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eeveearoace-creative · 23 hours

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so. uh. i have a writing wip. but i'm not sure if i'm gonna continue it or not? and it's for a piece of media i've never written for before, so. idk. tell me what you think, i guess? and also what media you think this wip is for :3

cw: self depreciation/ self hate, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt

It lays in front of you. The key to solving everything.

You're not stupid - you know what this will do to you. If you succeed... no, you HAVE to succeed. And once you do... well. You don't really want to think about that.

But you're not scared. Why would you be? You've tried this before. You're just... actually going to succeed this time. But you're not scared, because being scared now would be selfish.

One little sacrifice could save EVERYONE that you care about. Sure, your family might miss you for a little while, but... well, you haven't been in their lives for very long. They could carry on without you. They'd be better off without the trouble you've caused them, anyway.

... they'd still have their REAL child, anyway.

So, why is your heart beating so fast? What is this... because you're not scared. You CAN'T be scared. You're selfish, almost unbelievably so, but even you can't be THIS selfish. Just one little sacrifice, for the only people who have ever loved you.

... and maybe there's a little part of you that wants this, too. To close your eyes and sleep. To not have to worry or hurt anymore. That's why you ended up here in the first place, right?

You've tried this before. But this time, you WILL succeed. Because this time, you're doing this for more than just yourself.

Without giving yourself another moment to reconsider, you swallow the flowers.

#self deprecation #suicide #suicidal thoughts #suicide attempt #wip #writing wip #oh [redacted]. please go to therapy oh my god #self hate

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eeveearoace-creative · 2 months

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no cws apply!

uh, just a quick announcement that i'm going to take a break from uploading these sashannarcy week fics for a little while. i will end up writing things for all 7 prompts, but long story short, i forgot to get them taken care of ahead of time, so i'm going to delay the rest of them so as not to destroy myself with stress and burnout. thank you for your understanding <3

summoning the eevee simps: @arcadiii, @cl-oudyca-kes, @coconurt, @goodartitude, @karamelys, @peachpaws0, @traveleroffarawayplaces

[if you want to be added/removed from the amphibia and/or warriors tag list(s), just let me know!!]

#fanfic #my fanfic #writing #my writing #sashannarcy #sashannarcy week #sashannarcy week 2024

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eeveearoace-creative · 2 months

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cw: (temporary) character death, repetition, vomiting

day two!!! <333

summoning the eevee simps: @arcadiii, @cl-oudyca-kes, @coconurt, @goodartitude, @karamelys, @peachpaws0, @traveleroffarawayplaces

[if you want to be added/removed from the amphibia and/or warriors tag list(s), just let me know!!]

#character death #temporary character death #repetition #vomiting #sashannarcy #sashannarcy week #sashannarcy week 2024 #fanfic #my fanfic #writing #my writing #amphibia #amphibia fanfic

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eeveearoace-creative · 2 months

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Hey there, everybody! Happy Sashannarcy week <3

I know it's been a little while since I've uploaded something Amphibia related, but I hope you all enjoy this. I'll probably be late on uploading the other days, but I'm gonna try my best to get through all 7 prompts! :>

cw: self deprecation, mental illness, references to trauma/ traumatic events

summoning the eevee simps: @arcadiii, @cl-oudyca-kes, @coconurt, @goodartitude, @karamelys, @peachpaws0, @traveleroffarawayplaces

[if you want to be added/removed from the amphibia and/or warriors tag list(s), just let me know!!]

#sashannarcy #sashannarcy week #sashannarcy week 2024 #fanfic #my fanfic #writing #my writing #amphibia #amphibia fanfic

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eeveearoace-creative · 4 months

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cw: blood, fighting, pain

cat fic time! pspspsps!: @peachpaws0, @shinieevie

[if you want to be added/removed from the amphibia and/or warriors tag list(s), just let me know!!]

#writing #my writing #fanfic #my fanfic #warriors #warrior cats #wc #warrior cats fanfic #wc fanfic #fireclan #fireclan's trail to darkness #fcttd #the founding of fireclan #blood #fighting #pain

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eeveearoace-creative · 4 months

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cw: blood, fighting, pain

cat fic time! pspspsps!: @peachpaws0, @stupidshinyevie

[if you want to be added/removed from the amphibia and/or warriors tag list(s), just let me know!!]

#writing #my writing #fanfic #my fanfic #warriors #warrior cats #warrior cats fanfic #wc #wc fanfic #fireclan #fireclan's trail to darkness #fcttd #the founding of fireclan #blood #fighting #pain #clangen

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eeveearoace-creative · 4 months

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where did the joy go?

i've been waiting for it to return, dreaming of embracing it with open arms the second it returns home.

where did the joy go?

it returns for short visits, sometimes almost overwhelmingly powerful, but leaves all too soon.

where did the joy go?

it comes back when i do the things i love, but so much weaker then it ever was, leaving me alone before too long.

where did the joy go?

i've been waiting for it to return, but i think i've been waiting for too long. it's not going to return on its own, is it?

where did the joy go?

i'm not sure, but i'm going to bring it home.

#repetition #my writing #writing #original writing #poetry

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eeveearoace-creative · 4 months

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[Image ID: A painting of a white and brown bulldog. She's trying to sleep on the arm of a couch, with one leg hanging off. End ID]

Manzo, for all the jokes we made about how ugly and dumb you were, I hope you knew how much we loved you. You were an amazing dog with a heart of gold, and we love you so much. We miss you.

#animal death #referenced animal death #animal death cw #animal death tw #art #my art #artwork #my artwork #not writing

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eeveearoace-creative · 5 months

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my first wip wednesday! yippee! <3

this is for a warriors fic i'm working on based on a clangen game <3 keeping the name a secret for now! but hopefully i'll actually get to posting something soon >:)

Cold mud stuck to Ferret’s fur as he turned in his nest, trying to get warm. He draped his tail over his nose, half to warm himself and half to hide the smell of must and decay invading his nostrils.

His tail hovered above his nose for a moment before something cold and wet splattered over his muzzle. Blinking his weary eyes open, Ferret swatted at his muzzle, trying to wipe away the mud with his mud-covered paws, leaving his muzzle an even dingier mess than it was before.

Grumbling, Ferret began to wash one of his forepaws, spitting mud out of his mouth. Why did he make his nest in a patch of mud? And why wasn’t there any moss?

Wait. Where am I?

Lifting his head, Ferret finally took in his surroundings. Large, looming trees stretched towards a black, starless sky, barely discernible beyond the jumble of tree branches. There was no moon, although it was definitely past moon-high. Darkness stretched out in every direction, inky, black mud filling the spaces between gnarled tree roots, only the occasional patch of dying grass popping out of the ground like broken claw-tips.

Ferret shuddered, not entirely from the cold.

“Ah, Ferret. I’ve been watching you for a long time now. I believe it’s time we finally met.”

Ferret spun around, wide eyes landing on a white she-cat. The darkness highlighted a patch of pale-yellow fur on her otherwise snow-white pelt, but Ferret’s eyes were drawn to the black mud coating her paws and lower legs, although the stranger didn’t seem bothered by it. Instead, her pale-green eyes seemed focused on Ferret, her lips pulled into something knowing and mischievous.

“What - who are-”

“Yes, I suppose you wouldn’t know who I am,” the stranger mused, although Ferret got the feeling that the stranger was talking to herself more than she was talking to him. “No matter. My name is Lavendertrail.”

... later...

Sunlight warmed Ferret’s fur as he slowly blinked his eyes open.

Soft, fresh moss lined the nest he had made only yesterday. Rabbit-soft clouds drifted lazily through a bright blue sky, a peaceful breeze carrying birdsong to his ears and tickling his whiskers.

Yawning, Ferret turned in his nest, nestling deeper within the moss. Clean, earthy scents filled his sense of smell, erasing the dank, musty smells from his dream.

His paws were caked with mud.

#wip wednesday #writing wip

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eeveearoace-creative · 6 months

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hiya!! just wanted to be asked if I can get added to your warriors taglist :>

sorry for the late response, but yeah, of course! :D

#stupidshinyevie #tag list #not creative project #not writing #not art #not writing or art

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eeveearoace-creative · 7 months

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a speech about goncharov i made for my public speaking class!

note: this is not exactly what will be spoken for my class, as i am not reading my speech word-for-word. however, this is an outline of the speech i will be presenting, and i thought y'all might be interested in seeing it.

Introduction:

The purpose of my speech is to inform my audience of the fake movie “Goncharov” and how it has impacted me. My goal is to inform my audience of how the fake movie “Goncharov” came to be and of the value it has.

By a quick show of hands, how many of you have seen or heard of Goncharov before? [Quick pause as I wait for no hands – or almost no hands – to go up.] Alright. So, Goncharov was a 1973 mafia movie supported by Martin Scorsese, and has been widely regarded as the greatest mafia movie of all time. It’s about the Russian mafia in Naples, Italy, and follows a variety of characters such as Goncharov himself, Katya, who is Goncharov’s wife, Audrei “The Banker” Daddano, and my personal favorite, Joseph “Ice Pick Joe” Morelli, with actors such as Robert De Niro, Cybill Shepherd, Harvey Keitel, and Lynda Carter. So, why have you never heard of this movie before? Well, everything I just told you? It’s all a lie. It’s all made up. Goncharov? Yeah. It never actually existed.

I remember being part of the Goncharov fandom as it first blew up on Tumblr in late 2022. It was a great source of joy for me and made a significant impact on Tumblr’s culture. I am going to show my audience how Goncharov came to be, the creativity is spawned, and briefly reflect on how the website it originated on was vital for its growth.

So, what is Goncharov, and what is going on here?

Origins:

Goncharov was a fake movie created by Tumblr in late 2022.

Sometime prior to August 22nd, 2020, Tumblr user ZootyCoon posted a photograph of knockoff boots they had bought that advertised a non-existent movie, Goncharov, on them, claiming that Goncharov was “the greatest mafia movie of all time.” In response, on August 22nd, 2020, another Tumblr user, AbandonedAmbition, commented “This idiot hasn’t seen Goncharov”, which was then added to the post itself by Tumblr user LoserMo.

While ZootyCoon’s original post did receive some attention, it wasn’t until November 18th, 2022 that Goncharov truly hit it off as a cultural phenomenon, thanks to Tumblr user Beelzeebub, who posted a fan-made poster for Goncharov, receiving almost 20,000 likes and over 15,000 reblogs in three days.

Fandom:

As it turns out, you don't actually need a piece of media to be real in order for a fandom to form around it.

Countless fanworks were created for Goncharov, including fanart, fanfiction, music, scene analysis and analysis of motifs, gif sets, memes, and so much more. As mentioned in a YouTube video by YouTuber ColeyDoesThings, there was even a time where Goncharov had more fanfiction on a popular fanfiction website than James Cameran’s Avatar, the highest grossing movie of all time.

So much lore was being created for Goncharov in such a short amount of time that efforts had to be made to record it all. Multiple individuals attempted to create a “master copy” of Goncharov’s lore, including what is now a 48-page Google doc that includes a plot summary, brief descriptions of various scenes, and links and sources to various contributors.

But Goncharov could not be contained just to Tumblr. Various media outlets, such as The New York Times, The Guardian, Forbes, and The Washington Post all posted articles about Goncharov, an internet phenomenon.

Tumblr:

But, why? Why this fake movie, and why on Tumblr of all places?

As a social media site, Tumblr has an incredibly weird culture. There are no public follower counts, no verification for users, and a whole array of weird social rules. But one thing that really makes Tumblr special is the interaction between large and small blogs alike. Because anyone can and is encouraged to create their own content and add to others’ content, something like Goncharov could very quickly become a “yes, and” game among Tumblr’s users.

Tumblr is also very much a “fandom” site. Fanart, fanfiction, and other fanworks dominate the website, and Goncharov in its heyday was no exception. Interactions between fans and fan creators is what really causes fandoms to grow and survive, so it makes sense that Goncharov thrived the way it did considering how easy it was to find fellow fans. With no pressure to reveal your “true” self, there’s a lot less pressure when you share what you’ve created.

Conclusion:

So, what can we learn here?

The fake movie “Goncharov” was unintentionally created by a tag on a pair of off-brand boots but didn’t truly become popular until Beelzebub’s poster. Fandom quickly grew around it, creating countless fanworks, but Tumblr’s unique culture as a social media site is what truly allowed it to thrive.

There is joy and creativity in unusual places. Whether or not you believe Goncharov to be a waste of time, the popularity of a fake movie says something about the human fascination with stories. Thank you.

#writing #my writing #speech #written speech #goncharov

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eeveearoace-creative · 8 months

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cws: gore, blood, death, no happy ending

summoning the eevee simps: @arcadiii, @cl-oudyca-kes, @coconurt, @goodartitude, @karamelys, @peachpaws0, @traveleroffarawayplaces

[if you want to be added/removed from the amphibia and/or warriors tag list(s), just let me know!!]

also. this was inspired by some things arcadi said. so. yes you should be afraid </3

#gore #death #blood #hurt #hurt no comfort #major character death #angst #fanfic #my fanfic #writing #my writing #amphibia #amphibia fanfic

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eeveearoace-creative · 8 months

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chapter two!!!!! <3333333333333333333

cw: (child) abuse, (non-sexual) grooming, torture, stockholm syndrome, torture, (emotional) manipulation, gaslighting, blood, pain, generational trauma, suicidal thoughts, self-hate

summoning the eevee simps: @arcadiii, @cl-oudyca-kes, @coconurt, @goodartitude, @karamelys, @peachpaws0, @traveleroffarawayplaces

[if you want to be added/removed from the amphibia and/or warriors tag list(s), just let me know!!]

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eeveearoace-creative · 9 months

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Since Goncharov is trending again, I want finally to share the poster I made a few months back! Unfortunately, I couldn't find the original image I used to create it (I looked for the photo, I really did! But I lost a record of it when I got my new computer). But anyway! Please enjoy this poster. I like it a lot :)

[Image ID: A movie poster for the fake movie "Goncharov". There is a black-and-white photo of a clock-tower. Near the top, text reads: "Martin Scorsese Presents / Goncharov / A film by Matteo JWHJ0715". A bit below that, text reads: "Robert De Niro as Goncharov / Harvey Keitel as Andrey Daddano / Cybill Shepherd as Katya Goncharov". Text near the bottom reads: "Domenico Procacci - Producer, Roy Walker - Set Designer, Micheal Kaptan - Costume Designer, Sophia Loren - Actor (Sofia Daddano), John Cazale - Actor (Joseph "Ice Pick Joe" Morelli), Al Pacino - Actor (Mario Ambrosini), Gene Hackman - Actor (Valrey Michailov), Lynda Carter - Actor (Dancer #2)". In the corner there is a logo for "Tumblr Studios", as well as an "R" age rating - "Restricted - Under 17 required accompanying parent or adult company". End ID]

#goncharov #goncharov movie #goncharov movie post #art #my art #movie poster #unreality #i mean. i did make this poster. but goncharov as a thing isn't real #not writing #not fanfic

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eeveearoace-creative · 9 months

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After Marcy Wu was stabbed King Andrias, The Core decides not to possess her. Identifying Marcy as a potential threat, The Core decides to kill her, but Andrias, having grown attached to the human child he now views as his own daughter, begs it to spare her, convincing it that she could be used as bait for Anne and Sasha. Convinced he knows whats best for her, Andrias tries to mold Marcy into the perfect daughter - no matter the consequences.

cw: (child) abuse, (non-sexual) grooming, torture, stockholm syndrome, torture, (emotional) manipulation, gaslighting, blood, pain, generational trauma

summoning the eevee simps: @arcadiii, @cl-oudyca-kes, @coconurt, @goodartitude, @karamelys, @peachpaws0, @traveleroffarawayplaces

[if you want to be added/removed from the amphibia and/or warriors tag list(s), just let me know!!]

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eeveearoace-creative · 10 months

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would anyone like some? uh. uh. uhhhh. emotional damage :)))?

this is inspired by @arcadiii fics! so! beware <3!

cw: blood, death, violence, possession, self hatred

summoning the eevee simps: @cl-oudyca-kes, @coconurt, @goodartitude, @karamelys, @peachpaws0, @traveleroffarawayplaces

[if you want to be added/removed from the amphibia and/or warriors tag list(s), just let me know!!]

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eeveearoace-creative · 10 months

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Marcy shows Sprig some fidget toys. <3

#i still adore this #re-upload from ao3 #kaivee re-upload from ao3

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