i hate my disabilities but oh how i love them. they're part of me and they are me, without them, i would be an entirely different person.

they have caused me pain and suffering but they have also caused me joy, in meeting those that are like me, and helping me find the tiny joys in life that i can magnify.

a very very famous painting was painted next to the river in the woods behind my house and i only found that out because i decided to research my local area even if i could rarely go out into it. how awesome is that???

despite the suffering that my disabilities have caused me, they are a massive part of me and i think of them daily. it's hard to be proud of your disability but i think i'm slowly getting there. :)

Another aspect of the Gaza Genocide that I want to talk about is the complicity of Internet banking and crowdfunding websites like GoFundMe.

I have seen multiple Gazans raise enough money to leave for Egypt, but the banks and the crowdfunding websites freeze their money or cancel their funds for "suspicious activity" or whatever. Every day that passes in Gaza supplies get more scarce, conditions get more deadly, and the price to cross into Egypt gets more expensive. I've seen people, like ghost-90 here on Tumblr, raise the full amount to get their entire family out of Gaza, but their money gets frozen for so long that the original goal is only a fraction of the price now needed to cross the boarder.

These financial institutions should not be allowed to get away with contributing to the death toll in Gaza. They are intentionally keeping people trapped in a kill zone by withholding money that is rightfully theirs.

I'm so pissed and angry that every avenue for relief for Palestinians is being cut of left and right. It is vile that Gazans are being extorted for 10s of thousands of dollars by the Egyptian gov just to save their family's lives, but even when they play by this corrupt game, the world still finds a way to make them suffer.

My heart is with every Palestinian for the rest of time, from river to sea you will all be free. 🇵🇸❤️

"oh, you act so romantic with your friends-" SHUT UP! I CAN ACT ALL MUSHY AND SWEET WITH MY FRIENDS, WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT!? COWARD! YOU DON'T SHOWER YOUR FRIENDS IN AFFECTION AND LOVE!? YOU'RE WEAK! WEAK AND PATHETIC!

you, reading this. you're a creature now. reblog to creature your followers

I don't see people gas up gnc and butch transfems nearly enough, can we get a fuckin round of applause for gnc and butch transfems

disabled trans person needs help paying first month's rent after recovering from being homeless for 6 months

hello, i have a post about this on my other blog @genderqueerdykes but i know a lot of people don't know that that's me. i am a physically disabled autistic trans genderqueer person living with schizophrenia, PTSD arthritis, ehler's danlos syndrome, degenerative disc disease, and fibromyalgia. i was living in a hotel paying $40/night for 2 months and have finally relocated into my subsidized apartment after months of fighting. i had to pay a $250 deposit on top of prorated rent for the short amount of time i'm living here in March.

i have also had to pay for food, bedding, cleaning supplies, toiletries, dental supplies, shipping supplies for my business, etc. since moving in so my money is stretched extremely thin.

I need help paying April's rent. My monthly rent is $178/month. I currently have:

$57/$178

if you're interested in helping:

cash app: $ glitterGraphix pay pal: glittergraphicnightmare @ gmail. com chime: $ Equinoxian venmo: $ Equinoxian

need a whole new dictionary of words for the type and amount of evil inner rot that it takes for israeli soldiers to massacre starving palestinians standing in line for food. need a whole new dictionary of never before seen words just to describe this and then those words never get to be used again because what in the world now or ever has been as horrible and as misrepresented and as swept under the rug and as ignored and as debilitatingly inhumanely irredeemably cruel and vicious and disgusting as the decades long suffering and killing and desecrating of palestinian people and palestinian land by the zionist settler colonial project and the support they so openly publicly and unconditionally enjoy from the us and the uk and the so called progressive western world. its genocide and its something somehow even worse. its vile beyond expression. hideous beyond reason. and ongoing still.

Bobby Sox // Green Day

Hello Everyone!

Today is the first day of the weeklong strike for a ceasefire in Gaza.

I have realized that I do not think the message has spread far, at least on this website. This might be due to the lack of internet in Gaza, it has been down for days. Not much can be said by the citizens there, it's like some people forgot about them. I encourage all of you to share this post, or make your own, letting everyone know about this strike. This is something that should transcend the aesthetic of your blog. My blog was a gimmick blog, but for this week, it is a blog for spreading information and awareness.

Bisan Odwa (@wizard_bisan1 on instagram) has called for this strike. She is a journalist from Gaza, who has been experiencing this horrid violence for 15 weeks. 107 days. 2568 hours.

These were the images she posted, calling for this strike:

Reblog this, share this. Do not stop until every supporter of Gaza knows what we must do this week.

Free Palestine, Free Gaza, Ceasefire now!

Noor Harazeen you are the world's hero. You're completely correct, this is not normal. This is evil and no human needs to make these decisions.

This is not including all the children who are lifeless underneath the rubble and not including the ones that were obliterated to the point where they cannot be identified. Free Palestine

Video: X: FisunGuner

Song @iamkarimmm

teaching yourself how to deal with mildly annoying inconveniences is imo an essential part of treating the disabled people around you with compassion and no i'm not kidding

A latino sibling needs help with rent and therapy 🇻🇪

hi everyone it’s been a long time

as many of you know I'm going through some tough times dealing with benzodiazepine withdrawals and depression. leaving benzodiazepine and stop taking them It's not easy, but I'm working on it. i’m highly medicated because of my mental illness

i’ve felt very demoralized by asking for help on here but i’ve talked with some friends and some of you said it wasn’t a problem and it was okay to ask for help

If you're willing and able any support would help cover my living expenses (like rent, food and bills) and my weekly therapy sessions. if someone knows about any jobs online please let me know, i’m willing to work whatever i know fluent english and spanish. i can write stories, translate stuff, i know how to work around photoshop and feel able to take care of costumers too

i’ll leave my links here

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0$/650$

reblogs and sharing my story helps a ton too, if there’s anything you want to know please let me know and we have chat, being skeptical about strangers online it’s okay…thank you if you read this and thank you for the help everyone

big hugs 💛

I'm sorry if you're tired of thinking about ofmd and that whole mess but goddamn... it's incredibly painful to see so many people trying to set up fundraisers to get their families out of gaza and the sudan and desperately trying to get their loved ones to safety, I've seen so many and everyday I check to see how much progress they've made, most of them still haven't hit their goal. It hurts to see people rally around a tv show and raise all this money for a billboard, and it's very frustrating to see how people have reacted to this criticism. Like bro tv shows get canceled sometimes there's more important stuff going on

Someone else said it better but to see a fundraiser for tv show renewal advertisements raise $20,000 in less than a day while it takes days/weeks/months/years/never for fundraisers for actual causes that help real people in need reach a goal of less is absolutely dystopian and shameful