I'm sorry, episode 12 is called WHAT?

Oliver Jackson-Cohen photographed by Kosmas Pavlos

ur kidding. ur joking. ur lying.

concept. jimmy does not go out first. he is so ecstatic over this that he starts jumping around excitedly in-game. he accidentally jumps off something. jimmy goes out second.

WAIT-

WAIT THIS IS CANON.

THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENED.

SHOUTOUT TO THIS POST FROM OCTOBER 18TH, DID THE DODGEBALL HURT WHEN IT HIT YOU?!?!?

✨🧡🌙SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING ✨🧡

i'm keeping the game goin

i absolutely adore your little boy, he's just so lovely

I cannot DESCRIBE to you the way I kicked my feet around and screamed and convulsed in bed when I opened my phone and SAW THIS!!!!!! LOOK AT HIM!!!! LOOK AT THE LITTLE CREETURE!!!! YDJDSFJNDJKNDFJD AAAAA DANDY LOOKS SO FUCKING TIRED PLEASE I LOVE THIS WITH MY WHOLE HEART!!!

Uh uh uh- Here. I messily doodled Ivy with your favorite skunkle. Which was especially funny cause I imagined him like an emotionally distant uncle if they could meet and also I did kinda steal his colors for the onesie...

!!SECRET LIFE SESSION 1 SPOILERS!!

Im so normal about this

HEY HUH??? HEY WHAT???? HEY HUH???? HEY HEY HEY HYE HEY HEY HYE HEY HUH? HUH??? WHAT??? WHAT??? WHAT???

Ok I might be a little thirsty but he looks amazing here.

so user @katyusha-the-smol on the ultrakill sub decompiled the game and found the file name for gabriel’s orange + blue wings, which apparently mean ECSTASY

which has a lot of implications for not only his post-fight cutscene

BUT ALSO HIS 2ND PHASE IN THE HERESY FIGHT?

HEY IM ABOUT TO GO BUCK FUCKING NUTS

daily reminder that q!bbh is not only experiencing psychotic episodes but is also physically wounded, ill, and potentially dying. We also have no idea how that is playing into his decision making. I see a lot of people just kinda disregarding it and acting like q!bbh is making the decisions he’s making in a vacuum of normality, but q!Forever is partially right when he says this isn’t the “real” q!badboyhalo. This is a heavily wounded and ill q!bad whose injuries are already affecting his ability to see color, so what else are they affecting?

Like, it’s not that I think q!Forever is right when he says “I know this isn’t you, I know you’re not yourself” because he’s clearly projecting - q!Bad does not need to be saved or fixed especially by a man who he doesn’t trust but… having q!bbh be in the worst state he’s ever been in isn’t him being in his “truest” state either. And I’ve seen that be said - that this is the true, honest q!bbh and q!forever befriended a facade, a lie, but that’s just. Not accurate at all. The kind-hearted, altruistic, and gentle q!bbh that q!forever befriended is just as real as the one we’re seeing now. It’s just that q!forever befriended q!bbh while he was in a relatively normal (he’s being held captive on murder island after all) state of mind, and now he’s nearing his worst. His absolute worst is not any more his “true self” than his absolute best would be, and I’d argue niether extreme is a particularly accurate reflection.

“This is the real q!bbh: a terrible person.” Maybe he is a terrible person but this isn’t evidence of that, this is just evidence that he’s fucking surviving on a knife’s edge. This is him pushed to the very brink of what he can handle, and then pushed even farther. A person’s lowest moment is not when their “true personality” is revealed or whatever and I’ve never liked that idea to begin with. A person’s lowest moment might reveal an unnatural extreme but that’s like. It. In my opinion, anyway.

The “real” q!bbh is cunning, devious, and ruthless and is also kind, altruistic, and selfless. Those ‘good ones’ aren’t traits he just pretended to have, that’s him in equal measure. I know it’s fun for the demon to be evil or something, but he’s just… not, really. He’s currently sick in ways we don’t fully understand, but from what we do know he’s being drained of color and of sanity so how can someone point at him and say “this is the real q!bbh” no, it’s the worst q!bbh (that we’ve seen). But worst does not equal truest - his thought process and personality are clearly being affected by his lack of sleep, and his declining mental health, and whatever the hell those vultures have done to him.

I don’t know, I just don’t think people are taking his physical appearance, and the fact that he’s straight up gone colorblind and experienced a psychotic break into account enough when discussing what this current arc reveals about him as a person. Any conclusion drawn about his personality should come with a “he’s barely hanging in there are we sure this is an intrinsic personality flaw or just a reaction to a traumatic situation that he would probably never exhibit under any other circumstance that vaguely resembles normal”

Imagine this was a phishing attempt and the entire paddock fell for it.

babygirl unwittingly speedran another area of her life

i’m sorry? what did you just say to me?

Have Skeppy and Bad Met Up Yet?

2/3/23:

Yes.