posting this thing on tumblr lmao

#Louder for the people in the back

I saw someone on facebook say '911 has been too woke since moving to abc, thank god I still have 911 lonestar'????? like what the actual fuck?????

eddie is so much stronger than me if i were him id never even try again

feel like i need to start banging pots and pans together yelling HEY REMEMBER HOW THE WOMAN HE’D BEEN IN LOVE WITH SINCE HIGH SCHOOL AND THE MOTHER OF HIS CHILD GOT HIT BY A CAR AND DIED IN FRONT OF HIM AFTER ASKING FOR A DIVORCE AFTER ABANDONING HIM FOR 2 YEARS AFTER HE WENT TO WAR AFTER HE WAS A TERRIBLE HUSBAND (WHICH HE CAN NEVER MAKE UP FOR SINCE SHE GOT HIT BY A CAR. AND DIED.) AND THEN WHEN HE ATTEMPTED TO GET OVER IT HE ENDED UP SPIRALING INTO A MENTAL BREAKDOWN ⁉️ like yeah he has problems with intimacy but he’s trying SO HARD!!!!!

Nana's Boy Eddie Diaz taking his grammie as his +1 to a wedding would actually break me into a million pieces btw

The Tortured Poets Department (Eddie’s Version) 🤍

The Manuscript

The Bolter

The Albatross

The Black Dog

The Tortured Poets Department: The Anthology

This is a Lumax headcanon to me now, immediately, btw. He braids her hair.

Do you know this Jewish character?

Eddie Diaz is the definition of an introvert being adopting by extroverts, first it was Shannon then Buck. They saw him and decide that one is mine.

Ways Buck and I are similar, one of our love languages is sharing fun facts and puns at the most random times.

This is just me thinking about myself and trying to understand myself. (This might be a little TMI.)

So, I been questioning somethings and going back fourth as to whether I am bi for years. I would happily identify as bisexual if it was not for my family being homophobia/biphobia. I want to get married and basically fall in love with someone I considered a best friend and makes me happy and loves me and feel like I can be my complete self around and who I make happy and loves me. Just get a marry a best friend and buy a place together and take care of each other and have game night. It can be romantic or platonic love relationship.

9-1-1 which is one of favorite show and I am finding myself really relating to the story-line of bisexual Buck. Apparently, I flirt without realizing because I get really excited to make friends and went on a date once without even realizing. If you are flirting with me please just tell me because I don't know the difference between making friends and flirting. If you think about it the way you make friends is the same way you become someones romantic partner. You started talking, compliment each other, find common interests and invite each other to hang out.

One time, a girl kissed me on the cheek after I said a really funny pun. She asked if she could kiss me and I said yes. I am not a physically affection often, I do not like being me touched but sometimes I want hugs and kiss and I will hug or kiss someone on cheek or forehead because it makes them happy. Then I tried to ask her to hang out and lost the ability to speak, the same way I would ask a guy I like to hang out. Then I had two different dreams, one about the boy I had a crush on and one about this girl. They were basically the same dream but with a different person. I dragged them into my bedroom and push them on my bed and torn their top off and proceeded to kiss and bit them. I did climb on top of the boy pushed him down on the bed and sat on top of him, I did not climb on the girl and was more gentle because we are both very small and petite and I did not want to hurt her. She sat in my lap instead.

Everyone reads male/female and male/male erotic and female/female erotic, right? Everyone thinks girls and boys and non-binary folks are beautiful like art and just like to look at them and really want to be their friends and what it is like to kiss them and everyone thing of men, women and non-binary people the same ways? If anyone wants to share experiences and wisdom and advice, feel free.

"A cishet person must have made this, no queer person would ever portray queerness in this way."

"This artist must be white."

"No SA victim would ever handle the subject in this way."

"No woman would ever write women like this."

"This creator is obviously neurotypical. Everyone with autism/ADHD/depression understands-"

Nope.

People who make these blanket statements are very frequently proven wrong when the creator comes out as a member of that group. And even when they aren't proven wrong, even in cases where the creator isn't from the group in question, actual members of the group who don't fit whatever arbitrary criteria are being expressed will see these statements and feel excluded and erased.

Not everyone in your group is going to share your experiences. No single individual gets to personally decide what does or doesn't count as a "valid" expression of trauma or being part of a particular group, and creators are also not obligated to out themselves in order to "prove" their validity.

If something doesn't resonate with you, all that means is that it doesn't resonate with you. You don't have to like it. But you don't get to decide what it means to someone else.

When I give a lot of information, it's oversharing, but a neurotypical does and "it's a long story."

Eddie Diaz is The Bolter by Taylor Swift coded.

SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE GOY IN THE BACK

from rootsmetals on ig

you wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

911onabc: We are thrilled by the opportunity to tell Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley’s story and are grateful to Oliver Stark for portraying it with love and care. Discovering and expressing yourself—at any point in life—is a beautiful thing and we hope you feel loved and seen here.

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