Sitting on the toilet hitting my nic so I can shit out all the stuff I ate tdy🥰❤️💕

Is my nic supposed to burn the back of my throat ??😔

Ummm… so basically… I completely forgot about my plan .. 😭

Anyways I’ll get to it when I get to it but hi chat I haven’t been on here in hella long 😣

Guys I’m high nd I think I js thought of a way to loose a lot of weight 😭

First, don’t eat. Go on walks. Drink water when needed, not wanted. (I don’t wanna be bloated). If I’m in a lot of pain then I can eat a gogurt (50 cals) or a cracker (prob like 10-30 cals each) and if I’m still in pain then I can eat like a bread with butter or smt? Idk it spike 300 cals for white bread but it’s the only kinds I have. Leave mealsspo plss.

Do this for however long it takes to loose 20 lbs.

Then, drink a lot of water to the point I’m bloated to keep me from eating. I’ll have to learn self control and say no to whoever offers me food and not give into munchies (I hate it sm).

I’ll prob stop buying dispos, and buy nic instead cs they suppress appetite. And most of the time I don’t even wanna get higher, I js wanna hit smt. I’m also a nic fein😭. But I’ll js buy my last 2g, then buy a nic. I want a geek bar so baddd😣.

And then I’ll keep doing this till summer comes, and I’ll stick to it. I’ll stick to it till I get the results I want. and if I binged? Purge. If I’m too scared to purge them I’ll have to make up the cals in exercise. And I hate exercising.

The only exception is when I’m on my period (like rn) nd the craving hit 😔. Imma go down a tub of ice cream bye bye.

MOTHER FUCKER I CLOGGED THE TOLIET HELELDPDPDLDL😭😭😭💀😁💀😭😣😣😭😭😭

I’m shitting and I’m smoking but the more I cough the more I gotta shit but I’m also on my period and have rly bad cravings but the only way I can eat is if I smoke and I’m ripping blinkers 💗 if u smoke or witnessed it yk

But at least I’m loosing weight by shitting before I down a whole bucket of ice cream 😭

So I’ve had enough of being a fat fuck and I’ve decided to make a plan. I can go on 30 minute-1 hour walks around town, I can do 30 minute workouts at least 3-5 times a week, and I can only eat omad or if I’m in physical pain

Can u guys gimme workout ideas/ tips? I want to be thin but not bones, nd I wanna have gyat for summer so I need workouts to get rid of my tummy cs I kinda Alr have an ass 🤓

And how much cals should I eat if I wanna loose 60 lbs by summer?? Or should I js not eat at all 😭

And what imma start doing is going on tumblr every time I feel hungry so I feel like a fatass looking at all the skinny girls

Easy to not eat when u realize the bitch u hate got skinner 😐😐

Well, it’s 4:40 in the morning and I js seen my ex bsf. She looks so pretty, but me? I look like a fucking rat. God I hate myself. I’m like a lard of fat just taking up space. I just want to be skinny. To be pretty. Why’d it so hard for me?? Can ppl send me like pictures of Tammy and be liked “dis you?” 😭 like she’s my literal twinenem

But can you guys leave tips and meanspo in the cmnts? Or can someone be my Ana buddies and we can check in with each other every hour to see what we’ve ate or what we are planning to eat, and we can help talk each other out of binging.

Repost to loose 5kgs 🦢🩰

Bro I’m scared to fast now

So I tried to do a 5 day fast but on the first day I felt so much pain and at like 3 am I puked up a pee colors liquid nd I honestly thought I puked up my own piss cs I have a habit of holding it in😭

Brooo I got high nd I ate (I’m supposed to b on a 5 day fast that was supposed to start yesterday but I failed so I tried again tdy and failed😭) , I ate 8 Oreos with milk, 2 Hawaiian bread rolls with butter, and 2 waffles with butter and syrup… I ate all of them like 30 mins apart but I keep getting hungry so I’m thinking about what I could eat to make myself stay full but is also low cal. I can’t find anything that looks appetizing to me (I’m a picky eater) so does anyone have recommendations?

And bro like getting high nd getting the munchies makes me wanna kms cs I can’t be alive if I’m sober I’ll literally have a melt down 😭but every time I get high the munchies come🤦🏻‍♀️

Or the fat in my stomach 😭

why dooes my brain think i need food again, goddamn i fed you 18 hours ago, if ur hungry eat some of that fat sitting in my thighs or something

someone : Why don't you ever eat outside ?

Me : Anxiety makes me feel nauseous all the time .

The real reason :

This is what my brain tells me I look like whenever I eat 🙂

I need to loose at least 50 pounds by the new school year, I want to work harder to loose 70, but if I keep binging I’ll never reach my goals. Does anyone have tips to not eat? I chew gum and drink water but sometimes it doesn’t help, and I end up accepting when someone offers me food. Very rarely I’ll say no, but sometimes it’s just so tempting. Anyways, if anyone has tips on fasting or loosing weight fast, plssss lmkkk😭

(also the new school year is in late August)

Reblog to loose 25 pounds in March 2024!🕯🕯

Instead of focusing your energy on eating and making yourself uglier. Maybe you should work on being Beautiful Instead. Wanna eat? Go on a walk. Wanna eat? Do skin care. Wanna eat? Shave your legs. Wanna eat? Paint your nails. Wanna eat? Do your hair. Wanna eat? Learn a new language. Wanna eat? Learn about feminine energy. Wanna eat? Find new ways to make money. At least all these things improve yourself, and by not eating, you're also helping yourself ❤️

ok, ok, I have been seeing a lot of posts about bringing back red bracelets, and I did some research and found out that mia people have blue bracelets, but somehow nobody is talking about it. And I think we should bring these back too. I just think that mia people should also be included in this thing, so all of us on edblr can connect irl too.

Bring back red bracelets for ana, and blue bracelets for Mia

(pls reblog this so it can get to as many people as possible)