The real struggle is when you're eyes tear up bc of how exhausted you are but you still can't sleep no matter what you do.

Longest relationships are the result of biggest forgives

You know too well if you push me to the edge there's no limit of how far can I go

My worst enemy is myself

She still spoke to Ravi every day. Not the real one, the one who lived in her head. She spoke to him when she was scared or unsure, asked him what he would do if he were there. He sat beside her when she was lonely, and she was always lonely, looking at old photos on her phone. He told her goodnight and kept her company in the dark while she learned how to sleep again.

I'm starting to realize my memory has holes.

Like If a bad thing happened, even If it was yesterday I'm just remembering it like flashbacks

I love you more than yesterday, but less than tomorrow

I wanted you to fight, say something, make an effort but you just accepted to lose me like I was nothing

Big decisions are too hard for me because I don't know if I really want to do it or is it just a rage

I dropped out of college suddenly to do what I love. Now starting a new era.

Before sleep I need to wait until the moment I'm completely exhausted and can't keep my eyes open. So I don't have to deal with being alone with my thoughts.

Everybody around me has some kind of dreams, goals for the future.

When I look at the future, it's just an empty darkness.

I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.

I've killed myself for you.

Not physical.

When you say 9 more years to go, do you mean that you’re 11?

No, of course not. I meant I'm 18 and 9 more years later I'm gonna be 27.

The meaning behind it is the '27 club'.

One side of me so weak could die without you, the other side is too powerful could kill you

I lost you while I was trying to find myself