jing yuan would be such a particular flavor of yandere, he really would stack every card against you. he'd destabilize you from a distance. some horrible circumstantial loss of your home, job, a hemorrhaging of a social circle you relied on. it is easier to pick up a stray when its both friendly and hungry.
jing yuan waits to swoop into your life. he orchestrates a number of interviews that fail, stressful night's out which end with you flinching at every shadow you see. once you're frayed and losing hope? then he will offer a hand. barely. he's the general, only what he could write off as proper. perhaps an afternoon cup of tea? he does like to know about the wellbeing of the denizens of the luofu. he has a garden he keeps, full of fat sparrows, he'd be happy to show you if you have time.
it's comfort he means to provide. he has stripped you of what little you had before. what remains is all fragments, hardly there, but good building blocks for what he'd like you to be. jing yuan knows this is cruel. he knows the game he is playing is at your expense, and he does not lie to himself about this fact.
jing yuan does hope, however, that perhaps you will be more content under his thumb. not as a card in his hand, a piece on a board, but a lover at his side when circumstance has left him alone and old. he thinks you'll like it, maybe. that you could if you only trusted him and never thought to hard about the events that led you to be perched so close to him, ensnared.
its so funny cause the show had Luke be like "Annabeth's my sister. We're family <3" and they've showcased this close bond by having them interact for 2 seconds one time
I just wanna give Shigaraki some good ol’ head scratches while he’s trying to sleep to help soothe the itch.
Imagine he’s finally gotten comfortable enough to sleep with you for a night, he’s wearing the gloves you had made for him that cover some of his fingers— but due to the gloves he can’t scratch himself in a way that dulls the itch. He’s uncomfortable but he refuses to move away because he’s been wanting this for so so so long.
You notice and slowly start threading your fingers through his hair— it’s an experience he’s never felt before, an experience he didn’t know he was craving until that very moment. You slowly and softly drag your nails up his scalp, taking the time to untangle any hairs that have knitted up throughout the day.
He’s in pure bliss, the feeling of your tender hands on his body send him to cloud nine. It takes him no time at all to fall asleep directly on your chest, his soothing snores soon luring you to sleep.
That becomes his preferred way to sleep. He no longer stays awake for days on end, his insomnia takes a back seat while he’s with you.
He never asks you directly, only putting his head on your chest, holding you tight and closing his eyes— letting you know he’s ready for your soothing touch.
following @bovineblogger has reminded me of the cows that graze on my local heath at home - this year they were in a different spot than usual, so we got to go and visit them on our Christmas Day walk!
they were very curious (this one licked my sister just after the video ended, lovingly coating her in snot) and they were very excited that a couple of other people had brought them a big tray filled with grains! i wish i could add more than one video per post - merry cowmas 🐄
obsessed with julian asking "what did they do to you? is it some kind of punishment device?" in the wire because my god if this man didn’t go from "this is garak my super cool spy pal who i go on secret missions with and sometimes fuck teehee but also yeah his planet’s kinda fucked up and he’s got some weird ideas but we’re working on it" to "this is garak he's my precious little angel babyman who has been horribly traumatized and brainwashed by his government but it's okay because i'm a doctor and i will fuck and suck the fascism out of him if it’s the last thing i do" in just two years. shit's wild
part of the last day of belos fans takeover! i didnt participate in the other activities because honestly i have not thought about the funky owl show in some time, but hey it's the last day apparently (or well the last day was a few days ago but it still counts) and well i thought it would be a shame not to participate at all with this wrinkly old fuck being one of my favourite characters :)
also heres the lineart(plus eyes) cuz i really like it and feel its a bit of a shame that its hidden behind my shitty attempts at shading and all that darkness: