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Friends

Last night Me and my worker went to the fair yesterday. There were a few complications when at the beginning but we finally good into the fucking fair. When we got in we I got a elegant butterfly design painted on my face using an air brush. That was fucking amusing. But there was one little shit popping balloons near the face paining booth. I wanted to shew him away. After the face painting I got to play a game with my worker and I want a stuffed emoji as prize. The emoji was the shit emoji. But he was still fuck cute. Think my pet puff- Baldwin - will be jealous. Then we looked at the rides some of them I would not be able to go on because of sensitive Saudi stomach.... so we laughed at the rides. A good it and good time to be had. 🙃 8:05 a.m Got the call that my favorite aunt is coming to lunch with us. I am so excited. I love the funny stories about her pets and having her around. I am going to tell her about the fair and show her my art. I just love it when my aunt comes because her aura sends good and relaxing vibes..... that and we are at the pub. My favorite place. Need I say more? Gotta love da fam, juggalo or otherwise. My aunt helped my mother and the rest of us when my mom falls ill. She was a great support when my mom nearly died on me. And she drive us to the hospital every day so I can see my mother ( her sister). When ever I think of my aunt I think about a fun loving superhero who will help no matter what. 9:30 a.m Was on a walk and saw some daisies growing across Ottawa street. So I get my iPod touch and set out to get pictures of the daisies come hell or high water. I ran across Ottawa street only to get hit by some retard with a car. I took a tumble and got minor bumps and scrapes. My first concern was the iPhone and if it was broken. I then got up to my feet and went to where I found the daisies and took the fucking pictures. Then I got home told my parents and my father blamed me for getting hit by a car like I was the driver of the offending vehicle. I wanted to punch him out. And he kept up his ranting and raving until I broke down in tears. I was crying so uncontrollably that my mother had to get me to take an emergency pill. I am calmer now but I am still pissed off at the motorist and at my father. The only thing that keeping me from killing someone or some thing is that I get to see my aunt. Apparently last night she went and saw a psychic medium this should be interesting. 10:00 a.m I am no longer pissed off at my father. We talked and hugged it out. But the mystery motorist who hit me.... will I might kill him. Stupidity reigns supreme. But so does love and forgiveness! 😀 11:00 a.m The pub. My aunt was at the pub with us. She was telling my mom about the medium and that they were talking to my dead grandparents. She does not need to see a medium but visit my room and night because my grand mother is my pet ghost. But it was interesting. Her pets are behaving properly for once which is good. Everything was going well until one of my apps started huffy with me and I had to reset them. But that is life. The food and spirits were great. 1:14 p.m Met with a neighbour, Sean. I walk up to his front door because he had some wild flowers that I wanted to take pictures of. He invited me to go look into his house. I found out when seeing his place that we had a few things in common. But he has a wife and I am gay. But friends are all that matters. I told my mother that I have made a new friend. She was happy. He is an artist, same taste in art, and likes to play video games. The very things that I hold dear to me. Those where what we had in common. I hope for a friend ship.

This is a balloon in a balloon. Cool right. Love the random concept.

Wonder Woman

9:00 a.m Got the surprise intell that my worker and I are going to the movies to see Wonder Woman. This is very exciting because I love super hero movies second to airport related movies. And I am excited because I get to have my favorite delicacy other than pussy..... pop corn. Yum. 👅!!! I heard rave reviews about this movie and I am hoping to enjoy myself and my pop corn and of course the film. Wonder Woman is an Amazon. And love the Amazons. And here I was excepting to go to the books store so I can get a few books on ancient Egypt and Saudi Arabia and to get another spinner at the owl cafe and a latte. Holy mother fuck!! 😅🤣😋🙂🙃😀😂😇😍😈 1:00 a.m Did some drawings. I been meaning to some well deserved drawings. The theme is self portrait meets shamanism. I am proud the fucking work that I did both house work and drawing wise. Art is my therapy. No drugs, no annoying workers and no retarded groups. I feel like I am in my element when drawing something. This afternoon before judy picked me up I did a nice picture of a tree, a parent and child seeing the balloon in the tree. In the drawing the tree is giving the child the balloon back. It is a beautiful and nice picture. When the best ones I have done without being surreal... just shamanism. 5:17 p.m The movie WONDER WOMAN was a kick ass movie. And I don't blame my fellow homosexual friend for seeing three times. I might even do that myself. Lol. The movie was about an Amazon who helps the allies win WW1 and fight of Aries and some evil chemist. I like the evil chemist she is now one of my favorite villains of all time. Her name was doctor poison. If Wonder Woman and doctor poison were real people here and now... I would have to choose which woman I would date. Lol. P.S Emergency!!!! Got the job at the Owl Cafe in Carleton Place. So damn fucking excited about having my first job. Little Mitchie is already growing up. Now to find a girl friend. Now is that a latte, coffee or fidget spinner that you want, sir or madam?! 😆😂😊😇😀😋🙃🤣

Boring day today.

Last night Was a late night for last night. I was reading my Wilber Smith book "pharaoh" almost all night. It is just getting good and gory. The good guy Taita has to save some girl a mad man of a pharaoh. I am not going to say more because I am going to ruin the book for anyone else who might want to read it. I got to read more. The only thing that made me put the book down was the fact that I have Jill in the morning..... that and my body needs its sleep. 6:11 a.m Can't wait to see resume girl today because I have a fair "fight" with her. The fact that I am awaiting a call from the cafe makes me feel equal to her. (Evil laugh) she was annoying me about the fact that she was looking for a fucking job pissed me off and it was the same thing every week. No the.tables have turn in my favor. Because I had s good job interview at the owl cafe. I am hoping that j get a job there. 8:11 a.m The day won't be a good day because not only is resume girl is going to be at respite( someone who I fucking hate). Maybe she will get the memo that I fucking neurotypicals. The other person is fucking thief who doesn't care about how much money you spent on the things that you bought just so long as she can steal it. I mi going to called this bumfuck of a person the thief. And she usually gets me into big trouble. I hate these girls with a passion and hopes that there is a special place in hell for them. Fucking pansies. 8:49 a.m We went to pick up Crys and in the way to her house we were stoped because of a train going through Perth. It was still farther away but you can hear the whistle being blown. Then we saw the actual train it turned out to be a shark train and did not have to wait that long. That was a misfortune for me because I love stopping for trains. It is a real treat for me. It's been like that since I was a little kid. And I used to love hearing the train whistle howl in the dark night and put me to sleep when I was a kid. But now in my town there is no more trains coming through the town. So when I go to Perth with Jill and the girls, we always get stopped at a train crossing and I relish in the site of the train and the sound of the whistle howling. 10:57 a.m Just used the dog filter on my selfies. This is fun for me because I get to use that big tounge feature. ( the Big tounge makes me look like the pervy and proud lesbian that I am). And now I don't have snap chat.... I can get them without snap chat. I can only do this on Tuesdays because I am fucking bored at respite and can't socialize with the girls because of differences so I make Tuesday my personal and perverted Halloween with the dog filters and the Big tounge. 1:00 p.m We did some weeding and gardening..... something I miss doing with my mom. It was sort of fun in a boring way. It geting more boring by the minute. But hey it's Tuesday everything is boring on Tuesday for me. I only got to this stupid program because I hate people and am socially awkward and creepy. But the gardening was a good thing for me to do. I only wish that my mother would be able to do gardening with me at home. I only garden with my mother. But since her cancer diagnosis came to light-- she cannot garden any more. Thank god it is only stage one cancer. So when I did the gardening with Caitlin in was bitter swept. 2:00 a.m Played at boring game of scrabble. It took all of my fucking energy to play the fucking game it was so boring. But as I said....everything on Tuesday sucks ass. All I want to do is sleep i an that bored. Need I say more. Then we went outside to help Kevin with the trampoline which wasn't too bad. We all pitched in to making the trampoline. It kept me and my traumatized brain occupied until it was time to go home. This is a sign that tonight will be better. I need my sleep right now. 3:00 a.m Going home, thank fucking god.

Cassandra

7:00 a.m My mother was pissed off because I put on my accounts that I love poon. I know what poon meant and stick posted the word poon because I am a proud lesbian. Maybe there is something called being too proud of your sexual orientation. I did not get pissed off nor have a flash back because I was expecting it because my mother is somewhat old school. Not that she hasn't accepted me for being lesbian but I am fucking proud for my own good. I respect that my mother hates swear words nor obscene words (medical terminology as I call it). Sorry little pearl. 😭 11:00 a.m the cloud look sickening. I hate the cold and I hate the rain. This has been the coldest summer on record. In my opinion. It's like winter but with more sun and little snow. But it stills sucks ass. I am getting sicken and tired of the rain and the cooler weather. This is getting older than king tut's asshole. I swear one more fucking drop of rain and I going to play with fucking Chinese stress balls and pull my hair out at the same time. Again that missy Elliot song is playing in my fucking head. "It's my window and can't sand the rain." I have every missy Elliot song for every occasion. I love her mother fucking music. 11:32 a.m Having lunch in the pub. The food was very yum. And I wish I can have more grill cheese sandwiches. But I can't because of my diet. Anyway I working my shit up because I have to see my councilor who is retarded enough to believe that I don't have PTSD. bull shit!!! I hate her guts and wish there was less ignorance and stigmas about PTSD. Good morning world!!! Wake the fuck up.... aspies have PTSD as well, rare but it does happen. What I do is a have her but me a donut just for revenge. Lol. She had better wake up about the mixture of Asperger's and PTSD because it just i fact of life. It's people like her that makes me want to climb Mt. Everest just to raise awareness and acceptance for people who have PTSD. It pisses me off. Many people suffer from PTSD in the shadows and we don't know that they even exist. Let's end the ignorance. Remember kiddies.... ignorance causes wars!!!! REMEMBER THAT!!!! I hate my councilor because she is ignorant. And I can't wait until the fucking appointment is over. I have better things to do. 1:00 p.m Cassandra was fucking late. As fucking usual. I had to call her to remind her that she had an appointment with me. It was cutting in to my art time. I hate her. Then I blew up like a bomb and asked her with being late. Being late is a major pet peeve of mine. If you waste my time then I will waster your time. And that I just did. She is not the best councilor whom I have and she fucking lazy. So I want nutts and told her that I fucking bed time. Because it causes my nightmares and is a colossal waste of fucking time. She tried to fucking tell the benefits of sleep. I agree but I just think that sleeping early sucks balls. This was not the best day.

Proud fucking lesbian

The truth

My new surprise books.

Wilber Smith sirpises

Last night Had the power out for most of the night, and with good reason.... the biggest loudest thunderstorm. The noise was louder than I had ever heard it my life and I don't know how many times the the lightning lit up my room. I could read a book with just the lightning lighting up my room. And bangs were awesome. I thought I died and when to paradise we'll my version of paradise. The only concern I had was about the wi fi because the power was out. I thought I was having a good dream. 🤣😅😇🙃😂🙂😆😊🌩⛈ 8:49 a.m Did the vacuuming. Wasn't as annoying as I thought it would be. My mother said that I have to do more around the house so I did the house work. While vacuuming I a nice flashback about stargazing while listening to Jeniferever and reading Steven king books. Strange things happen in your head when you do the the house work. Then I did the cobwebs.... never had I had so much fun since last night with storm. The house work was just as relaxing as the iPod touch. 10:00 a.m Photography and digital art. Need I say more. It's fun. 11:00 a.m When the pub for lunch. And when we arrived I was subjected to more Wilber Smith books, another book on Ancient Egypt and a book on Saudi Arabia which I find at the utmost importance and interest for me. The Egypt book is call warlock and the Saudi one is called the triumph of the sun. Screw the fucking library sand screw Jill... I am going read this shit instead of the boring library books. I need a good story and to be connected to my Saudi ancestors as well read up on Egypt because well it's entertaining and interesting. I always had an interest in ancient Egypt since the third grade in school.

True. I learned that one the hard way.