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I'd just like to clarify that i do NOT know how old nightmare was when he ate the apple, i simply assumed he was older. like not a minor if he indeed is a child then please tell me i will take this down
god i am so sorry >.<
Blood tw!!
Bad Apple
dreamtale belongs to jokublog
cross-posted to ao3! -> https://archiveofourown.org/works/51085057
As Nightmare finished off the last apple, his painful shriek split the air as four great tentacles burst from his back: thrashing, physical manifestations of negativity, his body too full of hate, anger, envy, and...
Love.
He loved you, he realized. Loved you a lot more than he thought he did. And when he realized he finally had enough power to scare the townspeople and have you all to himself, he was ecstatic.
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He was just a boy. He just wanted friends, he just wanted people who cared about him.
They shunned him. Called him a monster, called him the devil.
Then you came along. You talked to him, you played with him, you sat with him, you smiled at him — and all these things combined would have made his SOUL flutter if he had one. He treasured you, savouring the moments when your eyes met his, the short seconds when his rough bone met your soft skin, those special times when the sun would hit your eyes just right and make them sparkle in the sunlight.
You were delicate.
Fragile.
Day after day he would talk to you — talk to you until the sky grew dark, until the only sound was your voices — until sleep took over and you dozed off in each other's arms. He would talk to you about the stars' grace in their eternal dances across the night sky, their steps never halting; about the moon's beauty, her soft glow guiding travellers in the night, protecting them from harm; about the sun's light, ever shining, bringing warmth to your world — about how nice it was, just the two of you.
Sometimes, he would take a black apple from the tree, place it gently in your hands, and let you marvel at it. The apples had such intricate swirls, designs so winding that you could get lost in them — like a maze — if you stared too long.
He'd let you sit by the tree with him, the both of you tracing the ancient bark's ornate patterns with your fingertips under the moonlight, admiring its beauty.
He'd tell you stories of his mother, the original guardian; he'd tell you of how he remembered her face, her eyes full of kindness, a smile gracing her lips. Her hands were always warm and welcoming, almost beckoning, and her touches were ever so gentle.
The memory was vague and distant.
And as the leaves fell from the tree and the sky grew dark, Nightmare looked at you. He looked at you with sockets open wide, regret and guilt swirling within them; he stared at you, right through you, gripping the once-golden apple in a hand clenched too tight, held by a form too tense.
The townsfolk were angry. After all, why wouldn't Nightmare do something like this? Why wouldn't he doom them all? They were practically waiting for this to happen, practically waiting for an excuse to kill him.
So as a last-ditch attempt to stay alive from the violent townspeople, Nightmare listened to that voice. He sank his teeth into the black apple in his hand, the perfect blend of sweet and sour flooding his senses — he became addicted to them, like a drug, eating them one after another.
But as he bit into apple after apple, the townsfolk started to back away as things started to happen to him.
Black muck as thick as tar began to pool and flood from any openings they could, blocking his right eye, coating all the surfaces it touched. The substance itself had a putrid smell, like a rotting carcass or spoilt fruit.
His emotions started to distort, hate and anger being prevalent among them, souring his mood. He could feel himself getting bolder with each bite he took, his confidence soaring, his mind unhinging.
But even though he had such hatred to the townsfolk, he never once had a negative thought about you. You were someone who cared about him, someone who kept him company when his brother went off to help the townfolk, someone who talked to him, someone who would love him. You alone had done more to help him than all of the town combined, and he wasn't willing to let that go unrewarded.
As Nightmare finished off the last apple, his painful shriek split the air as four great tentacles burst from his back: thrashing, physical manifestations of negativity, his body too full of hate, anger, envy, and...
Love.
He loved you, he realized. Loved you a lot more than he thought he did. And when he realized he finally had enough power to scare the townspeople and have you all to himself, he was ecstatic.
Vaguely, Nightmare could see their scared faces, eyes wide and fearful, or hear their screams, full of terror — but it all seemed far away to him.
He was thinking about you. How you were too soft, too easily broken; how your skin seemed to glow in the gentle light of the moon, the way you would smile contentedly, — and how he would protect you from this moment onwards.
What could they do that he wouldn't?
They never talked to you, they never helped with you, they never even looked at you, too disgusted by the fact that you talked to Nightmare, the living embodiment of bad emotions.
Not like it mattered.
He could love you, alone, and you wouldn't need anyone. You wouldn't have to work, you wouldn't have to cook, you wouldn't have to do anything.
He would do it all for you if you loved him.
He ran to you, tentacles eager to feel your skin, hands reaching for a warm embrace — but the closer he came to you, the more scared you got, tears starting to pool at your eyes as your whole body tensed.
When Nightmare realized you weren't running to him, he stopped, his wide grin dropping, outstretched arms and tentacles falling. His change of emotion was near instant; he bared his teeth, almost growling, his shoulders raising while his single socket narrowed, crumpling into a look of utter rage.
"WHY WON'T YOU COME TO ME!?" He roared, voice echoing and hackles raising, hands balling into fists. Fear and anxiety were climbing up your throat, threatening to spill — your body was shaking as you struggled to keep your knees from quaking, your eyes too wet with tears blurring your vision.
This wasn't him. You both knew that.
Still a little far from you, he reached out a jet-black hand — and almost immediately his tentacles surged towards you, black sludge falling off them like rain from clouds. They wrapped around you, tightening, suffocating you while pulling you towards Nightmare faster than you could react — stopping just in front of him, inches away from his outstretched hand.
It was when he lowered his hand that you saw that his glowing teal pupil was a SOUL, looking straight through you.
Upon seeing you up close, his grin widened, showing one too many teeth and splitting his face in half. He was quiet for the longest time, just staring at you, greedily drinking in your fear as the tentacles wound about your skin uncomfortably, though softly — as if you were made of porcelain — leaving trails of black sludge.
The villagers, curious about the silence, came from where they hid. They found the perfect excuse in front of their eyes: a horrible monster, primed and ready to kill an innocent civilian.
"Monster!"
"Beast!"
"Devil!"
You whirled around (what little you could, at least) to face the villagers who said those horrid things, begging them to stop. He didn't hurt you! He's fine, really! Don't make it worse!
They paid you no heed.
When you turned back to what was once Nightmare, sweet Nightmare, he was livid. His eye socket was brimming with anger, his teeth were bared, and his hands were balled into tight fists.
The tentacles first released you, gently — stilling for a moment — then shooting out in all directions, elongating, killing any villager in sight in all the ways you could name. Tears pooled at your eyes as your hands covered your mouth in shock.
"What's wrong, darling?" A voice sounded, smooth and collected. Calm. It was him who spoke.
When you looked back at him, you saw that thing staring at you through, SOUL-shaped eye light almost appearing to beat, his grin thin and sly.
You couldn't speak.
"Is it not beautiful?" Holding your hand, he gestured with his free one, surveying the village: the strong smell of copper in the air, the blood staining the green grass red, the countless severed body parts littering the floor. You could hear cries of pain and shouts for help, begging for the pain to stop, begging for their families back, begging for forgiveness.
"Did they not get what they deserved?"
You looked into that socket, brimming with madness, hatred, anger — but also love, adoration, infatuation — as if he expected you to be proud of him for punishing those who had wronged him. He looked at you expectantly, awaiting your answer.
"Th-this isn't r-right." You stumbled through your words as your soft voice wavered, your cheeks wet with tears.
"Oh? And why is that so, my love?" He leaned into you, pulling you closer to him, tentacles caressing your skin. You were soft — so soft — and no matter how many times Nightmare touched you, he could never not be awed by your delicate skin. You grow uncomfortable, and try to put some space between the two of you to no avail.
"Th-they didn't h-have to die." You tried, in vain, to keep your voice steady and to stop hiccuping.
He glared at you, single socket narrowing.
"What did they do that I didn't to garner this much attention from you?" You could tell that he was becoming aggravated by the way he tightened his grip on you, his teeth grinding, a voice that wasn't Nightmare's struggling to get out from behind them.
"A-ah! Um..." You stutter, tears falling to the ground as you squirmed uncomfortably in his grip. You pointedly avoid his gaze, opting to look at everything else, making you cry even more.
"ANSWER ME!" Tightening his grip on you, you could feel the black sludge staining your clothes, weighing you down.
"I-I don't like them m-more!" You weren't lying; you didn't like them more than you did Nightmare (what with all the things they've done to him, done to you), but whatever he was now... It was a different story.
Still, he seemed to believe it, judging by how he visibly sagged, loosening his grip.
He pulled you into him, trapping you against his body in a web of arms and tentacles, promptly sitting down on the grass and pulling you with him. Bringing you into his lap and caging you against him, he kissed your head more times than you could count, muttering and mumbling sweet nothings into your hair. He basked in the scent of you, a sweet, alluring fragrance, and relished the fact that now, if only for a moment, you would smell like him.
You could feel a rumbling from within his ribcage getting louder and louder the more he kissed your head to the point where it was all that you could hear.
Chuckling.
Then, a strangled,
"You drive me mad—" Then he was squeezing you, his arms wrapped firmly around you, pinning yours to your sides. Preventing you from leaving. He continued to kiss your head softly, murmuring, when a shout came from behind:
"Leave her alone!" It was quite clear that it was Dream that spoke, judging from the voice and by Nightmare tightening his grip on you as he halted his affections.
When Dream spoke again, asking to let you go, Nightmare growled. The sound echoed through his hollow ribcage, reverberating through yours from where you were pressed up against him, sending shivers down your spine as footsteps approached.
"This isn't you." That was clear, alright; the voice was close enough that you knew for certain it was Dream, and you could tell by the tone that he wasn't all too pleased.
Nightmare got up, tangling you in his tentacles, impeding your escape.
"Your brother is gone." The way that Nightmare uttered those words sent shivers down your spine, your skin tingling as goosebumps rose from beneath your skin.
Dream summoned something — it was hard to tell, black sludge coated your vision — but then you were gently put down on one of the taller cottage's roofs, allowing you to both not be hurt and to be able to observe what was unfolding before you.
They were fighting.
Truly, if it was to be attempted, their battle could not be captured by words, no matter how hard one could try.
Although it won't be easy, there will be an attempt to describe what cannot be described.
Nightmare was the graceful one — he was almost like a dancer, feet barely touching the bloodstained grass, his form never still: every one of his movements smooth and calculated. Dream, on the other hand, appeared inexperienced — his motions were hesitant, too fast here, too slow there — and though he could dodge the sharp black tentacles that came for him, slicing through the empty air, the way he moved didn't look nearly as effortless as his opponent's motions.
The fighting went on for quite a while, from what you could tell, but you weren't really paying attention. You were mostly praying that Dream would be the winner, since he would likely have some way to fix this, and who knew what Nightmare wanted with you.
You were sitting down on the roof comfortably, your crying having subsided, when the fighting noises abruptly stopped. You tried to see who won, craning your neck, before a glowing teal eye light looked right through you.
There were no signs of Dream.
Nightmare smiled at you, his thin grin splitting his face in half.
"There's no one left."
His low baritone rang out through the quiet village, the only sound for a thousand miles; confirming your suspicions as you choked back sobs, Nightmare making his way towards you, his grin victorious, his stride prideful.
He scaled the cottage wall, tentacles grabbing at each and every little imperfection, using them as grips to get closer and closer to you.
He lowered himself onto the roof, gently making contact.
His grin impossibly widened before he slowly walked towards you, each step making the wood creak as your anxiety heightened.
You looked behind you — the drop wasn't far enough to kill you, but it definitely was enough to leave you with a broken leg or two. Seeing as you had no other choice, you turned on your heel and bolted.
"Oh, I do love a chase."
You couldn't see what Nightmare was doing, but you didn't hear any footsteps as you leapt from where you stood.
The fall was quite quick.
There was a wet crack when you collided with the ground, but before you could register what it was, you heard something behind you. Adrenaline can be powerful, you realize as you get to your feet, barely feeling any pain as you made a break for it.
Where you were going was secondary, the strong urge to get away overpowering your senses and clouding your judgement.
Occasionally, you'd hear his laughter, full of mirth, and would glance at him for only a second. A grin split his face every time he caught sight of your's, his tentacles' movements growing erratic, almost excited.
You'd face the front again quickly.
You ran for at least an hour before you couldn't anymore, intending to stop for a short break to get your energy back.
Looking behind you and seeing that Nightmare was gone, you made your way into one of the abandoned houses, sitting down on the floor. Your legs were burning, feeling like they could give out at any moment, and you were so thirsty that you couldn't think straight.
I'm just going to lie down for a while...
...
Nightmare looked through the broken glass and peered at your form, sound asleep.
Now was the perfect time to go in there and take you. But...
He had heard something when you collided unceremoniously with the ground.
...
Ah. You had broken a bone, most likely your tibia on your right leg, judging by the way you slept on the cold, hard floor.
That was no good.
He turned, calmly, and made his way to the clinic to collect bandages, water, and a long piece of wood.
He walked through the empty town, surveying the area with a lidded eye socket for anyone who was still alive.
He regarded the felled tree with little emotion as he cut it up even further, carving a piece into the exact length of your leg to act as a crutch to make sure your it healed right.
Once he got the supplies he needed, he walked back to the cottage you were sleeping in and slowly opened the door, careful not to make too much noise, lest he rouse you from your slumber. Kneeling beside you, he gently took your injured leg and put the piece of wood next to it, securing it tightly with the rolled-up bandages.
He leaned back to inspect his work, humming in approval.
His eyes drifted to your sleeping face, wanting nothing more than to feel it under his phalanges — to caress your delicate skin. You were so pretty, just like a doll, soft skin almost glowing as your chest rose and fell.
He took in a breath through his teeth.
His tentacles itched to feel your skin, soft and smooth; his hands twitching to hold yours, small and breakable.
He stared at you again, watching, as you adjusted your position and felt the wood on your leg. Your face scrunched a little, brows furrowing and mouth pressing into a thin line as you tried to move your broken leg before failing and grimacing.
Your eyes shifted beneath your lids before they slowly fluttered open, hazy eyes looking everywhere before settling on him. You just languidly blink your sleepy eyes before looking down at your leg, noticing the wood, and waking up a little bit more.
Your hands slowly came to the plank tied to your leg, before you quickly retracted them, whipping your head up to look at Nightmare.
You were more awake now, evidenced by your wide and fearful eyes looking up at him while he drank it all in, single socket open wide, staring into you.
Stars above you were cute.
Your face went through several emotions in a few seconds before you ultimately decided that your best course of action was to try and get away from him again. Before you could make any moves, though, Nightmare's black, bony hands gripped at your upper arms tightly, grin widening and waning as his one eye socket narrowed in delight.
"Where are you going, love?" Your eyes widened, form stiffening as his intense teal eye light bore into you, the SOUL shape it had taken appearing it beat, like a cheerless imitation of a heart.
You swallowed.
"You are aware that resistance is futile?"
He said those words with such glee, such elation that it made your stomach drop.
His eye light flickered down to your injured leg.
"You are in no condition to walk — let alone run — my dear." He brought his hand up, gently brushing a sludge-covered finger across your cheek before promptly shoving the ink-black hand beneath your knees, the other snaking behind your back.
He lifted you with ease, black, slimy hands gripping your soft body as he began walking, ignorant of your struggles. He was very gentle — gentler than you thought he would be. The way he handled you reminded you of how one would treat a porcelain doll: with tremendous care, like you would break if he so much as breathed on you wrong.
He walked through the village with little difficulty, occasionally checking on you, peering into fearful eyes with a fondness too great to describe.
He made his way to somewhere near the tree, although it had already been cut to pieces smaller than a hair. He stopped, and his tentacles came forward and picked a large stone from the ground, and upon closer inspection... It was Dream, petrified, a look of terror forever etched on his grey face.
You held back tears as Nightmare nonchalantly picked up the statue without any of the care he had given you, and you watched in horror as the pain became too much and things started getting fuzzy, eventually making you lose consciousness.
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mochitoaster · 23 days
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feathery-bitch · 10 months
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i wrote something!!
it doesnt have a title, but whatever
It was… bright.
Too bright.
It hurt.
Everything hurt.
Everything hurts.
Everything will hurt.
I blinked a few times.
I blinked some more.
I looked away from the light, and blinked even more.
Where was I?
Who was I?
Who am I?
What…
I tried to sit up.
I couldn’t move.
I don’t know why. I just couldn’t.
I tried again.
And again.
And again.
And again.
And again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again-
There was a shadow.
Someone spoke.
“Who are you?”
“I… I don’t know.”
“Neither do I.”
They helped me up.
“Do you know what we are meant to do, or is this all on me?”
“I… I…”
“I think I do.”
“Good. Let’s go.”
I looked around.
“That way’s north, right?”
“Think so.”
And off we went.
We kept walking north. I kept thinking.
How did I know that was north? I couldn’t see the sky, there was no moss, nothing that could have told me that was north.
So how-
“You ok?”
“Uh, yeah, I’m fine.”
“You don’t seem like it. Whatcha thinking about?”
“It’s… nothing.”
“If you say so…”
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
“Can we take a break?”
They looked over at me.
“Why?”
“My feet are starting to hurt, and I’m tired.”
“Stop complaining, we’re almost there.”
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
I almost tripped.
“Look at Mx. Graceful over here!”
“Shut up.”
“Geez, sensitive much?”
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
It started to get dark.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We eventually got out of the woods.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
We kept walking north.
There was a house in the distance.
We kept walking north.
We were almost there.
We kept walking north.
It was massive.
We kept walking north.
Who needs a house this big?
We kept walking north.
We got to the house, and they immediately ran up and opened the door. I tried to follow them.
“Wait!”
“What?”
“You… you can’t come in yet. I’m sorry. You have to wait out here.”
“What? Why?”
“You trust me, right? You trust that I know what’s good for you?”
“Yeah, why?”
“Then trust that you need to stay out here.”
“…Okay. I trust you.”
“I’ll come back for you in a few hours.”
They went in and shut the door.
An hour passed.
They must be doing something important.
Two hours passed.
They’ll let me in soon.
Three hours passed.
Maybe they’re trying to convince whoever lives here to let us stay.
Four hours passed.
Five hours passed.
……
Six hours passed.
…Are they coming back?
Seven hours passed.
Eight hours passed.
Nine hours passed.
I was hungry.
The sun was starting to rise.
Ten hours passed.
Eleven hours passed.
Twelve hours passed.
Thirteen hours passed.
Fourteen hours passed.
Fifteen hours passed.
Sixteen.
Seventeen.
Eighteen.
Nineteen.
Twenty.
Twenty one.
Twenty two.
Twenty three.
Twenty-
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solaaresque · 1 year
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when i finish my anzu fic i will drop my ao3 on here.
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japanifornication · 9 months
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Chapters: 2/? Fandom: 逆転裁判 | Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Mitsurugi Reiji | Miles Edgeworth/Naruhodou Ryuuichi | Phoenix Wright, Naruhodou Minuki | Trucy Wright & Naruhodou Ryuuichi | Phoenix Wright, Ayasato Mayoi | Maya Fey & Naruhodou Ryuuichi | Phoenix Wright Characters: Mitsurugi Reiji | Miles Edgeworth, Naruhodou Ryuuichi | Phoenix Wright, Naruhodou Minuki | Trucy Wright, Ayasato Mayoi | Maya Fey Additional Tags: Seven Year Gap (Gyakuten Saiban), Angst, Mutual Pining,  POV Alternating, Financial Domination, in which phoenix takes control of edgeworth's bank accounts, and A Time is had, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Trans Phoenix Wright, Obsessive Behavior, Masturbation, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Alcohol
dec·a·dence /ˈdekədəns/ noun moral or cultural decline as characterized by excessive indulgence in pleasure or luxury.
phoenix is tired of edgeworth constantly trying to pay for things. if he wants to be like that, why not just have unfettered access to his bank account? edgeworth, reluctantly, agrees.
chapter 2 of decadence just went live, enjoy both of the lawyer men being completely not normal about the other, trucy being the darlingest little shit, and some maya & phoenix bonding 💞
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gigawatt-smile · 1 year
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Lockwood & Co Side Blog!
Hello! I'm Sleep/Moose, I use he/they pronouns and I've made a general use L&Co side blog for my passing thoughts on everything :D
Asks are open! Just don't put anything weird in there, I'll just delete it.
My main is @lookineedsleep, all other blogs I use are also tagged there :]
My L&Co playlists :]
My One Locklyle Fic
System Friendly - just leave syscorse at the door
I will make L&Co pride icons upon request (i find it fun), send a screenshot + I'll work with it!
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ohmeowmy · 2 years
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arya/paru | she/her | indian american?
current interests:
vocaloid
ace attorney
science
coding
space
geology
assorted animanga
no specific dni, just don't be weird.
currently semi-ia because of personal stuff! it's nothing serious, i'm just going to get really busy.
i have a studyblr! - @cha0tic-studying
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30fury · 10 months
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hello, hello.
my name is jonah and this is my shrine blog. it's also my main blog; my side is @cptdyke.
i've been a greek polytheist for 6 years. i honor and respect all the gods; my worship mainly revolves around dionysus, artemis, and hermes.
i would ask that that my original posts do not end up on fanblogs. i'm aware not everyone will see this, but to those that do: pretty please?
i'm a classic major. this is about half of my personality already.
i do not tag nudity, sex, or other mature topics. my worship inherently involves these things.
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my icon, header, and the image above are all photos i took. my icon is a black figure plate of asterion, theseus, and (probably) ariadne from the acropolis museum. my header is the mountain range on the road to delphi. the image above is the parthenon!
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goldilocks-pony · 2 years
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Salutations!
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LOOKING FOR A BETA READER
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Pfp is made by @mister-mickey
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My name is mintt and I use it/xe/he pronouns. My main is @minttey . This blog will have all my writing and is a side blog dedicated to the outsiders. My writing tag is mintt writes. Feel free to send requests or an ask! I'm open to anyone asking to join my tag list as well.
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butchfalin · 5 months
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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mochitoaster · 2 years
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I’m Mochi I post whatever and also art sometimes and funny original text posts and memes and such. Yeah. I also write! <3
I also run a stimboard blog over at @toastedstims !
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You can use any terms for me but I prefer masc ones typically ^_^ don’t use they/them for me.
Don’t be fucking weird. I vet my followers thoroughly if I don’t like you you’re getting blocked
Don’t involve me in discourse or whatever I don’t care
Feel free to chat. Mutuals especially I love you guys. Literally tell me about anything I don’t care I love asks.
Mutuals can like. Ask for discord. And if you see them calling me by a different name that’s because they have special bestie mutual permission <3 you can’t ^_^
Oh also mutuals please tag your reblog bait, unreality, and discourse <33 thanks
Uhhhh if you make it this far leave a like or something! And also here’s some flowers for u <3 🌸🌼🌺🌻🌼🌺🌷🌼🌺🌷🌸
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sylvies-kablooie · 3 months
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i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.
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so-many-ocs · 4 months
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[on the verge of having a complete breakdown] i need to make some kind of list or perhaps sort things into categories
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samuelroukin · 7 days
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they need to invent a writing that is easy. and fast also
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jonquilandlace · 3 months
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ao3-anonymous · 7 months
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What in the fanfic hell is this?? 😂😂
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