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suncaptor · 7 months

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Cas voice you MUST not be defeated by hedonism!!!!

#my man you were manipulated and tortured and murdered by someone using someone else's body to trick you while you were starving and freezing #tw consent issues #spn #incoherents #s.a #supernatural #castiel #cas #I'm no angel #9x03 #s9 #IM SO NORMAL ABOUT CASTIELS RELATIONSHIP WITH HEDONISM AND HAPPINESS #april kelly #for ts

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mad-as-a-box-of-frogs · 2 years

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I’m No Angel (9x03): Castiel in Every Episode [90 / ?]

#series 3 #Castiel #spnedit #spngif #Castieledit #spn 9x03 #i'm no angel for ts #9x03 for ts #homeless!Cas #human!Cas #human Castiel #supernatural #my gifs spn///#sorry no shirtless gifs from the rapey scenes #enjoy the tum instead

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casismybestfriend · 4 years

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requested by @maakeba: cas coming back

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castiellesbian · 3 years

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cas' slack-jawed face of rejection

#9x03 for ts

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spaceandfiction · 3 years

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All the examples of Cas being “interested” in other people—women specifically bc supernatural is homophobic—are so cringe in retrospect. I mean they already were, but the idea of Cas sitting at a table with the love of his life and calling the reaper that assaulted and murdered him “so hot” to perform for Dean? Abysmally sad. Honey please come out of the closet it’s so dark in there

#supernatural #destiel #spn stuff #tw rape #9x03 for ts #it’s so bleak

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princesscas · 3 years

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MANDY I KNOW ITS REALLY LATE BUT IM ON S9 EP3 AND CAS OMG IM GONNA DIE 🥺😭

the tremble in dean’s voice when cas didn’t respond too 🥺❤️😭 my lip was quivering so much lolol

OOPS I’M STILL UP BC IT’S THE WEEKEND ehehe. AAAAHHHHH oh boy 9x03 lol. Fandom history fact: 9x03 is one of the more controversial episodes, in terms of what happens to Cas. (I’d link a post but there’s so many out there) But yeah that scene /cries

Oooh I just remembered that you’re gonna meet another really cool character (and cast member!) very soon! Episode...11! And there’s a realy good fight scene in that episode too :) I really love season 9, I have good memories of it because I joined the fandom when it was still airing (even tho I wasn’t caught up) and the lead up to the end is *chefs kiss* SO GOOD

#9x03 for ts #because i know some people really don't like the ep #mandy answers stuffs #that's what friends do #hbalbat

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helianthus21 · 5 years

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Heli’s Fix-It Rec List

So a while ago I was asking for some fix-its for the Casifer storyline and got some amazing recs. And because they were all so good for my bitter heart, I decided to compile a list of spn fix-it recs by the season. The hashtags give info about whether the fic is gen or has a ship (which would be Destiel bc. you know me) and what issue the fic is trying to resolve or fix, as well as other things that I thought should be mentioned.

Here we go:

Season 8

A Room Of One’s Own by NorthernSparrow All Dean wants is a little privacy. Cas doesn't understand.

#destiel #explicit #post-s6 guilt #closure for godstiel

Season 9

Human Perspective by skydark Post 8x23 AU. After the fall Dean realizes he's not trying teach Castiel to be human for purely selfless reasons; he hopes to gain something from it, too.

#destiel #human!Cas #endgame angel!cas #trueforms #team free heaven

There Are Many Things by imogenbynight In which Dean and Castiel learn, through trial and error, how to be together.

#destiel #9x03 #human!cas

My heart is beating from me by Enochian Things (Salr323) After Rexford, Castiel tries to live a normal life and Dean tries to let him go... But nothing’s ever that easy.(Canon divergent from s9e06 “Heaven Can’t Wait”)

#destiel #human!cas #Daphne Allen #suicidal thoughts

Forgotten by NorthernSparrow Sam and Dean are working a case in Wyoming, but are distracted by news of a dangerous angel called "Castiel" who they can't remember ever having heard of before. The name seems a little bit familiar, but neither of the boys is sure why.

#gen fic #team free will #amnesia #human!cas #you will cry ur eyes out #i’m not kidding

Flight by NorthernSparrow Sequel to Forgotten. A/U from mid season 9. Castiel is human and wounded, and Dean and Sam need to get his grace back - and his wings. Things do not go as intended and Cas faces a difficult road.

#destiel #team free will #wing fic #suicidal thoughts #Sam/OFC #you will sob

Season 10

Playing With Fire by aini-nufire When Charlie unearths the Book of the Damned, she draws the attention of the notorious Styne family, who will stop at nothing to get it back. And even with the help of an angel and a phoenix, the Winchesters might have bitten off more than they can chew…

#gen fic #Charlie lives

The Forever Crown by whichstiel Charlie's back on earth after being dead for over a year. As she investigates her mysterious resurrection, something lurks near her old Michigan stomping grounds.

#Charlie lives #Charlie/Gilda

The Most Important Thing by NorthernSparrow Jimmy Novak remembers nothing of the last six years. Reunited with his troubled daughter Claire, he's struggling to raise her on his own. The most important thing is to make Claire happy. But why does he keep having these dreams of wings, and of two men in a black car? (Canon-divergent from S10E11, when we first met Claire again and Dean was still struggling with the Mark of Cain. Takes places several months later).

#destiel #amnesia #team free will #Cas & Claire

Season 11

What is Hidden, What is Seen by ExpatGirl The Darkness has descended, and Castiel must make a choice. What, in reality, is the nature of Free Will, and where does love end and self-effacement begin? And why didn't Castiel know about the Mark of Cain and its relation to The Darkness in the first place? This began as a one-shot called "The Hanged Man" and has turned into...something else.

#destiel #s11 rewrite #Charlie lives #Hannah lives #Cas deserved better #trueform

Pieces by Castiel_For_King Castiel switched places with the Devil to give the world one last chance. Almost a year after taking his place in the cage, Sam and Dean finally manage to get him out. Unfortunately, some pieces got left behind.

#post-casifer #trauma recovery #wing fic #team free will #temporary amnesia

There’s An Angel In These Woods by Castiel_For_King "It had hurt, Dean remembered. It had hurt deeply whenever he would snap out of worry or raise his voice in frustration and Cas would shrink away from him with fear flashing in his eyes and move instinctively towards Sam – where he felt safe, away from the threat, away from Dean. It was that – seeing Cas looking at him like he was the dangerous thing that made his wings tremble and spread – which had been the driving force behind Dean’s quest to temper his ingrained reflexes and make an effort to act less like…well, a hunter. Because he’d only just recently learned that it made Cas feel like prey. Even if the angel didn’t understand what it was that he was feeling."

#destiel #post-casifer #trauma recovery #wing fic #team free will #Jesse/Cesar

Favorite Son by aini-nufire Coda to 11x18: Amara's plan to get God's attention works.Now with follow-up chapter after 11x20

#post-casifer #gen fic #team free will #Chuck & Cas

We Band of Brothers by LadyWallace S11 AU—Amara must be defeated, but Sam and Dean can’t do it alone, thus some unexpected help arrives in the newly resurrected archangels. But figuring out how to save Cas and Lucifer from Amara and creating a trap that will hold her might be too much to handle. Will they survive the final fight, or will the world fall into Darkness? Gen-No Slash

#gen fic #casifer #team free will #angel brothers

Three Angels Walk Into A Bar by 29-pieces Lucifer can't take on Amara by himself. Michael is useless, but there's another archangel that he might turn to - one who is none too happy about his big brother parading around in Castiel's body. Oh, or that whole thing where Cas is being tortured instead of left alone. Even if they beat Amara, how are they supposed to rescue Cas when the Devil holds all the cards? S11 AU

#gen fic #casifer #team free will #angel brothers

Season 12

The Choice by aini-nufire Post 12x19 “The Future” - It takes them a year to find Cas.

#brain washing #gen fic #team free will

The Sum Of My Regrets by procasdeanating “A quick trip to the past, that’s all. Look Cas, I know we can’t do anything about all the innocent people getting into the crossfire of our battles, but this I can do. Let me rescue this child and give Lily Sunder back her life. What can possibly go wrong?” In which Dean Winchester travels through time, learns a thing or two about best laid plans and falls in love with an angel – all over again.

#destiel #minor character undeath #cas in a female vessel #Lily Sunder

#spn #fic rec #fix-it fic #destiel #gen fics #charlie lives #hope sb appreciates this as much as me^^#casifer #godstiel #brainwashing #cas and claire #human!cas #angel!cas #9x03 for ts #chuck and cas #depression #happy ending #which all of them have obviously #this took me way too long haha i forgot about it tbh:'D

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bisexualdemondean · 5 years

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Cas mentioned something about how he doesn't like talking about his run in with the reaper when he turned human a few years ago. Can I ask why, so we can avoid making him uncomfortable in the future?

Yeah my dude it was, as you say, dubious consent

#9x03 for ts

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thelordsoftherings · 5 years

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at mcm misha mentioned all the terrible things human!cas had to go through and he mentioned the “nasty sexual encounter” and his wording made it pretty clear to me that he knows why people are upset by it and why it’s gross

#9x03 for ts #spn for ts #it made me kind of happy to hear ngl

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neven-ebrez · 6 years

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i see all your grieviances with s14 and i do get where you're coming from, but everything you see as negative and tiring i see it as... well, not positive, but not the worst thing that has happened. characters being in a stalemate is still much better than reversing back like what happened with s9. it is tiring, but i don't mind the waiting if i can see the light at the end of the tunnel. some got advantages in the race while others are still behind. have some patience, they'll get there.

Whoever sent this, I’d like to think we’ve probably talked before. And I’d like to agree with all the points you’ve made, the sentiment. My gut tells me as much... but like, I’m beyond weary, you know? I’ve been in the race for a long ass time. And to see people talk about the state of Destiel like it potentially isn’t very, very similar to what the meta community (and fandom) has already been through, what I personally have already been accused of for years…?? It’s like watching old history unfold into yet another heartbroken bloodbath.

And yeah we’ve come so far from S9 and the quick downward regression, but like… Dabb could still follow straight down Carver’s path (which didn’t end well for Cas fans). Dabb’s faced with a similar problem, prolonging the show past a certain “vision”, and is now being “forced” into the same “stalling route” as his predecessor. And I can tell he knows and doesn’t necessarily want it, given his past pacing decisions. But he has hit the proverbial turn signal just the same. There’s only two ways to go. You take the exit to loop back around or you take the exit after, the one that leads to the road that takes you home. I don’t think we’re quite heading home just yet.

And there’s so much I wanna say but can’t because of what I know that others don’t, what I’ve experienced that other meta writers haven’t, stuff I’ve heard with my own two ears from the people actually making the show. It’s… just different after stuff like this happens. It’s why I don’t actively write meta essays like I used to, on the subjects I used to, and especially not with the language I used to. I feel I simply can’t, knowing some of the things I do and also knowing how much that knowledge can quickly become useless anyway. I’m not interested in leading anyone on and so this is where I’m left.

When all is said and done, I just didn’t want to leave it at no one said just how badly, just how reductive everything could still go… It’s my own worry and my personal feelings, so I’m saying it now, even if it puts a damper on things for some people. Meta writers love to say, “It’s exactly what we’ve been saying!”, and “Look at all the times we were right!” (these are… not good things to say btw… I’d know because I used to say them, a lifetime before I ever talked to any writers or production staff, and I can say I regret them now). No one ever likes to say, “Oh, man, was I fucking wrong as hell here.” But that was me after 9x03 aired and I personally had to face the part I played in the Destiel fandom’s disappointment. Because I thought I knew then what I was talking about. But I didn’t know shit. I… misjudged. Hordes of people left fandom after that as Carver took an exit I don’t think anyone was really prepared for in order to “buy time”. And I was left to explain to those that remained exactly what was happening (a mirror-filled narrative of lovers separated by duty that was painted against a rape metaphor that is, still, today, the worst thing Supernatural has ever done to its brand imo) because I was like, the only structural Destiel meta writer left standing.

I looked… delusional, having to point out what was happening to other characters to figure out and explain how Sam, Dean, and Cas all felt (because the narrative was coding itself to where this was necessary to try and understand what was even happening at times, since the characters were all either lying or saying the “wrong things”!), what we were *actually* dealing with, whether the Destiel narrative still existed as a structural romantic thing or not. Not everyone agreed, but I felt I was right in my analysis then, still do; the show is forever written a certain way (tho narrative mirrors do not a textual and tangible narrative make!), but my expectations… they had shifted. The shift remains, still, along with a pestering voice that will never go away, “But what if?”

It’s the reason I only deal in the tangible, textual narrative now, or, at least when it comes to discussing Dean and Cas. I’ve learned the hard way that nothing else matters. Because the truth is it doesn’t.

Supernatural’s narrative structure is a structure I’ve studied more closely than perhaps any other pro-Destiel meta writer past or present. Almost everyone that has come before me has left. Few remain. I don’t know many who write “meta” now. Do they even know the structural writers that came before me? (Flutie? Sara?) I don’t know this either, most of their stuff has been wiped from this blue hellscape. That I do know. And no one writes sourced essays anymore, especially ones at great length, that aren’t just a speckling of themes and musings that often contradict one another.

Hell, I might be the last one still writing from the “golden age of meta” on tumblr, back from the surgence of S8. And while I wouldn’t say everything in the structure is *exactly* as before (there’s been significant textual gains over the mirror narrative, what’s actually needed before the end), but I do see things now taking a similar route as they did then, especially if by the mid season finale point Dabb has Michael!Dean kill the ailing and seemingly finally killable Jack. Depending on how it’s written, Jack’s death could set Dean back a lot, like… A LOT. He’d see it as him finally becoming his father, the best of intentions to protect gone very, very wrong.

Maybe I’m wrong.

Maybe that won’t happen.

I hope I’m wrong anyway, but I don’t think I am.

Impatient as I am for the end, because I don’t want the detour I fear we are about to take (and I do want to talk about the finished product when we get it finally!), and as much as I appreciate the reassurance, I don’t say any of this needing it. I appreciate it nevertheless. I’m more confident in my opinions now, where before I was blindly, carelessly optimistic in both language and outlook. I simply want to remind people of the truth: we’ve been here before, it didn’t end well then and I doubt it will end well now (here, in the present), for everyone who is left…. so please, PLEASE manage your character development expectations, especially those that are tied into hope for text over Destiel. Jokes about being joined “at the everything” aren’t good for anything, no more than Crowley saying to Dean that he’s like his mistress, because he’s “cheating on Sam” with him. In fact, I’d argue it’s reductive. I don’t think I’d be alone in that.

The things they need to do to pull the Destiel narrative into text…the writers aren’t doing, but it very much is tied into the stalling tactic Dabb has chosen nonetheless. Dean *has* to get past the ghost, the trauma of John Winchester. That’s first. Everything else is after. I doubt we’ll even be that far this season. You’ll know when/if a textual Destiel narrative starts to happen. I’d like to think the windup will become obvious (hint: they’ll actually have scenes together). But wherever we are, with Dean’s last developmental hurdle (as decided by Dabb with S14) and Cas’ need for Heaven closure still staring us in the faces as more proverbial unboiled water left on the stove, we’re just not there yet. And please remember, there’s always room for this to be a tragedy. People always seem to forget that.

Maybe not the meta history lesson you were looking for (which honestly has nothing to do with me separately finding the narrative slow and boring), but thanks for coming by anyway.

#Anonymous #ask zerbe #meta writing #9x03 for ts #9x03 mention for ts #queerbaiting for ts #destiel for ts #these two #end of the road #long post for ts #meta writing history #it’s no secret that i dont care for what the meta community has become #but please be aware that attitude and language over these harsh truths are things that are important #another mirror proves nothing #what the GA says means nothing #ratings mean nothing #i know because these are the things i used to talk about before coming to realize supernatural isn’t writing by these rules #i don’t know if there’s anyone left who actually cares what i have to say #because i’m not saying what’s strictly positive or otherwise popular #but i’d like to think my opinion is one steeped in a deep understanding of the history of the show #an opinion of caution because i still care when people are disappointed #even when i come across as harsh or otherwise mocking #it’s not without a lack of heart #for what matters #this needs a read more but i’m on mobile so i’ll have to add it later

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mishacolins · 6 years

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#spnedit #castieledit #stardustcas #inacatastrophicmind #ultravioletcas #casdaily #spn #castiel #blood cw #9x03 for ts #spn gif #mine #forscience.gif

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godshipsit · 7 years

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the many faces of losing cas (or almost) - dean winchester edition.

#mishacolins #prettyboydean #deancasedit #destieledit #destiel #my gifs #various #9x03 for ts #spn spoilers #dean winchester #casdean #the caption sucks but i really didnt know what to write #maybe i'll make sam's edition too #1k

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elizabethrobertajones · 7 years

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Hey Lizbob! My EW Ultimate Guide to Supernatural came in the mail today, and whilst reading it i noticed something. In the episode ranking, I'm No Angel (9x03)'s description is: "Three words: Castiel has sex. Okay, four: Twice." Now, when was the second time? You are an expert on the show's canon so could you clear that up for me? Thanks a bunch😘😘

Oh he just has sex twice with April, either side of her pillow talk interrogation. They’re just being crude about how many times he got off in that episode. >.>

(Are they ranking the entire show and it’s near the bottom or did it seriously make a select pick list? Is this really how people casually-view that episode, enjoying it for the one time Cas has sex? Just as the kind of “lol get in there” attitude? Ick. Sorry, but… I’m not adverse to talking about that episode or engaging in talk about it like some people just nope right out, but it’s a MESS and incredibly rapey, and that’s the whole dudes can’t be raped they just get to have sex and should enjoy it kind of attitude which just completely ignores that it was all a ruse and way over the line into superrnatural consent issues and regular old rape by deception… Mostly because the rest of the season didn’t exactly have room for a subplot about how awful that was for Cas because the entire approach was “lol get in there” about it >.>)

#Asks #9x03 #9x03 for ts #rape mention cw #wank for ts #buckleming appropriate wank for ts #*stares at the ceiling*

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castieledits · 7 years

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