I really can't fucking do this anymore

You’re hawt

Do I know you?!?

"Why would you do that to yourself" I'm trying my best to soothe the pain, trying to cradle it so that maybe just maybe it will stop crying out

i found you

you found me:0

Mhhh what if I just ate a whole jar of peanut butter and went into anaphylaxis while everyone was sleeping what a shame that would be🤔

I just love being an idiot and fucking everything up like usual

Why the fuck does no one love me

Am I that repulsive?

The fact that I could just end it right now is weirdly comforting kinda like how if your claustrophobic but know there's an easy way out that you can use at any point in time

One thing that kills me about my sisters death was that she never got to see my transition never got to see my achievements ever again and even though it's been two years I still can't get it through my head that she's never coming back and I won't be able to stop her death

Also like my parents made me see her dead body for 'closure' in what universe is the closure?

Getting a binder on trans man Monday💪

RAHHHHHH

Thank you guys so much

And my worst nightmare was confirmed I am loud and annoying and my friends don't actually like me😃

I loveeee cuddling

Also platonic cuddling is underrated like cuddling with your friendssss

No literally

i need someone to bandage my wounds, to kiss my wrists and to hold me but at the same time i cant ask my precious partner for it because i want him to know about my sh as less as possible

I really don't think I'm gonna survive the summer tbh

The feeling when you want help because you genuinely feel like you're dying but can't so you're just stuck in an endless cycle of hurting yourself and wanting to die all the time<<<<<<<

(WHY IS GETTING HELP SO FUCKING HARD I JUST DONT WANT TO BE ALONE ANYMORE)

The thing that no one tells you about depression is probably (people do say It just not that much and for me it's one of the worst parts aboout having depression) the guilt like I can't take criticism without feeling like I need to sl!t my throat