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celestessboredom · 4 years

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Hey everyone!

I have been on hiatus for a while but I am back (i think?). SO if you have any requests put it in my asks box and i will get to it as soon as possible. Also I may start writing for Euphoria who knows???

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celestessboredom · 4 years

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Revenge

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warning(s): HEAVY ASS ANGST

This short sorry this was a fic idea that just came at my brain at 1 am 👁👄👁✌️

He stood at your grave. Staring at the name, the year you were born, the year you died. Your last few words engraved in his mind.

Save them.

You were a selfless person. You sacrificed yourself for helpless civilians, and you had little to no regrets, you didn't have anything to lose. You had no one other than Bucky, you thought he would be fine.

But he had everything to lose. He loved you, he still does. You were there for him during everything. From the events that the Avengers disbanded to when Sam and him caught Zemo. He didn't just love you, he was in love with you. You were always strong even when times were tough, you always knew how to make him laugh or at the least crack a smile, you were even there to help him feed his goats whilst in Wakanda.

But he regretted never saying a word. He held his breathe for too long, he held himself back for too long. He called himself a coward. He felt like an animal, needy for your affection and never giving anything in return. He was kicking himself left to right.

He was lost. He had no idea what to do. He lost his other half. He dropped to his knees with a singular tear running down to his face.

”Please, I can't do this without you. I love you. I love you too much.” He said in a desperate attempt to call out to your corpse, thinking it would bring you back from the afterlife. He rested his forehead on the headstone in defeat, giving up on the game of life that he has been playing for too long.

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celestessboredom · 4 years

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Old Money (2)

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Part 2 of https://tinyurl.com/ycovvx4n

Through the course of a few weeks, the man who you learned to be a man named ’Bucky,’ kept coming into the shop to buy the same bouquet of 6 Darcey Roses. Over time, you were able to have small talk and get to know each other a bit.

You heard the bell ring and look up to see him sporting a new haircut. ”Oh wow.” You may have said a bit too loud eyeing him. ”Is that a good or a bad wow?” He said shyly. ”A good one.” You tried to keep your grace and smile at him.

”Thank you, I wanted something different. A make-over you could say.” He said smiling. He went up to the register with the bouquet and paid for the flowers. He began walking away and before he went out of the door he stopped in his tracks and turned back taking a rose from the bouquet.

”Before I forget, would wanna come to dinner with me?” You were startled by the sudden gesture. You grabbed the flower and looking up at him with cheeks as rosy as the flower. ”Yeah I would love to.” You gave him your phone number and he said he would text you the details before he said goodbye and to have a good day.

You went on with your day with Bucky still lingering in your mind. You were thinking of what to wear, how to act, is he even going to ask for a second date? The ringing of the bell on the stores door frame knocked you out of your trance.

“Hey Ms,” Peter said with enthusiasm, a huge grin on his face.

”Hey Pete how did things with Mary go? You guys hold hands after?” You said laughing to yourself arranging the flower display trying to make yourself seem busy.

”Haha very funny.” He said with a hint of sarcasm in his voice. You handed Peter a bouquet of daffodils, ”get those to your aunt for me, tell her I said hi, and to come over when she wants.”

”Will do, have a good day Ms.”

When you closed after 9 pm you went on home to your small apartment in East Harlem, winded down, but then your phone dinged with a text message.

Unknown Number: Hey it's Bucky, I wanted to know if on Sunday at 6 pm at the new Italian joint on 135th is good enough time for you? :)

Your heart skipped a beat and you responded with:

Hey, that's fine for me. See you until then, have a good night!

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celestessboredom · 4 years

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Momentary Bliss

College!Bucky x Reader

Warning(s): Dorks being dorks, fluffy to the point you might actually have a diabetes attack.

A/N: I always do requests! Have a good day/night :)

“Wake up.” You felt a hand nudging your shoulder. “I know you’re awake.”

”Go away.” You said covering your head with the comforter keeping you warm. ” It's like.” You looked over at the digital clock next to your bed. ”Its 4 am!”

”Okay and what about it?”

”I have class in the morning.”

”Well I don't so get up.” He grabbed you by your arm and slowly started pulling you out of your cocoon of blankets and pillow. ”If you don't get up I will actually drag you to Krispy Kreme.”

You quickly sat up and started getting out of bed to get ready. “You had me at Krispy Kreme. Is anyone else gonna be there?”

”Just Steve, Sam, and Nat.”

Your shoulders slacked a bit but you kept a happy expression displayed on your face. ”Okay get out I'm gonna get ready.”

”Okay okay, bossy.” He said whispering to himself while walking out of your small room into a smaller living room.

”I heard that.” You exclaimed while rolling your eyes. After you got done getting dressed you stood at the doorframe doing a pose and saying in a seductive voice,” How do I look?”

“Like you just rolled out of your grave come on corpse bride.” He wrapped his arm around your shoulders guiding you out of your door taking you to Steve’s car.

”It's about time that you two got here I thought you were fonduing.” Natasha said winking at you. Bucky just laughed pushing you into the middle next to Sam.

”Okay can we get the Krispy Kreme.” You whined. Steve started the car and drove along down the dark, almost ghost town road. You all joked around, laughed until your stomachs hurt at Sam joking about Steve being just like a 99-year-old man, and pulled up to Krispy Kreme grabbing the donuts.

”Okay mission accomplished.” Steve said with triumph.

”Now we feast like Vikings!” Bucky exclaimed grabbing a random pen acting as if it is a sword.

”Can we just eat?” Sam said looking at them like they were crazy. Steve pulled up to a nearby 7/11 gas station. You all exited the car with excitement. Sam softly placed the dozen donut box into the car hood.

Steve stood tall and said ”I now behold you friend and foe, the Krispy Kreme donut.”

Nat let out an exasperated sigh, ”why do I hang out with you guys.”

”I have to stop letting them watch Game Of Thrones.” You said grabbing a donut.

You all ate your donuts talking about the one teacher that keeps giving 18-page essays. And when you guys were done you turned up the music and started dancing around not giving a care in the world. Then, of course In Your Eyes by The Weeknd came on, causing Bucky to grab your arm and start singing as off-key as possible.

You went along with it wrapping your arms around his torso, singing along with him looking into his eyes. Those clear, sparkling blue eyes that made your heartthrob.

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celestessboredom · 4 years

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Dark Paradise

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warning(s): Mentions of cheating, Angst

”You should move on.”

”I can't.” You look up at your best friend. It's been 3 days since the so-called ’incident.’

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”Hey I’m home.”

”Honey?”

”Oh.” Your eyes landed onto the infamous Black Widow on top of your then-boyfriend. You couldn't stay and look for too long. You were beyond disgusted. Your world was spinning. Your breath was knocked out of you.

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”It's been almost a week. You should get out there and forget about him.”

”I can’t. Every time I close my eyes I see him. I see his eyes and the way they would sparkle. I see his damned smile. I can hear his laugh.” You let in a shaky breath that your lungs were so desperate for. ”I really wish I could.”

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You quickly closed the door behind you trying to make sense of what you just saw. Maybe your eyes we're just fooling you. You weren’t able to think, next thing you know your legs were carrying you away. Your vision was blurred, your hearing was muffled, your lungs burned with a need to let out a sob, a scream, some sort of cry to let the world know of your misery.

The hand grabbing onto your arm took you out of your trance. ”Wait please I can explain.” The man who you once thought would be the one stood in front of you with a look of regret and guilt painted onto his face.

”No, I think you've said enough.” You wanted to say more but you felt as if your brain was holding you back, not wanting you to say another word. You fought threw it and looked up at the man. ”Look me in the eye and tell me what I saw wasn’t real.”

He looked into your eyes for a minute trying to formulate a sentence. But he knew, you both knew. He looked down without a single word.

”I loved you. I really did. I thought you were different. Now all of a sudden I leave for two weeks and.” You had to stop yourself so you can think to get the right words out. ”I would never think to do something like this to you, ever.”

”I’m sorry.” There were so many things you were thinking at that moment. You wanted to slap him, scream at him. You know you have stood there for long enough. So you just turned around and left.

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”I guess it's really over.” You looked up at your long time friend with a sad smile, coming to terms with the new circumstances.

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celestessboredom · 4 years

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Fangs

EB!Frank x Reader

Warning(s): Mentions of smoking

“Hey.” That’s all he said. He just stood at your door with a small smile on his face, likely expecting you to let him in.

“Hi.” You had no idea, you haven’t heard from him in weeks and now all of sudden he’s just there. “You gonna let me in?” You just stepped aside and let him in.

He simply threw himself on the plush sofa flipping through the tv channels finally leaving it on a channel playing some independent film. “Cmon don’t be a stranger.”

“So you ghost me for fucking weeks and now all of a sudden it’s ‘don’t be a stranger.”

“Oh don’t be like that.” He said while putting a cigarette between his lips and lighting it with the pack of matches he keeps in his pocket.

“Shut the hell up.” You sat down as far away as possible from him, taking the remote.

“Hey I was watching that!” He shouted trying to reach for the remote before you blocked him with your foot. “And I was watching my show before your dumbass decided to come over without warning.” You flipped back to your favorite tv show, feeling a little more sane.

“Okay I’m sorry, you know shit happens.”

“Yeah shit always seems to happen to you. Like more than the average person.” You stole a cigarette from his pack, putting it at the end of his to light. You laid your head on his lap facing him. “So talk to me.”

“There was this girl.”

“There’s always a ‘this girl’ with you but okay.” You said before taking a puff.

“Let me get to that part, she...she was different.”

“Wow the infamous playboy Frank has feelings.” You said with fake shock sitting up looking straight at him. “Oh shut up.” He said before throwing your head back into his lap making you laugh.

“So this girl? What did she do?”

“She ghosted me.”

“I don’t know I should applaud her or slap the shit out of her.” He looked down at you with a somewhat serious face. “Sorry.” He just looked away and took a puff and said,” It’s not important anymore.”

“You know I��m always here for you right. I would literally do anything for you right.” He looked down at you once again with a more softer look and almost dazzling eyes that seemed more alive than ever. “Yeah. Yeah I do.”

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celestessboredom · 4 years

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107th

Platonic!Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers

Warnings: Mentions of Anxiety and trauma

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“Buck you ain’t gonna grab a girl to rattle with?” Steve said a bit confused. “Nah not today, i’ve decided to take a break for a bit you know how dames are these days.” James said short-winded. “You go and have some fun with Peggy you deserve it.” Steve looked over at him but walking away with the beautiful woman, Agent Carter, in his arms.

He turned on his barstool staring at the vast assortment of liquids in glass bottles. And looked down at his drink. He felt more out-of-place than ever, so confused. So many questions running through his mind at 400 miles at an hour. But most importantly

What the hell did they do to me?

His hands were constantly shaking, he can feel every fiber of fabric touching his bare skin, he can hear the machinery in the jukebox.

Stop.

That’s the only word he can remember saying while German scientists strapped him down. Picked and prodded with him. Injecting him with god knows what.

“Hey you alright?” Steve said with a trace of worry in his voice. He’s never seen the young man in such a haze, barely focusing.

“Yeah I’m good what about you? You alright.” He was quick to reply. Steve put a hand on his shoulder managing to grab his full attention. “You sure? You don’t look too hot. You know you can talk to me about anything, right?”

“Yeah.”

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celestessboredom · 4 years

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Old Money

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: None

Based off of Old Money by Lana Del Rey

Description: You own a flower shop.

Ring

You see one of your most frequent customers at your flower shop eyeing the blue hydrangea’s. “Those for Mary?” You said sweetly smiling at Peter. “Yeah, yeah today we are going to the movies.” The young boy responded with a rosy tint on his cheeks.

“Take them, on the house.”

“What?”

“Take them.”

“Thank you ma’am but you know I can’t do that.”

“No kid it’s alright. I promise.”

“Thank you.” The boy took them take a quick whiff then skipping away with a smile on his face.

Time flew by and now it was time to close, you sweeped the floors that were littered with withering petals. Flipped the red and white sign ‘Sorry we are closed, come back later.’ You went on with your night as you normally would and the next night opening shop again.

It’s been a slow day. A sweet old couple came in saying they gettin flowers to freshen up their house, and complimented your shop. And the usual guy getting flowers for their date later that night. Then a quite unusual man came in, you’ve never seen him before. His shoulders were broad, tense, and hunched over. His hair messily resting in them. His clothing tight to his body.

He took a look at the red roses staring at them with great interest. “ Are these Darcey Roses?” He said with a soothing tone, barely taking a glance towards to your direction.

You quickly cleared your throat, tucking some hair behind your ear. “Yeah you interested in buying them or would you like a different type of red rose?”

“These are fine.” He grabbed the bunch with a gloved hand. “Getting these for someone special?” You didn’t mean to intrude in the mans business, you were just making small talk.

He looked up at you with the most beautiful crystal blue eyes you’ve ever seen. And a faintly scarred chiseled face, definitely more beautiful than any flower you’ve ever seen. “No they just remind me of my Ma.”

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