January Recap

Completed my 30-day devotional. I'm really happy about this since I was not able to do a complete streak last year. I will definitely continue this until the end of the year.

Meg had tonsillitis during the 1st week of the month. It was so hard seeing her having difficulty swallowing her food. Thank God for her pedia who prescribed highly effective medicine.

Started my fitness journey, albeit irregular. What's important is that I started. ☺️

Enrolled for the 2nd sem. Enjpying the ride so far. 😁

Had a haircut at David's Salon. It was my first time having my haircut at a high-end salon.

Attended a division training of trainers. I love surrounding myself with intellectuals.

Attended the MPRE for SY 2023-2024. It was not as hectic as that of the previous school years. I was glad to tick off some tasks in my work to-do list.

Participated in the Catch Up Fridays. Not really sure how to sustain this though.Haha.

Found a new playhouse for Meg. It's more serene than the other one that we used to go to. I love the varied activity spaces and the types of toys they included.

Visited a local resto that I have not been into before. The Japanese curry was good!

Day Log #8

2nd day of our mid-year in-service training. Our new district supervisor surprised us with his presence. I almost had an impromptu presentation. 😁

Took some selfies during breaktime before going back to my desk job.

Had a fun chit-chat with my colleagues after work. Funny how my co-millenial colleague and I can't keep up with our Gen Z colleague's shenanigans. Lol.

Performed a 30-minute sculpting workout. I wish I bought 1kg dumbbells instead of 2kg since the latter seems to be too much for a beginner like me.Haha. Hoping for results soon. Need to work on my diet though.

Day Log #7

Konnichiwa! I am currently on a Division training in preparation for our speaking engagement in March. I feel elated and intimidated all at the same time. I am glad that I finally have this opportunity to become a resource person in a division-wide event which allows me to work with brilliant and eloquent people within our division. I really love a good challenge and I get inspired when I am with people who challenge me. However, this entire situation also makes me a nervous wreck. As an anxious person, several questions boggle my mind: What if I can't deliver? What if I disappoint people? What if I end up not being good enough? If I let these anxious thoughts influence my actions, I will definitely sabotage my career progress. So, I am trying to hold it all in and just the tide run its course. Right now, I am just try to be grateful for being where I am today and enjoy all the blessings that God has been pouring in my life so far.

2024 Intentions

Be more prompt and honor other people's time.

Be more grateful and complain less.

Be content with my own company.

Be more disciplined in the areas of health and finances.

Be more mindful of the things that I am expending my energy for.

Allocate more time and resources to the things that bring purpose to my life.

Avoid procrastination and manage my time better.

Communicate my feelings better.

Match people's energy towards me.

Set boundaries in terms of how I wanted to be treated.

Prioritize rest.

learn how to effectively manage anger and stress.

Stay away from gossips.

Judge people less.

Stop cussing and swearing even in private.

Day Log #6

Our college barkada is finally complete for our annual meetup. I think the last time we were complete was in 2018. What I love about being with these people is that I always get fresh ideas from them. Surrounding yourself with people who uplift and challenge you at the same time is a sure win.

I am extra full with all those eating sessions. 😁

Went to the mall to buy baby stuff after our barkada meetup. Gosh, what can you buy with Php 1,000 nowadays. 😔

Day Log #5

Rented a space at Co.Cee Studyhub to finish answering our final exam in Educational Planning. How I wish I could have a work space with productivity-inducing ambience at home.

Bumped with a co-teacher at the mall and ended up having an unexpected date with her. When I was still new to the service, I always hung out with this colleague outside of work.

Attended our final seminar in Educatiinal Planning with Asec Panchet Bringas as our speaker. What an insightful session we had had with her.

Fun fun fun Christmas party with my Ed Planning classmates

WHAT LIFE TAUGHT ME DIARY #1

Last Friday, November 17, a magnitude 6.8 earthquake jolted our city at around 4:15 pm. We were having a meeting that time. That was the strongest quake I have experienced in my entire 32 years of existence in our city. That time, I couldn't think of any other thing apart from my daughter and mother who were left at home. My mother gets nauseated easily that's why I worried a lot. I couldn't contact them immediately after which adds more insult to injury. Good thing they were fine, and my father was actually with them when the quake struck. My husband was in transit so he wasn't really able to feel the intensity of the quake. Thank God for keeping us all safe.

The quake made me realize a few things though:

In the face of imminent death, only life will matter most.

When you love somebody, it is easy for you to lose your life just to make sure that the person you love is safe.

It never hurts to work somewhere close to your family.

The essence of drills is to establish habits or automatic bodily reactions.

Be prepared for any disaster as much as you can.

I certainly do not wish for another disaster to occur but I am going to make active steps to prepare myself in case.

DAY LOG #4

Took a leave from work to relax for a while to do my assignment in Educational Planning. I will never cram that way again.

Since I am in dire need of a place where I can focus but at the same time relax my body while doing my assignment, I actually checked in in a famous hotel.in our city.Hahahaha.That was my first time doing it alone.

Started doing my assignment at 7:45 am and finished at 4pm!!!! Again, never will I cram that way again unless in very dire circumstances.

Went to Philomath after withdrawing money to attend my online classes.Thank God for condStarted doing my assignment at 7:45 am and finished at 4pm!!!! Again, never will I cram that way again unless in very dire circumstancesucive study spaces. Btw, their beef tapa was so good!

Currently on my way home while.typing this. It was a very looong day for me. Gotta finish my grades tomorrow. Thank you, Lord for sustaining me.Tbh, I was about to give up with my assignment already but in the end I decided to persevere. But that wasn't my strength anymore; it was from God I really believe so.

Day Log #3

Our professor told us that we are going to have an online class since he is n Cebu for a conference. Knowing how strict and meticulous he is, I looked for a place where I can attend the class with no distractions. Good thing that my colleague recommended that I go to a studyhub called Philomath. It was a perfect experience. Now I have a go-to place where I could work (or do senti sessions) in peace!

Day Log #2

Watched the online Sunday Service of CCF. The sermon is about edifying others using one's God-given gift. We shouldn't just live to improve our lives or edify our selves. We should also seek to build others up. I was really encouraged to use my platform to reach out to as many young lives as I can.

Attended my School Admin class. I learned about the importance of maintaining professionalism in the workplace. As a future leader, I also need to empower my members so they can live up to their potentials.

Had my merienda/early dinner at Aleia. I love how their food is savory while being budget-friendly.

Bought eyebrow liner and razor before I went home

Prepared my Lesson Log and Class Presentation for tomorrow

I hope to be consistent in this daily log thing. It sure makes me look forward to do the mundane tasks for the day. :)

Day Log #1

I usually take the tricycle going downtown since the jeepney terminal is a bit far from home. However, I decided to take the longer route today by hiking to the terminal under the fiery strike of the sun. I'm so thankful for the air-conditioned e-bus!

Scoured the mall to look for a restaurant that sells carbonara since I'm craving for one. It took me almost 30 minutes because most restos were full! I settled at Greenwich after seeing a vacant seat. I'm not a fan of their carbonara but it was enough to satisfy my craving.

Decided to leave the mall after lunch and hiked to a nearby coffee shop outside to do some focused work. I originally planned to just work at the mall's food court to save money but since it was jam-packed with people, I decided to look for a place where I can work peacefully. Peace > money.

Had dinner with my daughter and played with her before I put her to bed

This momma just got to do what she had to do to hold her body and soul together. I'm just thankful to have a support system that helps me in managing my responsibilities as a working mom.

How do you manage your life without losing your mind? Share your thoughts below.

When I was in college, I became fond of writing blogs through the influence of my best friend. I know I wasn't half as good as her in writing, so I challenged myself to practice writing so I can somehow be at par with her. I know envy is not a good motivation but it worked for me. I love a good challenge. Writing became my comfort and outlet from that time on. However, I veered away from my old hobby when I entered motherhood. You see, all these roles that you have to juggle 24/7 can seep the life out of you if you are not careful. Sadly, I can feel my life slipping away by the day.

But recently I had an awakening. I cannot continue to be on an autopilot mode and expect changes in my life. I cannot give my best in all these hats I am wearing if I continue treating myself like life's victim. And so I wanted to go find comfort and strength in writing again. I wanted to put all my vulnerabilities in words, name and profess them so they won't take a hold of me any longer.

This is why you are reading this right now. I am writing once again to take control of what's happening in me. This is my act of rebellion towards life. This is my battle cry.