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Pakistan is drowning, and we need help

Since July of this year, Pakistan has been affected by heavy nonstop monsoons and is yet to stop. It is only getting worse. Rural areas in Balochistan, Sindh, KPK, Punjab and Gilgit Baltistan are the most affected.

As of now, at least 937 people have died and over 500,000 homes have been destroyed along with livestock deaths and ruined infrastructure. The floods have left nearly 30 million people homeless

Most of Balochistan is still submerged. Locals are forced to flee and cannot account for their missing relatives until much later. More than 100 districts all across the provinces have been impacted.

Quetta, a major city of Balochistan, has been cut off from the rest of the country as the roads and highways are destroyed.

We get monsoons every year and we are used to them but this is not normal. We are in our 8th monsoon cycle when we usually get 3-4 cycles.

Two of the worst-hit provinces – Balochistan and Sindh – have received 298mm and 689mm rains respectively this year, which is about 400 percent more than the 30-year average. (c)

Along with the floods, there are also landslides and glacier bursts that have claimed lives and made the situation worse.

People from other cities were unable to get in contact with their affected relatives because they did not have electricity. The cloud cover meant no solar power either.

There are more monsoon predictions till September. I don't know how we're going to come back from this.

This is worse than the 2010 floods and the government doesn't give a shit.

This is going to have disastrous impacts on our economy and society but what does it matter? after all, the people are only there to vote, right? :)

It is the volunteers and NGOs helping, it is the public. There was no help when Karachi flooded and people died and they don't care now either.

Here are some links for donations if you can.

Al-Khidmat ways to donate (for international)

Al-Huda

Edhi Foundation

Sites to educate yourself more on this

Climate change is very real and I am terrified right now.

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Heartbeat [ Jeon Jungkook ]

a world where you can hear your soulmate's heartbeat.

⚘: [ slight ] angst drabble

You love the idea of a soulmate, and you love listening to your and their heartbeats. In fact, you're kind of jealous of your friends—they've already found their own ones while you're still waiting.

Your parents never failed to remind you that, like them, you would only find your soulmate at the right time. Your father almost gave up as he thought it was too long to even wait, but they still ended up meeting.

You panicked, questions clouded your mind as you tried to listen to the heartbeats, but you could only hear one, which is yours. What if something happened to them? What if they're dead? Your once happy thoughts about your soulmate slowly turn into sorrowful ones.

How can you know if they're alright when you still haven't even met and known them? You care for that person as they are your soulmate—your forever, and it saddens you that you can't even do anything but hope that they are fine whenever they are.

Little did your mind know, your soulmate wasn't dead or anything. It was just that his heart was no longer beating for you.

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His Greatest Love [ Jeon Jungkook ]

★: angst & fluff!

— Christmas is coming and so are salty words from Jungkook's family, and more fuel was added to the fire when his so-called ‘Greatest Love’ was invited to the small celebration.

“Are you okay? You seem quite.” Jungkook squeezed your left thigh as he noticed your unusual silence. A soft 'yes' left your mouth. Are you really? Jungkook knows there is something wrong, yet he doesn't want to annoy you with his questions. After the small celebration at his parents' house, he intended to take you to places you had not yet visited in his town.

Jungkook parked his car in the garage, and you slowly stepped out of the car. Your palms started to sweat—you were nervous. You even practiced yourself to not cry when they secretly started to throw insulting words at you while Jungkook was away. You can do this!

“Good evening, Mr. and Mrs. Jeon.” The butler bowed and guided you towards the inside. Jungkook intertwined his left hand with your right one. You looked at him and plastered a believable fake smile.

You and he were about to walk close to his family when a woman suddenly appeared in front of you and hugged Jungkook. He hurriedly let go of your hand and returned the woman's hug, a wide smile on his face.

Your heart almost broke at his actions, but you quickly brushed it off. She was just probably his friend, whom he hadn't seen for a long time. You took a glance at the people and saw his aunts—even his mother was smirking at you.

“Let's eat, shall we?” The unknown woman asked, and Jungkook smiled and nodded. He followed her while you followed him. Just a matter of seconds and he already forgot his wife. Great!

At least he made sure you sat first before him, but he continued to talk with her, ignoring you like some stranger. You felt out of place and despised it—you felt as if you didn't belong here, which you don't.

You saw how his mother kept glaring and smirking at you. She probably noticed how Jungkook was so into the conversation with her that he forgot about his lovely wife. As expected, she will be the one to make you and your relationship with him go downhill.

You just silently ate the food. Jungkook wasn't bothering to check on you, not even reaching out food for you like he used to. The atmosphere became more uncomfortable for you when she finally took notice of your presence.

“Is she your wife?” Jungkook nodded and introduced you to her and vice versa.

“Yes, this is Y/n. My gorgeous wife and love, this is Jia, my childhood friend.” You were actually blushing and smiling when you heard the "gorgeous" word from him until one of his aunts spoke.

“Not only a childhood friend, but also his first love and first girlfriend. Too bad they didn't end up at the altar.” You managed to not lose your 'genuine' smile as you imagined yourself taping his aunt's mouth. Jia secretly grinned at the statement.

“Auntie” Jungkook seriously called out his aunt for saying that. You gently tapped Jungkook and shook your head, “It is okay, the past is past.”

After dinner, you were called by his mom—you knew what was going to happen, so you prepared yourself. You're willing to be a douchebag for Jungkook's sake.

“Honey, are you sad?” Jungkook's mom changed her voice to a baby one, and the other ladies just laughed. You felt so small—and indeed you are. Jungkook's family hated you for that.

How can her one and only son marry a girl like you? You're not rich, you're neither smart nor pretty, the total opposite of him.

Jia, the woman who's loved by everyone—extremely perfect, no wonder why Jungkook loved her. Since the time they broke up, Jungkook's mother did everything to get them back together again, but you literally needed to come out of nowhere and ruin her plans.

“Now that she's here, a plan to ruin your and my son's relationship is easier. Thanks to sweet Jia,” They begin to forcefully shove their words into your pocket, to the point that there is no space left. Unbeknownst to all of you, Jungkook accidentally heard all of those and immediately entered the scene.

His mother first acted like nothing was going on and immediately left, along with the other ones. You hugged Jungkook, hiding your teary eyes on his chest. Jungkook makes a fist out of his hand. How dare they?!

You and Jungkook go to the living room. He stood up in front of everyone with a stern and angry face. “I know what you are all doing to my wife. I'm here standing to let all of you know that no one will and no one can replace Y/N, and if you can't respect that, especially her, I'll gladly leave this town and never come back. One more bitter and insulting word from you all, and I'll make sure that everyone of you can't speak anymore.”

Jungkook grabbed and kissed you in front of everyone to see. You're his and he's yours.

You were on the balcony and still can't stop thinking about what happened earlier. Though, you remembered Jungkook's action with Jia that made you pout.

Someone suddenly hugged you, “What are you doing here, love?” Jungkook uttered softly while planting kisses on your nape. You ignored him. Jealousy is still lingering on you.

“What's wrong?” You turned around so you could face him. “You ignored me earlier, too busy chatting with your first love, first girlfriend...your greatest love.” You huffed.

When Jungkook heard those words, he instantly hugged you tightly. “I'm sorry, love; please understand that I didn't mean it. We haven't seen each other for so long. I'm really sorry. And besides, what do you mean, greatest love? Her? You are my greatest love, love. So what if she's my first? Mark my words. You will always be my last.” This time, Jungkook kissed you on the lips. Every kiss there is an after-sorry.

You finally kissed him back and returned his tight and warm hug.

You are only his greatest love, not Jia, and not anyone else.

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Hold me close 彡 JJK

⚠: angst, sensitive topics ahead!

— fluffy also.

“Go inside, you're going to get cold.” You tapped Jungkook, who was busy looking at the view—a very gorgeous one. He looked at you with a smile and instantly shook his head.

“Don't want to, just hold me in your arms.” You just nodded and did what he said. You hugged him tightly, scared that you might lose him anytime if you let go, how ironic

"Do you still remember how it started?" Jungkook asked a question as he planted kisses on your neck. "Of course, how could I forget it?" You two giggled when the scenarios popped out in both of your minds.

You and Jungkook reminisce about how you met, became friends, and eventually fell in love.

"Y/N, can you bring these things to Ms. Kim?" You politely said yes, even though you have a ton of work to do. You have no choice but to obey your senior.

You walked down the hallway and instead of looking at your front, your eyes were on Ms. Kim's things. full of make-up products, you didn't notice that someone was running and also not looking at their direction.

Before you even had the time to look up, you gasped as you bumped into someone's hard chest and landed your butt on a much harder surface. The products were all scattered, some were even broken. You're dead.

"Miss, are you okay?" You laughed as if it was funny, and the man made a confused face. You looked up at him and immediately blushed when you saw his face and how he offered his hand—this isn't the time for that, you thought.

You held his hand and he helped you stand up. "I am okay, but the things?" "Don't look alright" You began to bite your lower lip as you imagined what would happen if Ms. Kim found out. That woman is intimidating.

The man noticed your behavior and said, "Hey, I'm sorry. I'll just buy you a new one." You awkwardly smiled at him—great. You both are waiting for his aunt, who happens to be a makeup seller.

"The name is Jungkook, by the way. Sorry for the trouble. "

"Y/N, don't worry. It's not your entire fault, you know. "

・・・

"Oh, it's you again!" You slightly jumped from your seat when you heard a loud voice behind your back. You took a glance and saw the same man from a month ago.

"Hi, nice to see you here." You invited him to sit and drink with you. You two got to know each other, and that night, things started between the two of you.

You and Jungkook frequently hang out together, become friends at first, and, over several years, become more than that.

You still can't believe that you're lucky enough to get a guy like him—gentleman, handsome, kind, and more. You also didn't escape those people who loved to talk bad things about their fellow peers, saying that Jungkook's just playing with you, that there's no way he would fall for a girl like you and that he "might" only use you for something.

"A guy like him is only for a girl who's also just like him—perfect to be specific." But Jungkook always defended and assured you that none of those things are true and they're just a bunch of insecure.

Their words are still in your mind and became more prominent when Jungkook began to come home late, become busier, and almost have no time for you. On the other hand, the words from those leeches have also begun to poison your mind to the point that you're thinking that he's cheating on you.

There are two sides to you: the angel who kept whispering that it's just work and nothing more, and the devil who kept whispering that he's having an affair with someone.

A week ago, you waited for him to come home—late as usual. When he appeared, he shut you off with a kiss before you could even speak and took you to bed. You forget everything because of the pleasure.

A day ago, you almost cried when you pictured him with someone who is not you, so you decided to figure out the truth and hope that your other belief isn't correct.

・・・

Your eyes almost popped out when you heard that he was in a hotel, an expensive one. You still haven't gotten there yet, yet you started to sweat. Imagining various scenes that you will encounter upon your arrival

"Good afternoon, Ma'am. How can I help you? A-" You respectfully cut off the receptionist as you can't wait anymore. "Is there a reservation by the name of Jeon Jungkook?"

"Yes, ma'am."

You held the handle in the elevator. You felt hotter than usual—in fact, you almost fainted, but you managed to hold yourself. You're feeling so much stress. The door opened, making you hold your breath for a while.

You stepped out and heard Jungkook's voice, "Let's not meet for a while, she's getting suspicious. Just call me when needed, okay?"

This time, you really fainted. People began to surround you, asking for help. It caught Jungkook's attention and when he saw a glimpse of your face, he immediately ran towards you.

・・・

You woke up and blinked several times. You saw Jungkook sleeping by your side and your face instantly turned sour. 'What is he even doing here? After cheating on me, really?'

You make a 'tsk' sound a bit too loud and that made Jungkook awake. He immediately asked if you were okay, but you ignored him and rolled back into bed.

"Y/N, don't avoid me." He held your hand. Silence broke when he heard sniffs coming from you. Hugging you from the back, Jungkook kissed your nape repeatedly.

"Why are you here? You should go back to her! " You yelled, trying to free yourself from his hold, and he only tightened his grip.

"What are you even saying, love?" You cried harder; there's no point in denying it. When Jungkook finally understood why and what you were lashing about, he almost laughed, but held his tongue.

Since 'there's no point in denying it', he told you that he's planning to surprise you on your birthday, which will be in 4 days. He always took overtime to get more budget, booked you in an expensive hotel, bought you your dream dress.

You again and again said sorry for doubting him. Laughs and cries echoed through the room until the doctor finally appeared with a dismayed look.

The joyful presence immediately turns into shock and misery when the doctor announces that you have a growing tumor in your brain. You celebrated your birthday in despair, but you at least laughed and felt happy, even if just for a minute, and you thanked your boyfriend for that.

Jungkook really took a lot of care of you. There are many times you've seen him cry, and you can't help but cry too. You softly called his name when you heard his low sniffles, eye bags under his eyes. You bit your lip as you stared at him—looking so tired.

"Hmm, yes love?" He looked up, and caressed your left cheek, saying, "Take care of yourself. I don't want to see you like this." You still have a chance, at least to survive.

The operation went well, and Jungkook's good luck kisses worked. You're still confined to the hospital, and Jungkook never missed any visits—your family and friends as well. Your doctor congratulates you for doing well.

Several weeks have passed; you’re now free to leave. Jungkook became more cautious, constantly clinging to you and treating you as if you were a baby—his baby. You’re not complaining though, but you also want to serve Jungkook, wanting to do the things he did to you when you were sick. Jungkook’s birthday is about to come, and you already have an idea for it.

One day before the event:

You recorded yourself giving a sweet message for him, playing you and his favorite music in the background. You also arranged your shared apartment, decorating it with his favorite designs. There’s something missing and you can’t grasp it. You think for a while and raise your finger. Cake is his favorite food! You laughed like crazy. How can you forget it?

You’re about to go home when a lady calls you, "Miss, would you like to buy this?" You looked at the item in her hands and were amazed at how beautiful it was. You nodded and turned to get your wallet when you heard people screaming. You froze, as did the lady in front of you, and turned around to see the bus on the loose, plowing through everyone in its path. You’re about to run, yet it is too late. It crashed towards you and her. It felt like it slammed into you—and it did. Darkness suddenly consumes you.

・・・

Jungkook kept playing the recorder like a broken record, desperately wanting to hear your voice. When he heard the news, he felt like someone unalive him. It crashed him into pieces when he came across your corpse in the hospital. He's blaming himself as if it’s his fault, begging every saint to give him a chance, a chance to be with you.

He almost lost you before and now he absolutely did. You left him.

・・・

"Mr. Jeon, your medicine" The nurse’s loud voice interrupted his conversation with you. He smiled at the nurse and looked at his side—you vanished, leaving him once again, alone.

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When love turns gray | J.JK

☈ genre: angst // break up drabble ☹

It has been said that when your vision slowly turns to gray, your partner is falling out of love.

You were 16 when your life turned upside down. It was when your parents announced that they were separating. You were in the care of your mother, who used to tell you how her eyesight started to be consumed by gray and all she could do was ask herself if she had done anything wrong that made your father fall out of love.

Jungkook, the man who helped you through the most difficult period of your life, was always available when you needed someone to cry or vent to. It was only a friendship that blossomed into something.

You two have been together for a while now. Things have been pretty normal until gray spots began to show up in your sight and you swore you heard your heart crack.

You immediately stood up in front of the door as you heard it being unlocked, meeting Jungkook. "Who's the person?" you asked, and it caught off Jungkook's guard. Your tone is as cold as ice, along with your expression.

Jungkook opened his mouth, but no words came out. "I said, who is it??" This time, anger is clearly heard in your tone. "Soah, my office mate. We didn't do anything but hang out, I just...I just can't stop myself from falling for her, and she feels the same. I'm planning to tell you this and break up with you. I'm just looking for a perfect chance." He burst out crying. How ironic! Aren't you the one who should be crying now?

You stared at him for a moment. Colors started to disappear, and the only thing that's left is gray. You went to your shared room and packed your things while Jungkook watched, who kept saying sorry. A useless word for you at the moment.

You left and never came back.

As you walk down the road, you reminisce about your memories with him, and all you can do is wish that you would forget those faster as your broken heart heals.

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Through your eyes | J.JK

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Cheating/Infidelity, Trashy Jungkook, Toxic relationship

You’re not that naive to not know that Jungkook is doing something behind your back, but you’re dumb enough to give him a chance every single time.

Jungkook was known to be a total fuckboy, and that is why you’re surprised to see him here, confessing his love to you. You observe him for a minute. This is supposed to be a joke, yet he seems serious. You will not fall into his trap. You don’t date fuckboys; coming from your cousin’s advice, they only cause heartbreak.

You immediately shook your head and said no. You didn’t notice how his face saddened as you hurriedly left him on the rooftop. You thought Jungkook would be over with it since the confession might only be a bet. How wrong you are. Days after, Jungkook never stopped following you around. He kept clinging and annoying you. Rumors about you and him dating started to spread throughout the whole campus. You tried to deny it, but Jungkook already confirmed it.

Months passed, you decided to give in. He had met your parents and vice versa. He fell first, but you fell harder. You never thought that there would be a day that you would catch him kissing someone and it was not you. He tried to explain that she kissed him first and he tried to pull away, but you saw right through his eyes that he was lying and that was your first heartbreak.

You, of course, gave him a chance. You love him so much that you can’t even understand why you gave him a chance when he clearly doesn’t deserve it. You watched as his face brightened up while taking a phone call, and you wondered who it was and why he needed to stand far away from you.

After the phone call, Jungkook bids his goodbye, saying he will hang out with his friends. You managed to look at his eyes and see the lies lying there. You followed him and were not totally shocked to see him holding a girl’s waist. You heard their conversation and tears escaped from your eyes;

"Don’t you have a girlfriend?" The girl asked innocently, her facial expression is completely opposite of her tone.

"Fuck her, you’re far better." Jungkook crashed his lips on her and all you could do was cry silently while listening to their sloppy kisses and moans.

When you confront him about his cheating, he apologizes and you forgive him each time. You’ve read a story where the female lead kept forgiving the male lead, and it pissed you off so much that you kept calling her stupid. Now that you are in the same circumstances as her, you now understand why she did that. When you love someone so much, you will do anything but let go.

You’re tired and so is Jungkook. He is tired of apologizing. He doesn’t give a fuck anymore. He’s openly cheating on you. He even brought a dozen girls to your shared apartment.

You left him, and after five years, you are now healed. Sometimes you think about him, thinking that he's changed ever since you left him, thinking that he’s regretting all the things he did to you and maybe if you come back, you and him again but this time, much happier and healthy.

However, you found out that he is engaged and when you look at his eyes in the picture, no lies can be found and his smile is very charming. This is the first time you saw him smile like that and it makes you wonder if you really did make him happy, even if it was just a short time or if he ever truly loved you.

When you two were still together, people used to tell you that you were both destined. Destined to be what? That is the question that has always lingered in your mind, and now you know the answer very well.

Destined to meet, but not meant for each other.

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Through your eyes | J.JK

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Cheating/Infidelity, Trashy Jungkook, Toxic relationship

You’re not that naive to not know that Jungkook is doing something behind your back, but you’re dumb enough to give him a chance every single time.

"Don’t you have a girlfriend?" The girl asked innocently, her facial expression is completely opposite of her tone.

"Fuck her, you’re far better." Jungkook crashed his lips on her and all you could do was cry silently while listening to their sloppy kisses and moans.

You’re tired and so is Jungkook. He is tired of apologizing. He doesn’t give a fuck anymore. He’s openly cheating on you. He even brought a dozen girls to your shared apartment.

Destined to meet, but not meant for each other.

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