#ANYWAY i swear im shutting up now ;;;;;
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JASGGKJGSDFJH
#if i don't survive this one i want you to know i tried#i dont know who this guy is im ussing him for reference#i changed from drawing 3 times this one is the one i swear#more than one year obsessed with him and still don't know what shoes he wears#like i know he would wear anything for us its whatever but i still care#now i am struggling with choosing warm colors bc it tastes better for my eyes#vs cold colors bc it would go with the atmosphere of the piece#wyuyaaaggggfg its more fun to do warm colors to me anyways#now that im looking at this it looks kind of silly?????#idk if everybody that draws comes o a point where they regret their life choices and everything that has gone wrong in the past but#its happening tome now i think im oging to sleep#the movie i was watching with my friends left me a little sad i think its the mood i need tostop thinkinh good nihtg#silly squeaking time#i wrote these tags while drawing this day they have hours of difference its funny i was happy when i started now im aasfdasdjhassdka#ist cold#IM HATNGIT UGUYGHH#i shou.dl shut up forever
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i looove being a wizard🫶🏻
#im making a new piwon blog theme rn and i wanted to use this pic but idk where#but now that i messed around so much with the coloring i will HAVE to use it somewhere lmao#also look at my son he's so handsome 🥹🫶🏻#anyway. support piwon ✌🏻#(i swear one day i will make skz content too i swearrrr sjdkdkd)#shut up vivien no one cares
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I'M LOSING MY MIND HE'S SO FREAKING CUTE SOMEONE HELPPPPP 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕
#this MAN#he's gonna drive me to insanity I swear#he's just SO cute#and for what?#for whatttttt#him and teddy bears#its too powerful#too adorable#anyways im gonna shut up now#before i lose my mind completely#elvis presley#elvis#let me be your teddy bear
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INSANE tonight girlies and idk WHY
#franposting#its just ahhhh. i am going. 2 bed#idk what i did#<- is lying. had a second cider and finished thst indulgent sadboi fantasy romance#OFC im like this#im too old for this shit i have 2 drinks and i get emotional like it's 6#i swear i didnt used to be like this#i drank heavy ish in undergrad at parties#now im like. wowee. 2 drinks over 6 hrs?? i get weepy and affectionate and also incapable of shutting up#more than usual#im fine. im normal.#anyway! i just! love! hope! redemption! duty! sadness! fibre crafts! there sure is a lot in my heart rn#i need 2 sleep. stat holiday tmrw. i will. work on craft and not be insane. maybe. hopefully#it's the WAITING. i need change. cannot do anything til new work contract is signed and definitive#so its just. limbo. til i can have a life again. extra curriculars. accessible errands. my own space to craft and read#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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tf when u realize you've basically fucked yourself over by choosing a BA degree that makes it so that neither society as a whole NOR the art community itself will respect you... .
#fine arts people look down on me for not studying Real art -> society looks down on me for studying art At All in the first place#i just can't win 🚬🐀#''bwah bwah u arts n crafts people aren't True Artists like us fine art folks only WE know the emotional dept and symbolism an-''#Shut The FUCK Up oooooohhhh my /god/ i swear im gonna start biting any second now#some rando: hates on art - especially modern art#me: ok im gonna be SOOO pretentious about this 👆😌✨ *defends it with my life*#fine art supremacist: anyways so this isn't True Art because-#me: Shut The Fuck Your MOUTH#like???? ? where's the solidarity?? ? ? ?#we literally need to stand together now more than ever in a society that devalues art more and more year by year#we Cannot afford this kinda infighting#i promise you ; lifting up other creative endeavours will NOT devalue your own chosen art form#we're ALL decedent from monkeys living on a spinning space rock who just so happened to coincidentally enjoy putting pigment on cave walls#it's not that deep - but at the same time it IS that deep!! !#ANYWAYS im just fuming and depressed and i have no idea where im going with this so.. . .#does fish make noise??
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Me: I wanna be productive so bad! I wanna finish my drawings!!
Illness: how about barf up a lung?
#personal*#jess talks#I’m working on such a cute set of drawings you guys…#like I wanna finish them SO BAD#but I’ve had illnesses back to back for 3 weeks now and I still feel rough#not to mention getting my period after 6 months of nothing having one#god I love PCOS🫠#and I’ve been coughing sm I’ve revived my asthma#so that’s great#anyway winge over#I swear I will post something original soon#but recently it’s just been binging naruto#I even had to cancel going to my best friends birthday plans because she agreed I was too ill and it was for my own good#(which in hindsight is true but I still had a mental breakdown over it)#ANYWAY shut up Jess#I’ve had an awful week at work and need to do something fun#so it’s a mama and daughter day for me on Saturday + chrimbo shopping#and then im gonna FINALLY play the quarry!!!#y’all were so fucking kind im still in disbelief#but I had to wait til payday to get another external hard drive because mine is full🥲#so that should arrive tomorrow and I can finally play it!!!#the idea of a potential non anime oc too is v exciting#okay im done ranting: peace ✌🏻
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Hello Monica! How do you like "Hidden agenda"? I didn't want to watch because of Dunk's bad acting. How do you like the show? Did Guy and Podd appear in it?
hello to you too, anon!!!!
MMHHMMMM I MEAN. i can't say im disliking the show because it's a very mindless and easy watch, there's nothing in it that bothers me to the point it makes me want to drop it, but at the same time there's also really nothing in it that i find particularly interesting ;;;;;;;
what frustrates me the most is the lack of screentime and the wasted potential of most of the characters tbh. we're at episode 6 and basically know nothing about them: guy and arm, for example, showed up exactly for 0.3 seconds in two episodes and we didn't learn anything new about them outside of what the character descriptions that came out before the show started already told us. they had such brief on-screen moments that i can't even remember their characters' name ;;;;;;; even jeng and pok (aou's and boom's characters respectively), who are the side pairing of the show, have had VERY limited screentime and most of their storyline from the mock trailer seems to have been completely scrapped from the script, which is a pity considering that aouboom have a nice chemistry and that a lot of people were looking forward to get more of them as a pairing
i guess i probably wouldn't mind it as much if joke and zo had a stronger plot, but unfortunately the agenda has never really been hidden and joke's only personality trait seems to be being in love with zo, so it just leaves me wanting for MORE. i know we're only halfway through the show so there's plenty that still can happen in the time we have left, but we're also ALREADY halfway through the show and i think they could have handled all of the characters way better
tl;dr: i don't dislike it, but up until now it's been very forgettable and i wouldn't really recommend it ;;;;;;
#how do i explain it.. it feels like all the characters exist only in relation to joke and zo#they don't seem to have a life outside of them or even needs and desires of their own#with maybe nita as the only exception#but like they hinted at podd's and guy's characters knowing each other back in ep 2 and IT HASN'T BEEN BROUGHT UP OR EXPLORED EVER SINCE#GUY HIMSELF HASN'T SHOWED UP EVER SINCE#which again is a pity because podd and guy seem to get along really well and their storyline could have had a lot of potential#ANYWAY i swear im shutting up now ;;;;;#hopefully this wasn't too harsh and negative#thank you so much for asking anon and i hope you're gonna have a wonderful day!!!! 💜#hidden agenda#m: ask
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hey remember how i vaguely mentioned i have other aus? yeah theres a Persona au in the bunch and this is the Velvet Room Attendant for the au, she's named Eloisa!
#el tigre#el tigre ocs#el tigre persona au#myart#fanart#el tigre au#so im not elaborating a lot on this au yet#because there isn't a lot to it yet tbh#but i will never shut up so have what i drew#shes also the Temperance arcana btw!#i don't know whether i should tag persona itself or not#so im just not for now#if i ever drew Igor then i'll tag it#but anyways#also still not all the aus i have yet! i have several i still haven't mentioned even once on my tumblr#i swear i am normal and sane
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I was tagged by @niteview to post my comfort movies & tv shows!! hi lissa <3333 thank you so much for tagging me!!! i LOVE this!!!!
Movies:
me: *holding my old cartoon dvds and crying* ALL OF THEM
(in no particular order)
1- Howl's Moving Castle
2- Captain America: The Winter Soldier
3- Avengers Endgame
4- A Simple Favor
5- Crazy Rich Asians
Bonus: The Phantom Of The Opera (havent watched it in a hot minute but i would not be the woman i am today (weirdo) without this movie)
TV Shows:
(in order)
1- Bones
2- Suits
3- The Originals
4- Children Of Nobody (also known as Red Sun Blue Moon) (kdramas count right?)
5- The Witcher (specifically season 2)
Bonus: The Time Traveler's Wife (2022)
Tagging: @uh0paque @joosgf @starlightfantasy @haechannabelle @biboramp3 @nunutual (i wanted tag my new svt moots too but im shy🫣💕)only if you guys want to!!!!!
#i could honestly list 20 movies.... like most of the classic barbie movies. a lot of older disney movies...#some 2010s teen comedies like Wild Child and Saint Trinians... i love these two...#my top comfort movies used to be La La Land and The Fault in our stars for years sdjlsdjf i had an emo phase#for tv shows id say mostly the first 3... like ive watched bones and suits a BILLION TIMES START TO FINISH#i debated putting spn in there but i only rewatched it completely once. it was a comfort show when it was ongoing but i didn't care->#-> that much after it finished#there are also a couple of new shows i really like but i didn't put them there bc idk if theyre gonna become comfort shows but#i really loved watching Only murders in the building :((((( cant wait for next season#also Blue eye samurai... literally has been living in my head rent free since i binged it like a week ago or so#im lowkey embarrassed abt the bonus show but... yeah. i know the concept is super weird but... theo james <3#i swear me having only 2 white actor crushes who are both british IS A COINCIDENT (the other is henry cavil (mostly as geralt))#no one believes me...#anyway. i will shut up now <3#tag game#mentions
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tbh the anxiety is making me feel physically ill but fingers crossed that i can get through an assessment at a hospital soon 🤞🏻 my boss recommended an outpatient program to me, if everything works out i'll hopefully be taking a leave of absence from work for a few weeks to get my life and, more important, mental health under control
#no idea how quickly this will be happening bc i've never done anything like it before#but i already told HR i was planning on it. just a matter of getting myself to the hospital#working on finding a ride atm bc i don't drive. maybe talking abt it will keep me accountable#bc im really bad abt saying im going to do something to help myself out and then .. Not doing it#ig i usually feel like i can simply nut up and shut up and be fine but things are getting to a point where they Are Not Fine#and i can't keep pushing away my problems#maybe a little tmi idk but i like keeping you guys updated#anyway i know i've been distant as fuck and i never answer anybody anymore and i swear to you that's nothing personal#i'm just not myself right now and i don't like exposing people to Me when i'm majorly depressed
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:)
#<- just found a goldmine of old gonta posts#Theyre so hard to find but EEE Im so happy!!#The continuous cycle of ''OMG COULD IT BE A GONTA POST I HAVENT SEEN BEFORE'' only to scroll down and see Ive liked it already#I swear this blog will one day be an archive for all gonta posts ever. I will run out#shut up me#anyways im eepy now im gonna go to bed toodles#more songs tomorrow :]
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yeehaw
howdy
i introduce you to two new ocs i have yeehaw
bin and bounty yeehaw
#theyre besties yeehaw#and not only that but theyre also dating they just dont exactly say that cause they dont care enough to explain what their relationship is#also yeah one of them is named after the papertowel company/j#idk why i named them the way i did dont question me :(#also theyre a t4t couple yeehaw#and they both use any pronouns#also yes i am giving you my oc lore in the tags because i can#theyre pink and green coded btw 🩷💚#i promise ill draw them again at some point i swear#i promise to draw certain ocs alot and then i dont ik im sorry#anyways time for different tags yeehaw ill shut up now :)#yeehaw#art#digital art#original character#oc#original characters#ocs#artists on tumblr#my art#box time#oc artwork#oc art#my artwork#box’s art corner#oh yeah also i forgot to mention that they both get superpowers at some point so yeah#maybe ill explain their story more at some point later but idk#anyways#i think im done now yeehaw bye bye
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An old vashwood wip im not sure i'll ever finish (i started writing this while stampede was still airing), but i rediscovered it today and liked what was there enough to share it at least 🙈
#trigun#vashwood#vash#wolfwood#the only reason im not sure ill finish it is because i just don't have the attention span for it at the moment#ive tried writing new vashwood stuff recently and i just got so bored with it so fast 😭#my legato loving ass cannot stay focused on anything but My Boy (legato) i swear 2 god#in hindsight its almost comical how my fave went from wolfwood to legato so fast. like that meme of the dude with the girlfriend#but hes checking out another girl. me with wolfwood but im checking out legato. and now im here.#pay me $$1000 to shut up about legato for one (1) day [i will have to pay you back immediately.]#ANYWAY. sorry for these tags fjdkdksls#my writing
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alright i have a shit ton of fics going through my head but i’m going to post this one so i can make myself finish my outline of it or something anyway this is a ballet malec au with dancer!alec and patron!magnus
magnus bane is the famous fashion mogul and one of the elite of new york society, and the only person who dosen’t know who he is probably alec lightwood, soloist at The Angel’s Royal Ballet, one of the best ballet companies in New York (which magnus is the biggest patron of). alec is more curious about the mystery person who sends him roses after his shows
#ballet malec au#the title is shut up and dance (keep your eyes on me)#alec and izzy are principal dancers which means they're a rank above alec and get main charhcter shows. it's all very symbolic#anyway! simon#is part of the orchestra and clary is part of costume. i might sneak in haline#also will and jem are here! jem is a conducter at The Angel's Royal Opera which is part of and frecwently collaberates with The Angel's#royal ballet where will is a like. what the word for conducter but ballet? any way tessa on the other hand is an heiress and they're togeth#in a threesom. as they deserve#catarina is like a conducter and ragnor is a professor. camille might be here and she's an heiress and buissness woman or something#also lilly! don't know how im gonna include her but i will. i swear on it#mayris and robert used to be dancers at ARB and now robert (w hodge) are ballet masters (teachers) and mayris#is basically ceo of the place or artistic director#alec is a nepotisim bby as he always has been. as he deserves#and he has a sugar daddy too you go bby#we love to see a boytoy winning#alec lightwood#magnus bane#malec#only tagging them because theyre all that matter#tsc#already made a first deaft of the first scene but i might delete the first few scenes anyway so that's nothing#i have not written an outline in forever no one is driving this plane bby#you see the things im willing to do for Alexander Gideon Lightwood? call me magnus bane cause i would do anything for him#made a typo on the third tag thats suppose to be jace and izzy not alec and izzy#btw the ballet's im thinging on inculding in this fic include romeo and juliet cinderella/sleeping beauty#margurite and armand and the nutcracker. not sure yet tho#eralized i made another typo catarina (if i includer her and ragnor) is not part of ballet shes a doctor in my fic#coreographer THATS TEH WORD THATS WILLS THINHS#ballet!malec
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no i dont think proshippers are rape advocates nor do i think that antishippers are whiny babies i see where both come from but taking it to the extremes because you can’t help but demonize the other is a sign of being terminally online. if you can’t fucking fathom that people don’t have the same views as you and take severe offense to it, block them. it’s your choice to navigate through the internet with the oppositional presence around you, that’s the magic of the internet because everything is literally a choice.
#letra#this is the last time im saying anything about this discourse#i mean if you try to use ‘proshippers are abusers’ on me lemme tell ya buddy i HAVE been abused#and you dont see me having breakdowns over people who want to so much as EXPLORE a CONCEPT via writing or drawing it#if it hurts you just block them and you will know peace i swear to god#and if it doesn’t#move on with your own fucking business motherfucker#that’s IT#anyway i dont feel like debatung this topic so if you agree then reblog it but if you dont just shut up#but im not a cop now am i#its the internet ; everything is a choice ✨
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AURGHH I KEEP FLASHBACKING TO THE AWKWARD SITUATION TODAY
#it feels unreal#gonna cry#I wish guys didn’t exist !!! that way I wouldn’t be so awkward around them !!!!#like it’s so mean to expect me to suddenly be okay with interacting with them when I’ve been shut out from them for most of my development#years#its like so unhealthy 🧍♀️#anyways I already have a tough time talking when I’m in a mildly stressful situation but …#like my words always get stuck in my throat / I just mumble random nonesense / I don’t know how to articulate my thoughts / stammering#I’m a rlly anxious person and it’s rlly debilitating 🧎♀️#who ever thinks stammering is cute can respectfully … idk IM JUST LIKE 😭😭😭 how’s stammering cute I am stressed beyond belief !!!#I hate socialisation#anyways ughhh that was so embarrassing pls like now I think I made him feel bad about himself …#I didn’t mean to I swear I would never 😭 he just misunderstood me is all 😭#Muslim Girls CANT TOUCH ANY GUY INCLUDING HANDSHAKES FISTBUMPS ETC#pls … why are guys trying to fist bump me I am not a bro 😔#I Ran out of the lab basically#my mum when I told her the story she was sympathising w him more than me and said I should get over it !!!!#girl … I cannot stand men … even the normal ones creep me out to some extent#I’ve been shut out from them for centuries everyone wants a token goody two shoes good girl#who doesn’t talk to boys until she’s thrust into said mixed environment and is expected to deal with it how about no …#dora daily#yeah I dislike every male idk they make me feel weird ? it’s hard to explain 😭#it wouldn’t be that deep if everyone didn’t slaughter malala for the handshake UGHHH ID RATHER JUST SHAKE HIS HAND WHY IS THIS AN ISSUE#like on one hand I could’ve said hey I’m not allowed in my religion but doesn’t that just sound like rlly bad ?#the only thing I managed to tell him was after I stared at him like a deer in headlights was “uh …. I … can’t”#and he was like wdym you can’t LIKE LOOKING UPSET 😭#I DONT DO WELL WITH MAKING PPL UPSET IM SOBBING#I hope he didn’t take it personally it’s just 😭😭😭#anyways time to shut up !!!
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