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#Cade’s vents
gay-poet-gabriel · 27 days
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Hi pookie!!! Sorry for putting you to work like this but I'm hungry for art 😈😈😈
Could you maybe draw little Johnny :3 if not that's okay 😋😋😋😋😋😋
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aww!
sowwy but theres angst (kinda) under cut
its okay to have big feelins when you're little tho <3
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anyway i still think darry and johnny would have a very sweet and wholesome relationship as caregiver and little <3
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weirdo09 · 11 months
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i’m so foolish, i’m such a dumb dumb person, i should’ve just kept my big mouth shut
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billkaulitzwife · 11 months
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cw - eating disorder, mentions of dissociation, mentions of suicidal thoughts, etc.?
hi everyone. i js wanna come on and say that I am struggling so much. and no im not saying this to get attention or condolences I just thought i should address why I havent been active as of late. a lot has gone on to the point i cant eat or sleep. every movement is so painful and idk how much longer I can hang on. please know it is none of your faults I am just in a place of dismal and my depression has slapped me in the face so hard that I've began dissociating again. I am trying to forget everything that's happened but it's too much. all I will say is that police WILL be involved as soon as I can go to them. im so so sorry for the lack of posts I am just not in the best space to do so. pls pls understand I haven't left any fandoms and that once I am back to an appropriate health I will try to post. y'all actually mean the world to me so js know im not going anywhere. at least I hope not. enjoy the 4th if you celebrate and if you dont, enjoy today anyways. it doesn't take much for someone to ruin your day and even your year. yall r so much more than what u think. ive asked my mom to put me back in therapy because this has taken a HUGE toll on me and I will ask to be admitted into the hospital (not mental, just a regular one), so i can try to find a way to get better. ich liebe dich❤
enjoy a Lil pic of bo burnham
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perereiii · 10 months
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what did I talk about in therapy yesterday? hitler, murder, harassment, politics, and barbie
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buntsukim · 1 year
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the sadness i feel when i remember that with my artstyle the best i can do is cutesy art and not horror art
o complain abt it a lot but im also not gonna change it. closest i gotten to making horror w my artstyle was that waiter flesh art.
i rlly wanna draw more horror bc. well. i love it lol. but i also cant help but always make cutesy art somehow . its. ass
also having 2 artstyles would prob stress me out lol
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dior-desire · 4 months
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johnny cade crushing on a popular soc hcs
“ she smiled and looked at me, i was surprised to see, that a woman like that was really into me. ”
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— the two of you met in class, although he never talked unless the teacher called on him—you thought he was the cutest thing
— being a soc, you would never get the chance to actually have a civil conversation with him without being judged, so you just ended up pushing all those thoughts to the side
— that was until one day, the teacher had asked if you could come back during your lunch hr so that she could ask you something
— once the bell rung and it was time for lunch and you made your way to her class. walking into her class you made eye contact with the one and only johnny cade
— “ i’m glad you here ( your name ), i wanted to ask if you could help johnny here study for the upcoming exam? ”
— johnny cringed and looked away in embarrasment, “ of course ms. jones, when should i start? ”
— that day johnny had came over your house and the two of you only got closer there on
— johnny noticed how you werent like the other socs, you never made fun of someone because of their social class and had a good image amongst both socs and greasers
— the only person who knew that you and johnny had been talking was ponyboy, johnny would reguarly vent to him on how he wanted so badly to confess but he wouldnt want to tarnish your reputation
— as johnny and you spent more time studying together at your house, the tension between you two grew. one day, while going over notes for the upcoming exam, johnny couldn't contain his feelings any longer. he looked into your eyes and confessed how he felt, his voice trembled a bit from nervousness. It was a sweet moment that made your heart skip a beat
— after the confession, you both couldn't help but smile and laugh, feeling a weight lifted off your shoulders. from that day on, your study sessions turned into moments of shared affection and stolen glances. It was the beginning of a beautiful relationship
— once you and johnny got together, ponyboy was so proud that it ended up slipping out to sodapop, and of course it wouldnt take long for the whole gang to find out
— they all bombarded johnny with questions,
“ whered yall meet? ”,
“ you’ve been to her house?! ”
“ have yall done anything yet?? ”,
“ she got a sister?? ”
— everybody was happy for johnny, while dallas on the other hand was a little upset on why he was just finding out johnny had a gf
— soon enough you end up meeting the gang and of course everybody loves you but once again dallas is still iffy
— he wouldn’t want some soc girl to break johnnys heart so he still had his guard up around you
— once dallas got to know you better he seen that your intentions with johnny were pure and even looked at you like a little sister, not by any means would he ever admit it though
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fallenneziah · 1 year
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Flicker Optimus Prime x Reader
Summary: You and Optimus go for a midnight drive.
Apologies for any spelling mistakes.
Optimus had been stressed lately and it seemed like you were the only one who could see it. You sat near Cade's old shed and watched Optimus interact with his team. You had been hanging out with them for a while and after the battle, you'd been laid off from work, which left more time for the 'bots. 
You sighed. You could tell just by looking at him just how much stress was put on the mech's form. Optimus was saying goodnight to Shane who was being forced off the property again and sent home early. While some of the 'bots like Drift and Crosshairs retired to recharge, Hound, Bumblebee and Optimus seemed to have their processors full. Bumblebee was throwing punches at an imaginary target while Hound lounged. And Optimus struggled to stay still. 
You looked up at the dimming sky. It was roughly 9:40 and the sky would be pitch black by 10:30. You hummed, that gave you an idea. You stood from the shed-side and walked down into the junkyard. You approached Optimus carefully and took his attention from his pacing.
''Y/N? How may I assist you?'' 
You smirked softly. ''I was wondering if you'd like to go for a drive?''
He tilted his head and looked up at his preoccupied team. Then down at you. You nodded and looked out at the road. ''Maybe some silence and just... hanging out?'' Optimus hummed. Ever since you'd started hanging out you'd seemed to be able to read him like an unlocked data pad.
He hummed and nodded, ''Where would you like to go?'' You smiled, ''I have an idea.'' He nodded and walked with you to the end of the dusty lot. The barren road was covered in shadows with little light to cast. His form twisted and turned softly. The sounds of his plating easily shifting into place and folding was music to your ears, and soon his semi-truck form stood before you. You climbed into the open door and allowed the seatbelt to strap you in.
''Where are we going?''
You took hold of the wheel and Optimus drove. You would softly turn the wheel and guide Optimus along the road. You drove near the city and out onto another side road. Optimus hummed in interest as you drove him out into the grassy countryside. 
The tall grassy fields or rolling hills were empty and dark. Street lights stopped just outside of the road. Optimus examined his surroundings and continued until he reached a large, empty field. The field was bordering a wide span of trees. You motioned him to slow and hopped out of the driver's side. You made sure it was clear and he transformed. 
''Y/N? Where are we?''
You took in a deep breath of the fresh air and motioned him closer. ''I want to show you something, trust me.'' 
Optimus was hesitant but followed you into the ditch and the open field. You looked around and smiled. The dark early summer night was perfect. You stepped slowly out into the tall grassy hedges that reached up to your hips. Optimus watched you curiously. You turned back to him and sighed. ''Isn't it pretty?''
You looked up at the night sky. Dim and glistening with bright stars. Optimus ex-vented softly and sat on the side of the road with his pedes intruding on the field. ''It is. Your planet is wonderful...'' You smiled. ''It's nice to just get out into the night and be alone. Everything can weigh heavy on you sometimes. And sometimes you don't know what to do with it.''
Optimus looked at you. ''Ah, yes...''
You shrugged. ''Things don't always work, life isn't always easy. But for every bad thing that happens, you can only come out victorious right? If you think about it, each breath you take is a victory. And sometimes...'' You spread your arms along the grassy plain and spun around in a circle. 
The grass stirred and the blades of grass parted and lit up in a soft glow. Optimus' optics went wide as a zone of fireflies escaped from the grass and floated out into the air. His breath caught in his intake as he stood. He reached out his servo toward them but quickly pulled back in fear of hurting them.
''What..?''
You chuckled. ''Fireflies. Aren't they pretty?'' He looked back at the sky and nodded, ''Yes, they are...'' You spun around through more of the field and woke more of them from their perches. They sprung from the ground like a warm glowing blanket and curled around you and Optimus as they escaped the field. 
Optimus stepped carefully into the field and leaned down. He swept his servo through the grass, his optics lighting up like a sparkling's when the bugs drifted off into the sky. He kneeled and looked at you. ''Y/N...''
He smiled and chuckled. You approached and leaned on his thigh. Optimus looked up and watched the fireflies scatter and disappear back into the darkened night. ''I like to do this, it always acts as a silly little stress reliever.''
The Prime hummed. ''I understand why, it is... a magical experience.'' He held out his servo for you and you climbed on. You came closer to his face and reached out to touch him. ''Even the leader of the esteemed Autobots needs a break, y'know?''
''Thank you, Y/N.'' 
You leaned in and softly kissed the corner of his chipped mask plating. The warm metal was nice and the low hum of his spark was ever-present. He seemed a bit shocked by the action but embraced your gesture regardless.
You patted Optimus' plating and closed your eyes. 
He laid back against the ground and laid you on his chest. You looked up at the twinkling stars as a shooting star passed by the two of you. You hummed and wished in your head. The warm thrum of Optimus' spark from within its chamber warmed your back and released the tension in your muscles. 
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2knightt · 1 year
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IM SORRY, I KNOW U GOT A REQUEST ON THIS SO MUCH ALREADY BUT…
Your motherly!reader fics are so good 😭! can you pleasee do another? platonic with the gang!! no romance 🥰 thank youu ❤️❤️❤️ your work is amazing btw!
the gang x motherly!reader
!warnings!
1.i did headcanons i hope thats okay😭
2.fem!reader
3.swearing and a small mention of violence.
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Johnny Cade ;
like i’ve said before in other fics, he loves you so much.
honestly, you might be one of his favourite people!
when he walks down the street and he just so happens to see a cute flower, he picks it and gives it to you!
when he first met you, he refused to see you when he was injured in anyway. he thought you’d think he was weak and never see him again.
but as time went on, and you showed that you genuinely cared for him, he showed more of his vulnerable side.
johnny likes it when you patch him up now!
he thinks it’s calming, relaxing, and a, ‘nice change of things rather than lettin’ mother nature cure it.’
when he unknowingly/accidentally vents to you about his home life, he does get embarrassed.
he didn’t want you knowing, but when you hugged him real tight and told him sweet nothings?? he teared up ngl.
johnny wishes you could’ve been his mom.
when or if you have kids, johnny wishes they don’t take the, ‘how was your day?’ and the, ‘how’s school going?’ for granted.
because to johnny cade, that would be his perfect fairytale.
having someone as sweet as you to turn his life around, makes him excited to see tomorrow.
Dallas Winston ;
another bitch with mommy issues who is glad to have you.
mrs.curtis was definitely the mother he never had but always wanted and when she died, he was devastated.
but when you came along and started being that mother he missed??? he was both annoyed and over the moon.
he didn’t like that every time you bailed him out of jail, he got an ear full. however, he did like to know verbally that someone cared about him
he doesn’t show you any sort of affection, but he will tell you how he feels when drunk.
“thank you, so much y/n. i-i don’t know where i’d be without you.”
for mothers day, he doesn’t do anything special.
BUT—you didn’t hear this from me, before the clock hits 12, expect to hear like a cute little knock at your door, and open it to see a single flower on the ground with a pack of cigarettes.
dally ran off before you or anyone else could see him.
even though he didn’t sign his name, you knew it was from him. so, next time you see him, say thank you.
Ponyboy Curtis ;
he’s like a toddler around you???
ponyboy definitely pretends to be like, your own bodyguard.
but really, who’s scared of ponyboy?
he tries though!
when he watches a movie and some character reminds him of you, expect that to be the first thing he tells you.
“ya know, when i went to the drive in, you really reminded of this one character.”
“oh? why’s that?”
“well because-“
and now you have to sit there and listen to him.
he’ll draw for you so much :(.
if you tell him your favourite flower, he WILL give you a drawing of it the next day. he’ll stay up all night if he has too!
Sodapop Curtis ;
he’s literally your #2 fan. first place goes to johnny.
he’s your biggest hypeman??? omg???
“gee, y/n! you’re lookin’ real fancy!! gonna get all the guys, eh?”
when ponyboy and darry argue and he just can’t take it anymore, he calls you and asks to come over.
and of course, you say yes everytime.
so please, PLEASE, just let him cry into your arms!!!!
when he’s done, he’ll try to go home but i’m begging you to tell him he’s welcomed to stay the night.
and if he does stay? ponyboy will be at your doorstep too.
he’ll share his famous chocolate cake with you!! he’ll make sure steve doesn’t touch it.
“STEVE THAT WAS FOR Y/N! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!”
“OH SHIT SHIT SHIT! WE MAKE MAKE ONE TOGETHER! THE MORE PEOPLE THE FASTER THE CAKE WILL BAKE RIGHT?!”
“DO I LOOK LIKE A SCIENTIST??”
Darry Curtis ;
he is so thankful for you i legit can’t stress that enough.
you keep the gang in check, you keep ponyboy happy, and you help him around the house. what more could he ask for?
you legit force darry to relax while you look after the gang to make sure nothing bad happens.
“we’ll be fine, darry. go to bed, your dark circles are gettin’ darker by the minute.”
“yeah super-man! we’ll be fine with y/n!”
“yeah!!”
“fine, but if she wakes me up to tell me about any of you, so god help me.”
if you welcome him home with a newspaper and his favourite cup of coffee after a long day at work, he might ask you to move in.
Steve Randle ;
steve pretends that he doesn’t like you that much.
but he really does. like, the second he hears some soc threaten or insult you? he’s after them.
shit, he might be chasin’ after them in two-bits car while two-bit yells at the person.
he will legit go to war for you if you asked him nicely.
he will rant to you about cars if you let him😭.
he’ll rant to you about anything, honestly.
“and then the old bastard asked for a refund! the ‘no refunds’ sign was right on the door! how could that old bat not see it?!”
“steve! don’t call people that, but yes, it was very rude of that man to do that too you.”
“RIGHT?!”
Two-bit Matthews ;
he forces you to relax and watch mickey mouse with him.
he says it’s for your own good but when really, he just wants to spend time with you without the gang interrupting.
“guys! you’re stressing her out with all your STUPID questions! c’mon, y/n, mickey mouse is calling our names. can’t you hear it?”
“or maybe its the booze you had at 10AM.”
“i will sock you in your fucking throat steve.”
he plays with your hair…he finds it fun!
please tell him how to do some styles so he can go home and impress his little sister :(.
he offers you beer every once and awhile just so he can say he got you to loosen up.
“so y/n…you want some?”
“oh! no thank you, two. you know i don’t drink.”
he calls you mom in a joking way, ya dig?
“momm! steve called me a dumbass!”
“steve, be nice! apologize.”
“what the fuck?!”
author notes ;
1. i like totally rushed near the end LMFAO.
2. i never thought you bitches would eat motherly!reader up like this??
3.are you guys okay??
4.THANK U SWEETHEART OMFG??
5.i think theres no romance??
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shroomsroom · 22 days
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Hi dear I hope you're doing well and I was hoping if you can do the whole greaser gang with a s/o that's like Fiona Gallagher from the show shameless? Like she's taking care of her six siblings and her dad who's usually at the bar or passed out somewhere. Their mother ran out and is mentally ill so their s/o is left to be her siblings mother/father/ and nurse fill free to ignore if you want to do and I hope you have a good day!
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Summary: The Outsider x Fiona Gallagher!Reader Warnings:mentions of absent mother, drinking, very toxic adult behavior, dysfunctional family Author's Note: gonna be busy tmrw and weekend again, ill try and post 1 fic per day but no promises.
PONYBOY CURTIS
Ponyboy doesn’t really live in a dysfunctional family, yes his home life is tough but Darry loves him and tries his best and pony knows that
However, pony cant mentally put himself in Darry’s shoes of having no-one to lean on and having to take care of many siblings
When he first met you, he was absolutely smitten. And when you told him of your problems, he thought you were the toughest chick in town
He often asks Darry what to do to take a couple of burdens off your shoulder. He applies it to you and also at home, you’ve made him a better person.
JOHNNY CADE
Has a dysfunctional family and can understand, to an extent..he still gets fed sometimes and doesn’t have to work to stay in his home
But he doesn’t have a hard time adjusting to you.
He’s very open and loves your siblings, so he tries to take them out as many times as possible to give you some rest.
He genuinely doesnt understand how your parents could have left you doing all this by yourself when you’re such a perfect girl.
SODAPOP CURTIS
Soda admires you like you’re a work of art. 
He takes everything into consideration, for example, if he wants to take you on a date he’ll invite some of the gang members to hang out with your siblings and keep them away
Never asks you for anything, not to rant, vent or anything. He feels as if his problems could never measure up to yours so his whole world revolves around you.
Tries to spend as much of his money as possible to get you nice things and spoil you.
STEVE RANDLE
Steve understands how tough it is for you mentally. He’ll often stop by your place with something for you, like a box of chocolates or something. 
Whenever he’s over, he makes an effort to get to know and play with your siblings, he even was going to introduce himself to your dad. You convinced him it was a bad idea so he didnt.
He makes it known that you can tell him anything, literally anything, and he’d listen. He also wants you to know that you can call him anytime and he’d come for you.
Reassures you that he won’t ever leave you, that you’re special and he’s madly in love with you.
TWO-BIT MATHEWS
Two-Bit has some kid experience so he tries his hardest to keep your siblings company and even brings his sisters for ‘playdates’
Really enjoys spending time with you and would even do the chores around the house with you to keep talking with you.
He’s not very good at comforting people and he tries to make up for it by using his humor. You get where he’s coming from and it often helps a lot actually.
Tries his best to look nice for you when he comes over, he wants you to know he’s not a washed up nobody like your parents and wants to be a rolemodel to your siblings.
DARRY CURTIS
Often tells you that you’re perfect and that your siblings will grow so much better with you as their ‘parent’. He once made you cry because of what he said and he just held you in his arms while you sobbed.
He can sort of relate to what you’re going through but his is not as extreme as yours. 
Whenever he can he drops by to help you. Date night consists of making dinner for your siblings, washing the dishes and having a late night dinner together after you put your siblings to bed.
He knows you'd make a perfect wife since he’s old enough to marry, just waiting on the right time to pop the question.
DALLAS WINSTON
Dallas is insensitive and rude to you. He knows what you’re going through, he just doesn’t care.
However, once you caught him putting on a bandaid for your younger brother. He wasn’t kind about it, saying things like “can’t you do this yourself?” but he still did it.
He knows you saw it and thinks that hanging around your house and helping you with chores and siblings will keep you quiet about it
He doesn’t like kids, but he tolerates them for his reputation, and because you’re growing on him.
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markosbabymama · 9 months
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The outsiders x a reader that is taller+ stronger than them?
|| the outsiders reacting to a tall strong reader ||
darry curtis:
doesn’t mind at all that ur tall!
he honestly loves that ur tall, thinks that it’s the prettiest thing ever
loves having a gf that’s his height.
darry’s a giant so obvi when he met u he got so excited.
it was so hard to find a girl that didn’t look like an ant compared to him LOL
he loves giving u forhead kisses, especially because he doesn’t have to break his back to do so LMAO
also doesn’t mind that ur strong
he loves cause you can do things for yourself, and offer to help him with stuff time to time.
loves to hug u from behind. his favorite thing ever.
overall loves you the way you are. 🫶🏻
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dallas winston:
Dallas winston has the biggest ego ever, especially about his height. 
so when he saw you for the first time, his ego was a lil bruised lol.
even tho you’re only 3 inches taller then him, he still got aggervated.
would literally roll his eyes when he saw you, THATS HOW INTIMIDATED HE WAS.
the guys would tease him so much about it.
“aw, whats wrong dally? you made cus’ y/n’s taller than you? don’t go cryin’ now.” “shut the fuck up randle.”
learns to love you for it tho.
tbh dally definitely makes those shitty tall jokes
like, how’s the weather up there?, giraffe, jolly green giant.
loves when you cuddle.
he will literally slip into your arms and knock out in two seconds.
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sodapop curtis:
thinks your height is absolutely beautiful!!
he doesn’t mind at ALL that ur tall.
he loves forhead kisses.
literally has his arm wrapped around ur waist 24/7.
LOVES to hug/cuddle, literally loves them.
soda is clingy so obviously he’s gonna be be ur side 24/7
also dosent mind that you’re strong
you’re his little partner at the dx, no matter what it is he’ll ask u to help him
and when u get insecure about ur height, he will shut it down immediately
“y/n, there’s no reason to be sad about being tall. you’re height is beautiful and so are you.” *kisses ur cheek*
cutie 🥹
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steve randle:
he was definitely intimidated by ur height, especially cus he’s a short king.
wouldn’t show it like dallas, but definitely got aggervated by it sometimes.
but he honestly never tried to make you feel bad or make jokes or anything, steve wouldn’t do that to his girl.🫶🏻
you definitely ruffle his hair to get him mad
“hi steve!” *ruffled hair* “aw that ain’t funny man, stop fuckin up my hair.”
he doesn’t mind that you’re strong tho.
honestly loves it
he loves to help you out with shit even tho ur strong, he’ll just do it to show off lol
he’ll definitely vent abt not being as tall as the other boys to you, he gets insecure a lot.
“steve hon, just cause you’re not as tall as everyone else doesn’t mean a thing. you’re still a very good man, and very handsome too.” *kisses his cheek*
LOVESSSS when u kiss his neck.
he will melt when you wrap ur arms around him and kiss his neck n collerbones.
UGH i love steve.🫶🏻
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johnny cade:
honestly johnny would not care about height or strength, just wants a loving relationship.
sometimes he’ll blush a lil when u wrap ur arms around him, or kiss his forehead lol
loves holding onto u.
this boy will hold onto ur hand, or arm for dead life. no matter where you are.
thinks you’re beautiful and amazing the way u are.
thinks it’s funny how much people get intimidated by u LOL
only thing he gets insecure about is that he feels he can’t protect himself, and he thinks that he’s weak compared to you.
but u constantly reassure him that it’s definitely not like that, and that he’s not weak and that u love him for him.🫶🏻
loves when you run ur hands threw his hair for sure.
loves hugging as well.
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two bit matthews:
isn’t too bothered about it
definitely wishes he was taller then you, but doesn’t let it get to him too much.
always asks for piggy back rides cause he’s mentally 9
thinks it’s the funniest thing to make a tall joke
his jokes are already corny so imagine what the tall ones would be.
loves that ur strong.
he always invites u to rumbles to help the gang out. thinks it’s so hot cause u can defend urself without a man’s help. LOL
if anyone says shit abt ur height he’s getting on their ass bro
he will NOT tolerate y/n slander.
pulling that switch blade out SO MF QUICK.
loves you and ur height so much.
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ponyboy curtis:
definitely pressed the first couple times he saw u.
pony is scrawny and short for his age, so when he saw that you were 5 inches taller and stronger then him, he lost his shit ngl.
pony tries so very to be macho, so obvi he’s not gonna show how he feels. but it boiled on the inside for a good week LMFAO
ur height grows on him and he definitely ignores it after a while
so when ppl bring up ur height he’s kinda like “tf u talkin bout bro” then remembers ur tall and is like OOHH
but he won’t let anyone talk shit about u
especially socs
“what’s up with that broad y/n?, she’s taller then half those bums.” “why does it bother you any,? you mad a girl is taller than you? sounds pretty sad to me man.”
HAHAHA
but srsly pony grows to luv ur height
and the forhead kisses u give him heheh 🤭
A/N: okay guys this wasn’t that good but again this is my second time writing ff aND i’m on vacay rn so it’s kinda hard to write rn but hope u enjoy!
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starsheild · 4 months
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Forbidden Magic: Reflections
“Prowl.”
It was the softest whisper of his designation, though it did not sound like his originator's voice.
“Prowl.”
It was not the voice of the monster in the guise of a Voice of Primus either.
He onlined his optics, and wondered if both of his senses were conspiring to trick him.
“My lord?”
“Jazz.” The Polhexian countered as he reached to free Prowl. The cage door wasn’t even really locked, merely bolted securely on several levels down the front. The restraints themselves were more thorough, and as Jazz studied he quickly reached the conclusion that they had not been meant to come off ever. He hesitated door only a klik before he produced a tool, snapping the links at the cuffs and the ankle bindings. 
Prowl sagged into his arms, doorwings flaring, and the Praxian hissed as they struck the edge of the cage. Jazz held him steady, waiting until he got his pedes under him. “Can you move?”
“Yes.” Prowl gathered himself. “Though I do not know if Soaring can.”
“Her?” Jazz repeated, looking over at the Praxian Ricochet had freed and was still supporting. She was weaker, leaning heavily on the dark Poyhexian. This one was not known to Prowl. He had never seen him in the market, but as he looked closer he could take a guess. This must be the brother that Jazz had mentioned, the one whose mate was suffering from the difficult carrying.
“Jazz.” Ricochet hissed, eyeing the single door to the room they were in, to the vent, and then to the femme leaning heavily on him. His entire frame spoke the question- take her or leave her?
“Prowl.” The femme raised her helm and she attempted to pull away from Ricochet. “Go. Just grant me peace before you do.”
“No.”
“Yes.” She argued. “Find your brother. Live for me.”
“‘is brother?” Ricochet repeated. “Barricade?”
“How?” Prowl and Soaring stared at Ricochet as he knelt by Soaring.
“Yer Cade’s origin?” Ricochet asked, looking into her optics.
“She is.” Prowl moved to his creator, Jazz on his heels.
“Then ya ain’t stayin’ here.” Jazz declared, moving around the three and springing easily into the vent. Turning, he stretched down and offered his servos to Prowl.
The Praxian wasn’t sure that Jazz was going to be able to lift him on his own, and Prowl himself had no strength to help him at the moment. He needn’t have worried as he found himself boosted from behind and helped into the vent. Jazz moved him further into the shaft before turning again, and lifting Soaring into the vent, handling her with gentle ease. Ricochet hopped up behind her, and the Praxians watched as Jazz lowered his twin by the ankles.
Ricochet snagged the grate from the floor and pulled into place Jazz hauled him back up. The paused only long enough to make sure that the sound buffer fell back into place. There was nothing really to be done for the peep holes that the pair had punched through the weave, they were small enough that they would likely not draw attention.
Jazz set off in the lead, sliding easily through the vent. Prowl followed him, almost as silent if slower. It was Soaring that worried him. While she was clearly doing her best, in her visibly weakened state it was going to be a challenge to get her out.
“How’re yer wings?” He murmured to Prowl when they reached the outlet he wanted.
“Sore, but functioning.” Prowl replied as he stopped behind Jazz, lifting them to get a sense of the two mecha behind him. He could tell that his origin still wanted to protest being brought along, but she remained quiet.
“Well ‘nough ta give warnin’ of anyone comin’ from b’hind?” Jazz asked, and Prowl nodded an affirmative.
“Good.”
The why that had Prowl curious was answered when Jazz helped Soaring on to Ricochet’s back before taking the lead through the temple, leaving Prowl to bring up the rear and watch their backs. Both Poly’s let out silent sighs of relief when they exited the temple proper and made their way around the edge of the inner yard to a side gate.
Picking the lock was a nanokliks work for Jazz and he pushed it open, ushering the other though before him, A figure materialized out of shadows, and Prowl relaxed as he recognized Frontrunner. The captain of the guard had become a regular at his stall even when he was not accompanying his lord through the market.
“Prowl.” The captain greeted him with a nod, taking in his bare frame and offering him a cloak before he caught sight of Soaring as Jazz helped her from Ricochets back. “Who?”
“Soaring, my origin.” Prowl informed as he took the cloak he had been handed and wrapped it around her instead. 
“Leave me.” She urged again, optics brightening as she diverted the energy she had been using to hang on to Ricochet to looking around.
“Nah a chance, M’lady.” Frontrunner informed her as he removed his own cloak and offered it to Prowl before scooping her into his arms and looking to Jazz.
“Get’m out.” Jazz said, confirming that the plan from earlier was still in motion.
The captain nodded, directing Prowl with a nod of his helm as he turned away. The Praxian arranged the cloak so that he could still see relatively well behind him without it being obvious that he had no armor on his frame. Prowl risked a single look over his shoulder as they set off, just long enough to see the gate close.
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Soaring sat in the chair, knees drawn up to her chin as she looked out the window where the cover was pushed aside  just enough in one corner to allow her a sliver of the outside world and it’s shining sun beyond, lost deep in her own thoughts. Around her the room was silent, the Polyhexians arranged on their travel berths on the floor, Prowl among their number.
Her creations were alive. Both of them. Alive and with creations of their own, or soon to be if they could get back to Barricade in time. Her optics drifted to the dark Polyhexians on the floor recharging by his twin. His concern for his mate and his unemerged creation had been clear as he had explained the conclusions of the medic that had sent him after his twin to rescue Prowl.
And Jazz, his twin, had come because of a promise to her creation’s creations to return their origin to them, and because it was right. As he had said, Prowl was one of his mecha, living under his care, and he had failed to protect them.
Prowl, bless him, had protested that it had not been the Polyhexians lords fault at all, but Prowl’s for being what he was, and hiding it. Ricochet had shook his helm, a half smile crossing his lips at the protest. 
“If I’d doubt’d b’fore, I wouldn’ be now.” He had explained as he had offered more fuel to Soaring, the energon glowing with as much as of the potent energy additives that she could handle in an attempt to build her strength against the haste of their departure. “‘Cade tried ta apologize sayin’ sometin’ like that when Ratchet called ‘im out on it.”
“Ratchet?” Soaring had repeated, pausing with the energon halfway to her mouth.
“‘Bes’ medic we know.” Jazz had said with a nod as he pushed energon at Prowl.
Soaring had merely nodded, but the odd expression that had flitted across her features at the designation had not been lost on Prowl, and he tilted his helm in question at his creator. “I once knew a mech by that designation, a healer.” She had explained at his unspoken question.
“He said Prowl wasn’ the first witch he’d met.” Ricochet said, his expression bordering on disbelief. “Said one ‘ad saved ‘is life once. Ya can’t tell me that was you?”
Memories flooded her processor, and for a moment Soaring was lost in them, in a time long ago in the village of her emergence high in the mountains. “It is… possible. Many things have come to pass that I never thought I would live to see, Why not one more?”
“Origin? You should be resting. There is still far to go.”
Soaring looked up into the crystal blue optics of her younger creation and smiled, reaching up to cup his cheek gently and assure herself once more that she was not dreaming. Her creation stood before, holding a steaming cube of tinsane.
Prowl touched her servos with his own, then reached out to lift her free and servo and place the cube in it. Soaring huffed softly, lifting it and catching the scent of garnet and jade, She took a sip and sighed, then frowned.
“What creator?” Prowl questioned, leaning closer. “Is it wrong?”
“You shouldn’t be using your power for me.” Soaring sighed as she looked up at him, then down at the steaming energon. “You need it.”
Prowl had smiled, the little look that was his alone, and lowered his helm until she had looked up at him once more and their crests brushed together.
“”I have enough to share. I was taught by the best.” He informed her. “Drink, creator. Then to your berth. The darkcycle we need travel though now will be here soon enough.”
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weirdo09 · 11 months
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i feel like the one thing about having a mentally unstable mom is noticing what makes her blow up and how to stay hidden from her sudden yells or her sudden slaps, she hasn’t like physically harmed me in years yet i never put my guard down with her because she never just acts like a mom, she acts like a prisoner forced to keep me and treat me like i’m nothing just because it’s the ‘law’ i’m pretty sure the law doesn’t state tell your 8 year old daughter that if someone kidnaps her and takes her away, she’s not going to save you. it sure as hell doesn’t state beat your daughter down because you looked through her phone and found out that she was queer. it sure as hell doesn’t state scare your daughter half to death every time you raise your voice because she doesn’t want mommy to hurt her like she did one night when she was 5 because she had an accident. it definitely doesn’t state treat your daughter like a fucking SERVANT and make her feel like she needs to lose weight to gain your love and affection. it doesn’t state that you have the right to be BAD shitty mother all because you got knocked up at fucking 19 years old and then proceeded to complain to your daughter about the pain you didn’t have to fucking go through to have a CHILD YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT!!! you can sit on your fat ass once you get older and wonder, “why hasn’t my daughter talked to me or told me about my grandchildren?” THOSE ARE THE REASONS, YOU ABUSIVE BITCH!
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greasersgyatt · 5 months
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‘Sadness? No more’
lee: Johnny Cade
ler: Dallas Winston
tw: venting, mention of suicide
Johnny was sitting alone in the cold lot. He was hanging out with the gang not too long ago but it started to get dark and everyone left home. Johnny never liked going home. He was thinking about going today but he decided not to. He could hear his parents fighting from outside their house. The word ‘hated’ was a understatement of how he disliked his parents, especially their fighting.
He could see his cold breath in the -2 degree weather, shivering. He had tried to start a fire to keep him warm but it was no use. The wind kept blowing it out. Johnny knew it wasnt safe sitting by himself this late because of him being a greaser. Town was weirdly full of socs today and even socs were passing through greaser territory and hanging about there which always made Johnny feel a bit frustrated but also afraid of getting jumped again.
He was thinking for a while, sitting on the curb of the lot. He was thinking about going to the curtis house snd maybe asking them if he could sleep over.. or maybe he could go round to two bits. Then it hit him. Dallas. Dallas would probably let him stay over. He always let when Johnny asked to sleepover even if it wasn’t usual. He got up and started to speed walk towards Buck Merrils house.
He got to Bucks Merrils house and knocked on the door. He knew there was some sort of party going on because he could see the colourful lights peeking through the curtains and he could hear the loud music coming from inside of the house. After a long moment, Buck opened the front door. “what do you want, kid?” Buck asked, his eyes focused on Jobnny. “uh- can i speak with Dallas?” Johnny said. He sounded like he was asking even though it wasnt a question. He was gonna speak with Dallas. “..he’s busy” Buck answered as he was going to shut the door but Johnnny quickly pushed it open again. “No, please. Just tell him that its johnny.” Johnny pleaded. Buck stared at him for a quick second before sighing. “wait here” Buck muttered under his breath as he shut the door.
He waited patiently until the door opened again. He saw Dallas who was shirtless. “..hey Johnny” Dallas said with one eyebrow raised, not really expecting Johnny but he wasn’t complaining hat he was here. “hi Dallas” Johnny said quickly before adding on, “do..- do you mind if i stay over for the night?” Johnny asked, hoping Dallas would say yes since there was a slim chance of Dallas saying ‘no’. Dallas looked at Johnny. “Yeah. of course, kid” Dallas said as he pushed the door open wider for Johnny to come in.
Johnny stepped in and instantly was hit with the scent of alcohol, cigarettes and weed. He didnt say anything about it though since he was used to all of smells. It didnt bother him much. Dallas and Johnny made there way upstairs and into Dallas’s small room that was at the end of the hallway. Dallas closed the door behind him so that the music from downstairs would be a bit quieter.
“..parents fighting again?” Dallas asked Johnny when he looked at him. Johhny sat down on the edge of dallas’s double bed, just answering with a simple “yeah”. Dallas stared at him. He couldn’t help but feel a bit bad for Johnny which was suprising since Dallas was always the ‘fearless, tough’ dude and he never reslly cared about anyones feelings, not even his own feelings. But there was just something about Johnny that he just felt like he needed to protect. Johnny already had a bad enough life with his abusive parents and how he got jumped a few months ago just made it worse since he never deserved that. Nobody deserved what Johnny was going through at his young age.
Dallas sighed, his hands swinging by his side before he goes down to lay on his bed. “C’mere” Dallas muttered quieter than usual as he let Johnny crawl over next to him.
“Dallas- i dont- i dont think i can do this anymore.” Johnny whispered under his breath, making Dallas turn his head in confusion. “I cant live like this anymore.. ill- ill kill myself-!” Johnny blurted out, making his breathing increase. “Hey, Johnny no. Don’t think about that. You’re not gonna kill yourself, kid. You’ve got me.. and the gang. We’re like your better family, Johnny. You dont gotta worry about a single thing happening to you when im around, you got that?” Dallas reassured him, putting his arm around Johnnys shoulder. “Now calm down your breathing, Johnny. Im being serious, you’ve got nothing to worry about.” Dallas added on. “Youll be okay. I promise.” Dallas said with a sigh, glacing at Johnny. Johnny always looked like a lost puppy in a crowd. Who wouldn’t want to protect him?
“..how about i try and cheer you up?” Dallas asked, trying his hardest not to smirk as he knew full on damn well what was about to happen. He was good at cheering Johnny up one way or another, tho today he was gonna try the old first method. “..ho-how would you do that?” Johnny asked, turning his eyes towards Dallas. “Ive got my ways.. so what do you say?” Dallas asked again with a slight grin. Johnny seemed hesitant but nodded. Dallas couldn’t contain his smirk now that Johnny agreed. In one quick move, Dallas grabbed Johnny, making him sit infront of him while Dallas was behind him. “Ready?” Dallas asked. “..yeah?” Johnny muttered with a bit of confusion in his voice. Thats when Johnny just wished he said no.. well.. maybe he did enjoy what happened next. Suddenly, Dallas dug his fingers into Johnnys sides, making him let out a gasp before being in a pit of laughter. He tried his best to swat Dallas’s hands away but he failed since Dallas was behind him. “DALAHAeHAS” Johnny said through his howl of laughter. Dallas smirked as his fingers made their way down Johnnys side, down to his hips and over to his tummy which made Johnny giggle in a more high pitched voice. “What Johnny? Am i making your sadness go away?” Dallas asked with a teasing tone. Johnnt could feel Dallas’s breath hitting against the back of his neck, making him squirm his neck back. “CUHUHUT IT OUT” Johnny squealed when he felt Dallas’s fingers scattering around his tummy, near his belly button. “DALALAS” Johnny begged when suddenly one of Dallas’s hands were poking around Johnnys ribs while his other hand was dancing around on his knee. Johnny basically screeched with laughter, kicking his legs to avoid Dallas’s fingertips on his knees. “What, Johnny? Cant handle a little bit of tickling?” Dallas chuckled “tickle, tickle, tickle Johnny” Dallas teased, laughing as he sees johnnys face turn a pinky colour from the t word.
Dallas finally stopped as he saw that Johnny was slightly coughing from all his laughter. “You good?” Dallas said with a smirk, letting johnny lean back on him while he gets his breath back. “Yeah- yeah” johnny said quickly in one breath as he looked up at dallas then looked away. “..thanks” Johnny mumbled. Dallas just smirked. “No problem, kid.” Dallas answered.
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buntsukim · 1 year
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having more than one social / account in general always freaked me out everywhere.
i remember on insta if i had 2 accounts id explode. i always refused to make a priv alt on twitter.
i also left insta for twitter bc i liked using twitter and couldnt handle having both.
rn i like both tumblr and twitter so my mind is going aaaaa aaaa a aaaaaaaaaaa bc i cant have both or something.
im just tyring to ignore it :3. and hope. i forget. and never remember aobakanan
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𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲, 𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲!
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˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ , ᗱiggy / 𝕸arlee / 𝓒armilla !! free palestine. bisexual. infp. any pronouns. fourteen. september libra. science/english smart. bowie coded. bassist / electric guitarist. kotlc fandoms official jensi girl. johnny cades girlfriend. ricky potts’ pretty girl. edward hydes sweetheart. please don’t spam like me. please don’t vent in my inbox, i wont answer. side blog is @whydidyoukillziggy !!
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sweetpayaso · 4 months
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TW: vent art/internalized aphobia
Today urged me to quickly sketch a mini comic, featuring a broken Cake/Cade and Rainbow Jack. Sort of like a role reversal?
This is only a quick vent art, so no fancy shading or anything. Also, Cake is all white to represent feeling broken and alone, as well as to reflect my own feelings.
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