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cloudysleepingzone · 12 days
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Thinking about Dazai purposely wanting to walk into the office with some sort of reminder that he is yours. Likely taking you by the hand to a storage closet just to hand you a small cylindrical tube of red lipstick hand picked to have your lips stain is skin. Not enough pigment left on your lips? Reapply it. Don't stop until every inch of skin you can see is covered. That's what he wishes for at least...he wishes those stains could remain for months.
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cloudysleepingzone · 30 days
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The SKK x Reader is cooking...it's gonna be a long one.
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cloudysleepingzone · 1 month
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Hi
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cloudysleepingzone · 1 month
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Looks like SKK x Reader has won the poll! Don't worry though...I'll eventually do the other two as well 💙
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cloudysleepingzone · 1 month
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"We're starting over, and I love you darling"
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Contents : Dazai x reader Angst, one sided love(?), reader is bad at coping, this was rushed. Writing gets crappy near the end but yk
Enjoy :D
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"Hurt again..?" Dazai nods lightly while taking a seat on the most of the time uncomfortable hospital style bed. It wasn't that uncommon for Dazai to get hurt, he was always reckless if he ever got to into a mission and would end up getting scratched, cut, stabbed, or even shot. But that was your job. You were supposed to be someone who would generally heal those in the Port Mafia but at this point you were Dazai's personal nurse. He didnt want to be healed by anyone else it seemed. Even as he feels like sting of rubbing alcohol against his forearm, his bandages already moved to the side. "You should be taking better care of yourself..." You mutter barely audible. Dazai liked your attention. The way your finger tips flide across his bandaged skin and you repair his broken body. He loved it. But he would never admit it. He can't admit it to you, not when he will one day leave the Mafia. He would leave you.
He left without a word to anyone. Not Chuuya. Not anyone. Not you. No matter how badly Dazai may have wanted to leave at least a note or something in memory of him. He knew it would be a bad idea. But his sudden disappearence got you thinking. Did he just abandon everything? Everything he's known for so long? There was a stupid painful ache in your chest and you try to silently shush it as if it'll listen. That ache continued. It became the normal thing you would wake up and fall asleep too. The ache was no longer painful. If anything it was more numbing, you could still feel things sure. But something in your mind told you everything would be better if you couldn't feel anything at all than feel this.
Your first time seeing Dazai again...wait no that was a dream. Was this time real...? It's hard to tell anymore, anything even regarding Dazai felt like either a lie or some sort of sickening dream. This time it wasn't. The streets of Yokohama became covered in a heavy rain, luckily a large umbrella sat in your palms. The light taps of your shoes are soon accompanied by a second pair...with the sudden feeling of a hand on your shoulder you turn around. It's him. He doesn't look much different, though he was much taller, the bandage covering his right eye now gone and is covered by a beige coat instead of the rememberable black. Not a single word is spoken, just you, him, and the crashes of rain against concrete.
"Dazai...?" Is the only word that slips from your lips as you look at him. His hair was soaked by the rain, apparently he didn't care enough to have an umbrella. The thought of getting sick probably didn't even cross his mind. "It's been a while hasn't it?" He says it so casually. How the fuck can he ask that so casually. "Where the hell have you been." Your words are like a small blade cutting into his skin. Sharp and painful. "That would take while to explain fully to you-"
"You left without saying anything." You don't let him finish, you just want answers. "You left with saying a word Dazai...you could have at least told me something before you just disappear like that! I thought you could have gotten hurt or-" your lips cut you off, clear drops pooling the bottom of your eyes as you quickly wipe them away, the grip on your umbrella tightening. No way you could let him see you cry, not during the first meet in years.
"Didn't think you'd end up this worried about me, did I really mean that much?" Dazai seems genuinely surprised. True, you two were good friends, you always treated his wounds. But surely you wouldn't miss him that much right? Those were his thoughts before he left, he believed no one would care if he simply disappeared without a trace. No matter how badly he may have wanted to leave a letter in your medical cabinet for closure.
Heavy rain pouring onto the street continues. All you want is to talk to him as if he didn't leave you behind for years. So instead you grab onto the front of his coat and pull him under the umbrella with you. "Your going to get sick if you stay in the rain any longer..."
You two weren't that far apart anymore, not in the way you have been for the past few years. You can feel his arms loosely wrap around your waist, looking into your eyes. Almost lovingly...
"I know we've just seen each other after all this time but...can I try to make it up to you? There's something I wanted to do before I left but I was to much of a coward." You nod your head to the question, you don't know what you agreed to but you want whatever it may be. Dazai's hands move up from your waist, placing them onto the soft flesh of your cheeks. You don't give him time to respond, your lips slamming into his in an almost desperate attempt to make him hurry up. He kisses you back with almost the same eagerness. This is what he wanted to do before he left for good...? He really wanted to kiss you like this?
Such a sweet kiss, a desperate, but sweet kiss. You can only hope for more...
But your vision becomes a blur, everything around you coming to a pause but the sounds of rain and everything goes black. You eyes crack open to a ray of sunlight getting into your eyes, pushing away the soft blankets you shift to the edge of your bed with a yawn. Another night passed, and another dream similar to the last. You can only hope for it to be real at some point. Afterall, you've only seen him at s distance and through windows. Chuuya had seen him again already, but you still hadn't heard his words, or have met his eyes.
Maybe one day. You'll be able to face him again.
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cloudysleepingzone · 2 months
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Might have some Dazai Angst to Fluff (Mostly angst) brewing for you guys.
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cloudysleepingzone · 2 months
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cloudysleepingzone · 2 months
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hi! may i req some hcs for bf ranpo :3 thank you!
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BF Ranpo Edogawa!
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SILLY!! I love Ranpo so ofc I have hc's for him
Contents : Ranpo Edogawa x gn! Reader, fluff, that's about it actually
Oh boy...
How do I even start about this guy.
Ranpo seems like the type to say he doesn't "have time for a lover" cause he's too busy being the world's greatest detective or something. But with you? That all comes crashing down.
You had been newly recruited to the Agency and had your first interaction and introduction with Ranpo. Of course on the outside you don't notice anything off. His heart is speeding up at your voice like it's a notification after a risky message.
But hey this isn't about how you two met, this is about him being your boyfriend!
Dear Lord he's so clingy it hurts. Your trying to do something as simple as sorting files? He's attached to your hip chewing on whatever candy you had in your desk drawer.
Speaking of candy, he has his own little "emergency" stash in your desk. Mostly for when he just wants to plop into your lap and annoy you.
Surprisingly, he'll share his candy if he's feeling generous.
"(Naaaame)" You hear the almost whining sound of your boyfriend walking over to your desk, throwing a thick black book onto the surface. Probably another one of Poe's novels he finished way too quickly and got bored of. "Do you need something swe-" your words are interrupted by him taking a seat right on your lap. He opens a little drawer connected to your desk and takes out a small bag of hard candy, unopened. You've gotten so used to this you don't even question it. He opens the bag and pops a small red candy into his mouth. Digging through the bag he hands you a piece of your favorite flavor, holding it up to your lips. The hard goes past your teeth as a bit of the sugar coating gets onto your lips. Without seemingly ANY shame he presses a kiss to your lips, gently getting the excess sugar. How sweet...hehe pun intended.
He is a lot more affectionate out of office though, when you're both at home in your shared apartment.
You don't even get time to change into more comfortable clothes! He's already attached to your hip again.
"Ranpo...can you at least let me change first?"
"Nah, you can figure it out"
He uses pet names like it's your own name. Sugar, Sweetheart, Darling, Etc
"Hey stop moving so much!" Ranpo was currently buried into your chest, you two laying in your now shared bed. You weren't moving much actually, he was just being particularly clingy tonight. Though there's one thing that would always calm him. You grab his face between your hands, peppering soft and tender kisses against his skin. He melts into the touch and relaxes almost in an instant. "Sugar..." He doesn't even know what he's attempting to say or ask. He drifts off into a peaceful sleep in your arms <3
His love language is words of affirmation.
PRAISE HIM DAMN IT. DOESN'T MATTER HOW SMALL, DO IT.
He wins against Poe for the what... hundredth time?? PRAISE HIM.
Ranpo tosses yet another one of Poe's novels onto the bedside table, once again figuring out the mystery far too easily and getting bored. You lean over to him and place a sweet kiss on his forehead. "You figured it out that fast? Impressive. You did very well my dear" his face flushes red. Ranpo doesn't flusher easily but god praise makes him melt, especially from you.
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cloudysleepingzone · 2 months
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Heya^^ could we possibly get some romantic hcs about dazai, atsushi, and possibly fyodor with a artist s/o, they sometimes doodle on unimportant papers when the meetings are way too boring for them , and sometimes when they have free time they draw their lover in their sketchbook, maybe a painting or two of their lover <3 anyways love your writing and don't forget to hydrate! Have a wonderful day or night!!
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BSD with an Artist S/O
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Decided to add Chuuya and Tecchou due to a very similar request!
Contents : Dazai, Atsushi, Fyodor, Chuuya and Tecchou x Reader (separate), gender neutral reader (they/them used), fluff, suggestive for Dazai's part and sorta Tecchuu? Not really. Pet Names.
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Dazai Osamu
Doesn't matter what your drawing, he's watching.
Can you blame him though? He just loves watching his lover just doing something they enjoy!
If you draw him he will start acting like a dramatic prince for a solid 10 minutes.
"(Name), draw me like one of your French girls~"
You sit quietly at your desk, the surface covered with your sketchbook and a handful of pencils and pens. "Belllaaa~!" Though your peace is interrupted by your loving boyfriend trying to get out of doing his job again. "What are you drawing beautiful?" He leans over you, his arms wrapping around you from behind as he props his chin on your shoulder. The sketchbook page had small doodles of the two of you, mostly just small cute doodles of holding hands, Dazai tilts his head slight to the side, pressing a kiss to the side of your neck. "You know, if you need any ideas you could always draw us with less clothes~"
Atsushi Nakajima
Our sweet boy
He's so supportive of your work he loves seeing the look on your face when you make something your proud of
You draw him? Oh boy...he can't even form words
"You're getting even better sweetheart, you keep improving!"
Your a mess, your finger tips covered in different shades of blue and grey, just like the tip of your paintbrush. Atsushi was behind the canvas, laying comfortably on your shared bed with a soft smile on his lips. "Am I doing alright? I'm not moving too much?" He was doing an amazing job. A perfect job. "Your doing good sweetheart, I'm almost done". You've drawn him from memory plenty of times before, but it feels so much more romantic with him right in front of you. "You look really pretty when your focused..." He mumbles under his breath, even if your the one painting him, he's the one doing the most admiring <3
Fyodor Dostoevsky
To a non familiar eye he seems completely uninterested or even annoyed at your interests. But that's far from true
He adores your work though he sucks at showing it
Got a piece you're really proud of? Yep he's putting it in a fancy frame
You? Drawing him? Aren't you just a sweetheart...
It was already late at night, the curtains had been drawn and you were currently in the shower. Meanwhile your husband Fyodor was already dressed in something more comfortable and was waiting for his dear. Fyodors finger tips gently run over the cover of your current sketch book, which laid on top of a desk in your shared bedroom. He picks up the sketchbook, flipping through the pages slowly before a certain page catches his eye, a page seemingly dedicated to just him. His normally cold and hard gaze softens a bit at the sight, some being full line art and color and others being simple messy doodles. His admiring is interrupted by the sound of the bathroom door opening. "Sweetheart what are you doing?". Your husband gently closes your sketchbook, setting it down onto the expensive hard work surface. "Just admiring your work my dear..."
Chuuya Nakahara
New art supplies? He's buying it. You want a new set of expensive as hell paint brushes? Pfft, pocket change.
If you even mention getting into a new form of art he's already handing you his credit card without another question.
"It looks pretty already doll, make sure to show me when it's done yea?"
Like Fyodor, he puts his favorite pieces in fancy frames <3
You walk into Chuuya's at home office, not bothering to knock (not like he minds) "Chuuya, I finished that painting you wanted to see!" He slowly turns his chair around, a small smirk on his face, completely ignoring his task of sorting through files for now. "Let me see it babe". You turn the canvas around, showing him your paintwork you've spent a few weeks on. He stand from his seat, walking up to you and placing a gloved hand on your cheek, planting a loving kiss on the other. "It looks beautiful sweetheart, just like you. I'll be hanging it up." Chuuya had already started a small selection of your art that was displayed in fancy gold and silver frames over a fireplace, in the style as if they were million dollar paintings. To him they may as well be, to him your art is priceless. Your priceless.
Tecchou Suehiro
You could make something weird and he'll like it
He will just silently watch you draw whatever, doesn't matter what.
"That looks good sweetheart"
Drawing him? God I don't know if his heart can take something so sweet!
Here you are, sitting on your boyfriend's back while he does sit ups. It was actually pretty normal at this point. The only sounds in the room was the huffs coming from Tecchuu throat and the sounds of pencil scratching against paper. "Hm...maybe I should draw you like this, it would be pretty good anatomy practice" you quickly sketch up some messy line art you can fix later, shifting slightly to show Tecchuu. "Huff Looks good" Despite the slight strain in his muscles he's able to respond pretty easily. I get up from your seat on his back, letting him get up with a groan before stretching his arms. Moving your pencil back to the paper, you continue to look from your boyfriend to the paper back and forth. "This is a bit better" you your sketch book around, it was just a simple sketch of his muscular figure but it was like fine art in his eyes. "You've been improving a lot haven't you?"
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cloudysleepingzone · 2 months
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Having BSD brainrot but I can't think of anything send requests my inbox is empty😭
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cloudysleepingzone · 3 months
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I just KNOW Chuuya is an absolute gentleman, despite what you would expect from someone is literally part of the Port Mafia, he treats his partner with every little action of affection he can muster.
Expensive gifts!! Maybe he's just passing by a store and sees an outfit he just knows you'll look gorgeous in. Not just for special events, but whenever he feels like spoiling you a little.🧡
While Chuuya may not always have free time considering his work, he always makes time for you any time he can, rather it be trying to have a single day off just to cuddle in bed or go on a fancy date.
Someone's trying to be rude to you? Yea he's not having it, he will glare at them like it's no tomorrow until they leave, rather it's an ex, an old friend, or a family member. One wrong word about you and they are toast.
He's the type to kiss you on the knuckles when you wake up in the morning, and greet you with a soft kiss before getting to his own work, those small gestures keep Chuuya going throughout the day, make sure to stop by his office and give him a little kiss on the cheek at least.
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cloudysleepingzone · 3 months
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While on the outside Dazai seems like a carefree flirty man with not much else going for him but his devilishly handsome looks, around you he is a completely different person. When around you he feels like he doesn't need to hold anything back from you. But regardless of how many times he tells himself that or even you telling him, he can never let himself be vulnerable completely. Never.
In front of others, Dazai is different than when it's just you and him in a private setting. Even when he starts to spiral into the dark pit of his own thoughts he can never bring himself to open up to you all the way, what if you leave? What if you stop loving him? What if you never want to see him again all together?
These stupid thoughts plague him at any slight weakness he shows to you, he could cry into your chest for HOURS and still, his mind won't let him.
"Hey it's alright.. " you run your fingers through his slightly unkept brown hair, trying to soothe him the best you can. "Do you want to talk about it...?" Just that question alone makes his mind want to go blank, he won't answer. He can't. He won't.
Even once he had partially calmed down and is clinging onto your sides, his face buried into your neck as you try to make something to eat for the two of you. His worn out bandages dangle under his arms, the wraps around his neck dropped to his chest. Dazai is always so clingy after any kind of meltdown he has, despite him saying nothing, the silence alone carries enough pain.
He clings onto you for dear life as if you'll walk out the door and leave him any minute...nothing else to do other than cover him in affections...
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cloudysleepingzone · 3 months
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Thinking about Dazai being a hopeless romantic, to the point where he looks more like an idiot than he normally does in the office. When he should be working he'll come up to your desk and wrap his arms around you from behind. "Belllaaa~ Come on take a break already" it's only been about half an hour.
Or maybe while you're talking to Kunikida about something important, Dazai will just attack your neck and face with kisses just because he feels like it. Hell, he will even try to convince you to cuddle on the couch he normally spends so much time avoiding his work on.
"Can you wait until we get home?"
"Of course not! Especially when my beautiful darling is in front of me being this gorgeous!"
Dramatic. That's just one word to explain it.
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cloudysleepingzone · 3 months
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Could I request some angsty headcanons for alphyne <33 loved them sm and alphys is so scared of losing her.
also like I don’t know if you’ve gotten any requests yet and I wanted to be the first one :))
The smallest reassuring words will make her tear up, no matter how detailed or vague Undyne puts her words
Alphys is definitely terrified of loosing Undyne on a constant basis, rather it be from her getting hurt to 'finding Somone better'
She needs reassurance!! Alphys will worry either way but it helps.
With Undyne being as reckless and stubborn as she is, it does lead Alphys to often worry about her physical and mental health.
Alphys will insist Undyne needs a break when she feels Undyne is overworking herself! No matter how much she tries to argue that she's fine, she'll eventually give in to her girlfriends affections.
There have been multiple occasions where Undyne will act like being heavily injured is just a casual thing and wont matter much, which scares the shit out of Alphys.
I love these silly monster lesbians <3
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cloudysleepingzone · 3 months
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𝑴𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒌
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Clingy Husband Sigma x reader fluff and cuddles <3 reader is gender neutral
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The familiar warmth of light pours through the curtains of you and your husband's shared bedroom, the light getting in your face like a morning alarm. Your husband is snug against your chest, holding you by the waist rather tightly. You can't blame him though, it is winter. Running your fingers though his hair was a natural impulse, his split colored hair feeling soft against your finger tips.
"Honey..." You try to whisper to wake him up, he was a business man, never one to sleep in or hardly even take a break! Today was a free day for the two of you, it took a lot of convincing for Sigma to take just one day off. Instead of waking up he seems to cling to you tighter, mumbling against your chest.
*You try to sit up from the soft silk sheets but you're immediately pulled back down by your husband who has a tight grip around your waist. "Mm...stay a little longer...please...?" His voice is still a bit drowsy from just waking up, but how can you possibly deny your husband when he is asking so sweetly? Especially staying in bed.
"Oh? Is someone clingy this morning?" You playfully tease him, he has been known to be clingy when it comes to you, even if it's just holding your hand. "It's cold...and your warm..." He mumbles softly against your hip, trying to snuggle more into your skin.
Letting out a sigh you turn back to lay next to him, the silk sheets and soft blankets are smooth against your skin, pulling them back over you before cuddling up next to his once more. "Thank you my love..." He mumbles almost in a whisper before shoving his face back into your chest, melting into the warmth your body had to offer on the cold winter morning.
This isn't so bad...cuddling with your beloved husband all day seems like a wonderful day off doesn't it?
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cloudysleepingzone · 3 months
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Request Book*⁠.⁠✧
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Request Rules*⁠.⁠✧
All characters from the fandom list can be requested
It can be vague or detailed...but make sure you have a general idea
You can specify romantic or platonic relationships (Except South Park kids which is strictly platonic)
I don't mind just idea dumping in the ask box...
Happy requesting💙
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Current WIP*⁠.⁠✧
Boyfriend Ranpo x reader headcanons
Aether x Xiao Modern AU headcanons
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cloudysleepingzone · 3 months
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Thinking about Husband Fyodor treating his lover like royalty, while he may not be able to be there at your every call, he will always use his spare time catering to his beloved. From laying in bed next to you while small praises leave his lips to buying you luxurious gifts no matter the price.
No matter how many times you may say he doesn't need to do so much he won't listen, you're his beloved wife/husband. Why shouldn't he pamper you a little? True he is a man feared by many, but with you? God you make him soft. He will never show it though, how quick he can turn to putty in your hands.
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