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girl help i accidentally read too much into the replies on those posts and got mad about how people perceive me
#wordy wendy#anyways... i hope it is clear that i am not ashamed or anxious or afraid of how allistics perceive me#that is not what i was asking#when i ask about information like that i am seeking to understand#and sometimes i am seeking advice not to assimilate#but because i want to advocate for myself while not hurting feelings#understanding social cues and whatnot for me is about minimizing pain for everyone involved#often myself as well as others#when i hyper-analyze myself it is because i am trying to minimize pain for others.#(and sometimes for me)#i am not ruled by fear or anxiety and i am CERTAINLY not afraid of punishment or shame#my only fear is that i might upset someone or make them feel cast aside#i know ive gotten a lot of new followers recently so let me make one thing clear:#allistics are annoying. i am overall not interested in interacting with them. if i ever seem like i want to assimilate: SHOOT ME.#that is NOT ME#THAT IS AN ALIEN.#I HAVE BEEN POSSESSED.#i am simply studying them like a scientist in a lab for pleasure and on the off chance i ever want to keep a few#i am not a scared or anxious person. i cannot tell you a single thing i am afraid of.#in fact i would much rather people be mean and cruel to me and call me nasty things#than HANDLE ME WITH KID GLOVES ITS LITERALLY MY NUMBER ONE PET PEEVE. DO NOT BE NICE TO ME.#anyways i get really mad when i am perceived as fearful/weak/sensitive so please if you're new here maybe read my carrd#i know i asked for insight on that post but unfortunately it seems people missed my disclaimer
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calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.
#nonbinary love#nblnb yearning#nb4nb#nblnb#wholesomeposting#yearning hours#ive been thinking about how some languages dont have a possessive tense#so you dont say “i have a thing” but rather “a thing is by me”#and like im not usually one for psycho linguistics and like critical thoughts etc etc etc#but i really like the framework of responsibility/commitment rather than ownership#i think about this mostly in terms of ecology#and relation to land#but i also love it as it applies to language shared between lovers#like i LOVE calling them mine or for them to call me theirs#but i'm also nonmonog and that was kinda weird to square for a while#and it clicked one time when i was talking about my neighborhood and i was like well#when i say my neighborhood or my city it's understood i'm not taking it away from anybody else#its understood i just mean the city where i live#so why cant we apply the same to lovers?#mine in the way i want to show up for you again and again#ok#done now
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a bingqiu witches x xianxia fusion, as prompted by cass and fulfilled as part of an ongoing fundraising event at svsss gotcha 4 gaza!
#svsss#scum villain#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#shen yuan#mxtx#my art#i wanted to bring viet!binghe out for once#the prompter wanted them to be sitting on xiu ya#but the sword's not long enough to fit two grown men sooo next best thing was to have it tied to the broom lol#the white cat is sj#probably#but i can't decide if he's sy's familiar ORRR#if it was a summoning gone wrong#in which sy was summoned to possess sj's body by someone with Bad Vibes and inadvertently ejected sj's soul into the nearest living thing#which was a nearby white cat#ORRRR we do this sabrina the teenage witch style#and sj was sentenced to live a 100 years as a cat for some atrocity he may or may not have been involved in
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hi heres art so you pay attention to me now go read the tags
#ive been rewatching episode 7 like its the only thing on youtube and made note of many things#first off. the solver can only have one host. nori mentions skyn wants to kill off all the other solver hosts (with the dds) and disregards#the idea of both uzi and doll being its current host when they get chased#plus the main solver possessions only occur when skyn is out of the picture (the fightt in ep 7 is only after n decapitates “tessa”)#solver uzi is possible too but i dont count her cause she doesn't have the yellow#personal theory is that its more an instinctual response to overheating or something and not full on possession#second off nori calls the solver cyn. how does she know that name#cyn was on earth and only showed up to copper 9 recently and i presume nori's been here her whole life#it probably wasn't the other dds cause none of them made it down and they're all more savage beasts#since cyn specifies n's team retained their personalities and that makes me think the other teams didnt#also also we should've immediately questioned tessa arriving in the same type of pod as the mds when they were revealed to not be sent by j#im running out of characters also the people who dont like when i use tags like this can bite me#murder drones#murder drones nori#artori? that sounds cool#ill probably just stick with nori though#i have so many solver heart refs now#art#episode 7#murder drones episode 7#murder drones episode 7 spoilers#using the same black for shadows as my lineart doesn't work when i have to draw thin things over it#murder drones spoilers
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Wow. That could not have turned out worse.
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--Full Series--
This comic will be on Holiday Hiatus this December and January! While on a cliffhanger? What a scam! >:/
#Chara finally realizes something is wrong....very wrong#And you get to see little Chara for all of 2 drawings. wow. You guys are so spoiled uwu#Asriel and Chara bbfs#finally out of that darn tootin' Darkworld! WE'VE BEEN THERE FOR 2 YEARS!!!#LORE TIME LORE TIME. I know Chara is very vague about it but player-human relationships are very personal.#it can be hard to talk about them if you've been possessed yourself. especially with some stigmas around it#chara just wanted a glass of water. why you gotta do this to em#I am so so so happy to get here#the full excitement has faded since I first thought up this scene but It's still one hell of an accomplishment#YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA how many times I reworked this and how many rough drafts I've thrown out the window because of it.#tbh. I may post the 10+ rough pages that will never see the light of day#Im glad I didnt go through with that scrapped plot bc It was too many unneeded pages. I've learned to start condensing in a better way#I am also planning on showing off my Patreon soon :) so I'll be posting complete scrapped story lines over there#deltarune chara timeline#deltarune#utdr#deltarune chara timeline comic#art#my art#bread#chara#asriel#saloon darkworld#darkworld#deltarune au#college chara#college asriel
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I’m a big fan of all the interpretations that can be derived from the same sprites and i go particularly mental for clothes designs. also these kids go to school they’d be changing clothes
#deltarune#the art gallery#also the reason i set out to make this was bc i wanted to think abt how wearing different clothes in the light world would give you a diffe#different outfit in the dark world. but then susie ad kris are rhe only ones to have been in more than one dark world so far and i have he#i have headcanons about how rhey wouldnt change clothes much (kris being possessed and susie clearly having something going on at home)
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Roku insinuating that Kyoshi bullies the previous incarnations in the spirit world had no business being that funny.
#Kyoshi: so I hear you didn’t take your job seriously? *starts punching bitches*#Queen#she’s not here to play#Roku: Kyoshi can be very stiff- *starts sweating realizing she might hear him*#Kyoshi after Aang leaves: So…. I hear you’ve been talking sh-#They would just need to have Ozai on Kyoshi island so she could possess Aang and the war would be over in less than 10 seconds#avatar the last airbender#atla live action#spoilers
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shoutout to any girls/women who have ever unironically and maliciously been called weird, creepy, scary etc
#I got you <3#i’ve also been called possessed and a vampire but thought they were a bit too specific for the wider post lol#I find it kind of funny being called these things now but these notions defined my high school experience in a really negative way#and have affected my mental health considerably#l
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a few sketches of my favorite characters<3
i've been trying to capture their likeness with various degrees of success:) and i just realized how much rooster really looks like goose
#i just think they're neat!#i drew jake sleeping and bradley looking at him separately but they look in love anyway#that's hilarious#i don't draw for days then a demon possessed me and i ended up with these#my eyes have been open to glen powell and miles teller's attactiveness#pete maverick mitchell#top gun#top gun maverick#hangster#my art#bradley rooster bradshaw#jake hangman seresin#natasha phoenix trace#there's something about men in uniform that makes me...
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fantasy au scribbles!!
#ft. bardaby and wall beefing <3#ok yeah im just gonna call possessed wally wall.#cause yk. homes. home. walls. wall.#the alternative options were like. walome. holly. etc. bad options#In My Mind that scribble is the result of barnaby's first time seeing home possess wally#he did not know home could do that! they'd already had a very stressful and bad few months!#both of them were at their limits and were ready to Start Biting!#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#wh au#welcome home au#anyway yeah i gave howdy a lil ponytail. what about it#and his lil magic bullet bandolier <3#ALSO DRAWING THE PUPPETS WITH TEETH IS FUN BUT ALSO VERY STRANGE#I AM NOT USED TO SHOVING CHOMPERS IN THEIR FACES#but in this au they're Real Fleshy Beings so. they need teeth i guess#ok i just wanted to give them teeth in a way that my brain allowed#still very unwell about this lil au btw#my little imaginings have been keeping me going lately#my favorite plotlines at present are bardaby-home bonding / wally & home are separated / ocean adventures / disembowelment <3#fun things all around!
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psa that the day there are no jgy stans left on tumblr dot com is the day i am dead
but rest assured i'll go to my grave exactly as i lived: obnoxiously proclaiming to everyone within earshot how great lianfang-zun is. narratively, metaphorically, spiritually. sexually, too, like why limit myself. i like to keep my options open
#the spirit of su minshan possessed me for a minute there but like. i'm fine with it#jin guangyao#he did crimes??? good for him 😌#editing this post to add that while the tone here is clearly joking#i really am fundamentally still engaged with this fandom#and with this book#almost exlcusively because of my enjoyment of jgy#even xiyao is secondary for me like i love it and i'm ride or die for it obvs#but jgy as a character is the main draw for me. and he would have me by the throat even if there was no zewu-jun#(tho i think jgy's life would be more depressing for his absence obviously)#but he is just. /clenches my fists!!!#THE most compelling character in the story and i cannot stop thinking about him!! cannot will not!!#who else in this book has his range? who else can be the doe-eyed idealist AND the spy with blood on his hands who ends a war?#who else is two different greek tragedies and at least two separate shakespearean tragedies rolled into one antagonist#an antagonist who but for the POV of the novel could very easily have been the protagonist#whose moral event horizon is so deeply entwined with his own trauma and abuse that there is no way to meaningfully separate#the violence he does to others from the systemic violence that was done to him for his whole life?#who else in this book manages to get five separate sect leaders utterly obsessed with him no matter how you choose#to interpret that obsession?#no one!!! that's who!!#ain't no one else in the jianghu doing it like lianfang-zun and that's just a goddamn fact
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Your legs wrapped around his waist. How scary! Being so high up in the sky wasn't on your to-do list this morning, and the quick speeds he was flying at only served to make it worse. Eyes shut tightly, arms wrapped around his neck, the best you could do was pray he didn't drop you.
"Settle down, pretty. We've landed." With flushed cheeks, Hawks gently patted your head.
Still holding onto him as tightly as you could, you shook your head, which was buried into his chest.
Hawks smiled at the action, finding your fear to be a little cute. So, no more heights — got it. "We're on solid ground, promise."
One of his hands begins carding through your hair, trying to help you relax. Honestly, he'd be happy to remain in this position with you, but you both had a job to do.
You were shaking like a leaf, trying to steady your breathing. The feeling of his gloved fingers in your hair did help relax you, finally pulling your head from his chest and opening your eyes.
Ah, it's quite pretty out.
A gorgeous sunset sat on the horizon, immediately relaxing you. Limbs no longer shaking, you quickly unwrapped yourself from Hawks' torso and stepped onto stable ground. Or stable roof, rather. Heights isn't your fear, but apparently flying is.
"It's pretty," you murmur, fixated on the warm reds filtering through the air.
Teasing lilt to his tone, Hawks replies, "Not nearly as pretty as you."
You spin to look at him with a smirk, and Hawks could feel his heart soar. He's used to flying through the skies, but the sight of you with your smile, surrounded by such a perfect view nearly took his breath away.
"Remind me to never agree to fly with you again."
Trance broken, Hawks chuckled at your words. "I might have to goad you into it. How else can I have such a pretty birdie cling to me so tightly?" His hands were shoved into his jacket pockets, signature charismatic grin causing you to roll your eyes.
"You could always ask, y'know," you wink back. Hawks would love to ask, he'd love to take you out properly. The idea of you holding him by your own volition almost makes him swoon.
"We should— "
"Are you in position?" sounds from both of your earpieces.
"Yes," you reply quickly and professionally.
Hawks frowns, eyes downcast as the flirtatious mood you two cultivated changes to something more serious and professional. Right, the mission.
He uses his feathers to silently pick the lock of the door that leads to the roof you two currently occupy. Saying nothing in his earpiece, he slowly moves the heavy metal door to try and make the least amount of noise possible. You can do all the talking; suddenly, he doesn't feel like it.
#has hawks ever not felt like talking rolling eyes emoji#i hate him!!!!#this has been completed since january. gm!#i have never written for this man before#idk what possessed me to finally post this but imy hawks you smelly awful man#mha hawks#hawks x reader#keigo x reader#my hero academia x reader#mha x reader#h#bnha hawks#hawks x gender neutral reader#takami keigo#keigo takami#keigo tamaki#bnha keigo#mha takami keigo#keigo takami x reader
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BACK WITH MORE GINHIJIMITSU HEHE
#every now and then i get possessed by my intense love for mitsuba and i have to channel it through my boys#it all works out perfectly though#i’ve been so tired bc of finals but im so happy that i can draw whatever i want now#more oc and gintama stuff yaaaaayyyyy#i love ginhiji and ginhijimitsu so much uwa#hopefully i can get something out for hijikata’s birthday and hijigin day hehehehe#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#okita mitsuba#ginhijimitsu#gintama#ok bye
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why yes. i do find them interesting
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Hey, so, the dagger conversation, right?
You know the one. You loop with tears 20+ times, Loop goes "haha tears so annoying right!" and then you pester Loop about being able to kill yourself with your dagger until. They get possessed.
Yeah, so, uh. Loop getting possessed. Why is that? What takes hold of them in this moment, and why is it now that Loop defying Siffrin is met with such severe pushback?
I think Siffrin accidentally bound Loop with a wish, in which they were forced to give Siffrin "permission" to use the dagger in order to fulfill the wish's conditions. (Explanation under cut.)
So. Wishes. What do we know about them? Well, we know that Wish Craft requires a combination of ritual and intent to perform. You must have a strong desire, and for this desire to reach the Universe, you have to perform some kind of action that opens the line of communication. We... don't know, fully, what rituals exist, but we do know that a significant part of Wish Craft rituals is repetition of certain numbers, one of which being three.
Now let's consider the dagger conversation. Loop asks Siffrin if they're annoyed yet, having to find a Tear every time they want to loop, before saying there's no faster way. You then have the option of agreeing, or mentioning your dagger. If you keep pushing, Loop gets angry and tells Siffrin that they don't want him to use the dagger. Something important to note about the following text choices is that, up until the third time you insist on using your dagger, you have the option to back out.
And then the third time. Loop gets angry at Siffrin for pushing the issue, and Siffrin replies "And who are you to tell me what to do?!" Loop tries to say something, before...
Loop gets possessed. Siffrin repeats his intent to do something (in this case, use his dagger to kill himself) three times, and Loop, on the third instance, suddenly loses the ability to defy Siffrin on the matter.
Recall the "SAY ITS NAME" sequence with the King. Siffrin and the King attempt to say the Island's name, violating whatever wish has its hold on the Island, and suffer physical injuries (to the point of death!) for doing this. Loop tries to rebuke Siffrin, and they experience sudden pain. And then... they loop. We know, because of the twohats fight, that Loop has the capability to loop independently of Siffrin. I believe that's what happened here, as well. They then are possessed, giving Siffrin "permission" to use the dagger, before looping once more.
It's just. I really don't know how to explain what happened to Loop without attributing it to Wish Craft.
Universe stuff indeed.
There is, of course, the question of "hey if Wish Craft can just Do That then isn't it likely that you could just force people to do whatever you want?!"
Well. I don't think that's likely. Remember Loop's role. They're here to help Siffrin. It's part of their own wish. And what constitutes helping Siffrin? Guiding them to keys, pointing out dead ends, giving you tutorials.
We know that combined wishes can have incredible levels of power. See: the timeloops.
It of course goes without saying that I sincerely doubt Siffrin would ever purposefully force Loop into this position, even at their worst. It's just not something he would do. We know Siffrin uses Wish Craft somewhat liberally and unconsciously, even within the loops, making a wish for strength/power/speed at the Change God statue, sharpening the KeyKnife. However, Wish Craft is... deeply caked in the general concept of "unintended consequences." I wouldn't put "violently taking over your mind and body" above the Universe.
TLDR; Siffrin holds the desire of "let me use my dagger" and accidentally Crafts it into a wish through the use of ritual (repetition 3 times). Loop is subject to "help" Siffrin, and through defying this role, they violate the conditions of Siffrin's wish. In response to Loop looping back to avoid physical injury/death, the Universe commands Loop's vessel to force the wish's conditions to be fulfilled in the most "direct" way possible.
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat theory#cw suicide#...just in case i know some ppl dont like reading abt the dagger#i've been. ill abt the dagger convo. for months now#ive held this theory for the past few months but never got around to making a post on it. on account of the nervousness#(and laziness)#surely not the first person to have this theory but i wanted to be the guy to post it.#i need other people to have my worms over this event. i feel like people#brush over how fucking insane the dagger acquisition itself is.#like. HELLO? LOOP GOT FUCKING POSSESSED???#HELLO??????#three is an incredibly important number in isat. even the damn ellipses and exclamation points are consistently always in threes#i don't think it's a coincidence that siffrin has to ask three times. that's my shitty tldr
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Major Trimax Spoilers Ahoy:
Man. Man.
You ever think about how Vash just wanted something so badly. He wanted to be with Wolfwood so badly. Even though hunting down his brother has been his sole, major motivation to get going most of the manga, he found Wolfwood in that church. Vash came just for him.
He fell into step beside Wolfwood, so close that they don’t need words. He admitted, if only to himself, that he wanted to spend all the tomorrows he could get from Wolfwood. He wanted. He wanted.
He wanted so much that, as they sat on that damned couch, Vash prayed. For the very first and last time, he chose to pray to a god he wished for, but didn’t have faith in. A god that his priest inspired in him. Anything and anyone who would help him, help them. Just one more tomorrow, even. Anything. Please.
And, you know, here we are again, aren’t we? In another universe but with the same men, and with the same gods. And we all know what’s coming. It’s consumed them every single other time, a fixed point that we can’t escape. But the gods of this universe are still there. They’ve seen Vash beg, they’ve seen Vash plead, they’ve seen Vash mourn.
Do they care enough to listen? Do they care enough to spare them? Do they care enough to let them have their tomorrows?
#Trigun#Trigun Maximum#Trimax#Trimax Spoilers#Trigun Manga Spoilers#I woke up with this little devil possessing me#Does it even make sense???#Idk but it's been eating at my brain for like an hour now#Also Vash loves so much he probably would have helped out anyone#BUT HE FOUND WOLFWOOD AND IT HURTS ME OK#Also I'm not judging the creators if they go the couch route I think that they will#Probably#BUT THEY'vE CHANGED SO MUCH AHHHH#I gotta go lie down again man
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