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hi. i’ve relapsed again :)
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it’s getting bad again 😎
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i skipped dinner and i still have not woken up thinner. i feel scammed
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hey guys, sorry i haven’t posted in a while..
i tried recovery for the past 2 months (not actual recovery, just what my brain classifies as recovery) so i’ve gained a bit of weight back. even though i knew i gained i was too scared to check my weight cause i knew i’d spiral again.
BUT, i recently had a full body exam and my yearly checkup at the doctor so i was 1. just completely naked in front my doctor and nurse and 2. they had to weigh me.. and it’s safe to say i need to lose weight as quickly as possible, i can’t love myself if i look like this.
im gonna fast today, i need my control back
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guys, i actually fit easily into my size 1 jeans from middle school again
i was literally so mentally prepared to have ready a whole breakdown when i tried them on too 🥲
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ayo?? 🤣🤣 anyone else??😆🤨
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guys i haven’t shit in 4 days </3 send help
coffee and nicotine just isn’t doing the job like it used to (◞‸◟)
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me trying to enjoy something: ☻
my brain: you can’t enjoy this because you aren’t skinny
me: ☹
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just got my flu and meningitis shot. now i’m just praying i get sick so i can get skinny 😈😈
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never realized my collarbones were that prominent :o
if only the rest of of my body put in that same effort >:(
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i was rushing to make it to my exam on time and wasn’t able to weight myself this morning🥲
absolute pain 💔
also if my fatass doesn’t stay below 500 cals today im gonna die
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my brother found my laxative stash..
this is so humiliating😭
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ik it’s not a monday, but i’m gonna start this diet today!
hopefully i can stick to it and actually lose some more weight
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man this new coke zero formula tastes like shit :/
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weighed 136 lbs this morning :(
i hate when i gain while restricting so so so much… legit makes me wanna off myself :/
gonna try to fast today, i hope i can lose the 1 lb i gained by tomorrow 🥲
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this convo with my mom made me laugh.. the fucking emoji 😭
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