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well hello anyone who is actually on tumblr and hasnt forgotten about me. ive been offline for a year or so, had personal issues in my life, and also started high school so i wanted to focus on that. life update:
- im in 10th grade now :)) high school isnt that bad and there actually isnt as much fights as there was in past years. also im in a lot of advanced classes now
- i got new friends, and dumped my old ones(they were toxic)
- got into some new fandoms(call of duty, genshin[sorta i barely tolerate some people, I just try to play the game without interacting with the fandom], tmnt[i’ve always loved it], and others that I can't rlly think about rn
- got my working permit today :D after new years I'm gonna look for a job
- well I figured out I'm trans now (f-t-m), after years of question my gender and making excuses, I'm also pansexual :)
- the name I want my legal name to be is kaisen(kai is just a nickname and I dont use j anymore)
- body image stuff, sucks to suck but I'm trying everyday, slowly
- i actually have a girlfriend, we have been together for 3 months, and known each other for around 1 or 2 years. We are long distance(she lives in another country), time zones suck, but we make it work. We also met on genshin, so i guess i owe the game for that.
- im teaching myself how to draw, and also have been reading a lot of books lately
- family life isnt the best, im not gonna elaborate, but i just try to ignore it
it seems like a dream with how i acted a year ago. i seemed way more immature than what i do act now. i was so innocent i guess you could say, and i guess you could also say that i was just figuring myself out. and as im sitting in my bed, listening to The Neighborhood, im reminiscing. i do miss the friends that i had before i dropped them, and i really wish that i didnt push everyone away whenever i was in a depressive episode, but its the past. if i cant get over the past i’ll never be able to move on into the future. im just so glad that past me could get that experience of exploring themselves and meeting new people. also i was very very cringey i realize now, i feel like i was acting a sort of way to get recognition from people.
well anyways i dont think i’ll be writing anything anytime soon, i dont feel the passion i used to back then. maybe someday, but not today, and not the next. also thank you for 300 followers, that might not seem alot compared to other people, but it is for me. also thank you for all the support with the dsmp stuff even tho i stopped writing about them. i rlly didnt expect my stuff to blow up like that :))
well signing off:
kaisen(kai), have a fantastic day/night 😊
(ps: ive never deleted tumblr, and i was reading fanfics on here, i just was being lazy and didnt feel like responding to messages and updating my profile 😉 so to all the people who commented on my posts, i wasnt ignoring u, im too tired and my brain cells are the equivalent of 1 at the moment, but i’ll try to respond)
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warning: spoiler for death note episode 29
SOICHIRO NOOOOOOOOO, WHY COULD YOU HAVE NOT WRITTEN MELLOS NAME FASTER, MAYBE YOU COULDVE SURVIVED
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warning: spoilers for demon slayer episode 21
when rui died, even if he killed all those people, made me fucking sad. like, his parents showing up to him while he was eroding away, and then him reverting back to his human form, ITS JUST TOO MUCH TO BEAR
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𝐬'𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬
connie springer x gn!reader
cw: eating, fluff, alternative universe, slight season 4 spoilers? kissing, not a makeout though
summary: being from marley surely is tough with all the tension between your nation and paradis, but once both nations decided to end the the fight, you all gather around a warm fire, and you decide to show connie what s’mores are
a/n: i was literally eating s’mores a few days ago, and thought of this. and this is my first aot fanfic! and also this is the first time i'm ever writing smooches
“HEY Y/N, LOOK WHAT I FOUND!” connie yelled from afar. you turned your head to find connie right next to you, holding up a slice of pizza. “yeah i guess you found the pizza, i was trying to hid that away from you and sasha, but i guess you found it." "hey, you can't hide anything from sasha, she was a hunter, pratically has the nose of a dog, she can smell anything from a mile or two away." "well that's true, tell me, how does it taste?” he took a bite of the pepperoni pizza, and moaned out in excitement, “this is better than the food back home, those horrible stale crackers, and that stupid tasteless soup, did the cooks ever hear of seasoning?” you chuckled, “yeah i guess that really did taste like shit, but you gotta eat to survive, and your island didn’t really have any good food so-”
“yeah you’re right.” he finished gulping up the rest of the pizza, then sat next to you on the log. you both watched the fire in silence, when connie forgot to ask you something. “i’m sorry, i should’ve asked, did you want a slice.” “nah,” you retaliated, “i already ate dinner a few minutes ago, 30 i believe?” “mhm ok then.” the fire crackled with the oxygen making it rise, little ambers going up into the sky, then falling back down again, some landing on your clothes. “hey connie, can i show you something?” “yeah sure, what is it?” you looked around for the plastic bag that was filled with ingredients, while you was doing that, you spoke with connie. “do you know what s’mores are connie?”
"da fuck is that?” “well i couldn’t really expect you to know, the food back in paradis is shit.” you find the marshmallows, chocolate, and graham crackers, as well as the skewers to hold the marshmallows. “well you see," you hold the stuff up into connie's face so he can get a better look, " s’mores are made by roasting these marshmallows on a stick in the fire, then you take these graham crackers and chocolate, and put them on top and below the marshmallow. you get what i’m saying?”
he stared at you wide eyed, and then asked, "what are those things you just said?" "let me show you instead of talking about it." you walked behind connie, and placed your arms on his shoulders, grabbing his hands to hold the stuff once previously in yours. "ok hold this stick." he took the skewer out of your hands, and held it up to his face. "what is this used for?" "all in due time connie, all in due time." you smirked. "mkay, now here," you guided connie by his hands, "put the marshmallow on this stick."
he grabbed one of them from the bag it came from, and carefully placed it onto the stick, making sure not to let it fall. "get the graham crackers and chocolate." he took the graham crackers from its box, and inspected it. "is this crackers, hey i could've made this at home." "yes technically it's crackers, but it's sweet, not savory and salty, try one." he raised the cracker up to his mouth and took a small bite, not sure whether or not it tasted good. to his surprise it did, it was really sweet. "mhm, this tastes great!" "i had a feeling you would like it." you smiled. "ok, now place the marshmallow in the fire."
he lifted the stick from his knee, and placed the uncooked marshmallow into the fire. he looked at you, preparing a question, "what is marshmallows made out of?" "ummm, i'm not sure, but they taste good so i don't give a shit." he hummed in satisfaction, "ok, then what is chocolate made out of?" you looked at him puzzled, "connie, we... you, had chocolate on the island, why would you ask me that?" "oh, nevermind i guess."
it was an awkward tension in the air, but you spoke up. "alright, i think the marshmallow is cooked, if you leave it too long, it's gonna burn. but for me, i like it a bit more on the burnt side." he murmured under his breath, "ok, so you place the marshmallow here?" he moved his hands to the chocolate and partially placed it onto the marshmallow. "wait, the chocolate is about to drop, here," you took his hands to show where to put the chocolate, "put one half of the graham cracker on your knee to stabilize it." he broke the graham cracker on his knee, waiting for your next instruction. "place the chocolate on top of it."
he did exactly that, looking at your face to determine if he did it right. "good job, and now put the marshmallow on top. and then after that, put the 2nd half on top." he held up the finished s'more, and looked at you again for reassurance. "did i do it good?" you grinned, "yes you did connie, good job! most people i teach drop the ingredients, or even drop the marshmallow into the fire, but luckily you aren't one of those people." he blushed, tilting his head down in bashfulness, "thanks y/n." "now try your new creation." he raised his hands up to his mouth, and took a big bite of the s'more, almost eating it in one go. "how does it taste love?"
"it tastes fantastic, oh my goodness, can i have another?" "sure you can, i guess this one i was about to make for myself is yours now." he frowned, "oh i'm sorry, you can keep yours, i'll just make one for myself." "it's fineee, trust me, i can do this another day, it's not like i'm missing out on anything." you beamed at his face, looking towards his mouth, where it has some melted marshmallow on the corner of it. in fact, it was everywhere on his mouth, even below his nose. "umm connie, you have some marshmallow residue on your face, right here." you pointed towards the right side of his mouth, where he wiped with the back of his hand, but missed.
"you missed there connie, let me get it for you." you took your thumb, and wiped it across his mouth, getting the melted substance off of his face. "thanks y/n." "as i said before, it's no problem." he looked down to the floor, and suddenly said with a spring of confidence, "hey y/n?" "hmm, what's up connie?" "i think you have something on your face as well." "oh really, where is it?" "right... here." he leaned in to give you a kiss on your lips. "i got it off." you snorted, "thanks i guess."
"well as you said, it's no problem at all."
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SOMEONE JUST UNFOLLOWED ME AFTER I POSTED MY DNI LIST, HA
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please dni...
please do not interact with me and privately message me...
you are a racist, homophobic, transphobic, xionist, trump supporter, anti blm, terf, incel, porn blog, clearly has mdni or 18+ in their bio, and older than 20 (that just makes me uncomfortable since i'm a minor thats close to the age of 14)
people who are older than 20 can interact with my content, but not with me privately. if you do want to speak with me, or be my mutual, you have to be under 17 because 18+ who speak with me in a friendly manner just scares me a bit.
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ummm guys, i’m polyamorous… oh my goodness i don’t even know how to spell what i identify as… sooo, cool :]
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THIS IS ME, HI ME
hewwo everyone, this is my second account, my main is @hangezoeenthusiast this is just random just in case my main gets banned or something like that. so HI
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I CHANGED MY USER, YAYYYY
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i’m about to change my username, bye to the user louistommosnesquickmilk
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umm hey, i haven't been active recently, but i just made a backup account, follow me i guess, or not, i don't control your actions @armeensimp
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY POTATO GIRL
I LOVE YOU THE WONDERFUL SASHA BRAUS
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i’ve been contemplating this for a while, but honestly i’ve strayed away from the dream smp fandom. i found out it’s very toxic, at least to me. it doesn’t mean im stopping writing, who knows, maybe i’ll do animes that i like. i’m sincerely sorry for people who requested things, and not finishing the papa series. now that i think about it, someone can finish it, but just credit me if you do.
i have lost any motivation in writing the stories in my drafts, and have therefore deleted them. i apologize, but i will never write for them again. i'm not going to delete the stories though i guess.
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i want someone to smother me between their momma milkers. i don’t care if you practically have none, i want to press my face in them. if you have had top surgery, i wanna kiss those scars. if you have big ones, i don’t care give a shit if you’re practically reiner braun with those big ass mommy milkers, imma suck those tits anyway. i give love to all the boobies out that. thank you for listening to my ted talk.
this is a little bit of satire, but at the same time, it’s not
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bo burnham, you are a god at music /gen
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sometimes i think my dog is biphobic, like, why do you not like staying near me. do you not like bi people?? /j
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STOP SCROLLING!
Oka, I plan on following everyone on tumblr
literally everyone
Please reblog so I can make this happen
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