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nirmiti · 8 days
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Manzil par sirf tasveer li jaati hai,
Yaadein toh aaj bhi safar mein hi banti hai.
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nirmiti · 11 days
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there is a loneliness in this world so great that you can see it in the slow movement of the hands of a clock. people so tired mutilated either by love or no love. people just are not good to each other one on one.
the rich are not good to the rich, the poor are not good to the poor. we are afraid. our educational system tells us, that we can all be big-ass winners.
it hasn't told us about the gutters. or the suicides. or the terror of one person, aching in one place, alone. untouched. unspoken to. watering a plant.
-Charles Bukowski, Love Is a Dog from Hell.
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nirmiti · 11 days
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timothee chalamet wasn't alone when he said, "this man saved my life multiple times," referring to bukowski.
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nirmiti · 3 months
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Something I read today,
It didn't hurt me. Not "hurt". Hurt is a short word, almost cute sounding. Aww, did that hurt you? NO. It did NOT.
Destroyed.
Shattered.
Crippled.
Agonised.
Traumatised.
Maybe YES.
But, no, it didn't "hurt me" AT ALL.
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nirmiti · 3 months
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In your Life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about ever again. But you do.
- C.S. Lewis
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nirmiti · 3 months
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I met people who, for whatever reason, decided to be my friends, and they taught me everything, really. They made me, and make me, into someone better than I really am.
"You won't understand what I mean now, but someday you will: the only trick of friendship, I think, is to find people who are better than you are-not smarter, not cooler, but kinder, and more generous, and more forgiving-and then to appreciate them for what they can teach you, and to try to listen to them when they tell you something about yourself, no matter how bad -or good -it might be, and to trust them, which is the hardest thing of all. But the best, as well?"
- A Little Life, Hanya Yanagihara.
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nirmiti · 4 months
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“I opened my mouth, almost said something. Almost. The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had. But I didn’t.”
- Khaled Hossain, The Kite Runner
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nirmiti · 1 year
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Sometimes people walk away from love because it is so beautiful that it terrifies them. Sometimes they leave because the connection shines a bright light on their dark places and they are not ready to work them through. Sometimes they run away because they are not developmentally prepared to merge with another they have more individuation work to do first.
Sometimes they take off because love is not a priority in their lives- they have another path and purpose to walk first. Sometimes they end it because they prefer a relationship that is more practical than conscious, one that does not threaten the ways that they organize reality. Because so many of us carry shame, we have a tendency to personalize love's leavings, triggered by the rejection and feelings of abandonment. But this is not always true. Sometimes it has nothing to do with us.
Sometimes the one who leaves is just not ready to hold it safe. Sometimes they know something we don't- they know their limits at that moment in time. Real love is no easy path- readiness is everything. May we grieve loss without personalizing it. May we learn to love ourselves in the absence of the lover.
-Jeff Brown
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nirmiti · 1 year
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maazrat,mera svayam se milaap na hua hai
yah jo aalap chheda hai maine vo vilaap ka hai
haath chhodiye mera,vilambh ho raha hai
yam 10 meel dur apne bael par meri pratiksha kar raha hai
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nirmiti · 1 year
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how to not overthink????
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nirmiti · 1 year
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Oh what wouldn't i give to listen to 505, sweater weather, daddy issues, the beach, i wanna be yours, do i wanna know and apocalypse for the first time again
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nirmiti · 1 year
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"mat padho abhi hmari umar pe aake pachtaoge"
Bold of you to assume ki maine itna jeene ka socha hai as if I don't think about suicide unhealthy amount of times everyday
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nirmiti · 1 year
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Boys who send you voicenotes of them ranting and singing are so necessary
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nirmiti · 1 year
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Things I can't imagine:
1. someone having a crush on me
2. someone randomly seeing me and thinking "wow she's cute"
3. someone getting happy cause I messaged them first
4. someone thinking about me in general
5. someone wondering how I am
6. someone finding me attractive
7. someone doing something to try to impress me
8. someone asking their friend on what to say to me
9. someone wanting to get to know me
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nirmiti · 1 year
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nirmiti · 1 year
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Why am I so easy to ignore. Why am I so easy to forget. Why am I so easy to replace.
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nirmiti · 2 years
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When you're living in desi house and you have to delete all cute lovable chats
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