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vcostaaz · 2 years

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‘ evening, all ! i hate being late to the party, but whatever. click below for the 411 on 𝐊𝐈𝐘𝐎𝐑𝐀 𝐀𝐂𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐀, also known as yoyo & yori by their close friends. the aspiring musician is a twenty-six year old grad student, majoring in musical production & engineering. underneath the cut is all you’ll need to know about them. so like i didn’t type up any plot descriptions, but i have an idea of what i’m looking for. so don’t be on that shy shit, hit me up or drop a like & I’ll come say w’ssup. ’

𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄. ⸻ kiyora acosta / yoyo or yori

𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄. ⸻ october 31st, 1996.

𝐁𝐈𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄. ⸻ scorpio sun, sagittarius moon, cancer rising.

𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘. ⸻ lesbian + she/they/them

𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍. ⸻ albuquerque, nm and calabasas, ca.

𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒. ⸻ innovative, skeptical, observant, easy–going, passionate, creative, alluring, optimistic, laidback, open minded, selective, sensual, stubborn.

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍. ⸻ studio engineer intern, lounge singer, and tattoo artist.

𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁𝐒. ⸻ fashion guard & photography.

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐋𝐒. ⸻ luca and slick (grown-ish) clay (all american)

‘ ཪ ¹ ˛ 𝐏𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

𝐄𝐗 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃: open/closed

𝐒𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊: open/closed

𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐄: open/closed

𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘: open/closed

𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐒 (2/2): open/closed

𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐘: open/closed

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crystal-lillies · 2 years

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Man, it feels like Marvel Studios really must have wanted She-Hulk to fail.

I've been enjoying it so far on its own merit, even though I am admittedly excited for the Matt Murdock cameo, but even I can acknowledge that it has been massively undercut by how few episodes it was given with the shorter episode length. (This seems to be a very familiar rant for me.)

Up until this point, every show has been the typical 44-50ish minute type and have been around 10 episodes or less--which that alone has at times felt rushed, especially with Moon Knight and Ms. Marvel and their anemic 6 episodes that feel like they need a good deal of breathing room even though they still both are good enjoyable stories.

She-Hulk has 22-25 minute episodes, of which there are only 9 planned. That's absolutely nothing. Just arguably half of the time than even Moon Knight and Ms. Marvel got and again, they too felt on the rushed side.

22-minute live action comedy shows tend around the 20+ episode count to account for the shorter episode length, and yeah, I know CGI budget and VFX artists are being mauled, but that would make even more of an argument for She-Hulk to have had more breathing room for us to get to know Jen as Jen, and solidify her family and Bruce in it and give them some more time to banter just the two of them. More time with people without CGI or VFX!

Give us more time with Jen and Nikki as friends, with Pug and Mallory, with the people that we are supposed to make emotional connections to, however big or small.

Hell, give us more time with Wong, maybe even cross over with Shang-Chi and Katie while we're at it! They're in San Francisco, it can't be that hard. And doesn't have to use magic!

Give us more about Luke, how big he has been spanning in the hero costuming business given there may have been a demand following Endgame--or hell even before Endgame. Maybe he's been working a really long time after being inspired by the Avengers, which is why he jumped at the opportunity for Jen if she was an Avenger (since Tony presumably made everyone's stuff himself during the glory days and lbr there isn't a real formal Avengers team now).

It just feels like just from the decided episode count alone that Marvel Studios really did not want She-Hulk to do well. Like they planned this thing for a checked box and didn't want to put as much effort into it.

Sure, is the show on the more cheesy and cheeky (and sometimes awkwardly cringey) side? Yeah! It definitely is! But I am actually genuinely enjoying an MCU story that doesn't take itself all too seriously and is more of a sitcom-y show that does let itself be cheesy and cheeky and a bit cringey. I mean, as an enjoyer of sitcom shows can anyone say that they aren't all of those things most of the time? (How I would have loved a sitcom-y Avengers show with the main 6 doing silly stupid cringey shit that they only barely refer to now like that's supposed to make up for the lack of bonding screen time!)

Anyway, I do hope this series isn't sent off to die as some kind of wiping hands clean like, oh see we at Marvel totally did not plan this and are absolutely only responding to low ratings and a lack of interest in this character and story.

#flowerspeak #long post #marvel #mcu #she hulk #she hulk disney plus #moon knight #ms. marvel #gee doctor who also suffered from a drastically shortened episode count and thus rushed pacing and charadev #but honestly like even with the best comedic writing in the world #9 episodes at 22 minutes is still PALTRY #absolute breadcrumbs #look at Owl House which is still paced very well for its cut time BUT STILL COULD HAVE MORE EPISODES TO BREATHE AND CHARADEV #yes friends. she hulk is not the best project marvel gave us. it's still fun though. actually fun not having to worry about huge stakes #actually fun not worrying about death and despair and angst but the small moments of relatable self image issues and shitty relationships #but with superheroes

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faeiapalette · 1 year

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#Midnight rambles #But have you ever met someone so charismatic in every single way #Especially in the way they talk and react to everything… they get you to be interested in the things that feel sucks to you at first #I know 2 ppl who r like that… Rainychan and DuckKing #Like Rainychan is into a franchise i thought i’d never even take one look at #I’m not into mmd-like model and especially stuffs that don’t have both good charadev and plot #But now i’m chatting w/ her on a daily basis about her fav chara 😭 In 200⬆️ words paragraph. And about 20 paragraphs/ time #And DuckKing is like… a simple-minded person (not narrow-minded tho.)#Her bluntness and creativity never failed to give everyone a good laugh #I like how she do word-play… It’s simply using a bunch of onomatopoeias or homonyms to replace the original word without concerning about #-that word’s meaning. But it’s extremely unexpected and hilarious #She got me interested in silly podcasts about her daily life also #Her way of telling story is amusing enough but the situations r even funnier. I guess peculiar people do attract similar peculiar things hu #Anw… these two have the kind of energy that makes ppl want to flock to them immediately… I rarely encounter anyone like that irl…#Rainychan’s distant attitude and Duckking’s explosive energy #It is indeed strange… even celebrities can’t make me go like this #There’s also this one (my adoptive father who is also a girl) i called Papi too (her name is Sunny-side-up)#We all get along well with each others but most of the time it’s me having convo with Rainy and Sunny w/ Duck #Cuz my energy matches Rainy’s and same to the other pair #(Tho mine & Sunny’s r a lot more lowkey. Sunlight on a winter day and moonbeam. And the other two just shine like the real planets)#The fact that i don’t believe in “-at first time” and was able to encounter these two individuals

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creator-from-hel · 8 months

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And I'm carrying on with the chara designs with this one, more specific to Lysara : The queen of the Divine Mandate Lamia the Ist Frosilaen-Claro !

How her dynasty access the throne is

Complicated.

What to tell. That her mother had to step up as queen after the death of the royal lineage in place since the beginning of times ? That she was born of middle class Travellers and grew up in royalty months after ? That she probably had the most calm backstory of all the Queens ?

Let's start with a bit of history.

After Lina had to step up for the throne, she was promised a lifetime of peace and calm by bigger entities. Not gonna go into details, but that peace only lasted for 20 years and was

Not so peaceful.

However, Lamia grew up in a climate of tranquility in the palace since her mother was hellbent on preserving her children's upbringing. Her and her twin brother Korrin were sheltered from royal duties and had a happy childhood, Korrin being a silly prankster and Lamia a yet cunning but spoiled brat.

But everything changed when the fire nation- sorry, the principality of Lazzaro attacked. Lamia was around 20 (15 in the first version but I'll probably add years, makes more sense) for the infamous Four Nations Tournament and had a quick introduction to what it meant managing a kingdom. Especially succession, which was placed on Korrin by default since he had a girlfriend so could potentially produce heirs (spoiler alert, he's ace as hell)/default sexist line of throne.

Lamia basically had a buttload of charadev realising she had to take care of the people, the wars and avoid a massacre as the end of the tournament was. And since Korrin didn't even want to reign (and his girlfriend died), she became hellbent on reclaiming her place in the succession line.

She started studying politics, first in autodidact, then asking her mother to send her to Paper continent to study under the best politician she knew : Faloi Frosilaen, her cousin and first President of the Ink Republic. (Mother was reluctant because of paranoïa and a huge strain on her relationship with Faloi only she remembers. She ended up agreeing tho). She stayed there a long time, helping her cousin while studying and discovering quite the talent for politics.

She came back transformed and with lot of reform ideas, so much than a very impressed Lina started to delegate more and more tasks to her daughter, who basically became active queen like five years after her return. Including diplomacy and international treaties, making her go back to Ink Republic quite a bit.

Lina officialy abdicated right before her death but Lamia's succession was so well prepared that the crowning was one of the easiest and smoothest succession the Divine Mandate has ever seen.

She acquired the reputation of a stone-cold but caring queen, always seeing the hidden motive and managing to pass a huge number of reforms during her reign. She was the queen under who the technology skyrocketed, aided by treaties she made with Genos at a... difficult time for Faloi I must say (during Chifuniro Ecclesias, Genos' former Director's stay), and where the huge discrimination the Heir species was under calmed if not disappeared.

Overall, she is recognised as one of the best queens the Divine Mandate ever add, only after her mother, and her mother saved the whole world so it's hard to get on her level lmao

#hel art #hel ocs #lysara #lysara ibru'ael #chara desing

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hel-phoenyx · 2 months

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tf is the Journal d'un Stalker, my fair lady?

My dear, that was a very, very, VERY old WIP I started a long time ago when I saw on Pinterest a very long post about a stalker that documented everything (and by that I mean EVERYTHING) about a woman at his workplace, in a very incel way as you can infer. Entries were PAGES and PAGES long describing what the woman was wearing, what she did and who she talked to, sprinkled by creepy incel fantasy about marriage, children, housewife, etc.

The poor woman of course didn't like that at all and changed jobs. The man had a whole incel crisis (documented in the diary) and I don't remember what happened next but from what I know he never went in contact with her again.

Of course I was creeped out and weirdly fascinated, you know how I am with obsession (even though this one terrified me) and since at the time Mairù was full stalker with Lina, I wanted to write a diary-coded novel on his point of view on the Chronicles, which was a very different story at the time. It started somewhere before they met and was supposed to stop after Lina escaped his sequestration (long story).

Still hadn't decided if he would get the charadev he currently has or just go full-yandere.

That WIP is kinda abandoned now but at times I wonder if I should do something in the same way to go with the Chronicles, but not titled Diary of a Stalker lmao, rather something like diary of a Fuck-Up (Mairù doesn't think highly of himself)

#hel got asks #azilis chronicles #wip ask game #many of my wips have dark stories lmao and I didn't even mention the abandoned fanfics

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soupedepates · 9 months

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ok ok i need to talk about my blorbos in my project "A Nap in the Garden of the Hesperides"

aint they so silly

so there are two main storylines. - Dante and Aramis not having the time of their lives - Lucienne, Yousra and Candy being silly sapphics

Aramis is a great pianist, he is leaving next year to study music abroad in Vienna so this is his last year in the conservatoire. He comes from a quite wealthy family, and he avoids his parents most of the time (angsty teen much). He suffers from insomnia, this comes from the fact he was seriously sick as a kid and almost died in his sleep several times.

Dante was living with his father in Guatemala until they learnt his mother (his parents are divorced, his father is Guatemalan and his mother is French) has cancer. They came back to France to support her (his father respects immensely his mother, and reciprocally). Dante needs to be stimulated not to ruminate dark thoughts so he starts courses at the conservatoire : opera singing (he is a wonderful tenor), choral singing, music theory, modern dancing... and of course piano.

Dante falls in love with how Aramis plays the piano, and Aramis falls in love with Dante's voice. They learn to know each others through music and end up dating. But the point of this storyline is that this is the good person, but bad timing.

It ends so fucking bad. uwu

Lucienne is Aramis' best friend since diapers. They are almost always together, so much Aramis' parents think they are dating (spoiler alert, Lucienne is a lesbian and Aramis is gay). Lucienne lives with her girlfriend Yousra since she is 18 (Yousra is two years older, they met in high school) and they are very happy. Lucienne is polyamourous, and she falls in love at first sight with a ballerina she meets through Aramis : CANDY.

Candy too falls in love, but as soon as she learns about Yousra she backs down for she doesn't want neither to interfer nor to be the side-chick. After meeting Yousra, she and Lucienne decide to pursue a relationship but swear to never touch each other. They start an epistolary romantic relationship.

Yousra is her gf's wingwoman while being a nurse. She also is here to cut Aramis' or Lucienne's bullshit (and they need it), and helps Dante to deal with the possibility his mother dies. She needs charadev cuz she is such an interesting character but in the actual state of things she is but a support character.......

#ocs #art #digital art #shitpost #silly doodles #project #writing project #they are so silly #uwu #i love these blorbos #i will make them suffer so much #dante has it the worst tbh #poor little boi #Youtube #A Nap in the Garden of the Hesperides

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el-cadejos · 1 year

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CharaDev para Radamanthys

1) Describe your character’s relationship with their mother or their father, or both. Was it good? Bad? Were they spoiled rotten, ignored? Do they still get along now, or no?

La relación entre él y su padre Arthur nunca fue particularmente cercana, y el puente entre ellos siempre fue Aranja, su madre.

Aranja le mimaba y consentía, siempre dispuesta a explicar lo que ni él ni Arthur sabían comunicar. Sin embargo, cuando ésta regresa a las Islas Faroes y ellos se quedan en Londres, todo se deteriora a dos individuos viviendo en la misma casa.

2) What are your characters most prominent physical features?

El iris amarillo y la mirada penetrante, aún de niño. Su contextura de adulto es gruesa, atlética e intimidante.

3) Name one scar your character has, and tell us where it came from. If they don’t have any, is there a reason?

Entre las más notables son en el brazo derecho 3 marcas horizontales y en la pantorrilla izquierda una “X”, producto de entrenamiento con Minos y Aiacos, respectivamente.

4) How vain is your character? Do they find themselves attractive?

Radamanthys sabe que su ceja le resta puntos ante ciertos estereotipos de belleza, pero personalmente no le molesta. Le gusta estar presentable.

6) Describe your character’s happiest memory.

...?

7) Is there one event or happening your character would like to erase from their past? Why?

No del que esté consciente, aunque a veces no sabe si averiguar cómo murió su madre fue acierto o error.

9) Who does your character trust?

Pandora, Valentine, y en objetividad, Aiacos y Minos. Reconoce la lealtad de su División y no habría dudas durante la batalla.

10) Can you define a turning point in your character’s life? Multiples are acceptable.

El regreso de su madre a Islas Faroes dejó un hueco emocional que Arthur no supo rellenar (y Radamanthys tampoco supo hacerlo por su padre).

Convertise en Espectro le dio un propósito y un sentido de pertenencia, cuando anteriormente viajaba mucho al sentirse desapegado de todo.

11) Is there an animal you equate with your character?

Gulo Gulo.

12) How is your character with technology? Super savvy, or way behind the times? Letters or email?

Aprecia la comodidad que brinda, pero depende poco de ella. Radamanthys tiene una excelente memoria y se sabe los números de teléfono y direcciones de correo electrónico al dedillo.

13) What does your character’s bed look like when he/she wakes up? Are the covers off on one side of the bed, are they all curled around a pillow, sprawled everywhere? In what position might they sleep?

Algo desarreglada sin llegar al desastre, le gustan las cobijas gruesas. Duerme boca arriba y de lado ocasionalmente.

14) How does your character react to temperature changes such as extreme heat and cold?

Ni fu ni fa.

15) Is your character an early morning bird or a night owl?

Intermedio, aunque más nocturno una vez se vuelve Espectro.

16) Are there any blood relatives that your character is particularly close with, besides the immediate ones? Cousins, Uncles, Grandfathers, Aunts, et cetera. Are there any others that your character practically considers a blood relative?

Es hijo único de dos hijos únicos, así que no hay familia extendida. Durante su juventud y temprana adolescencia tuvo compinches, pero sus nombres y rostros se perdieron en el olvido.

17) What’s your character’s desk/workspace look like? Are they neat or messy?

Relativamente ordenado, pero siempre lleno de papeles y otros pendientes. La gaveta superior tiene snacks para Goebbels, el corgi-zombie que adoptó por sugerencia/falta-de-oposición a Pandora.

18) Is your character a good cook? What’s their favorite recipe, whether they’re good or not? (Microwave mac-and-cheese applies.)

Radamanthys puede cocinar recetas sencillas, pero nada de repostería.

19) What’s your character’s preferred means of travel?

Volar.

20) Does your character have any irrational fears?

No.

21) What would your character’s cutie mark be?

22) If your character could time travel, where would they go?

Ñoño histórico querría ver en vivo y en directo la Batalla de Hastings, 14/oct/1066.

23) Is your character superstitious?

Sí, aunque con moderación.

24) What might your character’s ideal romantic partner be?

Una mujer que pueda interpretar sus emociones a pesar de que él no pueda comunicarlas apropiadamente es lo que más necesita. Ah, y que no tenga pecas.

25) Describe your character’s hands. Are they small, long, calloused, smooth, stubby?

Sus dedos son gruesos, grandes y sus manos tienen una textura simular al cuero.

27) Pick two songs that describe your character at two different points of their life, and explain why you chose them.

Cowboys from Hell - Pantera (sobre ser Espectro)

Poison - Alice Cooper (sobre su relación con Pandora)

29) How does your character smell? Do they wear perfume or cologne?

Burberry

Extra:

Radamanthys nunca ha sentido una conexión particular con el mundo vivo, sino con lo muerto (eventualmente entenderá el por qué). Pandora y Goebbels obedecen el mismo principio, siendo una la comandante infernal y el otro un zombie. La única excepción a esta regla es Gawain (lo que le genera muchos conflictos internos; Radella es un caso aparte).

Antes de aceptar a la Estrella Maligna, buscaba maximizar las emociones que sentía en cada aspecto posible, pero una vez concretado el pacto, se redujo su campo emocional.

La razón por la cual Rada es una ballerina en el genderbend AU es porque es una profesión que requiere disciplina, y esa es una de las características más importantes de su personalidad.

Su establecimiento “defectuoso” de lazos de confianza le permite ser más objetivo a la hora de juzgar almas. Sin embargo, un caso bien presentado puede lograr que tome decisiones que normalmente no consideraría.

Los Drakes son casi siempre percibidos como dragones jóvenes (”inmaduros”), y el verbo “Fallen” (caído) es una intrascendente sutileza que me permito para darle un apellido al personaje (Fallendrake).

Radamanthys nació en Faroe Islands, Dinamarca y vivió ahí hasta los 9 años. Luego se mudaron a Londres, donde la relación entre sus padres comenzó a deteriorar.

Formó parte de los aircadets entre los 14 y 17 años.

Aunque la Estrella Maligna estuvo pastoreando a Radamanthys durante varios años, no se fusiona con su alma hasta los 19.

Basado únicamente en lo que vemos en el animé y el manga, para mí lo que existe es un interés no correspondido de Radamanthys por Pandora. Canónicamente hablando, ella tiene 16 y el 23; aún si fuera correspondido, él debe ser adulto y aceptar que 7 años es demasiado, y peor aún con alguien pasando por la adolescencia. El Scumbag me arregla la vida, porque yo prefiero pensar que Panda tiene 19, Prada AU.

Domina los siguientes idiomas: Inglés, Danés, Alemán, Gàidhlig, Lallans

Goebbels no es su primera mascota, pero ha pasado mucho tiempo desde que tuvo un perro ovejero bajo su cuidado.

#inframundo segun el cadejos #wyvern radamanthys #el cadejos

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coldfanbou · 2 years

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Since sinb in fall of the queen has gone through a pretty rough sex– in another setting, can i req soft domestic threesome with her, mc and yerin? Maybe sinb has been stressed and busy at work, so yerin and mc decides to relieve her with sex. Also some sweet aftercare like cuddling afterwards would be nice

An even rougher one: sinb has been bratty after the sequel where eunha comes in (and umji since you're alr planning to write her) so the mc decides to punish by spitroasting/triple penetrating her. Maybe for the charadev the mc decides to be soft after completely wrecking her (i understand if you cant write this one bcs threesomes and foursomes are definitely hard to write)

And then we go rougher, Rougher and ROUGHER, *insert maniacal laughter here* no but both of these ideas are really good I'll probably do both of them at some point

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divinitysheart · 2 years

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[ What drew you to my blog initially, and what, so far, has made you stay meme ]

Well, I'm not much of a blog that makes the first move in following so like- whenever someone does pop into my notifs I'm like :eyes: and in this case, ofc, what caught my attention immediately is Namine, who's a character that I'm very familiar with due to fond memories of me playing KH Re:CoM back in the day (still one of the best ones in my opinion, very underrated?). And it's amazing how us muns clicked in the plotting game, and how it affected the chemistry of friendship between our muses. their lore is a brainrot, for sure. And ofc I enjoy what you always have to offer, whether in headcanons or drabbles you attack me with :eyes: I'm proud of how you've already gone so far writing and character development-wise! Looking forward to more fun stuff! Cheers!

[INSERT KEYBOARD SMASH HERE]

SHAIII I WILL SOB FHGNGKJGHKJ, seriously though namine being the muse a lot of people know me for is something I will always find interesting no matter what because I remember being so nervous to even write her! ( and honestly yesss while I haven't played it myself I find KH Re: CoM so good, but maybe I'm a bit biased in my opinion because of namine gjjgkf ) but im seriously that I picked her up b/c I LOVE writing her

Oh my gosh yeah the way we clicked in the plotting game definitely affected the chemistry of our muses friendship!! b/c their friendships are so very enjoyable and I very much vibe with them so much!! oh and especially with the brainrotting lore, i am constantly a pile of brainrot when it comes to their friendships and I'm struck with inspiration to write! D'aww I'm glad you enjoy what I have to offer from my head-canons to the drabbles I do very much attack you with mwahaha >:3c

my feels are being attacked by you saying you're proud of me wtf !!! but seriously that means a lot to me, I try my best with writing and charadev! And same for me, I'm looking forward to more fun stuff, Cheers! :D

#ervaurem #✦ resting point ✦ ooc #( SDAKJKJDG my brain is in a scrambled egg state as i get attacked in my feels )#( but seriously I very much appreciate you a lot :D )

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talesofourworlds · 2 years

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[ What drew you to my blog initially, and what, so far, has made you stay meme ]

Wahaha i will never miss a chance to send love to one of the blogs that i always have so much fun and pleasure in interacting with! Tbh, you're one of the few blogs where I was all :eyes: because a Tales mu-mu? In the year of 2022? It's like finding diamond in a gold mine sjdkad. And I was too shy and hesitant to interact at first but I'm glad I was able to actually follow first and just woooooooooooooow. Always blown away by your writing, portrayals and headcanons!! Not to mention our threads are like reading skits and/or ways to do proper closures/additional charadev for our muses. I love writing and talking with you always!! All the looove!

(ooc: SHAI WHAT THE HECK, YOU'RE SO SWEET! Thank you so much!

Tbh I think I was probably just as shy and hesitant to approach too at first?? I'd seen you on the dash interacting with some people I followed and saw you wrote Law and wanted to interact, but I was extra nervous because I'm a sideblog and thought 'This is fine, I'll just watch from afar.' And then you followed, and we started interacting, and just... I'm really glad because I love your writing style and your portrayal and just... ALL OF IT.

Just come here and let me love you, friendo.)

#ooc

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prayers-to-hyliarceus · 4 months

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Urbosa, have Link and Zelda been sleeping properly? I sadly trust neither of hem to be honest about this.

Mm, I understand.

Link, fortunately, is quite the avid napper. He can fall asleep just about anywhere if he's determined enough. I believe he has nightmares, however, and that may lead him to try to stake out several nights in a row.

I don't know how Zelda manages to keep the fact that she wakes up in the middle of the night so often secret, and I only know this from Link (though I could already guess, unfortunately). She's had a lot of terrible nightmares lately that have been, if I am understanding correctly, mailed to her by a Pelipper.

I worry for the two of them. For me, they were children not so long ago, and I am deeply concerned as to what occurred in that six-year gap. Even so, after all that's happened to them that I already know of... they did not deserve all those burdens.

#pokeblogging #pokemon irl #rotomblr #legend of zelda #storydev #charadev

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tankwater · 3 years

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daffodil : is your muse one to be loyal in relationships , or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

overall, suigetsu isn’t a particularly loyal person; he sticks to himself, ‘cause that’s what he knows. over the course of his life, he hasn’t had much cause to be loyal; only two people have ever brought that out in him, and they were his brother and sasuke. with them, though, suigetsu would gladly have given his life if they asked.

#ASKS.#ANSWERED MEMES.#CHARADEV.

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downspiral · 4 years

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lil talk about damon’s behaviour, emotional patterns and mental health! i’m categorising this as a headcanon for simplicity’s sake but this is all based on canon material, whether unintentional or not i do genuinely think he has it in canon and will sort of be elaborating on why that’s clear to me. as a disclaimer none of this is meant to excuse any of his behaviour and hopefully it won’t come off that way either, but bpd and its associated stigma is a personal topic to me, so please go in with sympathy and an open mind. under the cut bc this could get lengthy!

so to start off with i’ll just briefly explain borderline personality disorder (BPD) for people unfamiliar with it— it’s a mood disorder that has many associated symptoms with various mental illnesses like depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder, as well as substance issues, eating disorders and other personality disorders eg. antisocial or narcissistic personality disorder. it’s classed by four groups of symptoms:

emotional instability

disturbed patterns of thinking or perception

impulsive behaviour

intense but unstable relationships with others

( obviously this definition is too broad for any specific diagnosis, since everyone is different, and can’t be used alone to diagnose someone without ruling out other disorders and subjective opinion of a professional who knows enough about your behaviours to make an assessment, so from here on out i’m going to be drawing on my own experiences, and hopefully i’ll be able to articulate it in a way that makes sense, but please let me know if it doesn’t. )

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the first and most glaringly obvious identifiers of this where damon is concerned in my opinion is a), his tendency to spiral very suddenly and abruptly after even minor triggers, such as failure, rejection or even just feeling insulted by someone he cares about, and b) his frequent impulsive behaviour, and what might be termed a lack of self-control in following those impulses - the first examples that come to mind would be his leaving for a road trip with katherine despite hating her, or killing jeremy because he was the first person he saw after feeling rejected by elena - and as he later admitted honestly, not knowing that it wouldn’t be permanent.

so starting with a), his irrational spiralling — i’ll preface this by saying that in my own experience, my initial diagnosis where my therapist suggested BPD as a possibility was immediately after i told her that i felt my emotions were just more severe than most people’s, which is why i always felt i was overreacting to things, both bad and good, alternating with feelings of extreme numbness and dissociation which would follow immediately after as a coping method. bouncing between extremes of emotion is also something we see damon do constantly; not regarding the humanity switch detail and focusing solely on his ‘humanity-on’ behaviour, we still see him go between extremely cold, numb and uncaring (albeit often this is hidden behind deflection and humor) to deeply hurt, loving, and willing to make huge sacrifices for causes or for people.

this is also a little muddled by the in-world lore of vampires having very heightened emotions. if you consider that damon already had BPD while a human, which is highly plausible given what we see of the decisions he made even then, then it follows that as a vampire those already-dysfunctional behaviours would be driven to extremes. this isn’t only obvious to the person watching; other characters comment on it constantly, e.g. almost any time katherine shows up, everyone immediately starts worrying if damon’s going to snap, having learned that the tiniest of things can send him into extreme behaviour, harmful to both himself - picking a fight with julian out in the open, described as having a death wish, and various suicide missions - and other people - e.g. attempting to kill jeremy and bonnie, despite it being abundantly clear that those two murders would make everything worse for him, and logically, make no sense, and serve no benefit to him. they were not thought-out decisions, not premeditated, and not something he would do in a sound state of mind, which is part of why they’re so painful to watch - they’re stupid, unjustified decisions, and seem irrational and disproportionate to whatever triggered him to make them. this also falls into the category of ‘lashing out’, something damon is frequently noted to do - often in the form of destroying or severing relationships, which may be done via simple purposeful negative interaction with someone, or doing more, genuine harm so that those relationships are ended regardless.

this ties in both with the impulsive behaviour aspect, but also a comment elena once made which struck a huge chord with me as an identifier of BPD - she said he felt that everyone hated him, and in an attempt to face those perceptions or correct them as someone of sound mind would do, he instead tries to come to terms with the pain of that by making himself believe that they were right - ‘proving’ both to others and to himself that they were right to hate him, via doing bad things. while this particular incident was partially due to enzo’s influence and damon seeking approval from the only person he felt he could still get it from, he still had the agency to make that decision, and this wasn’t the only time where that behavioural pattern could be observed.

the depth to which those thought processes go can sort of be seen when you consider season 8, where enzo and damon were both under the mind control of a siren, leaving only their subconscious with free will to resist. enzo’s instinct was to try and weave messages into the things that the siren had him do, knowing that bonnie would recognise them and be able to save him from doing more harm. on the other hand, damon’s instinct was to sever those relationships so completely that none of them would ever attempt to save him again, thus keeping them, in his eyes, out of harm’s way.

i don’t wanna make this so long it’s unreadable so i’ll try and end it with this last point, which is that another symptom of BPD is latching on to one particular person - whoever might feel most significant to them at the time, whether a friend or romantic interest, though often those feelings can combine and become confused when that emotional connection is made (most obvious example being elena, who damon had a relatively good and stable friendship with, that seemingly functioned fine as it was, yet progressed into romance anyway and became destructive). when that said person is found, the intensity of your emotion leads to a usually unhealthy amount of attachment on your part - often leading to possessive, manipulative or even emotionally abusive elements of relationships that more often than not become toxic. this person becomes the sole way that you feel validation/love/approval/happiness, any good emotion at all - in a way, your brain compensates for previous and more significant traumas, e.g. parental abuse/neglect, by channelling all this emotion into the nearest outlet of love and acceptance you can find. as a result even the tiniest fraction of attention or approval from that person can completely brighten your mental state for weeks, while the tiniest perception of disapproval or neglect from them - note perception, this could be something as miniscule as a misunderstanding, a tone being read wrong in a text, a genuine mistake being interpreted as a deliberate attempt to separate - can be enough to drive you to suicidal ideation.

obviously, whether it’s known to them or not, all this puts an unrealistic amount of expectation on the other person - one individual cannot possibly be responsible for the entire mental state of another, and will often - quite rightly - lead to the decision to end the relationship out of self-preservation. this is observed very frequently with damon’s close relationships; at some point, most of the people he’s been closest to have, with some degree of regret, been forced to write him off, because he puts too much strain on their own mental state. without significant effort to change on the part of the disordered person, sadly, this situation doesn’t usually have a resolution, because one’s own mental health is never the sole responsibility of others. it’s worth saying that most of these behaviours are done unintentionally and instinctively, as what seems the first logical conclusion in a brain that has been wired - physically, neurons and pathways in the brain have been grown by trauma that leads to those paths becoming the ‘right’ ones, rather than the healthy alternatives, which is usually what therapy’s end goal is - minimising the disordered pathways while reinforcing the positive ones, via practice of healthy behaviours and identifying bad thought processes so they can be stopped with the hope that those ones will take priority eventually. that being said, decisions that are motivated by and followed by, self-hatred, doesn’t excuse them from the harm they may cause other people. and it’s not fair - none of it is, because immediately what that situation seems to become is, ‘i didn’t ask to be this way, i don’t want to be harmful, but because i have been traumatised this is how i turned out, and now if i want healthy and good relationships, i have to work twice as hard against all my natural instincts just to ensure i come off as a person worth caring about’.

this is getting a little off-topic, but to say - there is a stigma about BPD, often associated with emotional abuse and manipulation, and it’s too complex a topic to sum up in one paragraph, but the gist of it is that sadly in my experience there is truth to it. i feel as though my disorder increases the likelihood of me being harmful, which means i have to work twice as hard to stop it - things that seem like common sense, basic decency, human logic that comes naturally and as first instinct to many, have to be actively strived for by people with this particular disorder. so while failing to do so may happen more for those people, and thus lead to them coming off as a worse person, there is some explanation as to why - and of course that doesn’t mean excusing that behaviour, never! but, there is a grey area between ‘excusing and enabling unhealthy behaviour’ and ‘your disability grants you no leeway whatsoever’. there is a middle ground and it’s hard to find the right place to walk it, and probably differs for everyone, but for me that’s why damon is relatable, and why i think i have more tolerance for things that he’s done.

i’ll just end this by saying that this is all one person’s experience of bpd and what i’ve observed from a few others i’ve known. i don’t speak for everyone with bpd, it’s not my call to make, mental disorder is overwhelmingly complex and hotly debated even in medical circles. but all that being said, i have recognised a lot of my own emotional experiences in damon’s and how the characters around him react to it (without the murder, obviously) and to me it is slightly more complex than ‘this is a shitty person’. thank you for reading all this if you did, it’s kind of hard to talk about, but hopefully for some this adds a little more insight into my portrayal and attachment to the character.

#I WAS. WORKING ON REPLIES I HAVE A FEW HALF DONE BUT thinking abt therapy got me thinking abt this so. i'm dumping this out first #apologies. but *points at him* he's got bpd #you've ruined a perfectly good vampire is what you did look at him hes g #sorry. anyway #HEADCANON.#CHARADEV.#i'm saying headcanon but this is literally his canon portrayal and as a person with bpd i'm diagnosing him so there. periodt #right. adding this tag after i just finished writing this thing. sorry it got long and now i'm emo shun al so i'm gonna go do replies #watch no one read this. it's fine

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invsblity · 5 years

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full name violet edna helen parr

preferred name/nickname vi, violet

generally referred to as violet

speech.

ACCENT:

she’s born and raised in the pacific northwest, and has a typical american accent-- doesn’t really have a specific regional accent.

VERBAL TICKS:

she is kind of quiet, and has a tendency to make remarks under her breath.

LANGUAGE:

english is violet’s first language, however, she also knows korean, and a bit of spanish from taking it in high school.

ARTICULATION:

violet’s usually eloquent when she isn’t anxious. however, she can trip over her words when she’s nervous, and interject with “uh,” and “um.”

EDUCATION:

violet’s pretty educated, and only getting more so. she’s always had a strength in english, and grammar is an essential part of her job, so she knows the correct ways to speak.

LAUGHTER:

it’s a lot to get violet to laugh if you aren’t close to her, but when you do, it’s usually a small laugh that builds, and she snorts if she laughs too hard.

GRUMP:

all she does is make snarky remarks under her breath.

BREATHING:

she is a quiet breather until allergies hit, and the only thing she can do is sniffle.

mannerisms.

FACE:

her emotions are not usually on her sleeve, but she has visceral reactions to things, particularly when people say stupid things,

HANDS:

she’s very particular with her hands, she uses them to make a point in very important circumstances. she also doesn’t touch people in conversation unless it’s important or she’s overexcited and not controlling herself, then she grabs arms or smacks them (lightly)

LEGS/FEET:

she’s very still, unlike her siblings, and doesn’t really do anything with her legs aside from the occasional foot tapping from anxious energy.

EMOTIONAL OUTBURSTS:

violet has a tendency to bottle everything up, until she’s so full she bursts, which can be very messy. these don’t happen often but when they do, the only thing you can really do is take cover.

HABITS:

she chews on pen caps. she taps her nails on hard surfaces. hides behind her hair.

POSTURE:

when she’s feeling confident, she can stand and sit straight, but otherwise, she’s slouchy

health.

DIET:

she’s pretty good at keeping a well balanced diet, has her fair share of guilty food pleasures

SLEEP:

violet has terrible trouble sleeping, and it’s been this way since she was a child. she sleeps no more than a couple hours most nights. she takes ambien, but sometimes, that makes her too groggy. when she does sleep, she’s a very light sleeper.

MEDICINAL DRUGS:

she’s on anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medication, she used to be on mood stabilizers.

NARCOTICS:

she smoked cigarettes for a bit, quit because they’re bad. she smokes weed, but mainly on a dab pen. she’s from seattle, after all.

personal.

INTROVERT/EXTROVERT?:

is that even a question, she’s an introvert

OPTIMIST/PESSIMIST:

she’s what she likes to call a realist. she knows not everything’s gonna be one way or the other, but she likes to approach things from a perspective that seems most logical (if not a little anxiety based)

SEXUALITY:

she’s bisexual, she’s out, but she’s not loud about it, it’s more like if you know, you know

INSECURITIES:

everything, jfc. but really, she hides behind her hair a lot because she just feels embarrassed, she has a habit of wearing baggy oversized clothes because people seeing her makes her nervous.

relationships.

FAMILY:

she is pretty close to all her family. as the eldest child, she lords the power over dash and jj a lot, but also cares deeply and would kill/die for them. she loves her parents, but they embarrass the shit out of her

FRIENDSHIPS:

she never really had friends growing up, but being here, she’s made a few and sort of understands how important they are

BEST FRIEND:

meg and oswald, they’re both very similar to her, and she’s found them to be the most comforting presences in emporia, aside from dash and jj

LOVE:

violet finds it difficult to love. she likes enough, sure, but allowing herself to take that leap, is such a scary thought she often self sabotages before she even gets to a point of love.

#drugs tw #anxiety tw #depression tw #body image tw #empotask01 #is that the right tag #charadev.

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mvbells · 5 years

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full name mabel ariel pines

preferred name/nickname mabe, mabes, mabey

generally referred to as mabel

speech.

ACCENT:

she has a bit of a lisp! but other than that, standard american, if not tinged with a bit of californian.

VERBAL TICKS:

she likes to scream interjections! also just scream.

LANGUAGE:

english, and only english, but she’s made up a language with dipper before.

ARTICULATION:

mabel has a tendency of talking fast when she’s excited and words get jumbled. also likes to talk real slow sometimes for funsies. overall, no pattern or rhyme or reason, she’s got a weird pattern of articulation.

EDUCATION:

while she’s gone to most levels of school, she was not a very good student, and likes to make up her own words.

LAUGHTER:

she laughs a lot! and it’s very loud and bubbly and turns heads... some people say its annoying but its like pure joy

GRUMP:

when she pouts, she looks like a baby so her moping/grumpiness isn’t very effective

BREATHING:

sometimes she wheezes when she talks too fast but that’s because she never gives herself time to breathe

mannerisms.

FACE:

anything that happens to mabel always ends up written across her face. it’s very animated, and she reacts to everything wholeheartedly.

HANDS:

hands are big part of the way mabel communicates, she gestures when she speaks, and will grab other people’s hands when she’s excited or sad or really heightened emotion

LEGS/FEET:

mabel cannot keep still, even when she’s standing still she shifts her weight from one leg to another, or taps her foot

EMOTIONAL OUTBURSTS:

i think mabel is made up of only emotional outbursts.... usually happy

HABITS:

she likes to poke people’s cheeks, she sings a lot, she still feels like she has braces so sometimes she’ll suck her teeth

POSTURE:

surprisingly she has a really straight posture, doesn’t rlly slouch

health.

DIET:

she eats SO MUCH junk, she loves candy as well as carbs, and she doesn’t really care if its healthy or not because it makes her happy

SLEEP:

mabel is a heavy sleeper, and while it’s not always for the full eight hours, she can manage to conk out and be rested

MEDICINAL DRUGS:

she’ll do them recreationally but she’s not prescribed anything.......prob should be on adderall.......

NARCOTICS:

will do party drugs, weed, cocaine, acid, shrooms, you wanna have a good time? so should she

personal.

INTROVERT/EXTROVERT?:

extrovert! hella extrovert

OPTIMIST/PESSIMIST:

mabel is the queen of optimism, and has the talent of making light of almost anything

SEXUALITY:

she’s pansexual! she doesn’t really label it, but she just likes making out with people.... any person really

INSECURITIES:

omg her face! she is insecure about her looks but she’d never let people know, and she’s incredibly insecure about her intelligence, or lack thereof, and often compares herself to everyone

relationships.

FAMILY:

dipper is her best friend, above all. her relationship with her parents is distant, as she got older, it became more strained. she’s still incredibly close to ford and stan and stays in contact with them even when she was living in gravity falls

FRIENDSHIPS:

she LOVES friends, she thinks friendship is the best thing in the world and is incredibly loyal to her friends. if your friends with mabel, she would literally die for you.

BEST FRIEND:

dipper, absolutely

LOVE:

mabel falls in love with almost everyone she meets. she gives a little bit of herself away when they leave. yet, she never learns when she’s hurt. she’s a hopeless romantic and dreams of a prince or princess to sweep her away

#drugs tw #charadev.#empotask01

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