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stardustsorbet · 1 month

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𝐄𝐃𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐄 ― ♡

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ⁞ bondage, handjobs, kissing, crying/dacryphilia, body worship, sub space, slight ooc behavior, gnc!reader,

“There, there, my sweet Blade. You can hold off a little while longer for me, now can’t you?” Your voice was intoxicating like alcohol, but sickly sweet like honey. It made Blade melt, face flushed with pink and tears spilling from his crimson eyes. Truth be told, you’d been teasing him for hours, it was so unbearably painful, but everything you did to him made him feel so alive.

“No, no more, wanna cu— mghh, can’t take, please!l He was so cute, so incoherent and sensitive under your touch. “Plea— fuckk, please, it hurts!” With a long whine from the muscular man, you gave a slight chuckle with a mischievous smile.

The Stellaron Hunter always so stoic and unpredictable, so submissive under your touch. Even with each orgasm you denied him, he never gave in, moaning out your select safeword. Blade’s poor, leaking dick twitched, slapping his toned stomach with each wave of stimulation and he couldn’t help but cry out from humiliation. His cock was secured tight with a ring, his head an angry shade of red, the base being closer to a shade of purple.

“Be good, yeah— please (Y/N), love you so much— been so good for you,” his rambling almost made you feel sorry for him. As your thumb ran across the slit of his cock, you smeared the pearly pre down his length. He trembled, biting his cherry red lips, swollen from kissing your own pretty pair.

Your hand fisted his wet cock, and with each stroke, his muscles tensed and his eyes rolled back. He groaned, the guttural noise invoking a strange sense of butterflies stronger than ever inside of your tummy. The ever so stoic swordsman was falling apart in your grasp and you loved watching it.

His fingers dug into your thighs, the trembling digits being softly soothed by your gentle voice. “Come on, love. You can hold out just a bit longer, can’t you? You’re so pretty letting me do what I please with your cock. Such a pretty face twisting in the most dramatic ways.” With a soft raise of your eyebrow, you rubbed his chest, gently pinching his sensitive, pink bud.

“You’re terrible,” Blade seethed, lip trembling and his head resting in the dip of your shoulder. “I need to cum, please, (Y/N). I-It’s painful, almost.” With a low moan, he watched as the pre dripped from his nearly purpling tip.

“Darling, can’t you take a little more?” You asked, giving a gentle kiss in his warm neck. “It’ll make me so proud.”

The swordsman groaned in irritation, his bound body trembling violently with each stroke you made, the slick noises of his weeping cock mixing with the lewd moans in the air was a sight you almost lost yourself in. “I will, not much longer— I’m begging you.”

You thumbed his tip, rubbing his meaty thighs and whispering sweet nothings into his reddened ears. “You always do so amazing for me. Do you think you could repay me equally if I let you cum now?”

With a vigorous series of nods, he reached for your hand as much as he could despite the tight bindings of the scarlet ropes. To ignore such a gesture would be cruel on your end, so you obliged and took hold of his shaking hand, intertwining your fingers with his. With your free hand, you freed him from the cockring, invoking a giddy smile from the nearly always silent man.

With a final series of strokes, he bit down on his swollen bottom lip, tears running down his rosy red cheeks, the beautiful shade contrasting his pasty skin. “I— thank you so much, I love you, you are too good to me,” he moaned, his lips searching for yours as he rode through the intense high, cum spurting along his rising and falling abs.

“You know you deserve to feel good. Always such a good boy, Bladie,” you grinned, teeth shining under the low light of the lamppost. With each spurt, you slowly ran your hand over his twitching cock until you had drained him of all he had. “Good job.”

“Amazing, but please, never again,” he asked, panting and wiping the sweat from his creased forehead. Utilizing the towel on standby, you cleaned up the mess along your boyfriend’s midsection, holding him as he came down from the dopamine high. With a silent prayer, you wished for him to forget about repaying you because he would surely eat you out like a starved animal.

#smut #sub character #sub/dom #honkai x reader #honkai star rail #blade honkai #hsr blade #blade x reader #blade smut #ren hsr #hsr x you #hsr #hsr smut #hsr x reader #hsr reader insert #reader x character #honkai spoilers #spoilers #― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ nsfw posts. ̎

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stardustsorbet · 1 month

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𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐘 ― 𝘢𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪 ♡

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: overstimulation, creampies, kissing, subspace, argenti crying (dacryphiliac self indulgence), sub male, riding. (afab!reader)

The graceful redhead huffed into your neck, his muscular body trembling and eyebrows creasing. “You feel… amazing,” Argenti mumbled, his reddened cock twitching inside of your walls. You were enjoying yourself, the soft jabs his tip gave to your sensitive spot.

His voice caught in his throat, the convulsing of your pussy making him go nearly mad with pleasure. Wincing at the way his dick was squeezed, he cried out, warm and sticky cum flowing inside of you as he came again, just about his third orgasm of that night.

“You ought to be glad I’m on birth control, I’d never let you cum in me this many times,” you whispered, playing with a strand of his illustrious red hair. With quiet moans, he bit into your neck, his voice raising in pitch.

“You’ve already cum, my dearest.. please, please— oh my Aeons, you feel unbelievably good.” Your sweet boy was absolutely delirious from the pleasure you gave him. “You haven’t fucked me like this.. mmmh, in so long, lovely. It feels.. oh, too mucchhh!”

He whined, little tears pricking the corners of his eyes. “I want you to stop, but— heavens, you feel like a dream, (Y/N).” You gave him a moment to recuperate, kissing his forehead and whispering words of praise and encouragement.

“Argenti, baby.. I want to cum again, please? Just hold out a little bit longer?” You asked of him, raising his chin so his eyes met yours. “You’re so pretty, even when you’re a mess like this.” Humming a laugh, you kissed him once again, bouncing slowly on his lap as his cock rubbed your insides and filled you up so perfectly.

“Ah, my love, you feel so good inside of me,” you smiled, kissing away his tears as they fell down his rosy cheeks, the redhead’s long lashes clumped together as he cried.

“Feels too good, it’s almost starting to hurt,” he laughed, the sweet sound of laughter quickly fading into a desperate sound of pain. “Please tell me you’re close, I can’t take much more, (Y/N.)”

You kissed his glistening forehead, letting the contact linger for moments before pulling away to watch his green eyes roll back, the warmth seeping into your womb causing you to groan with delight. “Come on, Argenti, sweetheart. Don’t you want me to make me feel good?”

With a shudder and a low groan, you bounced gently on his weeping cock, the knight groaning and whining furthermore. “Aghh.. pleaseee! I can’t come anymore, my heart. ‘S too much!”

As much as he made you feel unreal bouts of pleasure, you began to feel bad for how desperate he became. “I’m gonna cum soon… promise, just a little longer.”

He watched you with such dazzled eyes, gazing at you with such love and admiration, his dearest to use him however they pleased. “Love you so much, wanna make you feel good, (Y/N).” Argenti was hardly coherent, leaning into your shoulder and grasping your waist.

His words of encouragement and love made butterflies float around in your stomach. “Aren’t you sweet,” you whispered, tucking his fiery red hair behind his ear. Taking his cock with such fervor, you felt the knot in your stomach come undone, your heart pounding as your orgasm crashed into you.

“Argenti.. sweetheart, you’re making me cum.” With moans echoing all around your room, you both came for the final time that night, leaning into each other’s touch and resting with his warmth seeping out of you. “‘M sorry, baby. Too tired to clean up…”

Even with his legs shaking and head spinning, after minutes of coming down from such an extreme high, your sweet boyfriend, always eager to serve you came back with a wet towel and water. As he assisted you, you drank to ease your hoarse voice. “You are too perfect, baby.” With that, you helped him back into your arms and knew all too well you’d just repeat this very night the following. He was too cute to allow run free without tears streaming down his face.

#smut #sub character #argenti #honkai star rail #honkai x reader #honkai posting #sub argenti #argenti hsr #argenti honkai star rail #― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ nsfw posts. ̎#nsfw writer #hsr x reader #hsr spoilers #hsr fanart #hsr #hsr argenti

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stardustsorbet · 1 month

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hi venus! was thinking about you. i know you mentioned you were having some mental health struggles, i hope things are as okay as they can be and that you’re doing alright ♥️

It really touches my heart to hear you’re thinking about me :) I think things are getting better and honestly, I want to revamp this entire account so I can really get back to writing what I enjoy. These past few months have been very challenging, but that’s life, I suppose. I hope you’re doing alright as well, babes <3

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stardustsorbet · 4 months

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venus, happy new year! wishing u happiness + love . 🥂💗

Happy new year Somi!!! Hope all your dreams come true this year <3 love ya

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stardustsorbet · 4 months

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Woah sorry for like the months long hiatus, lowkey. I have been like soul crushingly depressed lately and really overwhelmed, but honestly? I’ve been working a lot on myself and I’m getting back to how I was before. I think I’m ready to come back here if you’ll let me, LMAO. I feel bad for just falling off the face of the earth. Maybe I could write something tonight to just uh get back in the game?

#defrosting #I’m home #when you’re chronically depressed but you have your tumblr followers

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stardustsorbet · 7 months

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Hello beeb! How are you feeling right now? Do you still want to continue writing?

I’m doing alright! I’m struggling a little with my mental health and honestly trying to focus on work right now so it doesn’t pile up. I hope I can continue to write though, I don’t want to quit :3

#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ venus’s bs. ̎#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ anonnie poo :3. ̎

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stardustsorbet · 7 months

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𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐓 𝐔𝐏 𝐓𝐎 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐘 ― ♡

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ⁞ established relationships (you’re married to neuvi), threesomes, m/m/f threesome, anal sex, anal fingering, strap-ons, blowjobs, humiliation, begging, spanking, creampie/throatpies, cockrings, orgasm denial, femdom arrangements, spit-roasting, this is lowkey not wholesome at all (enjoy lomls)

“Tsk, tsk, you oughta be ashamed of yourself,” you gave your husband a firm smack on his ass. With a jump, he took your hand, gently kissing the soft skin of your knuckles.

“Apologies, my dearest, but what have I done to displease you?” Neuvillette inquired, heart racing at the thought of doing something to anger his sweet wife.

“I just got done talking with Mr. Wriothesley, our dear friend, and he’s said there’s been an abnormal influx of inmates at the fortress. Are you perhaps getting sloppy with your work, Chief Justice?”

Neuvillette wasn’t getting sloppier with his work, he took pride in it in fact. He always strived to see justice through, but that wasn’t enough to convince his dearest wife. Now with a valid reason and given consent, Neuvillette was bent over on your mattress, his clothed back arched as he kitten licked at the warden’s cock.

“Come on, now, sweetheart. Give our guest some more love,” you teased, running your hands up and down his thigh. Wriothesley was rather quiet, biting his lip as his all-powerful acquaintance lapped at the head of his cock. With some more effort, Neuvillette slurped at the pretty dick sat in front of him.

“You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to—,” Wriothesley laughed, a moan cutting him off. “Oh.. Mmh, that's real nice,” he whined softly as his cock was enshrouded with the hollow warmth of Neuvillette’s mouth.

“He’s just fine helping you relieve some of the stress HE,” you gave his ass a firm smack, gripping onto it and squeezing the clothed flesh, “shoved onto your plate. This is the only way I could think to repay you, Mr. Wriothesley.”

“‘M shorry, my Lord,” Neuvillette apologized for at least the fifth time that night. You’d said he wasn’t allowed to cum until you deemed the apology sincere enough. He panted after pulling his lips off of Wriothesley’s hardened cock, the Chief’s warm breath tickling the tip.

“Come on, show him just how sorry you are,” you demanded, slipping his pants down to his ankles. Having prepped him briefly earlier, you coated your finger with some lubricant, tracing his insides with your three fingers.

“I am.. promise you,” Neuvillette muttered between his shallow breaths. He whined at the stretch, although he was so familiar with it. “I thought you were punishing me, my dearest?” His tone was painted in confusion, but you figured you’d have some fun as well. Slipping your harness on over your thighs and securing it, you coated it in a generous layer of lube, causing your dear husband to cry out as soon as you pushed your false member inside of him.

Wriothesley twitched within Neuvillette’s mouth, the vibrations of his moan and the sheer lewdness of the situation was surely spurring him on. “Come on, don’t be so selfish now, Chief Justice. Suck me off,” Wriothesley was adapting to this position of power rather nicely. It was to be assumed it was his first time doing something so… taboo, at least deemed so within Fontaine.

“Listen to him, Neuvillette. He is who you shall aim to please tonight, am I understood?” You thrust into his tight ass. His legs shook wildly, this toy being slightly bigger than the one he would take any other day.

“Yes, my goddess… mmh— I understand,” Neuvillette was red and hot, taking all of the warden’s cock inside his mouth, moving as slow as he could as to avoid gagging. He suckled on the twitching member, giving a pathetic moan each time you thrust into him.

“You can cum inside him. Or, if you’d like, we can switch. You can fuck his pretty ass, he takes it quite well, don’t you, darling?” You looked down at your husband, displeased by his lack of action at the mouth. “How embarrassing. It looks like my pretty pet isn’t performing up to my standards.”

“It’s really okay, I’m sure he’s just as nervous as I am—,” Wriothesley tried to excuse the silver haired man, his eyes rolling back as he fought the urge to thrust his hips into Neuvillette’s mouth. “It feels amazing, I think you’ve, oh archons, done.. well with him.”

You took the compliment in stride, pulling Neuvillette’s silky hair close to the root so his face was close to yours as you bent over. “Bob your head, sweetheart, Mr. Wriothesley wants to cum. Look at that hard cock of his, he wants to cum down your throat, darling,” your words spurred both men on, Neuvillette giving you a subtle nod, his hazy eyes settling back onto the prize.

He took Wriothesley back in his mouth, pushing back against your strap-on. With little moans here and there, saliva pooled at the base of Wriothesley’s cock. He slurped at the tip of it, his tongue swirling around on the slit. Pulling off with the smack of his lips, he panted, stroking his cock with the hand unoccupied with keeping himself upright.

“I’m very sorry, Mr. Wriothesley. I’ll be sure to monitor things more carefully, this’ll never happen again, I do promise you,” he was pleading with the warden to give him that sparing look that’d convince you to let him cum. “I’m so sorry, my lord.” You knew all his sneaky tricks, this one included.

“Come on, Neuvillette, surely you don’t want this to be over with so soon? Don’t lie and say you don’t enjoy being used like this, sweetheart. You like being filled up with my strap and Mr. Wriothesley in your mouth, don’t you?”

Neuvillette whined, trying his hardest to make the warden cum from the workings of his tongue. His own cock was leaking profusely, a glossy puddle underneath him. “Please, forgive me— mmf.. wanna cum soo badly.” His incoherency and loss of proper speech made you laugh, sadism laced in every giggle that dripped from your lips.

“Apologies.. sir— fuck! Mm, sweetheart. Right there,” he whined, your strap grazing his sensitive prostate. “Pleaseeee, darling. I really mean it, I’m truly sorry!” Neuvillette had tears in his violet colored eyes. You couldn’t help but make eye contact with your dear guest, shrugging your shoulders. Slipping the cockring off, he groaned, working as best as he could at the wet cock at his lips.

“Monsieur.. I’m gonna— can I? In your mouth?” Wriothesley moaned lewdly, gently pulling the chief by his antenna like horns. His breathing was heavy and the base of his abdomen was tight. He couldn’t help how rough he got, thrusting into Neuvillette’s warm mouth, the slick of his tongue feeling too pleasurable to not make noises at. “Cumming, cumming!”

Pulling Neuvillette by his hair, he took all of Wriothesley’s pulsating cock inside of his mouth, allowing him to spill his release all inside of his mouth, just as you had instructed. “Good, oh gosh, thank you so much,” Wriothesley gave a breathy laugh as rode out his high. “This wasn’t necessary by any means, but— archons, your tongue is far more useful beyond that proper speaking of yours, Monsieur.

Coming down from his high, Wriothesley still couldn’t help but feel aroused by the sight of the archon’s second in command whiny and whimpering on your strap. Neuvillette dug his fingers into the pillow, allowing Wriothesley to sneak beside him, smiling smugly as he whispered dirty things in his ears. “Do you like being used like this, Chief Justice? Was it nice getting me off and using that whiny mouth of yours for good?”

“Don’t.. don’t speak that way— it makes me feel so.. hhngh dirty,” Neuvillette said through whines, your strap kissing his prostate so deliciously. His eyes were glossed over with a hazy film, his lips a cherry red from being bitten on.

“You’ll be okay with a bit of my teasing. You owe me, after all,” Wriothesley hummed in the other man’s ear. “(Y/N)? Put him on his back, yeah?”

“Sure!” You agreed, helping your husband to lie against the dark haired male.

Wriothesley was good help in holding Neuvillette’s legs apart. As you slipped back inside, Wriothesley played with the poor draconian man’s aching cock. His abdomen was so tight and hard, his breathing erratic, even more so as you jabbed his prostate. “It’s so good— please, let me cum? I really am sorry, sir!”

Both you and Wriothesley enjoyed watching him plead and beg, the wardens gentle strokes to his reddened cock making him overly sensitive before he even came. “You both.. you’re so amazing, I’m so— fuuck!— I’m so sorry.” He sobbed, just about choking on his tears as he finally reached his high, painting his stomach and Wriothesley’s hand a sweet shade of white.

“Aww, look at our pretty Chief Justice, you wanted that so so bad, now didn’t you?” You teased him, taking a sample of his release upon your index finger and licking it. “That’s a good boy, huh?” You looked to Wriothesley to back you up, the warden giving a gentle nod, holding Neuvillette by his chin.

“Good job, Chief. I trust you’ll lighten my load? Or else I’d love to come back for some stress relief,” Wriothesley teased, looking into the older man’s pretty violet eyes with a teasing smile.

“I promise.. I’m so very sorry for the inconvenience, Mr. Wriothesley,” Neuvillette apologized, finding it hard to stay awake. His throat was sore and his legs were still shaky.

“I’ll see you out. He needs some rest, we never play for such a short time.”

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stardustsorbet · 7 months

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Me have good idea… me going to write

#back from the grave #college bro.#I can’t do this anymore #my first year and I’m already losing it #live laugh my psychology professor though #ANYWAYS #I am free for now and I’d love to feed y’all

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stardustsorbet · 8 months

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Those men that are just head over heels in love with their girlfriend that they’ll let her do whatever they please, just as long as she feels good. She could do whatever she wanted and he’d watch in admiration, hearts practically in his eyes. The love in his heart would never falter, and god, he can never look away from her. She’s so perfect and she chose him. I need that so bad y’all don’t understand 😕

#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ venus’s bs. ̎#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ sfw posts. ̎

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stardustsorbet · 8 months

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Omg account reveal EW! Anyways... This is the one I was talking about.... They look so breedable together

Oh my gosh… 🤭🤭🤭 it’s giving very much Jojo boys yk how they pose together they’re so gorgeous

#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ mootie poo :3. ̎

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stardustsorbet · 8 months

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I just saw an Alhaitham and Wriothesley drip market edit. This might be the first time where I'm just thinking about fucking 2 men at the same time :/

YOU HAVE TO SHOW ME THIS PLEASEEEE

#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ anonnie poo :3. ̎#PLEASEEE

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stardustsorbet · 8 months

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I love how we all agree Wriothesley is a slut for his wifey. Like the guy is a duke and also a warden of a prison so he's high in position. The guy looks fucking intimidating and got a decree in whooping your ass with mechanical boxing gloves... And then once he's home he's immediately hopping into his wife's lap and begs her to fuck him with her new dildo...

Noo because he’s quite literally the best example of a man whore. The earrings, the loose tie, the boob window, like oh my god?? But, yes, he’s definitely nothing like he is at work when it comes down to his pretty wife. She stays at home and works, making sure everything is in order and plants some surprises around their bedroom so by the time he gets home, she can give him a nice treat.

His wife wouldn’t just buy one thing while out, she’d buy some pretty matching lingerie for the both of them to set the scene/mood. Doesn’t matter to him, as long as you pound into his ass and all him to cum all over himself. Wrio loves the missionary position because kissing you is good fun for him (and he wants to whisper dirty things into your ear to spur you on) and doggy so you can watch the fat of his ass jiggle every time you thrust back into him. <3

#genshin impact #genshin #genshin spoilers #smut #sub character #sub/dom #genshin headcanons #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #genshin wriothesley #sub wriothesley #― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ anonnie poo :3. ̎#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ nsfw posts. ̎

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stardustsorbet · 8 months

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Guys look at my husband isn’t he just soooo pretty 😍

Family reunion 🌊🦦

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stardustsorbet · 8 months

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hello (◡‿◡✿) do you write for yuuta? i have a request but didn’t see him on your masterlist

Hi honey!!I don’t :( I haven’t even seen the movie haha not sure where to watch it </3

#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ mootie poo :3. ̎

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stardustsorbet · 8 months

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honestly Wriothesley probably has a breeding Kink, like he wants you to breed him and fuck your babies into him (its impossible I tried-). His legs on your hips and arms on your neck as he looks at you with heart eyes as he moans and tells you to breed him "haah fuck! Yes right there!♡♡♡"

No literally… he adores the feeling of being full of you, your cum, whatever it is, as long as it’s you. You two ought to invest in those ejaculating dildos because he could go for hours, riding you and taking your sweet seed into his hole so perfectly. The feeling of the substance painting his insides makes him feel so euphoric, and he doesn’t even mind the stomachaches that come afterward.

After such a long day at work, it’s a need. He’s already prepped himself by the time you’ve woken up from an afternoon nap, eager to please you with his slutty ass. Sometimes he’s even the one to wake you up, so desperate to be fucked and filled to the brim.

Wrio is such a whore for you, always looking to be rewarded with your cum. His favorite thing to do is to plug himself up afterward, carrying on with his regular activities stuffed full of your warmth. Don’t you ever worry about your pullout game with this man, he craves every drop of cum expelled from your cock/strap. <3

#genshin impact #wriothesley #thirsts #send thirsts #― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ anonnie poo :3. ̎#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ nsfw posts. ̎

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stardustsorbet · 8 months

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so there are leaks saying that neuvillette is the hydro dragon. And when the hydro dragon cries, it rains... Fontaine has a rising sea level problem... Come on you know why ;)

Yes because I make him cry from giving that good good dick 👹 so I wonder is snow like cum??

#genshin impact #Neuvillette #― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ anonnie poo :3. ̎#― ·˚ ༘₊ ̎ nsfw posts. ̎

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stardustsorbet · 8 months

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𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐍𝐄𝐔𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄 ― ♡

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ⁞ mentions of unrequited feelings, mentions of death and lost loves, kitsune!reader, there’s a little bit of poetry I lowkey pulled it out of my ass

“Escort me, my memory is a bit hazy,” she lied. She knew the path like the back of her hand, allowing her friend to take the lead. (Y/N) loved to tease him, the silver-haired judge, Neuvillette. He wasn’t gullible per se but sometimes oblivious to jokes.

He couldn’t help but feel his heart flutter, you really wanted to go back. To that lake where you spent your youth. When you were just a young kitsune and he a youthful dragon. His horns were so petite, and your tails were so small, yet soft. Where there was so much unresolved tension, unanswered questions he had.

“That lake holds many of my memories,” he spoke, trying to keep his words to a minimal, just small talk. With his arm hooked in hers, he couldn’t help himself from trying to appear to others as maybe being her lover. The press would sure milk this for all its worth, but he almost wanted that. Fontaine’s dearest kitsune, a sweet woman, and the cold Chief Justice.

“Wouldn’t you think it’s rather romantic to go somewhere like this, especially so late at night?” He whispered, leaning down so she could hear. His height was quite different compared to yours. A smile crept onto his lips; this was his way of flirting with you, and you knew that better than anyone.

“Aren’t you presumptuous?” A laugh escapes her lips, playfully shoving her friend, not enough to hurt him. “Just.. take me there, okay?”

The walk from where the two had dined to their lovely lake was not too far, and he could not pretend like he didn’t enjoy being with her in pure silence like this. It had been years since their falling out, but now? Things were so much different. They’d both grown, both changed in so many ways.

She took a seat in the rustic swing hooked onto a branch of a cypress tree, swinging gently as she gazed into the water. The pale moon reflected Neuvillette’s features so beautifully; she had forgotten just how beautiful he really was. She couldn’t help but notice in such an intimate moment like this.

He sat himself next to her, worried the swing wouldn’t be able to support them both, but alas, it did. It was rather old, much more used to supporting two young teenagers and every conversation they had. “You look most beautiful tonight. I’m not sure I told you that already.”

“Thank you.. and you look just as beautiful. This moon makes every feature of yours that much easier to see and therefore appreciate.”

“Hah, thank you, (Y/N). I wonder, do you still remember every moment we shared here just as I did?” He asked, gently taking her hand and placing a kiss on her knuckles.

“My kitsune mind betrays me.. you’ll have to remind me.” She knew he wanted to tell the story, but of course leave out his embarrassing moments. If she brought up how he’d fallen in the lake all those years ago after kicking a rock out of anger, he’d become a blushing mess.

“I remember how we’d enjoy the morning sunlight reflecting on the lake, hiding under the ripples of the water as the wind blew and storm clouds thundered. Things were so much different then… Do you still care for me as much as you did then?”

“Time decays the friendships between mortals, and though it has been centuries now since we’ve crossed paths, I feel like nothing has changed between us. I could reminisce in these moments forever and still hold the same comfort I’m bathing in now, despite all that has happened. If only time could pause, how kind would that be, Neuvillette?”

Her eyes were tired and emotional, every memory she had flowing through that bright mind she held.

“Pausing time, we could never find a way. But, I wouldn’t mind spending all my time with you, dearest (Y/N).” His eyes watched her so lovingly, his old friend. His friend he’d messed things up with so badly.

It was nice to sit in silence, your fingers intertwined. No romantic connotations, at least on your end, he just enjoyed being comforted like this. The touch of his warmth next to you made everything feel okay again.

“I remember I buried my book of poetry around here, I’d like to read you some of my writings.” He knew exactly what she meant, smiling at her. It didn’t take long for them to find the book with the leather cover, the dirt covered pages, and the writings of all (Y/N)’s feelings.

“Do read me some of your writings,” he spoke, helping her into the swing again, sitting beside her with admiration beaming from his blue eyes.

“Ahem… gosh, this is embarrassing, haha. Vintage clothes, antique catches. All the cracks and burns from matches. I love the imperfection of these things. Humanity, so precious, like diamond rings. Everything about you is so raw, so real. So unrealistic how you appeal to me.”

He smiled at her words, they were beautiful and vulnerable. With each word, he knew there was something in her heart when she wrote them down. “Who was this about?” He questioned. “If you don’t mind me asking.”

“A general. I fell in love with him. He died in the cataclysm.” Her breaths weren’t shaky, and her eyes weren’t full of tears. Enough time had passed now, it wasn’t something she dwelled on. “He was a very dear friend of mine.”

“Ah, I’m very sorry. I’m sure you were very dear to him, you’re so bright and beautiful.” He had a hard time comforting people, according to Navia (he’d taken that very personally).

“It’s okay, these things don’t haunt me anymore. I’ve moved on. I hope that lived up to your expectations. It was just my younger mind, all very real with her feelings.”

“Is there any more?” Neuvillette inquired, resting his chin on her shoulder as you flipped through the pages.

Flipping over the pages, scanning the words quickly, she found one she’d be okay sharing. “Beautiful, even when you’re wrong. You are like the static and crackle in lightning. Please, just give me time to leave. Your soul is old, but your thoughts are new. Your mind is bright, but your heart is blue.”

He listened to the way she wrote about this mysterious general, her heart was dedicated to this man. His mind wandered astray, wondering if maybe one day she could think of him like that. Alas, he was too shy to ask her something like that. He wasn’t as bold as he was when he was younger.

“Have you ever been in love with someone other than him?”

“Feelings are so complicated. They change, just like weather patterns. In our youth, things were different, but now… I’m too work oriented to care about romance anymore. I see it as just a distraction.”

Neuvillette understood that notion, and in a way almost felt similarly. It was hard to find time for your heart in a world like this, where they were both always so busy.

He fell quiet for a few moments. Perhaps the alcohol from dinner earlier had gotten to him, but there was so much he wanted to say now. “Could I ask something of you? It may be a bit invasive and awkward, so don’t be afraid to shut me up.”

With a nod of her head, she allowed him to continue. “Have you ever felt affectionate toward me?” His face was almost sad, nearly desperate. She knew her answer would break him, and it was awfully inconvenient she didn’t bring her umbrella.

“I know our feelings.. changed. You grew to prioritize your profession more.. And I respect that. But, I can’t help but wonder. Did you ever feel anything.. for me?”

“I… don’t know what I feel. Feelings are just so complicated to understand. I just don’t like dedication. I enjoy the feeling of freedom and independence, not being tied down by housewife work and kids running around!”

“I understand. I feel similarly. But, that’s not the key to a relationship, it’s the love you feel for one another.” He smiled, feeling her head against his shoulder.

“But the distractions become just that.. distracting. It’s hard to be close when there are things leading your attention astray.”

“It’s just additional effort, I suppose. But, it’s not for us all. That I can most certainly understand.”

Their hands were still intertwined, her peace sinking into him as well. She was quiet, breathing slowly against him. Letting him do all the talking was easier, especially on tired nights like these. “My thoughts are hard to understand, I’m sorry.”

She spoke after a long while, biting her lip almost uncomfortably. “I find it easier to not love then to love and lose it.” Her way of thinking was clearly damaged, but he’d wait. He’d done it this long, he would do it longer. Because, at the end of the day, when the moon went behind the lake, when the bugs lurked around the shoreline, the chief Justice was sure of one thing. Neuvillette was most definitely in love with his dear friend, (Y/N).

Sorry about the corny ass poetry I thought it would be nice to add. I’m embarrassed whjdsjdb

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