Astrology Observations Pt 12 Sensual Connections

Mars in Aries individuals need a four page letter at their doorstep with you stamped right on it. They want you now and they won't take no for an answer. They like to dominate in the bed but if you're their favorite lover they don't you taking one for the team and giving them all you've got ;) Dominatrix in the streets, quietly submissive in the... get it?

Moon in Gemini individuals wants a lover they can intellectually get along with. They can't be too passionate with someone their not mentally equipped with. Its through the mind they can devour the soul, and a telepathic connection makes it a whole lot sweeter. You got that? What they need is for you to speak highly of them and morph your mind with their body, and their mind with yours.. The interlink with the mind, body, and soul is forever lasting with them. Forever tantalizing.. forever speechless.

Venus in Taurus peeps are the LOVERS!!!!!!!!!! What gets them going is physical touch but you obsessing over them to the point that it can break the bed. They need 100 percent of your devotion to carry on this fling, because they do not stay for long. They only want love they can grasp a hold to, something that makes sense. They aren't the type to be an illusive lover, they only want whats real. A perfect atmosphere is all they ask for, and they can and will receive it.

Mercury in Libra , oh baby I just love y'all. Yall have a different type of zeal when it comes to expressing your sensual nature. The physical touch is more than what your minds believe it to be, and you absorb the energies around you and your partner to make the evening more meaningful. Deep inside, you carry a lust so deep that even words cannot fulfill it. Poetic with your wordplay, but your mouth can do a whole lot when given the opportunity... can make a fountain sing with the way you can make your tongue move. If you know what I mean ;)

Moon/Venus individuals need a deep bond. a deeep deeeep bond. The Cuddling in bed, the fondling and playing with each other, the sweet little kisses on the forehead is enough for them to get through the day. They need the sweet laughter, the little dances in the room and just for you to say I love you.. That's all they need. They need you to care.

Astro observations🌺

FYI I’m not a real astrologer, just my observations :) TW🔞

The cancer moon men I know are pretty chill and laid back + funny, but the women are so bitchy and moody😭 with a big sweet tooth

Every twin I know either has Gemini or Pisces placements

You ever meet someone and their neck just stands out for some reason added points if they smell good, most likely they’re a Taurus rising/ mars. Good example is Megan thee stallion her neck is so cute to me hehe

Aries in the chart can show you the things you were introduced to at a very young age, the early memories that you think of and say ‘That was wild lol’

3rd: could’ve started learning way before you started school(like flash cards and things) siblings and cousins, music, having access to electronics early

4th: erratic home life, the woman around you could be go getters

6th: could’ve got a lot of injuries when younger, probably couldn’t have a peaceful day even if you tried, bad experiences with animals

7th: domestic abuse, might have seen people having affairs, lots of disagreements between couples

12th:paranormal events, you could’ve had a lot of deja vu moments without even knowing, tend to have strong spiritual gifts,people having ill intentions towards you

Aquarius moon or degree/ moon in the 11th tend to have a “second mom” a person that treats them like their one of their own children, sometimes even better than their own mother does. 🌚

The people with mars in the first house I know have so many battle scars on their body

Moon/cancer in 3rd love changing their voices, and they have a bad habit of not telling the whole truth / white lies

Water sign on the descendent- people are always wondering what you’re up to, no matter how much you show them they’ll still wanna know what you’re hiding

Your first house correlates to how you came into this world, I have Chiron (ruled by Virgo) in my 12 conjunct my ascendant, uhm she said she almost d*ed having me😀 and I was a C-section baby. And the hospital did her so dirty(you know much they hate black women) they didn’t even stitch her back up correctly or drain her fluids and to this day she still has problems. The also gave her extra dosages of drugs just cause she’s a plus size woman- honestly I could go on and on but it really correlates with my cap rising and Neptune/Uranus in 1st

Mercury ☌ Sun, these people voices are just💋💋 they sound so sensual and unique ugh hard to explain it but 🥴 ex. Jungkook , Tupac

Gemini/ Libra in 2nd love collecting things like figurines makeup clothes candles plushies, could easily be a borderline hoarder tho

Ives noticed that sun in 10th have a strained relationship with their father, but their later years in life their relationship gets better, or not could really go either way, also could have money issues in their early years but ends up climbing the corporate ladder. It may take you a while to tho but just know it’ll be worth it in the end :) also they always stand out at their work place in some way, the coworker that you’re glad to see clock in at rush hour cause you know they gonna handle shit

Venus- mercury positive aspects love giving out nicknames to their favorite people 🥺if they’re always calling you cute names just know they really care about you lol

Sag moons and degrees have no chill😀 like calm down bae sag anything tbh🚬

9th house ruler in the 11th could go to the same college with their old friends or could become very popular in the area they’re in, I think they’d make good bloggers

Air signs or degrees in 5th are trend setters.

Aquarius you inspire people, they could take things and make it into their own like art

With gemini here people will “copy & paste” ur looks. But no matter what it just looks like a knockoff version of what you did lmao it just never look as good as yours

Libra here people are very opinionated on how you express yourself either in a good way or bad, neither less you guys get a lot of compliments on your style

Every time I see a Capricorn rising with Neptune in the 1st it’s like their skin is see through and fragile😯makes sense tho since caps rule the skin and Neptune fogs things up. A good example is Ariana Grande her skin looks so delicate

Pluto/Scorpio in the 11th/11th house ruler in 8th, your friends could hate each other🤺 also they could have a rough life/childhood, trauma bonding or just experiencing traumatic events together is common here

Chiron in Aries (honestly any Aries placements it just depends on where it is), most people didn’t pay attention to them in their childhood in some way so they learned to be independent because of their lack of support cardinal things fr

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🦩Astro Observations for When the Bare minimum is Your Best🦩

🦩The Neptune Sextile Pluto to me is such an interesting aspect. For one, it is an anomaly for it being cross generational yet only occur during less than 25% of a generational birth timeline. The second being that it occurs during significant periods of history (i.e. The escalation of WWII in 1942). People that have had an influence on many generations are born with this aspect.

🦩The Polarity between Fire/Air dom Scorpio vs Earth/Water dom Scorpio is unbelievable.

🦩Pluto entering Aquarius (plus being in retrograde) and Uranus in Taurus has been proving to be karmic and transformative for the Pluto Scorpio generation. Many celebrities are continued to be exposed for bad behavior (sometimes it could be down right criminal). This isn't anything new, but it has been happening to people that no one suspected or the affected have kept quiet about it or were unheard until now.

🦩 Sun Inconjunct Saturn people almost always have painful stories yet they're never told. The restrictions that Saturn brings on the Sun can suggest everything from a controlling family, chronic loneliness, expected to follow a pathology, or being forced into a life that can only be referred to as inauthentic at the least. Unlike most, these people need to learn to unbecome everything that have been placed on them by others. As a result, they usually posses the biggest sense of perseverance and persistence. With time and as they accept that they have the right to hold court and presence in life, they will start to shine. Saturn is a late boomer, so they usually reap it's fruits later in life. Love that old age radiance.

🦩The asteroid Pallas Athena (2) gives an insight to the wisdom and knowledge we carried from our past lives. It recognizes patterns, habits, cycles and thoughts. It's our trigger and reason for when we experience "Deja Vu". The sign it's in, the house it resides in, the aspects it makes tell us how and through what that wisdom and knowledge is channeled and received.

🦩People with Neptune in Mutable houses (3rd, 6th, 9th, 12th) are more susceptible to indoctrination. They're usually a part of a new age cult.

🦩When the Moon is in a positive aspect to one of either Venus or Mars but a harsh aspect to the other (For example, Moon Trine Venus but Moon Opposing Mars), the person emotional needs, romantic attraction and sexual attraction would always be at odds with one another. With a highly developed person, this is usually resolved by communicating your needs and desires (possibly being part of the BDSM or kink community). In underdeveloped individuals, this would create an unsatisfied person that is hard to please or get to know, fear of intimacy, and (my fav) being an all around incel.

🦩Scorpio in the 10th/Pluto in the 10th natives might develop a reputation as the "other woman/man/one" or could be entangled in a messy relationship publicly.

🦩Although both the Square and Opposition aspects are considered "harsh" or challenging, they represent a different kind respectively. The Square aspect is generally external in its characteristics. When it's present, the native usually deals with adversarial circumstances in relation to the placements/houses. In contrast, the Opposition aspect is internal and entail a difficulty understanding, reflecting or aligning that conflict within. For example, a square aspect between Mercury and Uranus suggests a more restrictive environment where one could be punished for speaking the truth and expressing their mind. Meanwhile, an opposition aspect between Mercury and Uranus suggest difficulty connecting and communicating with the world around.

🦩Beware of people you meet during the period between your Jupiter return and Saturn return. It's very likely they would prove to be a testament to your growth and attunement. In some cases, you may find yourself on the receiving end of a situation where you have been the other person in the past. (i.e. Getting ghosted more often if you ghosted many before)

🦩I found that in one sided relationships, in synastry one person planets are usually more aspected than the other one.

🦩Signs from each element complete each other, for when they stand alone you'll find that they desire what the others posses. For example, with Earth signs you'll find that both Virgo and Capricorn desire the stability that Taurus posses. Although they both find it through work, Virgo gets it from the stability of routine, while Capricorn get it from the financial security. The same can be said for Virgo's vigor and Capricorn's efficiency.

🦩A person with an unaspected mean Lilith (h12) tend be the least petty and vengeful person. If their other placements prove otherwise, then their pettiness would be circumstantial rather than passive and constant in nature. This is because Lilith is only activated when aspected.

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Hello🦋, I would like to gain clarity about my astrology placements because I find it hard to decipher the entirety of it. It's totally okay if you don't want to answer this ask. :)

Some things about me:

I find it hard to communicate with other people ever since I was younger. I am more of an observer than a talker.

Even though I don't talk that much, I do good at school.

People put me on a pedestal and I'm not comfortable with it.

I have dreams that can occur in real life.

I used to think negatively about myself.

Here are my astro placements: - I have a ♎️ stellium (Mercury, Venus, Mars) and my ♍️ sun in the 12th house.

- Moon in ♈️ in the 6th house. - Jupiter in ♑️ and Pluto in ♐️ in the 3rd house.

-Saturn in ♍️ in 11th house.

-Uranus in ♓️ and Neptune in ♒️ in the 5th house.

-North node and Chiron in ♒️ in the 4th house.

-Black Moon Lilith in ♐️ in the 2nd house.

Hello! Wow, another 12th stellium individual. I think the answer is that you have personal planets in your 12th house. 12th house is about our unconscious side and it also represents our hidden identity. This house talks about intuition, isolation, and our hidden enemies.

"I find it hard to communicate with other people" - sounds like your Mercury in the 12th house. If you look at my observations you can find some descriptions of the 12th Mercury. So this placement is tough to have because it can give blockages in your communication area.

Mercury talks about our communication skills, mental health, talking style, and knowledge. So that means you can have issues with these.

Sun in the 12th house you don't feel comfortable when you're in the center of attention. You prefer spending time alone without interaction with people. Maybe being with people is very draining for you. So yeah you may want to be left alone.

"I do good at school"- your Jupiter in the 3rd house says hey to you. Honestly, this placement gives you talents in learning and gaining information. 3rd house represents your school life, and siblings. It also can describe your relationship with your classmates. So in this area of your life, you're very lucky. It's easy to learn and memorize information. You may have a great relationship with your siblings (if you have one). It can also give good interaction with your teachers.

"I have dreams that can occur in real life" - 12th house things. I noticed that people with 12th-house placements can often experience prophetic dreams. You may also experience feelings of deja vu constantly. It also means that you're really good at spotting liars and backstabbers. It literally gives you amazing intuition and self-awareness.

Hi!! I hope you are doing good I read your astrology observations blue theme and man the thing that resonated the most with me was Pluto in 12th house I have pluto in 12th house and no kidding I feel like I am hallucinating or something maybe deja vu but I do have vivid dreams regarding those tower moments or something gonna change and sometimes it is so difficult to express to other people what do I feel. Okay the ranting session went on for so long lol loved your astro observation they are always on point🥺🤍

<333 thank you :)) :OO

Eres como el astronauta más deseado de la galaxia, que nunca deja de susurrar a las estrellas, de admirar otros planetas..

No hay días que no observes las flores que hay a tu alrededor, te embelesas con su aroma y su apariencia pero no te das cuenta que son de un único color.

No hay noches que no observes las constelaciones junto a las fotografías pasadas de tus aventuras. Y yo aquí abajo observando el cielo pensando en si alguna tarde me echarás de menos o estarás demasiado ocupado con tus astros.

Me siento pequeña. una mota miserable dentro de un cajón de duras experiencias; una gota de agua más en una cascada olvidada; un leve sueño que tuviste hace años.

Quizás algún día me mandes una señal; mientras tanto me limitaré a contar estrellas fugaces pidiendo ser uno más de tus deseos.

¨El secreto de las mariposas¨

Las mariposas; son insectos que pasan por la metamorfosis, a continuación veremos la metamorfosis que sufre no solo esta clase de insectos sino la misma autora en busca de su equilibrio, nos presentara una serie de preguntas que vale la pena analizar y tu lector ¿estás dispuesto a estudiar a esta especie que está en extinción?…..

El Secreto de las Mariposas; tal vez un sueño tal vez un secreto

Índice: 1. Primer acto 2. Los nuevos campos 3. Se apagan las luces

CAPITULO 1: PRIMER ACTO

Empezare contándoles que las mariposas fueron mi mayor temor: grandes, de antenas saltarinas y de color negro, seres que para mí eran despreciables y asquerosos. Resulta irónico que los seres que más amo sea comparado con seres como estos. Todos conocen el proceso de metamorfosis que sufren estos animales y al parecer no es diferente al que sufren las mujeres, ambas especies logran alcanzar la madurez de sus órganos una vez alcanzada la fase de crisálida o etapa casi adulta. A continuación les contare la historia de algunos tipos de mariposas, prepárense tal vez necesiten de una red para poder atrapar la suya o tal vez la suya nunca maduró o nunca aprendió a volar. Esta mariposa era realmente hermosa sus alas de varios colores hacían que la naturaleza se observase opaca, sus hermosas antenas siempre inquietas por buscar nuevas flores y su lengua siempre en busca de néctar, insaciable, salvaje e  indomable; realmente era un espécimen único y digno de estudio. Pero esta mariposa tenía algo muy especial era su forma de volar, pese a ser de las más hermosas, siempre volaba de manera indecisa recurriendo las mismas y las mismas flores, no tenía rumbo alguno, trate te tomarla una y otra vez pero solo lograba que ella se posase por efímeros segundos en mis dedos, aprendí una gran lección con esta bella mariposa:

1.- Regla al tratar con las mariposas: Nunca la busques a muerte o terminaras agotado y aburrido, espera a que ella venga a ti Esta regla debería estar tatuada en el corazón de algunos como yo así evitaríamos algunos esfuerzos innecesarios. Continúe con mi camino por el campo, estudiando a estas especies y resulta que: poseen una lengua que al parecer se encuentra enrollada y es muy flexible y sensible.

Con este estudio realizado encontré un nido de mariposas, era perfecto para encontrar lo que tal vez no había encontrado por bastante tiempo. Fije mi mirada en una de ellas, era muy pequeña en relación con las demás pero me sorprendía el hecho de que volase mucho más que las demás pese a que son especies independientes esta siempre estaba en compañía de una. Pero mi interés en estas mariposas no era otro que la simple investigación, así que trate de poner en práctica la primera regla, así que me quede sentanda y esperando. Ellas revoloteaban de aquí por allá ignorando mi presencia, seguí esperado y esperando hasta que por fin paso lo impensable. Cayó la noche y me retire, de seguro y pensaste que ellas se acercarían pues aunque sí lo hicieron con el tiempo este hecho me dejo otra segunda regla:

2.- Nunca prejuzgues a ningún ser ni algún hecho, podrías estar equivocado, solo se paciente Es cierto pensé que a la primera oportunidad y se acercarían y se posarían en mi mano pero no fue así creo que una buena investigación lleva tiempo y sobre todo pensar de manera realista. Ahora estas mariposas están a donde yo voy y aunque a veces se van volando hacia el horizonte tienen la costumbre de siempre volver. CAPITULO 2: LOS NUEVOS CAMPOS Ahora el campo esta nublado y parece que va a llover, pensé que lo mejor sería irme a dormir, aun así por mí ventana seguía con la investigación luego observe algo que me sorprendió bastante: era una mariposa de alas opacas y gastadas tratando de volar en la fuerte llovizna, inmediatamente tome mi paraguas, las esperanzas que le daba no eran muy satisfactorias no le daba más de 2 horas de vida, pero en realidad logra sobrevivir hasta ahora, realmente sigo admirando a aquel espécimen aunque ya no la puedo ver con la misma regularidad sé que siempre volverá, tal vez sea hora de otra regla: 3.- Ellas siempre vuelven tarde o temprano pero lo harán Me he despertado mi cabello esta hecho un desastre espero no espantar a las mariposas, la verdad que nunca me considere alguien atractiva o que llame la atención, tal vez el físico no sea necesario, así como tal vez no sea necesario uno de nuestros riñones pero sabemos que pese a esto siempre hará falta ese toque de gracia, ese toque justo de sal para la comida, siempre necesitaremos nuestro “riñón”, gente como yo que tal vez no tengan o que se les extirpó optaran por nuevos métodos tales como la negación, la triste verdad, la auto superación o el mismo suicidio. Sea como sea tome un desayuno simple y me puse la chaqueta negra, una vez en el campo me di cuenta que ya no había mariposas lo que quedaban eran simples orugas a punto de irme me di cuenta que casi y piso una de ellas, pero esta oruga no era como las demás, pese a ser muy pequeñita e inmadura tenía las ganas de volar, decidí conservarla para observar si cambiaría con el tiempo pero esto nunca paso, ella siempre será una oruga. Ahora me encontraba en un situación muy difícil tenía que correr hacia otros campos en busca de más mariposas o dejar mi investigación para otra oportunidad. ¿Y si ya no había más mariposas? ¿Y si se ocultaron para que no las encuentre? ¿Y si solo quedan orugas? ¿Esperaría a que maduraran o las dejaría a su merced? Se ha nublado el viejo campo y las flores han empezado a marchitarse, el viejo árbol fue talado y el arroyo ya se ha secado, al verlo solo ciento lastima y pena, tal vez si lo tratase de arreglar con flores de plástico y un árbol ornamental, pero si así lo hiciese no cambiaría nada seguiría siendo algo plástico, vacío es decir una mentira. Dejare el viejo campo para visitar nuevos a ver si así sobreviven mis esperanzas por volver a verlas de nuevo. El primer campo en visitar estaba desértico pero solo encontraba serpientes, aunque son bellas no me llaman mucho la atención. El segundo campo lleno de toda clase de insectos pero ni una sola mariposa El tercer campo estaba lleno de flores pero solo había eso flores Casi y me doy por vencido cuando encontré un viejo vivario, aunque sabía que las que estaban ahí eran criadas en cautiverio sé que después de todo son lo que buscaban: mariposas Habían de cualquier tipo de alas grandes y pequeñas, con antenas saltarinas, con bellos colores: amarillo, verde, azul, aguamarina, turquesa o celeste, violeta, rojo, naranja pero ese a sus bellos colores no me llamaban la atención ninguna de ellas, eran como las miles de estrellas del cielo pero ninguna de las que están ahí arriba te enamoran, eran hermosos astros que simplemente dejaban belleza plasmada nada más, eran como bellas notas en piano pero sin completar, eran como ese dulce postre de las cenas que siempre es poco en porción y te deja con ganas de conseguir más pero sabes que no hay, y por más que busques o llores no lo obtendrás, de esto saque otra lección: 4.- Llorando no llamas la atención de ninguna de mariposa solo las alejas Ya era hora volver a casa y me regrese un poco decepcionada no había encontrado lo que estaba buscando, tome la llave abrí la puerta y subí las frías escaleras del edificio hasta mi habitación, una buena reprimenda por parte de mis abuelos no está mal como aperitivo para la que prometía ser una noche muy larga. Comí un pan y tome una taza de té mientras bombardeaban los regaños de mi abuela insistiendo en que me vaya a bañar, me dirigí a mi cuarto muy aburrida y con desgano, mientras sacaba una por una mis prendas de vestir iba observando en lo que me había convertido: era un simple gusano, desnudo y con frío procedí a arrojarme sobre mi cama hasta que las penas y el desánimo fuesen consumiéndose uno a uno, hasta que le suelo tranquilizador los mató. Luego me levante y me dirigí al baño, mientras me observaba en el espejo me cepillaba mis dientes con un desánimo tan fuerte que solo se podía espantar con las más frías de las aguas. Entre a la bañera y espere a que una a una de mis penas se fuesen ahogando con las gotas de la ducha, un poco de jabón para limpiar las penas y shampoo para perfumar mi fracaso. Luego procedí a irme a dormir, guardando en una caja imaginaria mis esperanzas, cada una de ella cayéndose y derrumbándose una a una entonces desperté inmediatamente de ese limbo y comprendí que “mientras algunos cosechan esperanzas yo debería sembrar patatas”, este sarcástico, molesto pero muy cierto mensaje me dio a entender que si quieres algo no debes esperar a que suceda deberías empezar a forjar tu propio futuro, si no forjas tu futuro si no labras tu propia dicha es mejor que te vayas a sembrar patatas así entenderás que con el simple deseo no se logra nada sino con esfuerzo y sudor. Al día siguiente me despertó mi celular y este tenía el tono de un revolotear de alas, como si fuesen cientos de hojas de papel contándose una por una, era una mariposa que tenía olvidada cuya lengua en verdad me había dejado asombrado pero no quería volar, así que pensé que no era saludable para esa mariposa el estar ligada a mi toda la vida por temor a volar, así que la tome entre mis brazos y la arroje desde la terraza y para sorpresa mía no logro volar así que se impactó contra el pavimento. Tuve que dejar a esta mariposa en el viejo campo para que le dé algo de vida, gran error, las malas experiencias con las mariposas no tiene por qué ser recordadas, tienen que ser olvidadas de manera definitiva, eh ahí otra lección: 5.- Si no pienses en olvidar a alguna mariposa mejor te es que olvides de tu cordura, ya que el recuerdo de aquella se terminara alimentándose de eso convirtiéndote en un loco, mejor olvida todo lo malo y lo bueno, y empieza de nuevo En este viaje me he topado con varias clases de mariposas pero hay unas de las que quisiera comentarles, son aquellas mariposas que siempre abren sus alas, son de aquellas que viajan de flor en flor y nunca quedan satisfechas, aquellas que siempre vuelan en los campos, aquellas que se posan de boca en boca, llevadas rápidamente por la primera brisa, aquellas que siguen un juego muy bien pensado: el de la seducción y la destrucción. Son bellas en realidad con alas muy grandes y antenas muy saltarinas, de bellos colores listas siempre para volar, pero cuidado esas mariposas son solo polillas, molestos seres que nos ahogan la paciencia, al final, estos seres se asemejan a moscas siempre merodeando la basura, viviendo de desperdicios y nada más. Ten cuidado estimado lector y no te vayan a entrampar con su dulce y sensible lengua que en lugar de alimentarse de néctar lo hace de los deseos más bajos e inmundos del mundo. De niña recuerdo que mis primos me habían encerrado en una habitación y era yo solo cuando de repente vi lo que marco mi vida: una mariposa negra cuyas alas eran más grandes que las palmas juntas de un adulto, aquel hecho me hizo sentir miedo con respecto a esta especie, pero pensándolo bien creo que este simple hecho no fue tan grave que digamos, tal vez y esa mariposa nunca existió y solo es la manifestación física de todos mis temores, o tal vez si existió y eso provoco que mi temor siga marcado en mí. Ahora me encontraba en mi cuarto, mirando hacia el techo; imaginando que el viejo techo son miles de nubes, de repente se oscurece todo y caen relámpagos que ciegan mis ojos, entonces me encuentro de nuevo en mi situación de larva, desnudo y débil. Al día siguiente, decidí asomarme por la ventana para ver cómo está el cielo, me di cuenta que era un día nublado de esos que me gustan, sin sol y sin molestos rayos de luz que estorban mi visión, al salir de nuevo al viejo jardín decidí decorarlo, después de todo no podía pasar toda la vida aburrido, decidí colocar un bonsái aunque este nunca creció, decidí que se quedara así como una simple maceta vacía, lo único que quedaba era un charco de agua provocado por la fuerte lluvia de anoche, tal vez debería conseguir unas simples flores plásticas al fin y al cabo esas si perdurarían, pero ¿a quién quiero engañar? Después de todo eran falsas y con el tiempo todos se darían cuenta de que no eran verdad, tal vez mi jardín sea así vacío, aburrido y sin vida pero era mío, después de todo es lo que eh forjado con todas mis fuerzas aunque no fuese bonito para nadie lo era para mí, era mi jardín perfecto para mí y para una sola mariposa. En mi largo trayecto seguí conociendo más mariposas cada una con una característica diferente: Hay mariposas grandes y bellas, hay mariposas con antenas muy saltarinas, también las hay sin alas; alguien se las ha arrancado, también las hay las que nunca aprendieron a volar, hay las que visitan todas las flores, hay las que se quedan con un solo tipo de flor, las que son rápidas y no se dejan atrapar, pero también están las que vuelan tristes y muy lentas, hay también las que son únicas en su especie las que nunca fueron estudiadas, las que esperan ser descubiertas, las que siempre aparecen, las que están por aparecer, las que son mansas y dóciles, así como las que son rebeldes e indomables, las que andan con mucha vida y las que están disecadas en fin las hay todo tipo y para cada gusto, ¿Cuál es tu tipo de mariposa? … Esa es la pregunta que siempre me he hecho tal vez sea una mariposa única la que busco, o tal vez simplemente no exista. Tal vez este consejo te ayude: 6.-Se tú mismo, pero si algo está mal en ti no lo cambies, eso podría gustarle a quien menos te imaginas Nuevamente vuelo a mi cama creo que duermo demasiado o no lo suficiente como para nunca más despertar, siempre eh pensado que se siente estar dormido por siempre un lugar donde lo que quieres no tiene límites y donde la ley no existe para nadie. Pero si no aprendes a soñar nunca podrás aprender a vivir la vida real, siempre me ha gustado pensar que la vida es como un cuchillo en una playa desértica, si eso dije un cuchillo, tal vez no tenga sentido pero cuando tengas hambre, frío o sed sabrás para que te sirve. Por mi ventana veo como muere el día lentamente, y las nubes cansadas se echan a reposar sobre las montañas, el viejo sol se cansa de alumbrar y se acerca la demorosa luna que preciosa que es aunque a veces no se la puede ver, me sorprende ver gente que no está consciente de lo que tiene, tienen bellas cosas a su alrededor cosas que para ellos parecen insignificantes si tan solo se quedaran un minuto viendo a la luna se sorprenderían de tal belleza, pero creo que si todos hicieran eso también se quedarían desempleados, por eso creo que el equilibrio es una segunda base para una vida tranquila. Es entonces cuando conocí a una mariposa, era muy hermosa y llenaba todos los requisitos, era la mariposa con quien me quería quedar, la única de las mariposas que visitaba mi viejo jardín, la única que se posaba en mi mano, la única especie que se mereció mi estudio, dedicación y tiempo, lamentablemente esta mariposa siempre se quedaba por poco tiempo, pero tenía la extraña costumbre de visitar el jardín todos los días a un mismo horario, suena algo extraño pero esa era la realidad, lo que nunca entendí fue ¿Por qué visitó mi jardín? No había ni una sola flor para que se alimentase y ya se había secado el charco, siempre hubo algo extraño pero eso nunca lo sabré tal vez algún día la mariposa me lo cuente aunque esta no sabe hablar. Vivía ilusionado de al fin ver lo que tanto estaba buscando pero eso por alguna extraña razón nunca me lleno, es decir encontré lo que siempre había estado buscando pero con el tiempo se volvió algo monótono. Como cuando comes tu comida proferida, sabes que es deliciosa, pero ¿podrías vivir comiendo solo lo mismo? La respuesta la tienes tú. Tal vez lo que yo busque no era algo parecido a mí, sino totalmente diferente. En esa noche el viejo tocadiscos dejo de tocar, entonces oí gotas cayendo, pero me di cuenta que no estaba lloviendo sino que esas gotas las oía desde mi interior mi corazón estaba inundándose, tan solo me quedaba una taza de café, y pensamientos que atacan y matan a otros. Me fui nuevamente a dormir. Al día siguiente me levante como siempre, otra mirada al espejo me ha dejado con la idea de que sigo en mi etapa larvaria, tras ponerme un jean y una polera, me dirigí a desayunar y luego subí a la terraza que se encontraba en mi edificio, una vista hermosa de toda la ciudad, las tristes nubes ya no aparecieron en este día, las viejas montañas se han quedado dormidas, solo se encuentra el fastidioso sol. Baje a mi cuarto, encendí la computadora para seguir estudiando a las mariposas, algunas nunca aparecen otras siempre están ahí día y noche sin descansar, hay las que trabajan solo en las jornadas de la mañana y hay otras que son crepusculares. Ahora ha vuelto la mariposa, volando en mi jardín nuevamente, cuan bellas son sus alas en verdad y su forma de volar es muy intrigante, como si se acercase a mí pero a la vez se alejase, mariposa nunca entender tu camino no se lo hará por instinto o si tendrá conciencia. Nuevamente se ha ido y me ha dejado solo con mis viejos libros y una pluma sobre un papel en blanco. Esas hojas que nunca llenare por mi temor. Ahora se ha oscurecido y aparece una nueva mariposa, parece más bien que es una polilla, pero vaya que es difícil de atrapar, mirándola bien creo que no quería irse de mi habitación así que decidí conservarla en el armario para cuando no apareciese mi mariposa me entretuviera tratando de atraparla. Ahora las luces empiezan a apagarse, los ruidos de mi casa se han minimizado, los pasos han dejado de sonar, y los tic tac del reloj se hacen presentes cada segundo estalla matando a mis memorias. Ahora queda el fantasma de mis memorias, ser repugnante que llena mis sueños con telarañas y nieblas, que con sus garras arranca cada una de mis venas hasta verme desangrar luego quedo dormido y nada más. Aquel poste de luz no se ha apagado, aquel bar sigue abierto, aquella luz del vecino sigue encendida y la vieja palmera se mueve a causa del viento. Se me escapa la vida en un suspiro de esos que solo tienes una vez en la vida, esos en los que sientes que el mundo se te escapa, esos en los que se te van los pulmones aquellos en los que piensas y nada más, suspiros que podrían costarte la vida, suspiros que podrían mentirte, suspiros que podrían volar y nunca volver. Tal vez vendría un consejo más: 7.- No des suspiros si no esperas por lo menos un bostezo. Una vez entendido esto cambie mis suspiros por los bostezos, por lo menos los bostezos significan algo importante: como por ejemplo que tengo hambre, en cambio un suspiro sin respuesta es como un plato sin comida, ¿sirve para algo? Por supuesto que no. Decidí ir a la cocina a preparar un té, cuando oí el revoleteo de una mariposa, era ella por fin había vuelto de tan largo viaje pero algo había pasado, tenía un pedazo menos de su ala izquierda, como si un animal se la hubiese arrancado, así que decidí conservarla por un tiempo hasta que se recuperara, nuevamente la deje en libertad, ¿habré cometido una estupidez al dejar ir a la mariposa que tanto anhele? Tal vez mi mente me ataque bruscamente por lo que hice o se quede tranquila, tal vez hice bien al haberla soltado para que disfrutase de las otras flores. Mientras volaba se llevaba miles de mis expectativas, solo estaba segura de algo, ese algo era que ella se iba a mejorar. Una vez hecho me senté en mi sillón hasta quedarme dormido. Al día siguiente llegó de nuevo la hermosa mariposa, parece que nada ha pasado sigue volando feliz de allá para acá, y posándose en mis dedos nuevamente, si tan solo pudiese capturar esos bellos momentos para guardarlos, pero esperen, recuerdo lo que dijo Shakespeare con respecto a esto: “conservar algo que me ayude a recordarte, sería admitir que te puedo olvidar”, estas palabras guardan un significado muy claro, el decir “te quiero” no solo es de los bueno recuerdos sino de los malos, quien te regala un “te quiero” y para recordarlo te llena de obsequios y regalos sabrás que no te quiere de verdad, son los pequeños detalles, esas frases que dices, esas caricias que regalas, eso nunca se olvidara.

Ahora bien la mariposa tomó la costumbre de visitarme todos los días, pero no entendía por qué visitaba siempre mi jardín, esa es mi interrogante, ¿y si mi jardín se convirtió en su plataforma de despegue? Es hora de otro café, hora de otra noche de pesadillas, otra hora de vagar con el pasado, solo un minuto de paz era lo que pedía pero aun así no lograba conseguirlo, tal vez mí forma de descanso sea el sueño eterno ojalá y algún día lograre descubrirlo. El sol está muerto nuevamente, mi compañera la luna se asemeja a mí, ambos buscamos a alguien con quien estar pero creo que nunca lo conseguiremos. Otro día más y mi mariposa vuelve a aparecer cada día viene con más heridas, y cada día tengo yo que cuidarla y curarla, aunque nunca me canso de hacerlo, siempre me quedo maravillado de su hermosura, y nuevamente la dejo volar, siempre que la veo partir me pregunto, ¿y si se quedara conmigo? ¿Cambiaría en algo las cosas? Solo pido que nunca se les corte las alas, me da pena cuando veo en la calle, en parques o en la misma ciudad a mariposas sin alas tratando de volar, triste es cuando se las ve retorciéndose por ayuda y la gente solo las pisotea, raras son las mariposas que sobreviven pero como saben no es lo mismo, tal vez la mayoría de las mariposas inconscientemente sean masoquistas, tal vez y solo vuelan hacia el horizonte sin saber si verán la luz del día, sabiendo de riesgos de muerte pero aun así salen a volar, realmente no sé si admirarlas o estudiarlas.

CAPITULO 3: SE APAGAN LAS LUCES. El delicioso frío me acompaña, la imagen de espejo nunca cambia siempre ha sido la misma día y noche y no varía, veo a las personas y a las mariposas caminar despreocupados, los veo reír, los veo gozar, los veo cómodos en este mundo por otro lado yo me siento perturbado, me siento como si fuese el único granizo a punto de desaparecer por la sofocación. Nuevamente las conversaciones vacías, nuevamente vuelvo a expirar, lo único que me alegra es la neblina que baja me recuerda a lo que es la existencia, un día podría estar muy arriba y más tarde descender al suelo y simplemente desaparecer. Ahora estoy en mi cocina, los trastes sucios están remojándose, las palabras cortando mi alma como pequeños cuchillos, los cerdos se siguen alimentando y revolcándose en su misma escoria, gente que se cree mucho, comen mentiras para regurgitar risas, realmente nosotros no vivimos en un jardín en realidad vivimos en una selva llena de animales que se guían por instintos, animales que solo piensan en comer y aparearse, pero creo que queda en cada uno de nosotros el mejorarlo y convertirlo en nuestro pequeño paraíso. Ahora aparece la mariposa y no piensa en irse se queda plasmada en mi mano y en mi mente esperando que simplemente se quedara ahí, ella no se separa pero luego se aburre y se va a recorrer las flores yo nuevamente la espero para curarla. Ahora está a punto de amanecer un sol cegador empieza a aparecer y a consumirme poco a poco, entonces me levanto y decido dar la cara a lo que siempre he odiado, y tras verlo al sol frente a frente veo la luz y tan solo escucho unos gritos. Finalmente me encuentro frente al monitor, con unas palabras que tal vez nunca me imaginé escribir, con la vida plasmada en letras, mi madre gritándome que vaya a bañarme, y yo con un mensaje para ella, esto definiría el final de mi estudio, sería mi conclusión final, entonces simplemente hice lo que tenía que hacer… Luego baje la tapa de mi computador, y me dirigí a mi cuarto, ahora me retiro los lentes para poder verme con el alma, pero esperen algo observo en mi espejo, es una gran cantidad de polvo y suciedad entonces tomo un trapo y empiezo a limpiar y al verme al espejo nuevamente logre entenderlo todo y con este último consejo me retire a dormir: 8.- El reflejo no es lo que importa, ni lo que ves con tus ojos, tan solo a veces necesitas un poco de oscuridad para lograr ver tu luz. ¿Y si todo fue un sueño? ¿Y si el problema fue el espejo y no el reflejo? ¿Y si las mariposas dejaran de buscar flores? ¿Y tú que tipo de mariposa eres?

SMILING AT LIFE SINCE 1984

(SONRIENDO A LA VIDA DESDE 1984)

¡Danzad, danzad, benditos! ¡Danzad, danzad, benditos! Dicen que la vida es puta, triste y se malvende. Tras dos años de divagar en mis adentros, he pasado mis dos cumpleaños desde alcanzar la treintena con un perfil de cabo, raso. La ansiedad de los cojones y la inesperada digestión de los hechos acontecidos en mi intensa vida me habían llevado a darle al ciervo, Yagüermaister, y a cagar duro.

Para cumplir la edad de Cristo, decidí volver a mis gipsy cumples. Y el porqué, el porqué era porque me salía de la polla y sentía que ya se había cerrado una etapa dentro de mí. Puse el cuentakilómetros a cero y, sin embargo, la aguja no me hizo ni caso, se quedaba todo el rato en medio, marcando hacía delante. Rompí con el pasado, con los pies en el presente y el horizonte de un futuro más que prometedor. No sé porqué le dicen a la people que no hay futuro, yo sí lo veo.

A ver…Me costó, y mucho. Después de dejarme la espaldaca en mi carrera, mis cursos, mis cinco másteres, mi doctorado, mis viajes, mis programas de emprendeduría, va y llega un día en el que tu proyecto deja de ser un proyecto y se convierte en tu negocio. creaRSA había despegado para no mirar hacía atrás. Sin deudas, siempre me había manejado con buena brújula, ya que es mejor tirar con lo que uno tiene, que pedir prestado. Y mira lo que le pasó a muchos…

Dejé de hacer lo que todos hacían para poner toda mi energía en lo que me apasiona. Algunos me dicen: “¡Joder, qué suerte que te dedicas a lo que te gusta!”. Y de suerte, nada. Trabajé y trabajé y, luego, aposté, y volví apostar fuerte. Todo al rojo. A Dios pongo por testigo, que mi positivismo, mi alegría, mi sinceridad y mi derroche de carácter andaluz han ido dejando una huella y ahora me toca coger los frutos de mi actitud ante la vida. Y es que la vida es maravillosa. Es una puta fiesta en bucle.

Sin embargo, existen los intelectuales de alta alcurnia que teorizan sobre las izquierdas y sobre el fin del mundo, que nos dicen que llegará el infierno, que el terror acecha y que no hay marcha atrás. Muchos de ellos no han vivido en la periferia, con sus chalezacos, ni en bloques de pisos, ni en ciudades dormitorio. Piensan desde el diván, desde una posición de confort, que todo lo juzga y, poco a poco, adormece su espíritu de ver lo que la gente es capaz de hacer por otra gente. No han mamado calle.Ahí os quedáis con vuestra estrella roja y vuestra Internacional. Y, haceros un favor, dejad de tocar los huevos con Marx y vuestras teorías. Gracias.

Para citar, me pongo yo a citar a mis referentes: Montaigne, Rosseau, Pasolini, Fellini, Sorrentino, Palahniuk, Welsh y, últimamente, Mandela. Y es que la vida es una revolución y para vivir una pequeña revolución, decidí invitar a todos mis amigos y amigas a celebrar mi cumpleaños en Ca La Finica La Faraona, en Roquetes City. Allí no hay diván, hay gritos desde la escalera y una identidad diferente a los de otros barrios de Nou Barris. Y eso te lo dice hasta la técnica de Barcelona Activa que trabaja en la Asociación de Vecinos. En Nou Barris, históricamente, Roquetes ha sido un referente de hermandad y unión que otros barrios del distrito no han tenido ni tienen. Y, eso, se nota en los que somos de allí.

Sin sacar la cabra y el organillo ni encomendarnos a Camela y a Los Chichos, los veinte comensales cupieron en el comedor de los López González. La faraona y sus tres hijos, tres hermanos que no tienen nada que ver el uno con el otro, aunque vienen de la misma madre y del mismo padre. En lo único que se parecen es en que son simples, directos, alegres y desvergonzados. A pesar de alguna ausencia, la estampa de ver a todos los que te importan sentados alrededor de una mesa impacta. Fue una declaración de amor puro y sin filtros.

Los amigos de mis amigos hablaban entre ellos. Las risas iban y venían y es que si por algo se distinguen mis gipsy cumples es porque la gente que viene ya se conoce de episodios pasados, por haber bebido o por haberle sonreído juntos a la vida. El honor de presidir la mesa le tocó a uno mismo y a Víctor Mondelo Del Pont. Los astros se alinearon para que así fuera, a mi derecha, la faraona y mi vikinga, a mi izquierda, mis hermanos y mi cuñado.

Sólo pido, que cuando muera, no me metan en un ataúd y me encierren en un tanatorio. Es lo más lúgubre y normal del mundo. Espero que mi cuerpo ocupe la mesa de billar de algún Irish Pub. Suenen las gaitas, corran ríos de Guiness, Yagüermaister y Calipada y se canten alegres canciones venidas del Norte y del Sur, para que cuando suenen las palmas y la alegría desborde, os observe y grite a pelo: “¡Danzad, danzad, benditos! ¡Danzad, danzad, benditos!”.

Astrology Observations : Planets & Things 💙

Moon/Pluto individuals need space to heal their dark emotions otherwise they will combust and it will show on their bodies in a not so good way. They can start too look sick because their astral bodies are holding on to dead weight.

Aries Sun should always have something to fulfill them as this gives them purpose and strengthens their passionate energy. These DIY individuals can master anything they put their minds too.

Planets in the 9th house show that you will mostly move out of the state or country . Leaving your hometown will be beneficial for you. Most celebrities with these planets had to leave their hometown to find success (Rihanna for ex.)

Men with Moon/Venus can be mocked for their sensitivity but can also be well liked by women because of it. A ladys man and can be powerfully charming like a Casanova.

Women with mars and pluto dominating their chart are the most hated, but the sign everyone wants to fuck. Men hate that you may be more dominate & powerful than them, and can have twisted fantasies of how they can dominate you. Can possess a lot of weirdos with this placement. People wanting to control them and also underestimate them.

Lilith dominate women can receive a lot of secret admirers, like they'll pretend to hate them in public but we'll be in there dms like..... ;) Can make women turn 'bi' with this placement, curious Georges wanting to try something new because they just have this energy about them. This is especially true if your sun or venus is connected to lilith.

Mercury/Pluto individuals have an incredible mind. There words can make listeners change their perspective on any topic they express to the public. They can get the world talking about what ever it is they put in their art, or want to get off their chest. The intellectual that can get you to think.

Venus/ASC have a dark side that no one ever seems to notice. They can turn it off at any moment and even if they do show their dark side most people dont care or even notice it because their aura hypnotizes them. Radiate a powerful aura that can shield them from other peoples energy especially envious energy. Their beautiful energy is their protection & can be used as a weapon as well.

Neptune/ASC have powers in shapeshifting due to knowing how to connect with the frequencies around them. Its important for them to always cleanse themselves spiritually or they will take in the wrong energies from time to time.

Anyone with Neptune Dominating their chart should learn to use their mind to control their reality. They have gifts where they can quantum jump, script their reality into fruition, control their minds to get the outcome that they want (eliminating certain thought patterns, creating a world in their head and using it as art, law of attraction/universal laws are something they naturally when they start tapping into their inner knowledge etc.).

Virgos need to allow themselves to have a bit of chaos because this gives them a chance to reveal a side of themselves they dont usually see. Always being organized , living in routine, and perfectionism can keep them lost in the sauce if they don't let things crash and burn like it needs too. This helps them create from the ground up so something new can take place, and then they can create a new routine from there. Something that will benefit them much more than living the same way time and time again. Great listeners, and can talk about anything if you give them a chance. If they're comfortable with you, they'll let you into their world of thoughts but let me tell you... Its like one big wild card in there which is why they try to organize, create routines, and make everything perfect in their day to day life because their mind is going bonkers.

Cancer Venus needs lots of attention. Can and will hold on to your secrets for dear life. Can face rejection during childhood which is why their a little nurturing to other people because they know whats its like to be pushed to the side. Motherly energy makes them more likable, they can be great bakers with this placement. Hypnotizing auras. Can get their way when they allow their seductive qualities to show.

Scorpio Venus are powerhouses, simple. Seductive auras that magnetize their desires to them with no issue. They aren't ashamed to express their sexualities, in fact they admire when you worship them and their enchanting physiques. These individuals know how to use their eyes, and can possess you with them. Turning you into their worshippers with just one look. Can make you obsessed with them by just looking at them. They may have desires that could be pretty taboo.

ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS PT 11. Thoughts on the 6-12 / 2-8 house axis.

6th house placements - If you're health isn't up to par, this can keep you from landing your desires. Venus in the 6th needs to focus on self care related to beauty. Mars in the 6th needs physical activity or something to keep their brain on the go. Pluto in the 6th house needs to STOP obsessing over their health and mundane tasks. All in all, your health is the reason why your subconscious (12th house) could be experiences certain formalities.

12th house placements - I spoke of how your health is connected to the 6th house, but it's also connected to here. Your subconscious mind can show signs of unhealthy/illness in your dreams & mind through the power of illusions. Whatever the individual is going through mentally/spiritually, it always comes back into the physical. If a Neptune 12th house person is always having nightmares, the physical reality is dense and lowly operative in its physical form. Illusions are the higher focus of the problem, even if there isn't any planets in the 6th house. Mars in the 12th house can deal with irrational thinking, this makes the 6th house go under overwhelming circumstances because the brain is hot wired with an insatiable desire to continue working even when the body is overstimulated.

If no 6th house placements, the person with 12th house placements has to look beyond the spirit and focus on the spirit realm in a way that doesn't always pull them out of their body.

With work, this can keep the most ungrounded 12th house individual from working themselves to death in their subconscious/unconscious mind.

The 2nd house deals a lot with the material world. But its hidden secret is working with the power of its physical essence. Due to the planet or sign in this house, your gifts can show divine talent that the material world can find useful. If you aren't present in knowing where your gifts are, try looking into taurus placements as taurus is the original ruler of this house. The throat is connected to the second house, so with the material world.. We do have to use our speech in order to get our desires met, right?

So for example, Venus in the 2nd house is said to give someone a beautiful voice, especially when singing. In this case, anyone with a venus 2nd house could sing in make money, right? wrong. However, someone with Venus in this house, could be someone whos vocal chords can *stimulate* the senses and vibrations of other people, soothing & calming the physical senses of others, appetizing them and causing them to want more. Remember, taurus is very subtle, and so is the 2nd house. The second house is a house built off sensuality but HELLOOO thats what the material world is based off, its mainly sensual energy.

So with the voice, second house placements can will their desires into reality through the form of *SENSUALITY*. They must pleasure the senses in the physical realm in order to get axis to the 8th house, as this is the gateway to allowing desires to open up to different collectives.

Mars in the 2nd house could need massages or something that soothes the body as there tense nature can make them angst and fall deep into temptation.

Pluto in the 2nd needs healing and the voice needs to be used expansively in order to feel the temple (the gut) to reveal whatever its suppressed in the spirit. The physical realm for pluto 2nd house natives can feel deeply til the point of disconnect, making them boastful yet uncomfortable in their own bodies.

Mercury in the 2nd house should read a little more as their mind needs calm, stimulating pleasure for its senses to keep moving. Their minds are used to hustling to get the job, car, thing they desire, but their mental prowess is normally in a relaxed state and must give themselves time to absorb the world thru just sitting down and relaxing. Absorbing enough information and expressing them through the form of speech and writing is a special way to receive pleasure.

The point I'm trying to make is, the 2nd house *needs* relaxation and pleasurable experiences to the max. Your not here to drive yourself crazy although you will eventually, because taurus/2nd house energy works. and I mean they work HARD. But theres a time to be bull headed, and to just sit down and take in the day. So whatever placement is in this house, you'll have to find what your soul needs in order to be more in awe with your reality. You're not built to just work all the time, you gotta chill out at some point.

Alas, the 8th house. Now this house shows deep seated pleasure. But in a way that's hard to grasp. Interestingly enough, people are able to enjoy your aura's due to the energy you intentionally or unintentionally *feed* them. But you're more prone to searching for you're own sense of pleasure due to it being trapped in a world of people who are looking for something or someone to 'save' them, and you're the puzzle to the prize. Honestly, this group gets enough crap as it is so.. I'll be a little easy with em here lol.

The 8th house is the house of secrets, sex, leisure, and things that go hidden into the unknown. Whenever these individuals are in the public eye, THIS is when they should often look for decodes and examples of how their power formulates in the present eye. Your energy is vulnerable, but not the take for grabs kind of way. Your energy is healing, true, and loud, but its also hidden power that keeps a certain amount of people at bay.

With that being said. When dealing with the 8th house, these individuals have to look within in order to receive the leisure in which they seek. & thru other people, they can have their desires and needs meet within a blink of an eye. Thats if they let it. The people that gets a taste of their essence can feel a drive to open up realms for the 8th house individuals. You don't know why you're doing it , you just are. People are often 'delivered't' by the 8th house person because the caging of their own bodies, emotions and intellect can push through when being just in the same room with them. It's because the secret of being a student of divine knowledge comes from letting go of whats keeping you looked inside of trapped mind or body. So in the presence of an 8th house individual, you will have dark knights of the soul in order to reach yourselves into heaven.

8th house examples I'll go with the sun.

Sun in the 8th house needs to shine their light no matter how extreme it gets. Their energy is big, powerful, and generous. So when they embrace all of their power they can absorb more energy through the public eye. This attracts the right suitors, the right energy, and the magnetism levels are higher when they use their gifts to the fullest. The more they allow vulnerability to shine through their essence, their weight can lighten the load, thus making it either to attract money, or anything they are looking to obtain.

Now dealing with its friend in the second house, lets say the sun is there, too.

2nd House Suns pleasure is through hobbies and activities that make the inner child sing. Whatever it is that they love to do, or has the ability to make them shine will bring them the big bucks. And can be used as a form of monetary value in the process. Acts of pleasure come thru in the form of the sign the sun is in, for example, if its in Gemini, then the second house sun could be deeply into reading, communication is a key for leisure and whatever it is they do for money communication will be a strong outlet in the career.

Like I said before, the 2nd house is more subtle. Its not built on vulnerability like the 8th house. (Taurus/Scorpio is the same way, however Taurus won't allow you to see its hidden face, Scorpios will at some point, but often times, their truest selves comes out with darker nights of the soul.)

So how does this apply to the 2nd house? Look at the 2nd house as 'heaven' the 8th house as 'hell'. Both are needed to ignite balance, while one is looked down upon, the other one is silent in its secrets and doesn't really care what you see. When working with both of them, going into the deepest layers of the psyche (8th house) can help balance out the desires of the material realm (2nd). Because the reason you want a certain material reality to come into the surface is THROUGH the 8th house axis. Because the energy of the individual can will it by force (8th house).

The 8th house - 2nd house axis shows grace, sensuality, and truth as the basis for material realities to come into fruition.

If you have any questions about your own placements in this house, come to me in my asks :) I dont mind responding. Anywho, hope you all enjoy this piece of information of the axis of the 4th house. Ase!

Chiron 5th House Observations & Tips

You must learn to conquer your fears with your expression. The less you express yourself the more pain you feel over yourself.

Can feel tired and drained when not expressing yourself through some sort of heart. When healing, it is good to find some sort of creative outlet. Even working with children could help cure your pain.

Daycares, children and being a nurturer is something you are very good at whether you know it or not.

The youth would benefit with your guidance, and it would be a real blessing to have someone like yourself in those spaces.

Painting is a good way to heal your wounds, doesnt matter if your a master painter or not.

Connecting to the music is another way to connect to the sacredness of your own heart.

Play time is a necessity, not a 'when I have time' thing.

You must call on your pain and use it to transmute it for good energy. You are an amazing healer.

ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS PT. 7 ANGELS IN DISGUISE

Hello! Decided to dedicate this observation list to some pretty sensitive placements. If you have any of these placements or know someone that do, I hope you enjoy the list I've created !

Neptune 7th house people have a urgency to help others. Their compassionate healers who walk out into the world and people grasp on to their presence not knowing the reason why. In due time, they'll recognize that neptune 7th house person spirit is like no others. They have this Mother Theresa spirit to them. Very honest and vulnerable to the ones they love, they can almost certainly have a few tricksters walk amongst their path. Although they are incredibly sweet, they're discernment levels are to the T. Its unfortunate when they don't use it, they just want to see the good in you. They have a dreamy like quality to their presence that others notice right away. Captivating, but mysterious. People have no idea what they're getting into when being with them, but they know if they don't act right the cosmic forces in these people don't mind a cute lil revenge. ;)

Moon in Pisces see the beauty in everything. And it reflects back into their beautiful spirits. They're okay with being misunderstood, its just their empathetic bodies take on so many unwanted reactions and energy it's hard for them to feel accepted. They have a honest approach with life, and try their best not to belittle others with this truth. Their honest with themselves however can sugarcoat the truth a little to put less pressure on their wounds and others. therapeutic souls, they naturally attract others to tell them their deepest thoughts. It purifies them. Just being able to converse with moon pisces babes cleanses their auras and makes the skeletons feel a lil dance inside. No more hiding in their, they can take off their masks with them. Moon pisces babes can also be a little too generous with their funds, do not allow others sob stories to be the reason your wallets are being sucked dry. Tell them no. Boundaries are important with this group.

Venus in Pisces have this dreamy, ethereal nature to them its like a fairytale. Their desires tend to realize itself in practical realities more often then they think. When around others, they are like a dream come true. They have unreal personalities.Their gift in this lifetime is to share the joy and beauty of the inner child. They have a love for the universe and in return the universe gives them more than what they could of asked for. It's a beautiful placement. Venus in pisces must be careful because they attract a lot of narcissists in their corner. The narcs can see their beauty, power, and light and know that it can benefit them. Be smart about who you allow into your temple. You are literally a walking God/Goddess.

Mercury in the 1st House ; Believe it or not they have an innocence to them thats hard to ignore. Their like a youthful little child that never grows old. Their charm is impeccable. They can be little tricksters but in a way that it oozes a beautiful quality to it. Its funny. You can talk to them about anything and you can feel your mind soar because your mind gets to expand itself when your with them. They show you the way to relax and just be in the moment. Their a gift to this world when they're just being themselves.

Moon in the 3rd ; Natural healers. They connect with the community in a way that touches every soul they come in contact with. Very empathetic and need more alone time than most. They have to discern people way more than they would like. No matter how stand-offish they can appear, they still have a regal, likeable nature to them that attracts people like flies. We can naturally feel the sweetness off of them no matter what. Boundaries are something that's difficult for this placement, as their auric fields process information when they're not asking for it.

MOON IN THE 1ST are very likeable and are naturally open individuals. They can be secretive, but that mysterious charm is what pulls in others truest feelings towards them. People who do this to them just have a knowing that they will take what they say and not throw it in their face. They have a naturally sensitive personality so they can push others away easily. Its not by force it's just the way things flow. People with this placement can actually be pretty popular. Its the sweetness we feel off of them, and we just want more of it!

Neptune in the 3rd ; Its their voice. Their voice can soothe people. Its meditation for the spirit. They should consider doing asmr or even meditation videos using their voice! Oracles who learn to trust their gut at a young age, they use this gift to help guide others. They are attracted to the unknown, but this darkness is filled with so much light deep inside. The things that scare us can easily be heavenly to them. They walked that path in order to fight the light. It's just what they do.

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ASTROLOGY QUESTIONS ! PT. 3 SPICY EDITION

Venus Conjunct Pluto - Had any stalkers? Do you live your life by your own means? Have you had anyone spill out the secrets because they couldnt control you? Where you the person that called all the shots? Have anyone ever came out and told you they were jealous/envious? Or were you able to find this out by just observing?

Venus Trine Pluto - How deep is your love? Have people told you how much you've healed or changed them? Have you noticed your lovers where different after the break up?

For both venus/pluto placements - How many lives have you changed? No seriously. How many people have thought of you as someone who was apart of some transformation in their life?

Lilith in Sagittarius - Have people tried to control you when all you wanted to do was have fun? Do you consider yourself a wild child? Hows your love life? Are you interested in different relationship dynamics ? For example polyamory or open relationships? Has anyone tried to make you consider it?

Venus in the 3rd house - Do you have a sweet voice ? Do people get turned on by just being next to you? Are you a travel buddy? Go alone?

Mars in the 1st/7th - How many people have tried to fight you, then later on you found out they wanted to fuck? Are you charming or considered yourself to be?

Mars in libra - Do people tend to think your passive aggressive, when really you're just not into arguing? Are you interested in orders but dont know how to flirt with them, because they'll take it the wrong way? Do you think your sex appeal is up the roof?

Jupiter in the first house - Are you lucky? Or consider yourself to be? Are you optimistic ? Is things just falling into your lap? Do you have a big sexual appetite? Are you considered a 'player' or someone who can love more than one person? Because you typically can be an individual who gets a lot of options with this placement, people just like you and flaunt to you.

Venus and/or 8th house moons - Are you an open book , yes or no? Do people tell you thinks about their sex life unprovoked, or do you do it?

For the 8th house moons - Do you guys tend to be known as manipulative to some people, and kind and friendly to others? Like could you agree that your relationships with others can be quite polarizing? While some may think you one way, others may look to you in another n could be pretty conflicting.

For both placements - How much have you gotten away with? seriously. you little foxes ;) Do people not see the real you even when you show them all of who you are, even if it hurts?

Lets get into it! Comment below babes!

ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS PT.8 PLANET PLACEMENTS 101

Aries Placements - Have the ability to drive anything into fruition. They can have a goal and see the plan through with an interesting amount of imagination and practicality in place. These aren't the type to sit down and 'wait' for things to come to them, they will simply be stubborn enough to do it themselves. Everything may not have gone as planned on the first go, but with time and stability they will come out greater and gain a sense of self-mastery in their craft.

Venus Placements - People with venusian aspects like sun/moon/rising have a gift that contains a higher amount of charm then most. These individuals can utilize their personalities in a way that will get them favored. Like their gemini friends, they can be a lil tricky to figure out. It is because they are able to use their beauty as a shield (as well as an illusion) to get what they want in life. It is only when they are self aware of this gift, they can use it to get whatever it is they desire.

Neptunian Placements - Neptunians have a gift in being the muse of creation. They are splendid in their craft of creating safe spaces for their imagination to dwell in. Whether its through art, fashion or just simply existing, like their aquarian buddies they have this gift of connecting to the stars way before everyone can catch up. They can come off a bit crazy to others, but in hindsight they are deeply aware of self and have a mass amount of empathy that allows them to read reality the way it is, and share that insight with the rest of the world.

Pluto Placements - Plutonians can undergo a lot of stress when they allow things to fester without bringing attention to the matter. These are the individuals to suffer in silence and by not saying a word they can cut out any forms of emotional support if they are not aware of themselves to escape the astro-cities that can sometimes be the danger of their own mind. (Moon/Pluto Placements - Outlets for your emotional expression is a necessity.) When there is no guidance for your emotions to thrive you will end up rageful and continuing to feel the lesser dense emotions hiding in your body. It will eventually way on you and it'll take a toll on your spirit. The power beneath this placement is to hold on tightly to that powerful entity you know is divine no matter what they tell you.

Plutonian Individuals may find themselves in the arms of people who are testifying their gifts right in front of you. Some wish to belittle and do harm to you because in the mirror they do not see the same light or dark power that you continue to see in yourself. So these people will always try to bite you to get a piece of it themselves, but in the end it never turns out the way they think. It turns sour.

Sun Placements - So I noticed the more sun placements an individual has, the more difficult this energy can be to surrender to. A person with sun/neptune may have a difficulty with expressing their empathic nature because the world isn't connected to their astral body like they are. When they express themselves, its like their connecting to their soul that feels out of the human experience. They have a different connection to the world then most, so they'll be often misunderstood. But in general, sun placements can feel a bit off in society because the world is always saying their cocky or arrogant when really they are free of the world and its restraints. Sun placements (no matter how big or small the aspect) have to deal with a lot of people taking themselves for granted. When they are sent to be a light, others are horrified by their shadows being shined on (sun/pluto). The more placements (especially conjunctions you have) the more you'll be tempted to stop the light since others will attempt to bring you down with them. It's a path that builds for a leader to take ship, not to dim down.

Uranian Placements - Ahead of their time but mostly because the world isn't ready for change. When these individuals get a hand on how society operates, they become powerhouses who are the tyrants ready for newness.These brainiacs are capable of being connected to the cosmos where receiving divine information on how to move and where to go gives them great benefit. They only thing I can say to them is, you have to be mindful of the company you keep. Because not everyone can see the vision. Do not allow any and everybody to take up space for whatever it is you claim as yours. Just because THEY can't see it doesn't mean its not real. Again, the things you see come through in your mind is a gift that the cosmic connections of space gave to you. You know the true concept of time more than anyone else, and with that you are able to gather up the right information, make your abilities/skills stronger than ever and than boom. The big bang. It all works in the end, dont force yourself to know everything. Just focus on the stars.

Astrology Observations Pt.4

Long time no see everyone :) i have a few astro observations i wanna share so lets get to it

Lilith/Mars individuals carry an unspoken confidence that ignites a fire in the eyes of other people and can make others fall in love with them. Their self expression comes in through the form of bravery and letting the world see their raw truth unfiltered, not giving a damn about what others think. This makes for strong attraction and they have a hard time getting people off of them, and i mean this in two ways: one way being that others have 'feelings' for them 'down there' *wink wink* causing them to show a deep sexual attraction to them whether they are uncomfortable with it or not. their unconscious thoughts will be shown to the lilith mars person with seemingly lil to no effort. they wont know why they just know it feels good (or embarasing/harboring a lot of guilt) however these lilith babes are about exploring parts of ourselves that we mask and no judgement zones are a necessity when in their spaces. the other way is others will be triggered by them due to the octrasized lililith/mars person embracing their freedom and living their truth no matter what. all in all, both fall under secret (or not so secret) admiration.

Lilith/Pluto are the powerhouses of being who they are and when they want to be it. Literally octrasize by people all their lives and wen through lots of trauma. the way they express their power is through their traumas and taking back what was stolen. People have a hard time looking to them as real people because of their auras they possess. their sexuality/sensual energy is unmatched and is hard to tame. at some point they know when to let go and let this energy in them grow. if it makes people go crazy then so be it. naturally hypnotizing i cannot tell you how bad this cause you could definitely give away something to them and all they did was look you in the eye with a smile. Their natural aroma scares others but also perplexes them. its like damn are you a witch? maybe, maybe not. its just so much deeper than that. a personal message for them is being aware of yourself and the world around you is gift. People that dont know themselves will look up to you in the long run, you are the underdogs of your generations and you're healing a lot of wounds that most people will never face because they do not like what they see in the dark. You like your freedom and do not care what others think, you make your own rules because thats what we're meant to do. Be humans who create our own paths for ourselves and move to the beat of our own drum. Dont take what people say too close to the heart, youre mirroring back the shadows they hate in themselves.

Venus/Mercury has a gift of gab. Highly inspirational and their words connect you to the divine. The heart space opens up when they express their truth through the power of words, the use of their hands and the beauty of their minds. A rare placement since its only in conjunction and sextile. Not too many people have this one. Venus/Mercury babes channel from a source that connects them to the power of love, and when you speak you touch people and we fall in love with you all over again. If you have a voice please sing, speak, share with us your gift of light. Thats what you're called to do. If you are a writer share your stories with the world, your creative mind takes us back to the inner child. Enjoy it while its here!

Mars in Saggitarius. Go. GETTERS!!! When they want something they will not stop to get it. Their fire burns to achieve something bigger than themselves and with the right amount of optimism they will make it if they put the work in. One of the signs that mars works wonders in, because they can achieve their dreams quickly because of the excessive amount of fire in this house. Saggitarius only grows, never limits itself. The more they work hard the more good fortune comes their way. Others can get nervous around their because of their boastful confidence. Its too big.. its too wide. its too strong.. it wont fit or whatever beyonce said LMAOO thats yall. Very big egos and for a good reason. Yall get what you want when you want it. Nothing can stop them from getting what they need and mars sag babes wanting more in life is whats going to keep them moving.

Pisces Ascendant babes are the muses, the stars, the messengers, the oracle, the originators. These dreamers are capable of seeing the beyond even when the world doesnt see it yet. The world could doubt them but if they believe in themselves more they will prove to the world that all dreams are possible. Their reality is formed through subconscious thinking, so they must pay attention to what goes on in the inside of their minds because thats what controls their day to day reality the most. Shapeshifters who naturally move with the beat of the universe, their new look can be formed not just from an idea but because something new is changing in the world, and they are normally the first to get this information first. This is why some of them are trendsetters in fashion. Everything happens in spirit before it is physical, however for them the spirit and the psychical will always meet. And with their transformations it can sometimes be a message from the divine. Before anyone says its not that deep, i wanna tell you that anything with pisces is going to be that deep LMAO no other way to spin that. Their connected to the cosmos and their pineal glands connects them to other worlds we just havent tapped into yet. Its a gift. So a lot of times when they change, something in the environment changed too. All in all, pisces asc are good at picking up on other peoples energy. they can absorb others vibrations and anything around them and this can be a problem for them. Pisces asc will consistently have to connect to nature and cleanse more often than most because they can feel that sense of foggy-ness around them due to picking up on energy that is not their own. They will have to strengthen their discernment skills, level up with shields for the body and wearing certain garments/jewelery for protection because their auric fields naturally take in more than what they can handle.

5th House Plutonians are strong powerhouses in the form of creation. Their dark power is spilled out into the world of arts, giving them the nutrients they need in healing traumas or any dark thoughts thats been held in themselves for so long. Outlets that form a stage for these individuals makes for incredible perfomances that nobody will ever forget due to the way they make others feel. In this life time, they will learn to accept this power with grace because even if the way they feel performing for others makes them feel uncomfortable, someone is being triggered to feel those raw emotions that we hide in us. If they cant find an outlet for their creative expression, they will start to 'go crazy' and be more into psychotic behaviors that will make them lose touch of reality. This raw power that they have must be fed to others as we need to feel the deepness of our own bodies so that we can grow into the beings we are meant to be. Pluto in the 5th house can create an influencer who is just being themselves and the world around them is either inspired by or deeply maddens them. The gift of being yourself is their strongest attribute to society, and can be one of the ways for them to have power and establish some sort of wealth. If they never use this gift to soar into any artistic expression, the world would be missing a fine piece to the puzzle: Raw Truth. I hope this helps!

i hope yall enjoy!

ASTROLOGY QUESTIONS ? PT. 2

Hey guys, just wanted to make an open discussion of some placements that we're on my mind. If you wanna chime in, do it. Love to here your thoughts and we all converse about our astrology placements and what not! Lets go!

Pisces mercury - How does it feel to have very soothing voices? Do people ever tell you how your voice heals them? or puts them to sleep? Are you a singer/musician? Do you feel musically inclined? Are you very empathetic to the things other people say? When your out, are you able to feel certain shift and changes in the vibration around you? Have you ever thought of sound healing? Do you believe you are a star?

Libra suns - Do you consider yourself an individual who lives a double life, or someone who has to try more than one thing in your journey be it dating, home life, hobbies, etc? How often do you have to put up boundaries? & how often do you tend to lower does boundaries when it comes to people you love/are close to? Do you feel like a romantic? Are you really a flirt?

Capricorn suns - Why so serious? How do you handle your depressive episodes ? What is something you experienced that made you focus more on goals, financial stability, and anything of the mundane ESPECIALLY at a young age? What made you want more at such an early age? Do you believe you have the ability to make lots of money? Do people tell you that its hard to love you?

Mercury Conjunct Venus - How often do you use that pretty little voice of yours to get what you want? Do you consider yourself photogenic? Are you into taking pictures/being a photographer? Do you share your think pieces, poems, journals, anything related to writing? Do you write at all? Sing? Dance? Are you creative with your hands?

Jupiter in the tenth - How often do you fall into depressive episodes because you're not where you want to be? Do you know that you're well liked? Do you consider yourself popular? Do you feel as if you have imposter syndrome ?

Lilith/Mercury - How often do your thoughts bring people to a fool stop? Are you normally quiet on certain topics you're passionate about? Is there something you want to say but the reactions of others is a little unbearable? What is the MOST taboo thing you can tell me? Im all ears.

Moon/Pluto - How many emotional outbursts have changed the trajectory of where your life went? How has embracing your emotions helped you clear out the old? Is there anyone you can share a deep bond with? Was your mom (or another feminine figure) a good emotional support system for you growing up? How was the family life? Was it healing or traumatic ?

Lets discuss! Enjoy :)