I'm so afraid to feel, because I feel it so deep inside me, but still I loved you with all my being and you were just bored, I don't want to be consumed by you anymore, not anymore

the other day I saw you at the corner, you saw me and kept walking, now I understand how far we are apart and that there is no way to shorten all that distance we built up

how do you want me to tell my heart that all those beautiful moments we lived were a lie?

you have no idea how much I miss you during the day, how much I remember you at night and how much I dream of you when I sleep, how could I forget you¿

I feel things in such an intense and overwhelming way that it burns me up

I don't understand how people can pretend to love someone just because they are bored, when I show something it's because I feel it with all my heart, I hate to be so intense u,u

I don't care if only I really love, I hope it helps you to know what it feels like to be loved with all your soul and someday you can learn to do it too

How did we end up this way? It seems like we shared the same dreams yesterday

It hurts to think of all our stories together and now we are just strangers, who don't even say hello to each other

it would be easier to just hate you, but I can't, I still love you u,u

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape

5 Seconds Of Summer - Amnesia

I guess I have friends, but, how real are they, if I can't get real support from them when I'm down¿, and I know that's partly my fault for feeling like I'm a burden to everyone and isolating myself, but what else can I do if that's the way things really are?, in the end it's just me and me trying to support each other in nothingness

I know this won't be my year, because I haven't stopped crying every day since it started u,u

You look so happy when I'm not with you

The Weeknd - Save Your Tears

it makes me sad and laugh to think that you're playing the victim by implying that I don't care about you, when clearly the opposite is true, literally almost everything I've uploaded on my tumblr has been with you in mind, but, whatever man

your eyes were the most beautiful shade of green u,u

se que de verdad te quise (y aun lo hago), porque todas las canciones, los lugares, los aromas, todo, absolutamente todo grita tu nombre y duele escucharlo.

I know that I really loved you (and I still do), because all the songs, the places, the smells, everything, absolutely everything screams your name and it hurts to hear it.