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unicornsaures · 5 days

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"Johnny, I am coming home

'Bout to take my final bow

Hope you saved a seat for me

Johnny, can you see me now?"

#i am. not okay.#DALLY GET OUT OF HERE WHYD YOU SAY THAT #HWYWOUDL #WHY #WHY WOULD YOUDAY THAT IM SO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#dolirants #the outsiders musical #dallas winston #dally winston #johnny cade

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dazaisms · 3 months

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MEOW MEOW MEOW BARK BARK WOOF WOOF MEOW ON MY KNEES RN MEOW MEOWWW HOLY SHIT HES SO AOMROAKEJBWIAKENWWRN3IWI

ivan pls i am on my hands and knees i will. do anything 4 u sir.

#✯ ; dazaisms #✬ ; my darling ivan <3 #i am. not okay.

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baeshijima · 1 year

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its only just set in the fact my first finals exam is tmrw.

;w;

#sophie’s idle chatter #i am. not okay.#if anything im just praying theres only two 16 markers in the psych paper 1 tmrw bc if theres more then my paper will be soaked by my tears #when i get back home im making banoffee pie with my dad bc he said it will help calm my stress levels #once again ty dad i love u very much even if u torture me with ur dad jokes 🫶🫶#im just dreading may 25th and then june 5th bc ive got eng lang and psych on both days ;w;;;;#and the rest of june is bio until the 21st #sobs so loud im praying for a somewhat healthy sleep schedule over these next two months 😔

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hecate-spawn · 1 year

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and when Idol said "I don't have any idea how I could love someone I can't seem to find what it signifies" and when it said "surely lying is the greatest kind of love" and when it said "I recall no one who loved me whole before and I've not been in love with anybody before. And now the lies that I'm making up I hope that one day they all become true and I keep wishing they do" and when Idol said "So sincerely what I am wishing for is to love each one of you with all my heart" AND WHEN IDOL, WHEN AI SAYS "Ah I said it at least. I know it's not a lie. These words: I love you "

GUYS I AM LOSING MY SHIT SO HARD RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THIS MAKES ME FEEL SO MUCH EMOTION EVERY TIME THAT I SHOULD BE CRYING

Omfg I love AYASE so much for this because he created a whole ass character with lyrics and Ikura helped bring it to life with emotion.

I don't know a lot about Oshi no ko but I feel like I know AI personal like holy shit

I just keep losing my crap over "Ah I said it at least. I know it's not a lie. These words: I love you." Especially in the English version like holy shit. This song is so dark but Ai fucking telling her kids she loves them and it's not a lie, while stating earlier in the song she's never loved anybody before and no one's ever truly loved her and then saying she wants to love everyone holy fucking shit

I need to cry about this so much but I can't

What did this song do to me

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bokkerijder · 11 months

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Jaskier. in bed. without shirt. in bed. with. tits. huge tits. and hair. naked. skin. hair. tits.

#the witcher #the witcher spoilers #gwen watches stuff #i am. not okay.

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starpros-sunshine · 1 year

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Head in hands......he has a knife....a knife

#thats the knife they rammed up my back straight into my heart #i am. not okay.

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absolutelyobsessedkiya · 1 year

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PJSEKAI LEAKZ!!!

LOOK AT MY MAN EVERYONE!!!! HE'Z FINALLY HERE!!!

NIIGO KAITO FINALLY HERE!!!!

#project sekai #vocaloid #kaito #pjsk #I AM. NOT OKAY.#also mafuyu'z mom existz now. ew.

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whatkindofnameisella · 4 months

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can you believe that we have fanfiction. that we have websites dedicated to fanfiction. that there is a place that you can go and read tens, hundreds, thousands and thousands of pieces of writing that strangers have made. people who are not "writers". people who come home at the end of the day and have feelings and say, i am going to put that into words. i am going to share those words. short, long, sweet, sad, horny, funny, wonderful words. we are all just human and we all love to make and remake and share that with others. can you believe that.

#ao3 #archive of our own #fanfiction #sometimes i can't even believe how much i myself have written. like i think i am not a writer. i am not doing enough. i do not write enough #and i look back and i have 34 (34!!) works on ao3 and reams of unpublished work on my computer and so long left to live. so i think #we will be okay.#writing

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catmask · 8 months

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does anyone have like an anti aesthetic. like something you look at and can recognize as a complete fashion/interior design/artistic movement and understand it but it makes you shudder seeing it. i am not talking like “its morally bad” “its poorly structured” like just sheerly devoid of joy for you actually invites a repulse response.

#also if it wasnt clear this isnt ‘its bad its lazy’ there is a level of like #completion consistancy i am thinking for with this #personally i really do not enjoy the like. vintage chic long red nails fur coats noir esque aesthetic HOWEVER 💥💥💥#i can recognize that it is put together it is Intentional #i feel like a lot of people are going to say minimalism on this so LET ME SAY 🫰☝️ i recognize that minimalism is Considered an aesthetic #but i *PERSONALLY* do not consider it an aesthetic i consider it the void of one #it is a lapse in aesthetic or personality in the same way a silence in a song is still technically a ‘beat’ but no music is played #however the importance of Space or Breath in design is more akin to a purposeful silence in music #because that silence matters in the same way rhythm and breath in design do #so i guess minimalism is more comparable to like. white noise. the sound of a fan #very little effort and there is a comfort in it i suppose but its not. A Design. okay #TO ME 🤫#if minimalism has one hater its me if minimalism has no haters im dead

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voidoffline · 4 months

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!This is a drawing! Not a screenshot!

This is nineteen hours of work. (Not the build I based this off of- it only took me like a few minutes to build it XD)

(This is the next build of mine that I will draw)

#art #digital art #my art #fanart #<- ?#minecraft #minecraft art #minecraft fanart #okay so this would be considered fanart #gottcha #minecraft build #at least this is based off a build #sunrise #I am very proud of this #likely because it took me nineteen fucking hours #and gosh I still have one more to go-#I’ll post the other one when it’s finished on its own. and then both of them together in another post #drawing not a screenshot

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peblezq · 10 months

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Good Omens 2 was like reading a 100k fanfic in the middle of the night that you realize was left unfinished and last updated 5 years ago, and you are left alone with this earth-shattering cliffhanger

#i am not okay #this season is going to destroy me #i am obsessed #but so fucking distraught #neil gaiman #good omens #good omens 2

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oof-i-did-it-agaaiiin · 1 year

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Beautiful from Ordinary Days

#EDIT: I added links to the post’s caption go click them.#I did this because people were mistaking the words as a poem. I love poems. it’s not a poem.#it’s a song from a musical that deserves more attention. go listen to the song. if you like it go listen to the musical. it’s fantastic #it’ll make you laugh and it’ll make you cry. could not recommend enough.#okay edit over. back to my og tags #long post #and I'm talking LONG like do you love the color of the sky long #today I am a nuisance to your dash #but it's in the name of art and beauty #ordinary days #musicals #paintings #art museum #post i made #i love lyrics #greatest hits

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liveandbreathemusicals · 7 months

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Gay people will be like “this is my comfort show!” And then show you the most emotionally devastating, stress-inducing, tragic piece of media you have ever witnessed

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hansoeii · 9 months

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dear ed, I love everything about you.

#THE TEASER #I AM NOT OKAY #AHHHH #I was so nervous today that I had to draw something to calm my nerves #THEY'RE COMING BACK TO ME!!#i do not know why ed is wearing buttons shirt in that oen promo pic but i liek the vibe #ofmd #ofmd 2 #our flag means death #our flag emans death season 2 #ofmd fanart #ofmd s2 fanart #our flag means death fanart #stede bonnet #ed teach #gentlebeard #gentlebeard fanart #my art #digital art

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starpros-sunshine · 2 years

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You know when you have to run up a hill and you everything hurts and you can't breathe but you still have to get up because else you won't get where you need to go so you casually suffer cardiac arrest

#I am. not okay.#I feel like I'm going to die I don't want to die #this can't just be me being unfit #I have to be born and then I get a body and it's not only the wrong one no thr bitch doesn't even work properly

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zivazivc · 5 months

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I feel like I have some of the most random headcanons. but I am lowkey obsessed with the fact that John Dory is so much older than Branch that he potentially could have dated their friends'/peers' parents, and/or anything else funny and possibly entertaining that the large age difference entails lmaokskssbcdsbcjdh

edit: part two

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