Hi friends :)

I know I haven’t been on much and the last check in I did was to explain my health was doing a bit better! I have good days and bad days physically which can 💩 on the mind sometimes, but wanted to thank everyone who has checked in even if I haven’t gotten to you and extra thank everyone who has been patient with me if I am writing something for you. I do have an extra reason why I have been so slow though which is that I’ve been considering turning a lot of my works into “real” books. I’m not sure how that works (lmao, well it works via KDP I guess), it has been a freestyle independent thought process on how to approach that but it is something I’m thinking about. Not sure if I mentioned it but I have a lot of stories in multiple genres (well, MCU & SPN) now done or half done or planned out in my docs ^_^ and basically I’m stuck between posting them and turning them into original fiction. Lots of food for thought. Don’t worry about anything being deleted, because that’s not the case and I’d keep it up anyway (I think I’m allowed to do that). But if you’ve ever self published a novel, you should lmk how it went and give me tips because I prefer a real person over a random article. Hope you are doing ok and having a brilliant 2023. <3 Ok, see you later, kings and queens, I’ll go back to writing in my hobbit hole.

Hello person who did the ask, I deleted it by accident and I don’t recall your username 😭. So…for what it’s worth:

Q: “WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FIC THAT YOU’VE WRITTEN?”

A: My favorite might be one I haven’t finished or posted yet. Not sure when I’ll get around to that. But of the posted ones, Heartfelt is my favorite of my own fics, not that I particularly enjoy my writing. It’s weird 😆 lol. Thanks for asking.

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GUESS WHO “FINISHED” PHYSICAL THERAPY?! Me! My hand is now able to type. Slowly but surely.

I am so excited to get back to writing. I have been dabbling a bit here and there lately and I’m so excited to say that I can go type for like 30 minutes without much pain.

WIN 🏆 Good because as much as I love reading fanfic, I actually like writing more.

HAVE A GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE

Hi :) Slow-Mo.

I’m about to get back to as many messages as possible. If you sent one, I promise I will reply!!! Life is weird. Had to have a second surprise surgery; recovery has been touch and go this time for my hand. But my nerves are starting to come alive again 😁 --hand is going from numb to semi-not numb yayyyy....so:

1. I’m a little late but on my way (re: stories+updates, messages/asks, etc). I’m typing awkwardly lmao, but typing finally!

2. Thank you for thinking of me or my writing and drumming up the confidence to send a message or ask or write a review on anything I wrote. 

3. I appreciate you more than you know. 

4. Consider this hugs to all. 💗 

Just realized you already answered that you are planing on finishing the DMW spiderpool fic which (Im so so happy about thank you!) thought Id just send this message anyway to say u r such an amazing writer and the fic is seriously amazing it killed me I loved it and i need them to be happy! Thank you so much for writing it! (I havent read any of your other fics yet but i'm sure theyre great too!)

Thank you for reading it!!!!!!! 💗 I appreciate the love and I'm sending it back at you!

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This man can’t be fixed. I can fuck him though. Maybe that will calm him down.

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This isn't an ask, but I didn't know if I should go into your DM's or not. I just want to say that your Dead Men Walking fic has been one of the best fanfics I have ever read. It's inspired me so much that I've started writing again. The way you write Wade's character is so amazing and I cannot express how excited I am for when you come back to it. My mental health has been pretty bad the last few weeks, and this fic has really helped cheer me up. Forever grateful for authors like you. 🖤

Thank you so much! I am so happy it has inspired you to write; that is the best compliment in the world. I really take it to heart and I hope your writing journey is going strong. My mental health is always bad 🤣 so feel free to lean on my writing or me if you need an ear. I am wishing you all of the good vibes, my friend. Stay 💪 and keep finding happiness in small moments. Remember to take time for yourself and reach out to others if you need to. (You are not alone!) Thank you for reading. 🤗 I am forever grateful for readers like YOU. 💕

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Don’t like Latino culture in my writing? Please, don’t read my fics (DMW). Not all fanfic authors are “white.”P.S. Stop DMing me.

Really tired of keyboard warriors giving me their opinions on my own culture and/or telling me I “BETTER BE LATINO” if I am writing about it. I won’t drag this out but here is a PSA. My writing has Spanish language and slang in it (my first language), it has a lot of Hispanic subculture references (more than most readers tend to pick up on, including outlooks and mentality), and jokes/parodies about Hispanic culture and stereotypes. If you don’t get it, you don’t get it and you’ll still be able to grasp the plot. But if you are sensitive to it, then don’t read my work. 

[I prefer to remain anon, but if you must know, I am a mix of several nationalities including NATIVE AMERICAN AND LATINO (of more than one origin) plus more. Big mutt. Biracial, multicultural with immigrant family. I consider myself American.] 🇺🇸 

Do me a favor while you’re schooling me about “racism:” don’t be racist (if that’s what you wanna call it). Stop assuming all fanfiction authors are “white” (whatever that means to you) and on the flip side, STOP MAKING MY CULTURE UNTOUCHABLE AND UNSPEAKABLE. You don’t have to be Latino to write in Spanish or make jokes or use slang. That is the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard and I can tell you that most Latinos feel the same way because our culture is completely different when it comes to what is “socially allowed” or acceptable. This would be a thesis if I explained how, but I want to keep it semi-short. (P.S. We are happy people and we love to joke. Every joke I have come up with in DMW, I have already tested on my big ass Latino family and they approve. Ashamed to say, a few actually came from them not me.) Can you imagine if you had to be Spider-Man to write fanfiction about Spider-Man? 

Don’t like it? Don’t read it; that is totally ok and there is much for you to read elsewhere. But also don’t come assume things about me, don’t threaten me, don’t correct me (the people who have, have actually corrected me incorrectly lol). Authors don’t have to “come out” as a race/nationality/or a member of any ancestry to get your approval to write about things. This is why I have to moderate comments and be happy no one else has access to my DMs. Why don’t you go eat a taco and live your life? 🌮 

every day i wake up and am haunted by the same questions : HOW TF DID WADE KNOW WHERE PETER LIVES??? did dopinder tell him? did he stalk peter? were there HINTS of this in the story (couldnt find any)??? i cannot wait to find out !!!

anyway. as heartbreaking as the identity reveal scene was (and believe me it was, youre an amazing writer), i couldnt control my secondhand embarrassment when peter called wade “daddy” in the worst possible situation and i kept thinking how awakward their next sexy times is gonna be cause when peter says it in bed they’re both gonna think about that one time wade tried to kill him 😭

I will tell you that there is a bread crumb hint in Part 1 as to why DP knows where Peter lives. Dopinder wouldn't betray a bro like that! I shall say no more but we are gonna hella talk about it in the next part LOL. Because it is kinda crucial to characterization. Oooof. The "Daddy" scene is my least and most favorite all at once. It's so ouch cringe shudder. Or at least that is how I hoped it came off. Doesn't bode well for sexytimes does it? Hm. 🧐 ANYWAY, ❤️ Thanks for reading my trash.

Hi I love your DMW series so much! u ruined all other spideypool fics for me! I'm so attached to the way u wrote their dynamic that other fics just don't come close! I think it might be my favorite fic ever and i was so sad it was abandoned so i was so happy to see u plan on finishing it this summer thank u! What are some of your favorite fics? doesn't have to be spideypool! P.S you're amazing!

THANK YOU! I love ruining things for people. 🤣 🤣 jkjk. But I'm so glad you enjoy the dynamic between the characters. I have so many favorite fics that I've just forgotten all of them; I haunt a lot of fandoms too but I think you mean MCU. I will make a rec list and post it somewhere on here soon because I don't think my bookmarks on AO3 are public. P.S. You are amazing-er.

I just wanted you to know that since you updated it back in 2020, I’ve read the last chapter of part 3 like every other month. That part where

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Peter screams out “Daddy” never fails to make me cry. Such a skillful climax for part 3, lives in my brain absolutely rent free. Thank you for your amazing work, and I can’t wait to read part 4.

AHHH! I'm so happy to hear someone cries at that part. I usually cringe when I think about it, but like in an author cringe oh yeah I hope that burned real bad-good kind of way. Thank you so much for reading! ❤️

Steve and Bucky variants in another timeline sharing a drink and being retired like:

Hi! I just finshed reading all 3 parts of DMW in like 4 days and I just want to thank you so much for putting these wonderful works of fiction out into the world! Your writing and characterization is brilliant and I can't wait to see what happens next!

Thank you so much! I love building characters so glad it was 👌. Have a happy day! (Can't believe you demolished it in that time, wowowow! Someone very speedy ready, Gonzalez.)