oh god
When Leo died the earth fell into a storm.
Jason screamed into the wind as lighting showered from above.
Daring to kill the one who had upset him so.
The 5th held him back from seeing the body.
Wanting him to have that mercy.
Their was no laughter.
No smirks or grins.
Just a wolfs howl piercing through the winds.
.
When Jason died the earth fell into flames.
Because it was never meant to be like this.
Leo screamed as the fire overtook him.
Scattering everyone away.
Wishing for once he'd burn.
Nothing but a coffin and a cruel joke.
No smiles no chuckles
No warmth in the storm.
Just a empty bed.
And no place to call home.
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marauders years at hogwarts.
there was obviously them .
james remus sirius peter
BUT
there was also second group of Gryffindors in their year
girls gang: lily marlene dorcas mary AND sirius.
GIVE ME GENDERFLUID SIRIUS WHO ACTUALLY FEELS MORE LIKE A GIRL
GIVE ME SIRIUS WITH DYSPHORIA FROM BEING IN BOYS DORM , BUT SHE CANT IMAGINE BEING WITH SOMEONE ELSE
GIVE ME SIRIUS WHO SOMETIMES GO SLEEP TO MARLENE BED BECAUSE SHE IS HIS BEST FRIEND FOREVER AND SHE CANT BE WITH BOYS BC OF DYSPHORIA
GIVE ME SIRIUS SHOWING MORE OFTEN IN GIRLS UNIFORM
GIVE ME SIRIUS WITH EYELINER AND MAKE UP AND HIGH HEELS
GIVE ME REMUS COMING OUT AS BISEXUAL AND STILL DATING SIRIUS AFTER ALL HATE COMING FOR HIM
GIVE ME MCGONAGALL ASKING HER IF HE WANT CHANGE THEIR DORMS
GIVE ME MORE SIRIUS VS SNAPE NOT JAMES VS SNAPE NOW
GIVE ME REG COMING TO SIRIUS AND APOLOGIZES HER AFTER ALL THIS YEAR
GIVE ME MARAUDERS, GIRLS AND REG GOING WITH GENDERFLUID NAPS ON THEIR BACKPACKS OR BAGS
GIVE ME SIRIUS BLACK HERSELF.
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THIS IS THE MOST WONDERFUL THING I EVER SAW
sirius black's life at Hogwarts
- he/she pronouns (sometimes one or the other, sometimes interchangeably, depending on the day)
- he was an extremely touch-starved kid
- when james first tried to hug him in first, he punched james in the face and started crying
- and then after a week of beating herself up over it, she went up to him again and hugged him
- they had a very physical relationship after that (hugs, sitting on laps, arms over shoulders, etc)
- she didn't always try to piss off her parents in the beginning, but quickly learned that she couldn't really earn their approval without losing herself
- he was always a little fascinated by remus, and would always watch the other whenever he was doing anything (reading, studying, taking notes)
- he was the first to realize remus was a werewolf, but didn't tell james until the end of first year
- he also came up with the animagus plan in second year
- she always loved regulus and got frustrated with him when he would follow their parents' beliefs because she wanted him to see that their parents' approval wasn't everything
- she ended up pushing him away, instead
- he started to realize he had a crush on remus in fourth year
- after a LOT of "omg he's so cute in that sweater" type thoughts that he thought were perfectly normal
- she told james right away, of course (who already knew)
- fourth year was also when he started questioning his gender
- lily would give him feminine muggle clothes to wear: dresses, skirts, heels, etc
- marlene was amazing at doing eyeliner, and sirius quickly learned from her
- she grew out her hair to her shoulders that year, and would go around Hogwarts with it braided or curled, feeling very gender euphoric
- (Mcgonagall made sure no one said anything about it)
- that summer, when her parents made her cut her hair, was the worst
- he was forced into masculine clothing and masculine gender roles constantly, but he felt it so much more after the freedom he'd left behind at hogwarts
- he ran away from home that summer, begging regulus to come with him
- sirius spent a solid two weeks picking herself back up after leaving home
- james learned a spell to regrow her hair
- he studied hard their fifth year, wanting to get as many owls as possible to spite his parents
- many times people needed to tell him to slow down, drink some water, take a break
- she keenly felt the ups and downs, far more than before
- she'd build herself and her confidence up, feel good about herself
- and then would pass regulus in the hall and everything would come crashing back down
- snape antagonized him more than ever, and it really got under his skin
- the rivalry quickly shifted from james v. snape to sirius v. snape
- she had many stupid moments
- she thought that telling snape about the shrieking shack would make him see that he couldn't mess with them anymore
- she felt so guilty about it afterwards that she wouldn't eat or sleep properly for weeks
- both james and remus avoided him
- peter would pass him notes or bring him food from time to time
- lily had no idea what happened but could see that sirius was suffering, so she took it upon herself to make him snap out of it
- she forced him to eat properly, study, get proper rest, etc
- thanks to her he managed to do well on his owls
- lily forced remus and sirius to start talking again by locking them in a cupboard
- remus forgave her but it took a while to earn back her trust
- james forgave her that summer
- she properly came out as genderfluid that summer, after reading some of lily's muggle gender studies books
- he and lily went out and got proper clothes for him (that fit him properly, too)
- he got better at doing his own makeup
- he took an interest in muggle fashion and clothes design, and thought about pursuing it as a career
- but by then Voldemort had begun to gain more movement, and james and remus had already decided on becoming aurors
- she was asked by Mcgonagall that fall if she wanted to move dorms
- but although being in the boys' dorm gave her dysphoria, she couldn't imagine being anywhere else
- she hated being alone, and she oftentimes fell asleep in one of the others' beds
- their room was also where they spent most of their time scheming
- she did spend a couple of nights in Marlene's bed when her dysphoria got really intense
- which started a rumour about them
- (marlene quickly shot it down, saying she was a lesbian and dating dorcas)
- (but not before remus got jealous)
- sirius couldn't figure out why remus was mad at him until james literally spelt it out for him
- his brain went oh
- and he immediately went to find remus
- james found them later in the dorm, both looking very red, with sirius' hair mussed and makeup smudged
- they sort of had an on-and-off thing for a few weeks before james got fed up
- he and lily forced them to confess to each other
- sirius spent all his physical affection on remus after that (hanging off of him, sitting on his lap, running fingers through his hair)
- james was a little sad about that, but also understood
- they all got good marks that year
- the summer before seventh year was their happiest, before the war really began
- sirius, james and remus spent a lot of their seventh year doing practical stuff - going out to fight, etc
- they really supported each other
- and graduated with amazing newts
- (Mcgonagall really didn't want them to get involved in the war, but was also extremely proud of them)
- those memories, even the sad ones, were what kept him going through twelve long years in Azkaban
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okay it was great but the ending ._.
Percy and Atlas?
Hmmm... That's actually a good question.
I think, after experiencing the pain of holding the weight of the sky, then getting more and more disappointed by the gods, Percy became more sympathetic and empathetic towards Atlas. Holding up the sky for an eternity? That's just cruel...
After the wars, Percy started to visit beings who got swept under the rug in order to make the gods look in a better light. He visited the rebels, demigods, who had to live even worse conditions than the Hermes cabin was; he talked with Calypso, telling her that he asked the gods to free her; he visited Titans, forgotten gods and demigods alike. And, he visited Atlas, of course.
The more he got to know everybody, the more his hatred towards the gods grew, and one day, the gods woke up for a big change in their lives. Another war knocked on their doors, and now there were no helpful demigods who would worship them and help them - because they were led by Percy Jackson.
They won, of course, and Percy let his allies out; it was not Atlas, who held the sky up anymore, but Zeus.
The first thing the Titan did after getting free, was to show Percy how much he... Appreciated... His new ruler. Repeatedly. For hours and hours. In the throne room.
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