Feeling out how I draw roxas post kh3 (I’m still brainstorming his outfit)

senshi stimboard

if you’re seeing this, then senshi wants you to take care of yourself and go eat some food <3

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News! I beat a game today and i also have a new interest wedged into my brain!

We finished poppy playtime chapter 3 today and i am not okay <33

I lovw them both so much i cant

becky time ^_^

thinking about how the yoshiden theatre scene

mirrors makima and denji's date from part one, in that it ends with an affirmation of normality. of humanity from yoshida: "is this what it's like to be normal? / yeah. it is.",

only that it's less one sided than the makima conversation about denji having a heart ever was because it's more participatory in a sense. yoshida's the same, the wording: "think skipping school to hang out would make us regular high schoolers?" how he uses "we" so much, so much i

think about fujimoto's character triad of reze, yoshida and togata. how togata and reze are tied to finding themselves in the main character and how yoshida (?? the we is telling.). thinking about the togata movie scene. thinking about the togata movie scene. thinking abou

thinking about the devil under the movie screen. its corpse under the movie they're watching play out. it's resemblance to a squid. seafood. octopus. something. it's intentional. "all that's left is to remove the body." thinking about

"you aren't the protagonist. the world won't end without you."

So like I'm still trying to process everything because mentally I'm like a week late from everything that's been happening so far.

I already made a post about Jaiden leaving the server but I think it's just kind of hitting me now that I'll never get to see qjaiden interact with Empanada or be part of the breakfast village or get an answer about her wings and connection to Cucurucho. And I'll probably watch old clips or vods and just feel really sad that it's over but so glad that it happened.

Because like, do y'all remember that one day before the ice chamber gang joined the server and Cellbit, Foolish, Bad, Jaiden, and I think Roier were just hanging out and spending time together until they got kicked out of the server.

I think the Jaidens' entire adventure is and will always be one of my favorite days too.

Oh! And of course, Festa Junina and Jaiden finding out about Cellbit and Roier and her comforting Roier and subtly threatening Cellbit for breaking his heart.

Not to mention she is literally the most iconic lawyer ever. Like juanaflippa's trial will always be one of the most iconic server moments because of Jaidens' speech. Literally blew everyone away.

And of course... I'll never forget the day Bobby died. That day, that trip to the dungeon is one of the only two times I cried for the lore of this server. Many things make me emotional but seeing qJaiden climb up on the tree alone, watching the sunset and grieving her dead son...fuck man, it felt so real...

There's just so many moments of qJaiden specifically from June to September, that just stick out to me and I'll always look back at them with a bittersweet fondness.

It's been so long since I properly thought about qJaiden, but now everything is coming back to me and man... I'm just...I guess I'm more happy that we got qJaiden and everything she did and was a part of is there to look back on.

For me, even though the qJaiden brainrot wasn't hitting as hard as it used to, I think she will always be a part of the narrative because there was just so many amazing moments with her and I will always be a fan of her lore and this character will always be close to my heart.

Sending nothing but love to Jaiden and the admins. Especially Jaiden. Thank you for letting us experience this wonderful journey <333

They call me the hobby-fantasizer. Since I eternally and cyclically daydream about new things to get into.

THE TURNING OUT REFERENCE 😭😭😭

A fight scene set to ooh la la by bappi lahiri where he bites the guys nose till it bleeds paralleling Surpanaka.....oh Dev Patel you will always be famous !

third year has been a very fun year to write about because there’s a very wide range of things happening. it’s either teenage feelings and hormones or the worst most horrifying experiences a 13-14 year old can have depending on the pov

“yeah alright we’ll save england from embarrassment”

i had to start reading csm after the craze surrounding 156, and so i just finished part one. and that was an experience to put it at least…

NEW SID PICTURES ‼️

insane in the membrane about Hebitians again. This time the scene Siddig and Andy read recently as a teaser of Garak calling Julian to see him after a nightmare. Garak feeling comfortable enough to go on a rant about Hebitian metaphysics- the fact that Garak apparently knows abt and understands Hebitian metaphysics. the soft intimacy that's similar to some of their show scenes but so different because death isn't hanging over them, in a book that I think emphasizes how death stalks Garak's life pretty heavily (growing up playing in a cemetery!). "You not only ‘saved’ my life, you also made it possible for me to live it"??? Garak saying goodbye in the form of a joke before leaving DS9 for what he's pretty sure is the last time.

posting this here to because ✨happy pride month✨

(and i need to share my headcanons or i’ll explode)