misscherrycolaa
Dear Diary...
I'm becoming the princess I was meant to be. cw:164.5lbs goal: 130lbs
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I lost the battle but I won’t loose the war
These past few months I’ve been eating non-stop because I work at a retail store & omg the amount of junk food I was consuming because of how hungry I was & the fact that I was fully aware of what I was eating is so shameful
I wish I had a fast metabolism ughhh I want to diet but I don’t know how, I live for some diet plans, but because of my environment & income it’s so hard to find healthy foods, not to mention I live in butt fuck America, iykyk.
Like I have a Pinterest board dedicated to the body type that I want, I don’t even care about being slim thick, I want to be as skinny as a broom stick, I want to be perfect & be so skinny that brandy Melville clothes are too big for me. I hate hate HATE the way my body looks
I wish my stayed the way it did back when I was 17; young, naive, skinny & I didn’t feed of food, but instead on whole west bread, apples, granola bars & coffee. But when I try to go back to that habit I lost so much hair
Ok I’m done
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Oh how I hope I don’t end up like my mother.
#🦋 vent#girlboss#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#mom#femme fetale aesthetic#coquette aesthetic#coquette#morherhood
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I broke up with my boyfriend and now he’s spoiling me more than ever.
Keep men under your shoes.
#men#relationship#spoiled#girlboss#girlbloggeraesthetic#men are trash#coquette#femme fetale aesthetic#femme fatale#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#coquette aesthetic#money#princess treatment#boyfriend
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female red flag book recommendations 🐇
Also know as, how to be hot
• Boy Parts - Eliza Clark
• My Year of Rest And Relaxation - Ottessa Moshfegh ( anything moshfegh, really )
• Milk Fed - Melissa Broader
• So Sad Today - Melissa Broader
• American Psycho - Bret Easton Ellis
• Play It As It Lays - Joan Didion
• Violent Bent Backwards Over The Grass
- Lana Del Rey
• Acts Of Desperation - Megan Nolan
• A Certain Hunger- Chelsea G. Summers
• The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
• Ariel - Sylvia Plath
• Delta of Venus - Anais Nin
• The Virgin Suicides - Jeffrey
Euginedes
• Conversations With Friends - Sally
Rooney
• Mv Dark Vanessa - Kate Elizabeth
Russel
• The Idiot - Elif Batuman
• The Days of Abandonment - Elena
Ferrante
• The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia
Plath - Sylvia Plath
• Cleopatra and Frankenstein - Coco
Mellors
• Perfume: The Story of a Murderer -
Patrick Süskind
• Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
• Bunny - Mona Awad
• Animal - Lisa Taddeo
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how to become your dream girl before the year is out
it is never too late to start, you have been putting it off for a long time, you have a lot of information but you don't know how to apply it to your life.
ask yourself
how would the best version of yourself act?
what would the best version of yourself look like?
what are the habits that your best version would have?
what are the goals of your best version?
what would you like to change to get closer to your best version?
2. take action
after knowing what you can do to improve, put it into practice now. some ideas.
start with new habits
be more organized and disciplined
be aware of your value
have a more positive mindset open to change
change your perspective on things
let go of what doesn't serve or benefit you
more self-love
surround yourself only with things that are good for you (also people)
change your internal dialogue to a more positive one.
start acting the way you would like to be, without fear.
3. feel, act and live like your best self
changing old patterns is not easy, but start doing it by replacing those old habits with ones that add to your life.don't live in the past anymore, start living your present, start acting and being the person you have always dreamed of being that doesn't mean you have to completely change your personality, it means you are improving your lifestyle and the way you perceive yourself and the world, you are changing your perspective to a much more positive one, you don't deserve to keep on living feeling bad about yourself and wishing you were someone else. you have the power to change.
4. create your personal signature
reconnect with the things that you love, inspire and make you feel you.
create your personal signature, with your favorite scent (perfume and cream), makeup, clothing and accessories, likes and hobbies, your favorite places, everything that inspires you to be your best version.
but in the end, the first step begins when you start to become aware of your value and that you deserve everything you want.
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I’m lowkey loosing feelings for my boyfriend and Imme let whatever happen, happen.
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I hate tiktok like idk why I be on that shit app like I get bored easily when I’m on it
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If you’re going to have dinner please eat early, you’ll feel so good the best morning ♡
Also small portions >>>
#🦋 vent#c 🦋 thought#pr0 ana diary#th1n$po#th11nspo#i want to be a skeleton#🦋goals#it's not as simple as just eating#i wanna be sk1nny#girlboss
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Like the minute they see a glimpse of a vegetable or the word “diet” alone they have a mental breakdown.
Like get tf over yourself.
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The fact that there’s people out there who think over eating is healthy.
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Who’s ready for a skinny, pink, Christmas 🎄💕🎀👛🩰🦢
#Christmas#pink#i wanna be sk1nny#pr0 ana diary#th1n$po#ana vent#victoria secret#vs angel#victoria’s secret#girly#girlbloggeraesthetic#girl blogger#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlboss#dollet#doll#hyperfemininity#pink aesthetic#princesscore
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