#AND i need to go to the pharmacy tomorrow
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we need help again...
I hate hate hate hate to make this post but we could really use some help. Mostly because I am uninsured until my job opens enrollment for its health insurance in June and on the eve of us signing the apartment lease tomorrow, I have contracted strep throat from my coworkers. Hooray!
I'm gonna try and get an appointment at the community health center doctor's tomorrow because I straight up don't have the money or time to go to the CVS minuteclinic across the street. They said it was $139 for a strep appointment without insurance, I said hell no... If I wait another day I can try and get a sliding scale $40 appt at the doctors. Right now is just stressful because we need money and because they didn't give us our security deposit back I'm not going to have enough money for my bills the beginning of the month. Plus there are literally THREE prescriptions I have asides from however much a Z pack will likely cost and one of them is an ointment from a compound pharmacy that I don't have money to pay for~!!!! 😭😭😭
Asides from that I am afraid that we miscalculated how much we have for rent for May so I'm trying to see about covering those costs so we aren't paying 3 days late into the month of May for our May rent first month. I really don't want to have a bad first impression with these people. They've been very kind to us so far with renting this new place but I don't want to push the limits.
I've already asked my dad for help but he wasn't able to spare enough for us to be totally covered + he needs me to pay him back by August. During the month of April I also applied to multiple credit unions for personal loans and got rejected...
So my total expenses are:
- Medication/Doctor's visit (including pre-existing prescriptions that I haven't had the money to pick up) ($160)
- Phone bill ($75 for this first month, should be going down next month as verizon charges my account with different coding)
- costs for rent/move (like hopefully $200 idk. I think we can swing the last hundred)
In addition: Because of my history of struggling with commissions due to my psychiatric disability, I don't really want to do this but if you donate a sum above $100 you can ask me to digitally paint something for you. Please no complicated requests or anything since I've been struggling with art for years now from depression/anxiety etc. but I would feel indebted to you if I didn't do anything. If this is something you'd like please DM me/send me an ask off anon.
* As for why we have been so financially fucked this month. Our current apartment complex (yes the one with the leaks, roaches, harmful construction noises etc.) has kept our security deposit which has us out $300 that we could've used towards the new place. They have fucked us over one last time.
My paypal as always is at: paypal.me/roseod
And please share if you can. Every reblog/donation of even a small amount is appreciated. Thank you all so much for supporting me.
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Baby daddy!ZUKO who’s just as nasty as you recalled him being. The unashamed debauchery, it’s some infectious disease that’s just ridden in the way he fucks. He’ll fold you up, bend you over, get that pretty mouth of yours to cough up his name in ways you never could bring your mind to wrap around.
Fighting against his aura, something that’s so wrapped up and put away to a stranger’s eye, yet still so weirdly magnetic proved to only allow room for that infection to overwhelm your sense of rationality. To put up a wall is to only prompt it to ruthlessly beat it down until it turned to a dust.
It’s the very thing that landed you up pregnant the first time, a daughter, that looks just fucking like him. You loved her as much as your heart could muster, and you loved him as well. Though that love came to a halfway point and diminished on his end as if that night wasn’t enough for his feelings to bubble up at the thought of you alone.
As a father, he’s everything a daughter could ask for. He spoils her until her teeth go all rotten, attends all of her school events to cheer her on, talks to her whenever things get down to complication. Perfect wasn’t a word good enough to cut his role as a parent.
But when he’s at the doorstep, dropping her off back to you after having a day out together, that aura comes back ghosting your thoughts once more. Putting her to bed as she had school tomorrow, you’re so caught up in being a mom, you become so aware about how much more taller he is than you for the first time in a long time.
How his scent of rather pronounced cologne just wafts and plays around in your nostrils, call it taunting if you will. How the callousness of his hands make for this erratic display of the work he puts in just about everyday to keep up with the body he personally sculpted.
“Here’s the child support money, I gave you a little extra in there in case the normal amount doesn’t cut it. If not, buy yourself something nice I guess.”
Traveling your gaze downward to meet the sight of a bulging envelope held out to you in those same hands you were just thinking on the details about, you take it. Feeling the pull of tiredness at last catching up with the weight of your eyelids, a thought hits you, recollecting the plans of driving off to the local pharmacy to pick up your migraine medication.
Surprisingly, he had the courtesy, buried away deep inside of his conscience, of offering you a drive there since you wanted to cut back on using up your own gas that helped push you off to work. His figure resting on the doorframe, almost looking down at you like he honestly didn’t want to spare his time to satisfy your needs. It irked you, that’s just apart of his personality that honestly pushes you away and reminds you to stay closed off to him.
No began on the tip of your tongue, though it ended up falling flat and lost amidst the sea of thoughts flowing mentally. Seeing the dead center of those amber eyes just fixated unmistakably upon your own caused for acceptance to finally cross your main line of thinking.
Acceptance had an odd way of taking its course, once yes rolled off your tongue for the first at the door, another wildly different kind of yes ended in you being folded upwards in the back of his car. Both of you, equally as naked as the other, the situation being his biceps curling begrudgingly into the soft flesh of your thighs while he lodged his dick back and forth to force apart those pretty lips.
Oh he’s so gross in the way he’s sliding his tongue down the opening of your ear, taking his hips and throwing them upwards to get that messy slick of yours to drip down the point of no return, down his balls and eventually falling to the car carpet. Feeling heat spread from the back of your head down to the tips of your toes as you took him abusing his way through your once closed up walls. The tip of his dick eating out the certain area in your guts that scratches an itch so satisfying, you threw your head back to scream to the top of the car.
Something in the way he just huffs and puffs out that heat through his nose and mouth that press wet spots flush on your skin. Or how he’s grinding out the scalding lust running in his body around in your pussy as a way to make you taste the high of his own unashamed passion. Cunt riding out the bouts of you squirting out some of that heat he’s implementing into you.
“‘M glad no one’s had this pussy since we split doll. You can’t bring yourself to think about any other dick huh?”
Hands snaking themselves through that head of hair of his, you brought your fingernails to dig in deep and tug firmly on any strands caught in your grasp. You felt his dick twitch in between your walls at the pleasing sting that coursed over his nerves. The biggest fuck you silently mustered. If that even counted, he seemingly liked it.
“I’ll take that as a yes...”
#wrote this WEEKS ago.#im kinda having mixed feelings about it but take it. <3#avatar the last airbender#atla zuko#fire lord zuko#zuko smut#avatar zuko#zuko x reader#zuko fanfic#zuko imagine#zuko x you#zuko x y/n#adult zuko#{✩*ೃ.⋆𝐩𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 🎀}
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(first | previous | #untitled shenhe game)
> negotiate to come by the Pharmacy tomorrow instead
Presently, two things prevent you from obtaining Flour. First is the infuriatingly slow queue outside the grocery store. Second is Fortune Preserver, the jiangshi Adeptus, who is insistently tugging you in the other direction.
“I cannot come to the Pharmacy tonight,” you tell Fortune Preserver. “However, in the morning—”
“No,” she says. “I will bring you to Bubu Pharmacy now.”
“I am busy tonight. I am making noodles. I promise to come by the Pharmacy tomorrow.”
She shakes her head.
“First, find Shenhe. Next, bring Shenhe to Bubu Pharmacy. These are Qiqi's orders.”
This was to be expected. Fortune Preserver is unwavering in her determination. If she gives herself an order, she will carry it out come rain or shine. She cannot be reasoned with. She cannot be bargained with. She will not tire.
> cunningly claim that the grocery store is Bubu Pharmacy
“Look,” you say, pointing at the grocery store. “This is Bubu Pharmacy. We must go this way.”
Fortune Preserver frowns. “Your eyesight... is bad.”
> cunningly remove the red ropes
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thinking i don’t do a lot when i literally have at least four projects going on at once, rapidly bouncing between them, is really something
#talkz#some projects actively occurring right now#paper bead curtains. patchwork jacket#three different project patch pants#paper star constellations. a collage project#i have to paint this lamp for my room#AND i need to go to the pharmacy tomorrow#AND I ALMOST FORGOT THE TRIGUN PROPS IM STARTING
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(When you realise you're due a migraine in the next 24-48 hours, but your meds haven't arrived at the pharmacy yet)
#please please please please PLEASE arrive tomorrow meds#i am going to need you#migraine#my pharmacy is taking a minimum of 10 days to fill prescriptions#tomorrow is day 10#GULP#apologies in advance if i have to delay the next chapter of the big fic 2#i'm not feeling great right now#but hopefully a good night of sleep will at least give me the energy to edit that after work tomorrow#also note to self: be in bed by 9#supplemental: and go to SLEEP
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#manectric#i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk#but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric#el woowoo‚ if you will#a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day#so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday#hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years#looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow#which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations#for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA#plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory#overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me#so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little#worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY#this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains#that's about it#any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar#places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it#also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking#about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours
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this counselor is going to drive me up a wall i swear to god 😭 she was supposed to call once i got home an hour ago to book the next appt and . she hasnt yet dhdkdl so now i am going to be on edge all day until she phones [family guy death pose]
#I JUST WANNA RELAX FJDKDL NOT HAVE MY WHOLE BODY BE TENSED UP AUGH#sorry for venting sm today goodness gracious today is just not going well fndmdl#i finally made lunch though (i was trying to wait until she called but... its 1:30 now) so i will eat and feel better hopefully fjfkdl#i also need to phone the pharmacy but ... kind of waiting for the phonecall first so she doesnt phone while the lines in use#i can phone the pharmacy tomorrow though probably dnjskl itd just be nice to get it over with today#i want to lie down for a while tbh i feel like I've been put thru a laundry wringer ;-;#i need Guz to hug me so tight for a while dhfjskl augh augh augh yearning#dandy.cmd#vent //
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i cannot express how excited i am for a theoretical future in which i am doing LESS THINGS!!!!!!!!
#i’m FINALLY getting some real time off the week after next#(which is IMMEDIATELY followed by leading a school program and three bird walks)#(but like. it’s FINE! don’t WORRY about it!!!!!)#i’m just so exhausted - i’m so tired of fighting this hard to scrape by#i just want to chill out sometimes#i need free time again so baddddddd :((#hopefully i’ll have some this coming semester but honestly who even knows#i’ll have access to the classes tomorrow so ig i’ll find out then#just FOUR DISCUSSION POSTS to go and this semester is OVER#thank GOD!!!!!#ANYWAY - i’m passing out now#have to get yet Another blood test tomorrow bc the pharmacy fucked up#fun times fun times#GOODNIGHT I LOVE YOU
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ok well I ran out of spoons to fold laundry so I guess that's getting added to the Tuesday Task List 😩 but at least I got everything else done that I needed to
#clearing off my bookshelf was honestly more important than the laundry cause now i can Remove the old shelf#which is allegedly happening tomorrow after my 10hr shift ugh. but whatever I'll be glad when it's over#i love this condo but sometimes it's Not Great to live in a 4th floor walkup lol#i uhhhh don't know how I'm gonna get anything done on tuesday tbh#i think maybe i need to assume I'm doing nothing except psych appt + going to the pharmacy that day...#tho i won't have time/spoons to fold laundry on wed either bc of class...ah well I'll figure something out#maybe I'll magically become abled tomorrow!!!!
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Not looking forward to today
#got to go to gp early#but not too early or they'll be busy on the phones#then go to the pharmacy and hope they get it in by tomorrow#because my injection is nearly a week late#then study#then go to work#then waste an hour#then go to Chinese lesson#where i feel like I've forgotten everything#because it's been so long since my previous lessons#but u need to study uni work today not revise#then get home all late#ergh#worm food
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haha oh fuck, I forgot to factor my medication into my weekly budget and now I can't afford it
#i could wait until monday and buy it then but i run out sunday night so that's cutting it extremely fine#plus i need to check tomorrow if it's even in the pharmacy because they forgot to send it this week#and if i go on monday and it's not there I'm fucked#but also i have. literally not a single penny of my savings left#and just enough in my current to buy food tomorrow.#fuck.
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YEAHHHH I'M GETTING MY PAIN DRUGS TOMORROW LET'S GO BOYS
#a tad upset over the fact that my prescription was filled at the wrong pharmacy despite me saying where i wanted it yesterday#and the fact that it takes a whole day to get them sent to the one i needed specifically so i could mail them without having to walk there#but tomorrow... finally... i get to go back to no more shoulder pain after being off my meds for months#i cant wait to be able to lift heavy things again im gonna be so strong#zen texts
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I’m scared to wake up tomorrow
#I can’t afford the needles for my T prescription#I’m going to hope that 1 my bank hasn’t gone negative again#and 2 I can drive around and find a pharmacy that has the right needles#for a price I can afford#I couldn’t get the medication itself for a while#and now I feel really physically sick from low T#I really need to take it on schedule tomorrow
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#i feel like i need to give a warning to my manager tomorrow#like 'hey i'm going to be very tired and completely out of it ttomorrow#because my psychiatrst for some reason couldn't -- ALL FUCKING DAY -- put in a script for my adhd medication#that he fucked up putting into the pharmacy LAST WEEK#and i am now out of medication#so i will be crashing and it's not going to be fun because i will be very tired and very lost#all because my doctor couldn't fucking fill one simple script all fuckign day despite me leaving a message over the weekend#and calling the place twice today#anyway yeah so if oyu see me disassociating that's why'
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#im uh. well im not doing so well rn#im a touch depressed#im hungry so i opened doordash to order something#but i almost dont want to#because the thought of leaving my bed is so difficult even if im leaving my bed for taco bell#yesterday and today were my weekend and ive been needing to shower for all of those days#but instead of showering today do you know what i did? would you like to know?#i layed down. i layed my head down like i was going to take a nap but i couldnt#so i just layed down with my eyes closed for three hours because i couldnt do anything else#i need to pick up some meds from the pharmacy. i havent been able to do it. i need to do so many things#but all i can do is lay in bed. completely numb. i dont feel a damn thing rn#i have an interview on monday for an opportunity that is really important and exciting. but i dont feel anything#no anxiety. no happiness. nothing#i dont have any anger or sadness or happiness inside of me even though i have so many reasons to feel all of that#but i can't feel. i can't get out of bed. i might call off of work tomorrow#maybe another day off will help me get stuff done. i doubt it but at least i wouldn't have to work#i called off two weeks ago too. i feel like I've become a bit of a disappointment at this job#i really like my boss. he took a chance by hiring me. but I'm probably disappointing him. i did that at my last job too#but this is a shitty job and definitely contributing to my depression#so i dont feel too bad#i might have a bit of a theory#yesterday and the day before yesterday i got a bunch of news that should make me angry and/or sad#really angry and/or sad. but yesterday my numbness started#i think maybe my brain is kind of shutting down all emotions so that i dont have to deal with the big ones i dont want to deal with#thats my theory at least. or maybe my mood stabilizers decided to stop working again. or maybe im not getting enough sun#the way to start healing would probably be to face those emptions but i really dont want to do that#i dont feel like a real person right now
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mfw its officially been 2 business days and there’s been no word from my doctor on whether she’ll send my prescription down here instead of my usual pharmacy
#all this bc my pharmacy lied nd said they had it in stock nd then didnt try to fill it until i was physically there to pick it up.....#thus revealing that they were actually out. one hour before i needed to leave on a train.#immediately called dr's office to ask them to cancel the script nd send a new one to my hometown where i was going.#nd nothing. even after the 48 hrs they said it wld take. i hate this office its impossible to get ahold of them directly#bc the only phone is to the head office in another city. then THEY have to call my doctor. idgi why cant i call them directly.#SO idk if my doctor has even received any of these messages. ive messaged her now from the online portal but im already out of the med#which means driving around etc tomorrow without it. bad#AND hell side effects once i get back on it.
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