile hunter brothers (if for nothing else than the embarrassment in revealing he has a weak spot)
not sure how to work it into this post but I also want to add that somewhere along the way he develops feelings for nate and sophie. the frame up job is near and dear to my heart and you can’t convince me that isn’t fighting as flirting behavior. his interpol persona is more of a side hustle so to speak, but he finds it fun (relaxing, even) to fill that role. there aren’t any obligations of other demons, bothersome hunters, or anything like that. nate and sophie are low stakes, except, they aren’t, really. they make him feel things he can’t ever really remember feeling. his heart beats fast when sophie sat in his lap and cradled his face, his hands sweat when nate gives him that certain smug look. he’s exasperated by the way they can run circles around him like no one else has ever before. they annoy him and get under his skin in a way no one else can and it’s infuriating. but also not, at the same time. maybe he likes it
and then the long goodbye job happens
hear me out and suspend your belief here for a second, because I can’t remember if crowley supernaturally knows when ppl die/are dead or not.
so nate is in interpol custody and the interviewer is obviously out of her depth. (most people are, when it comes to nathan ford.) he walks in and pours the man a drink, but he’s fuming. somewhere along the way he came to care about the team. hell and suffering is literally in his (official) job description, but he can admit (only to himself) that he admires what they do. it’s not for him, not anything close to where his passions and interests lie, but he respects their drive and purpose. he is also aware enough to acknowledge that they are a family, a group of misfits that never belonged quite anywhere except to each other.
and nate fucking blew it up, ruined it, because his vice is being so obsessed with the end game that he is apparently willing to let his team, his family, the people that anchor him to reality, die because the ends supposedly justify the means.
not this time. not to sterling crowley
he is enraged. he can admit within the confines of his mind that he cares for nate, for sophie, even for the other three (though nate and sophie have somehow made it a hierarchy where they are more important to him. which he will dissect later in private. maybe.)
nate let them die, he let sophie die, and for what? the black book? hell below, crowley would have made things easier somehow, if he knew that this was where nate’s sights had lied. he would have prevented this somehow. he wants to have prevented this. he doesn’t want any of them dead and is too afraid to check and verify because that would make it real. the idea of sophie (or any of them) somehow making it to hell instead of heaven would probably break something in him he might not be able to repare fully.
he yells at nate- he’s angry. hellfire burning in his heart because everything is ruined. the deaths aside (however hard it is to set them aside in his mind), nate will not recover from this, not ever. this will be the start of the end, he is sure. a miserable, guilt-ridden existence where he drinks himself to death and nothing will save him. it plays out in crowley’s mind in a thousand different ways that are beyond painful to conceptualize, even in theory.
the story starts to unravel and there is a game afoot. a solemn, miserable, infuriating game because the con is still in session because parker is alive and in the building- which sets another fire alight in his chest. ‘parker even know you got hardison killed?’ he rages for her grief when she finds out. he knows it will double when she finds out eliot has perished, too, because he isn’t fucking blind.
but nate is a brilliant man, lest he forget too quickly. they are all alive, and somehow still the entire crew slips through his fingers. he’s not even angry (he never would have been- he doesn’t actually try too hard to catch them. it’s about the game, not the consequences). he lets them keep the black book because he’s fucking exhausted and honestly, they more than earned it.
‘now we’re even. tell sophie to drive carefully’. they will never be even, not really. crowley would never admit or agree that being human is the superior state of being, but that have made him feel human in a way he doesn’t actually mind. they keep him on his toes and match him in a way unique to them, they remind him that there are other things than the realm of hell. not necessarily bigger than hell, but maybe just as important in a different sense.
watching the van drive away, something inside him settles. when he walked into the interrogation room that day he thought this was the beginning of the end. it’s not the end at all, not an end to anything. it’s a continuation of their story. maybe, he thinks, a beginning to a new era in it
#before anyone says anything YES I KNOW HOW SPN LORE WORKS I WATCHED IT FOR MANY YEARS#I am just making this silly post for my own (and possibly your) amusement#I’m not digging too heavily into spn plot because I haven’t watched in forever and don’t trust my memory to make accurate commentary lol#also I know it’s probably layed but lied looked better somehow don’t worry about it#sorry this is so long I wasn’t sure where to break it to a read more bc all of it was too important to me 😭💀#tell me in the comments if you’d prefer a read more and where you think it should go#I haven’t been into spn for years HOW DOES THIS AU HAVE SUCH A CHOKEHOLD OVER ME#eliot spencer#parker#alec hardison#leverage ot3#parker x hardison x eliot#(background)#nate ford#sophie devereaux#jim sterling#nate x sophie#nate x sophie x sterling#crossovers#leverage x spn#leverage x supernatural#supernatural#crowley spn#crowley supernatural#crowley#leverage#mine#not even queueing this I need it posted immediately. instant gratification#pls like rb comment etc I need the validation#I ended up putting a read more for the long goodbye job
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Never thought I would cry my heart out because of a Game Theory video, but here we are.
9 more theories left, 2 more months left with my absolute favorite YouTubers that raised me when no one else could.
I’ll make a special post when the time comes, but for now-
I’ll enjoy what time I’ll have left.
#going to cry brb#Matpat#you don’t know how much I love this silly guy#makes it harder to say goodbye
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I don’t even like lokius but even I can admit ‘I’ll Always Remember Us This Way’ is a lokius song after that finale.
#I meeeean#‘you found the light in me that I couldn’t find’#‘every time we say goodbye baby it hurts’#‘poets trying to write. we don’t know how to rhyme but damn we try.’#‘all I really know is you’re where I wanna go.’#‘THE PART OF ME THAT’S YOU WILL NEVER DIE’ 😭#you know what it doesn’t even have to be lokius actually#this song fully fits just Loki and Möbius’s canon friendship#lokius#Mobius#loki#loki finale#loki series#loki spoilers#loki 2x06 spoilers
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I wish we got more of Legolas being weird in the movies. Like I haven’t read the books yet but I love the way the fandom describes him as being a little shit and like actually really fucking weird and I just wish we got more of that and also that it came across more in fanfics.
#lotr#lord of the rings#like pls I love love love all the Legolas fics I’ve read but also I wish they acknowledged how much of an apparent weirdo little freak#one post I read says that he would just stare into the woods and said goodbye to a river and I just ????#In the movies he’s cool#and in the hobbit he’s kinda mean but still hot so I excuse it#in lotr I think he had most of this sass cut but then again I haven’t read the books so idk#but I wish in fanfics there was more of him being a weirdo instead of like a romantic#he is a weirdo and a shit and I love him and I don’t even know anymore#I need big dumbo dummy Legolas idk what to say#enough ranting#the hobbit#gandalf the grey#legolas x reader#legolas x y/n#legolas fic#legolas lotr#lotr legolas#legolas
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I’m pretty sure @finalgirlsamwinchester said this first but supernatural episode 14.13 “lebanon” except it’s succession austerlitz family therapy
#someone needs to write that. do I need to write that?#johns like first of all who the fuck are you guys. these r not my children#mary and john circling each other warily bc uhhhhhhhh what Happened to you#dean opened the lid on the can of worms of his feelings abt john in the years since his death#so even tho at first he’s like omg…..dad….. save us#after a beat he’s like oh yeah fuck you actually. I don’t know how to talk to you anymore I haven’t been the peacekeeper since you died#and sam and john have the same conversation they had in canon except john’s only apologizing for not saying goodbye#his feelings abt stanford!era sam are too fresh to discuss out in the open#and he’s also like. this isn’t MY sam. where did all his anger go!!!! who made him this sad!!!! did I do that???? did dean??#dean makes a blunt reference to hell (either his trip or sam’s) bc HIS anger is coming up and johns like WHAT.#I need to stop
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Crowley would absolutely be the partner who gets really over-dramatic when their stomach hurts.
#crowley sprawled out on the sofa: Angel I’m dying#Crowley: just say goodbye to me now Angel I just want to see your face before I die#Aziraphale making him some tea: crowley you know how your corporation reacts to dairy why would you eat clam chowder AND a cheesecake??#this happens at least once a month#Aziraphale complains about crowley eating things he shouldn’t#but of course this complaining is occurring while he makes crowley tra and/or rubs his tummy#crowley can’t eat certain things but every time he’s like maybe this time will be different#me once again projecting onto crowley#because my body always has the same reaction to fried food but I’ll be damned if I don’t order some fried Mac and cheese bites#crowley#aziraphale#incorrect ineffable husbands#good omens
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I’m not usually a huge fan of contrived canon ships, but Zane and Pixal are the one exception actually
#remy rambles#this is 87% about the scene in crystallized where Zane’s out of commission and Pix is saying her goodbyes and she goes#‘I don’t know if there’s anything after this life for us. but I promise I’ll find you there’#LIKE DUDE?? that had me absolutely sobbing maybe more so than the end of seabound#the other 13% is split between when Pix is talking abt how she was more useful in Zane’s head but she likes having a body#to which zane goes “’you’re helpful no matter what. I just want you to be happy.’ LIKE??#AND THEN when zane gets Into Character and pix like. sighs and is all exasperated but plays along???#I’m so obsessed with they’re dynamic love is real and it’s stored in the robits#ninjago#do they have a ship name??#ninjago pixal#ninjago zane#zane x pixal#yeah sure
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Me: It makes sense why the Pokémon anime has chosen to retire Ash as the protagonist now. After winning the Alola League and now claiming victory in the Masters Tournament, he’s reached a perfect point in his journey to bring his story to a close. I mean his story, and his journey, will of course continue on even without us being along for the ride as we have been for the past 20+ years. But for the anime’s story itself Ash’s journey has reached a perfect point to close things out. I mean it’s obvious it was coming what with all the callbacks to Ash’s past companions and Pokémon. So while it is sad to say goodbye it was expected and I will be more than willing to give the new protagonists a chance in the upcoming anime adaptation of Paldea!☺️
Also me, sobbing pitifully: B-but….. Ash and Arven potentially becoming friends🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 Ash and Pikachu interacting with Miraidon or Koraidon🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 Seeing what Pokémon from Paldea Ash gets and seeing which Pokémon he and I both clicked with🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 ASH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
In short, my dreams are shattered, my life is in ruins, and if you guys needs me I will be in mourning for the next 7-10 business years.
#story time with me#pokeani spoilers#pokemon spoilers#ash ketchum#pokemon#pokeani#precious gem#my life is in absolute tatters folks I don’t know how or when I’m gonna recover#you guys don’t understand ash has been my sweetest baby boy since I was FOUR YEARS OLD#over TWO WHOLE DECADES of me and this boy#and now I have to say goodbye??? I likely won’t experience any more adventures with him???#nooooooo I’m not ready!!!!!!#even when I suspected it was coming I wasn’t ready and that it’s confirmed?#my sweetest bean I can’t believe this era has reached its end#and I so desperately wanted to see stuff like ash interacting with either miraidon or koraidon#and ESPECIALLY ash interacting with arven and the pair becoming friends
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Can you explain Strange Someone Frisk’s motivations a bit more? I don’t really understand how they could go from being a nice supportive kid to tampering with things in DR
well frisk Does appear to be nice and nonviolent even without the SOUL’s control (sans saying “even when you ran away you did it with a smile” and seemingly feeling guilty for taking more than one piece of candy (the bowl tipping over and the narration saying “you felt like the scum of the earth”(unless that’s just chara trying to guilt them/you)) and we know from deltarune that while the SOUL controls what frisk and kris do, where they walk and what they say, it doesn’t control how they say things, like kris saying things sarcastically/confusedly/as a joke when it’s a choice they don’t particularly agree with (like the “perish” being said enthusiastically, or saying they’d go to the festival w ralsei or noelle and not sounding like the Actually Want To).
and similarly to kris ithink ss frisk feels. lost. without the soul. in the context of the au, frisk doesn’t remember anything before falling into mt ebott. idk it’d they even remember their life before that day. idk if they even had one. they maybe convinced themself that they were literally made for their role, and didn’t exist before then. maybe them causing problems through the secret bosses is them trying to get the SOUL’s attention, bc the SOUL’s influence is all they know, and they know the SOUL is here now.
they’re messed up in a similar fashion as jevil and spamton (and presumably the other secret bosses we have yet to meet) but where as they were Told by frisk about their roles as characters in a story, and jevil’s method of coping being that he’s “free”, and spamton’s is by trying to escape, frisk was made aware by their firsthand experience, and has turned to telling the secret bosses. and well, while i don’t know Why frisk would let this knowledge upon them when they’d been previously kindhearted, maybe it has to do w like. their life being entirely upended by the game ending and being shunted out of that universe as a result. maybe they feel cheated. maybe they feel that doing good isn’t worth it. maybe they feel like they can’t do good without the SOUL telling them to do so. maybe they don’t even realize or think that what they’re doing is causing harm, maybe they think that telling them What’s Really Up is a good thing. they did actually help spamton, for a time.
think that makes flowey’s plea for the player not to reset, to leave the game alone let frisk have their happy ending, kinda. ironic. not that resetting Would Have done them any favors either.
also if i was made fully aware that my life was little more than a means to tell a story i think I’d snap a little bit too. my life is a game maybe I am tired of being nice, maybe I do just want to go apeshit. maybe I’ll cause some problems on purpose
#also this reminded me. on the comic w ss frisk and flowey talking and frisk thinking they don’t deserve a happy ending anymore#frisk forgives him but not themself bc of their differing circumstances#frisk feels like now that they’re doing Bad Things after having don’t Good Things that weren’t their own choices that they just. arent good#they KNOW what it’s like to do good. they HAVE done good. now they arent#frisk hasn’t been told how trauma can effect poeple and that healing isn’t linear. sad ! /ref#flowey was able to undo the harm he did at a moments notice when he would save and reset. he can’t anymore and hes doing better now. he’s a#he’s acknowledged his wrongdoings and worked to fix them post game#i couldn’t really get into that bc i lost the canvas in A Cropping Accident#sorry I’m beginning to feel incoherent idk if any of what im saying or have said makes any sense#i have a commission to work on and i have been here typing for like half an hour!!! goodbye now#the monarch’s court
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pain has veeeeeery suspiciously disappeared from the tooth which makes me veeeeeeeery suspicious bc that’s not good lmfao bc if the pain goes without treatment, it means smth in that tooth has fucking died if I can’t feel anything anymore LMAO. okay if I press hard enough it hurts but it’s nowhere near the sharp ass pain it’s been leading up to this point so! I’m gonna go into that appointment expecting dead nerves and an infection or abscess of some kind. I’m also going in expecting the tooth to get ripped out so! what a day that’s gonna be
#:)#like lack of pain means nerves that were on the fritz the entire time#are not responding anymore#I know this from my tooth hurting. it stops. it comes back. it stops. I get a root canal. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#mind you the one tooth I did have pulled had a hole so fucking big I’m assuming#it just took the nerves clean out at the start#bc that hole got BIG. BIG. I could put my tongue in that thing I had to clean it out after every meal#and I told the receptionist on the phone yeah there’s a hole and she’s like how can you tell#I CAN PUT MY TONGUE THROUGH HALF THE TOOTH LMFAO#but a different tooth HURT so we fixed that one first dmfnfndj AND GET THIS. ITS THE ONE IM EXPECTING TO BE RIPPED OUT#HAH. A FULL CIRCLE. MAN. THAT WHOLE HUGE FUCK OFF FILLING FOR NOTHING#luckily they cap at a certain amount per financial year so it’s $36 or smth and if I go enough and hit the cap I don’t pay anymore which is#additionally the first pulled tooth was a very back molar also. this one is on the other side and on the lower jaw instead#which Could effect chewing a bit#but like the other one I figure I’ll get used to it. so. it is what it is#I’m willing to just say goodbye I just want a photo of it if possible#bc one root canal was like. a worry. bc of how fucking huge my roots are they worried the filling#would push the tooth in and it’d hit nerves and maybe it would reject. alas that did not happen so!#ooc#can you tell we have good luck with teeth in my family#I’m not the only one with teeth missing and technically with how bad mine are they’re still not even the WORST so! silver linings!
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I’m gonna seriously cry when anne and sprig say goodbye. for real. no jokes here.
#amphibia#I had a whole brain spill about how sprig is probably really clingy to people he likes because of his parents going… poof#and the end of all in had him slowly coming around to the fact that he’s going to have to let another good thing go#but I feel like he’s still in conflict because man he’s 11 they’re fighting the moon like clearly this is the way things will be forever!#silly wacky adventures just him and their party of 4#but HP’s showing more signs and age and Polly’s developing her own interests.. with Anne leaving.. where does that leave him? yknow?#sure he has ivy and Maddie too but they also have their own things with their families#I don’t know where I’m going with this but it’s so sad and I’m sure he’ll figure it out he’s a good kid#but at least this time he has the proper chance to say goodbye unlike last time.. Anne’s not /just/ leaving him#but in fact they’re /both/ parting ways with each other.. and maybe it’s come closure he needs too#WAH emo over frogs at 2pm in the afternoon#candy laments
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“Charlie left so suddenly without saying goodbye, he must have been pissed off!”
Haven’t you ever been at a party or social event especially for work and the “I must be home right now or I will die” instinct hits so you just leave? The ol’ Irish Goodbye? The Nurodivergent Shuffle? My social battery is completely drained so I’m yeeting myself immediately?
#I’m so autistic I thought leaving as soon as you were done without saying anything was normal until it was explained to me#and I still don’t get it really lol like how is it rude to leave when you want to leave?#but whatever#and idk Charlie obviously but it seems pretty on brand for him to me#idk his mind or whatever but he’s mentioned being nurodivergent and I know a lot of us do the Irish goodbye#he was done! it was late! he said what he needed to say and did what he needed to do! time to go!#or maybe he was genuinly pissed at Rob idk#I’m bad at reading people so I might have just missed at the signs of him being actually angry#this is just how it came across to me#suddenly leaving is just very relatable. to me lmao#Rob WAS being bitchy though I will say#but I imagine someone who’s been friends with him for so long like Charlie would know he’s like that#and not take it personally#just my two cents#⭐️
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this is mostly self indulgent but yk
first drawing posted vs first actual piece vs latest actual piece
god DAMN it changed and didn’t change at the same time but also i learned so much more?? but i also do the same things i used to do??
also vs new 😭😭 it really comes and goes
#tbf the garmadon one is a doodle#sort of it’s like effort and no effort at the same time#MAN the difference#but then some of the ones i have now still look pretty similar to the first one#it is what it is#actually no the first one took TWO HOURS#and the garmadon one had 4 in a total of two hours#two that were damn lot more complicated than the jay and zane#i call that a win tbh#all these months and i still don’t know how to draw faces#i say actual drawing cause i posted a shitty morro hair drawn over mango ice cream and whatnot before#actually the mango morro was even before zane and jay#but yk what i mean#notice how none of the morros were my own designs 😭😭#they’re both based on someone else’s morro goodbye#ninjago#lego ninjago#morro ninjago#ninjago morro#morro wu#ninjago jay#jay ninjago#jay walker#jay gordon#ninjago zane#zane ninjago#zane julien#ninjago garmadon#garmadon ninjago#young garmadon
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Every time I see a dollhouse I’m reminded that my grandmother on my fathers side had a beautiful dollhouse she maintained for me and was constantly buying new items and sending me pictures and was there for me when I visited her and when she passed away my father simply got rid of it
#she kept it for me bc we lived in different countries lol. and how my father despite having money for it did not buy us tickets#to attend her funeral. so I actually never got to say goodbye. the first time I went to England after like 10+years I thought about#visiting her grave but I actually don’t even know where it was. bc my father never gave any information and vanished after my grandma died#like literally he was only a somewhat ‘present’ father while my grandma was alive and pushed him to like. visit and call and help#and then when I was like 22 he shows up again expecting all to be good. LMAO.#anyway. I am never seeing him again 👍 I don’t think I would be able to recognise him if I saw him and that feels like peace
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