Omg hi Shu 💕

I’m finally here to tell everyone my void success story!!!

in general I tried to get into the void for about 6 months and nothing happened despite my self-confidence. I didn’t put this state on a pedestal or something like that because I understood what it was and how to get there. But for some reasons (which I don’t know 🤷🏼‍♀️ ) it didn't work all the time. I didn't want to try other methods like sleep paralysis because I was afraid (this shit scary af how y’all do it 💀). That is why I chose the path through meditation. My failures pissed me off and my hands dropped. I didn’t want anything anymore but yesterday I just freaked out and said “fuck you I’m strong enough and can achieve whatever I want.” 2 minutes and boom! i'm in the void. Tbh I don’t even realized that I entered some first seconds but than I was like “wth? i did it?? im fucking did it?!?!?!” It was sooo peaceful I swear. I even forgot why I’m here lol. But ofc I remembered and started to affirm and visualize for my desires.

Here’s what I manifested:

Desired appearance. I didn’t change it too much. Just corrected my face a little bit to look prettier. Now I really looks like doll.

Desired body. From 70kg to 42kg and my height is 162cm. Slim hourglass body, hairless body, 1:9 ratio, always smell good (it’s something like fresh+jasmine??)

5k$ on my bank account

I’ve done my study at university (please I hated it so much like no jokes it took all my nerves and I’m so happy rn it’s done!!)

Hot, handsome and attractive best friend. Giiiirls he’s the best. He matched to all my highest standards for men. And ofc we gonna date in the future 👉🏻😏👈🏻

Some personal things for my parents and our family

Sexy, attractive, hypnotic voice + singing skills

Perfect self-concept, manifesting everything by snap fingers, fixed my mental health

Everyone treats me like a Goddess or princess, people from my past realized that I’m the best person in their life so all of them (which I wanted) sent me messages with apologies and ask me to come back🤪

That’s all for my first time. But it’s so strange to realized that I can create everything I want in my life. but I'll get used to it quickly I guess 😌. So yeah maybe it’s not too emotional cuz I’m not such person but it’s true guys. Stop doubting and keep going! This is a huge community and not all of us liars here. I believe in everyone of you cuz if I did you can did it too

Love you sm

CONGRATS OMG THIS IS AMAZING !!! this is so inspiring, thank you for sharing this with us

Is it possible to only post texts

It’s been a while since I updated my photos

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“Everything I write, a way of saying: Look what I can do with language. I am trying to tell you: I miss wonder. I wonder if nostalgia is what we invented to name ourselves species and mean: we once stood on the same shore.”

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Claire Schwartz, “Birds,” from Bound

Summer is where all my grief was buried

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cutie mini cake

St. Michael’s church

So in love with Parisian style architecture

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Iced Americano for morning coffee

I’m gonna go to the market and buy avocado later

Reading books with handmade coffee is the happiest thing ever in my life

Cozy morning with coffee

Hazelnut latte

Morning coffee

needing coffee every day because of

serious insomnia :-/

Beigic

Reading The Picture of Dorian Gray is like understanding my ex and leading another version of life in his view,lmao. So interesting.

Strawberry chocolate cake