Thanks to everyone who liked my progress post! I couldn't be satisfied with the line art, so I had to redraw it many times… so it took me a long time to finish it 😅 Anyway, I managed to finish it before the RAIN CODE fan meeting. I thought I could draw at least one more piece before the fan meeting, but I couldn't finish it in time at all 😭
Well, I'll keep outputting what I wanted to draw little by little. (I really have a lot of ideas in my head that I want to draw with RAIN CODE's characters!)
I could not keep up with the Twitter world. It's just too crowded over there. I feel like I am constantly hearing the voices in the minds of strangers. I am exhausted.
Emergence of Spontaneous Explosiveness (暴発性エマージェンス)
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>暗中に活はあるか?
泥中に花は咲くか?
穴だらけな僕を赦してください Dude
Is there a life to be had in the dark?
Do flowers truly bloom in the muck?
I know I’m full of flaws, but please forgive me, Dude
午前零時 心は自虐を患った
感情の感染症 広まって 伝染病
四畳半でウダウダ惰眠を貪った
処方箋はとうに捨て去った
真面目に生きてみた 先には何も無かった
理想像とか重過ぎ 報われないぜ
夢も愛も涙も 僕を置いてく ヘラっちまうぜ
温もりを注射して
フェイクプラスティックツリーズの随に
希望論とか ベタ過ぎるから
ハウトゥーもノウハウも 全部
不幸症のパンデミックさ
Midnight: my heart is plagued by its self-torture.
It’s an infectious disease of emotion, a spreading epidemic.
I idled away my time in a four-and-a-half-mat room.
I’d thrown my prescription away forever ago.
I tried giving an honest life a shot, but the future held nothing for me.
Idealized preconceptions and all that are too heavy, they’ll never pay off.
Dreams, love, tears; they’ve all left me behind. It’s super depressing.
Inject me with warmth!
As with Fake Plastic Trees,
hopeful ideologies are just too cliched.
How-tos and know-how and everything else
are all a pandemic of unhappinessitis.
今 暴発性エマージェンス 罠だらけの世に
ライアー ライアー 暇が無いぜ
社会に巣食う like a cancer
暴発性エマージェンス 一人じゃできない
メーデー メーデー どうか声を貸してください
最低だって泣いてみたって 暗中に活は無くて
レールに乗れない僕を赦して下さい Dude
Right now is my emergence of spontaneous explosiveness! In this trap-ridden world,
liar, liar, I’ve got no time to spare.
I nest in society like a cancer
Emergence of spontaneous explosiveness, I can’t do it alone!
Mayday, mayday—please, lend me your voice!
This is the worst, but even if I feel like crying, there’s no life to be had in the dark.
I know I can’t follow everyone else’s lead, but please forgive me, Dude
四半世紀 「普通」の「幸せ」楽しんだ
文武両道だ 立身出世だ
気付いたら 心は伽藍の洞だった
ありふれた人生 意味はあるの?
I enjoyed a “ordinary” sort of “happiness” for a quarter of a century.
I excelled in both academics and athletics, I achieved great success in life.
But somehow, my heart felt like a void in the hallowed halls of my existence.
Is there any point in having a normal life?
テンプレに則った生涯
資本主義社会 産む功罪
朧気な不安感 招来
リリカルな上り坂 崩壊
錆び付いた悲しみの正体
縒れきった型だけの後悔
穴だらけの心 僕は無価値ですか?
My whole life I’ve conformed to a template.
This capitalist society yields its strengths and weaknesses.
It invites a hazy sense of unease
as this lyrical slope breaks down.
This is the true form of my rusted sadness.
My feelings of regret have gotten all twisted up.
My heart is full of flaws. Does that mean I’m worthless?
今 最低態から実存の芽が萌ゆる
ターニン ターニン 暇が無いぜ
マインドからの驚天動地
最高なんて高望みしないんで
ジーザス ジーザス
仕組まれずに自分で決めたいんで
Right now, the buds of existence will sprout out of their worst possible condition.
Turning, turning, I’ve got no time to spare!
An earth-shattering revelation of the mind.
Ugh, it’s not like I’m gonna shoot for the moon or anything,
Jesus, Jesus!
I want to make my own decisions, without anyone else pulling the strings.
今 暴発性エマージェンス 罠だらけの世に
グッバイ グッバイ 傷付かないで
堕落も愛せ like a Hippie
暴発性エマージェンス 一人じゃできない
メーデー メーデー どうか声を貸してください
滔々と尖らせるエゴ その全部 認めている
レールに乗れない僕を赦して下さい Dude
Right now is my emergence of spontaneous explosiveness! In this trap-ridden world,
goodbye, goodbye, be sure not to get yourself hurt,
and embrace even depravity like a Hippie
Emergence of spontaneous explosiveness, I can’t do it alone!
Mayday, mayday—please, lend me your voice!
My ego sharpens fluidly, I acknowledge all of it.
I know I can’t follow everyone else’s lead, but please forgive me, Dude