ヨル by Monegi

They're here now! 🦋 Which will you choose?

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anyone who doesn’t get that wriothesley is chris coded it’s okay. it’s okay if you don’t see the vision but just know this is basically my dream come true

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What if we were both kids who had become entangled in dangerous things beyond our understanding, and you just want to be loved and take great care in upholding a cute persona to be liked, and I just want to be loved and uphold a persona to seek it through shallow relationships and being desired, and while you were protected and became a protector I was harmed and became harmful. What if we both need to be needed. What if we both craved attention and were overly willing to give it. What if we’re both sidelined and dismissed and whereas I came to loathe the world and want it reduced to ashes you see beauty in it everywhere, what if you brought me understanding and elation, an actual connection that I hadn’t had since my life became a cycle of pain and trauma and acting. What if I said I hated butterflies because they act all pretty and fancy but without their wings they’re actually really ugly, and you told me that they had to live as ugly caterpillars before earning their pretty wings. What if I was a caterpillar and you were a butterfly and I love you but I hate you but I love you but I hate how you might leave me. What then.

"When I’m with you I feel like a kid again." Alois just stab me, it’ll be less painful than hearing you say this to Lizzie

At first in my drafts I had these lyrics of Someone to Stay written all around them but if you’re not in an intense aloizzy mindset it looks crazyyyyy lol. I still made it an alt version and put it under the keep going line though. Also I made them wear each other’s eye color hehe, blue and green <3 Oh yeah man the sketch for this was from yearssss ago and the lineart it’s gotta have been a solid year as well… Look I just have tons of wips and I’m a slow artist. But yesss this is one of my guilty pleasure OTPs… Even as a kid I was a rarepair shipper gbdgdg. So uh this is my obligatory aloizzy post!! There will be more, hopefully

Fic recommendation!! Ice into intimidation is visceral and childish and timeless and universal. It touched me as a 11 years old and my appreciation for it has only grown as I became less and less childishly innocent like Lizzy and more acquainted with the horrors of the world that Alois has lived and seen. THIS FIC Y’ALL. CHANGED MY NEURONS. It’s like bruised ribs, an all-encompassing hug that softly hurts. It probably influenced my tastes in ships and fiction a lot gdbgdgd. I will never recover from it being discontinued, I will forever dream and wonder about what could have been. They’re so tragic. I’m gonna draw so much fanart of this fic when i can. Like just for his post I took the opportunity to go back and read the "butterflies are ugly" scene and the last chapter and many more excerpts and it makes me go rabid it makes me on the verge of tearssss, I could make a whole essay about this fanfic… Though! CW for ptsd, but otherwise it’s all very implied and not told. If you’ve seen the season and Alois’ character you know you have to prepare for actual dark shit. The fanfic isn’t graphic at all as I said, but if you know Alois’ backstory you know. As mentioned I did read this as a 11 years old and the dark stuff flew over my head it’s chill 👍

My aloizzy playlist!! I have a longer one but it’s 16+ because of aforementioned dark themes and I don’t wanna post it here. If you’re curious about some of my other playlist picks though, I recommend Appetite of a People Pleaser & Hansel by Soddiken

For better or for worse i don’t know But for what it’s worth I made you my whole world

— October passed me by, by Girl in red

hello. should be sleeping. instead thinking of vampire kirishima ( 。•_• 。)

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The sad part about Tyler Green is that I doubt the show is gonna screw him over at the end of s17 and drop the character altogether like they did with Seaver and Stephen in their only seasons. And ugh, Stephen still deserved better

I'm still mad they killed Stephen like that. What was the reason? Also, why did they have to make Penelope see the dead corpse? That was just being straight up mean to her. And then the scene with Monica like stop we get it we saw the body we know he's dead dead.

Also, Seaver deserved better writing because I've said it before and I will say it again,

Morgan wasn't introduced as the guy who was molested as a kid, we didn't learn that until s2 when he was already friendly with everyone,

Reid wasn't introduced as the guy with a sad childhood, he was introduced as the autistic genius who didn't like touching,

Pen wasn't introduced as the girl with dead parents, we didn't know about that for a minute,

JJ wasn't introduced as the girl with the sister who killed herself, she was just cute and nice,

so why the hell was the show like "hey this is Ashley, her dad killed people lol ✌️" like wtf when I finish the next Matt/Kristy fic, I'm writing about Ashley getting a puppy.

Knowing Messner, she's gonna have TG fuckin move in and I'll finally just stop watching and exclusively write fix it fics.

me and my sister went to the mall today and we ran into hot topic so fucking fast it was unbelievable. me and my sister are literal opposites when it comes to fashion. she picked pink, pastel shit like she was trying to be all uwu kawaii meanwhile im just standing here with my arms full of emo and goth shit, i legit felt like daigo and masato with all this emo drip i had walked out with. (p.s. they should put yakuza stuff in hot topic if they havent already because i have yet to have any yakuza related things in my room </3 also hot topic is like the only store i will shop at)

im so sorry to say these words to you but reading this reminded me of my immortal

加湿器状態になってあだ名が肉まんになるハスミ by あんしんママ

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