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sadphatgrl · 3 months

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I don’t think I can put into words how much I want to kill myself. My whole life is falling apart I’m getting bad grades left and right. I got out right rejected from grad school. I don’t know what I want to do as a career i am a failure and I hate myself. I can’t believe I lived this long I wasn’t supposed to worry about this if I had only killed myself at 14 when my mother died. Fuck me!

#personal #death #tw #trigger warning

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sadphatgrl · 7 months

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found on r/edanonymemes top posts of all time

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sadphatgrl · 7 months

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I feel like giving up on life but next week I have psychiatrist appointment so maybe I will push through

#personal #also just getting fatter and binge eating #binge

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sadphatgrl · 8 months

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Fasting today🫥

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sadphatgrl · 8 months

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I think I’m going to start posting more on here to keep myself accountable. My goal is to get down to 110 by late March just in time for grad pics!

#personal #weight loss #weight log #thinspo #ed not ed sheeran #Ed

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sadphatgrl · 8 months

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Just here to vent when I’m feeling yucky, not promoting anything please seek help!! I may repost some triggering things

Weight loss

5’2

HW - 165lb 🎀

CW - 150lb🧸

1st goal - 135lb🔒

2nd goal - 125lb🔒

3rd goal - 100lb🔒

Ugw -90lb🕯🩰

#personal #weight loss #weight log #goals #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #ana #tw edtwt

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sadphatgrl · 10 months

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sadphatgrl · 10 months

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sadphatgrl · 10 months

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I feel like I been losing weight a but there is no way for me to know bc I don’t have a scale. I’m doing a summer exchange and I can eat or rather not eat😜without anyone suspecting anything😜😜

#weight loss #personal #weight log #ed not ed sheeran #goals #ana #Ed

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sadphatgrl · 1 year

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My goal is to lose so much weight I stop getting my period

#personal #weight loss #pro ana #ed not ed sheeran #not pro anything just using tags #thinspo

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sadphatgrl · 1 year

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I’m so hungry but I have to loose at least 20 pounds by July bc I have a trip:/

#personal #weight loss #weight log #ana trigger #not pr0 ana #ana #tw ed rant #ed not ed sheeran

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sadphatgrl · 1 year

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Literally don’t go to college!! I gained so much weight from stress and binge eating

#personal #weight loss #ed sheeren

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sadphatgrl · 1 year

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Intuitive eating is my excuses for starving myself

#tw ed related #ed #personal #weight loss #weight log

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sadphatgrl · 1 year

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Going to get weighted at the doctors office time to starve myself

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sadphatgrl · 1 year

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I think I’m just much better off not having any friends. I’m always bound to disappoint them

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sadphatgrl · 2 years

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Going back to my old habits, lord save me from myself

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sadphatgrl · 2 years

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Can’t express how terrible I feel about I how I treated the people in my life especially past and current friends

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