It was 4:26 am and you had no idea why you were awake. But that question was soon answered when the thought of Shinso began clouding your mind. You pushed yourself out of you blankets and stared at your ceiling, the cold breeze brushing over you. You smiled at the thought of the male, suddenly remembering the way his eyes crinkled when he laughed or smiled. You were sure you missed your time with him but by the time decided to fix it, it was far too late.

Because now as you stare at your lock screen of him you suddenly remember why he was no longer yours. Sighing from the memory of the hurtful look he had but you missed, on the day you decided to break his heart. You felt bad but you knew that this was the best for the both of you. You felt like he didn’t really care for your current relationship. So you decided to let him go, no matter how badly you wanted him to stay.

It’s been a few months since then and you’re sure that he has moved on. As you open up instagram your breath hitches, you shouldn’t be surprised you knew this would happen soon enough. You thought you’ve prepared yourself enough for this, yet..- you can’t stop your heart from aching. You can see his smile, oh how much you’ve missed it but your smile falters because you know. His sweet smile, was no longer meant for you, it was now for Denki Kaminari.

As long as he was happy you were too, even though you’ve realized that he’ll never be happy with you. Yeah, your heart clenched every time you thought of it, but what could you do? Suddenly you wished you could go back in time and fix what you’ve caused. Did Shinso ever really care for your guys old relationship? Did you not show him not enough affection for him to feel appreciated?

Were you just not enough…?

'That's What Friends Are For'

My first time writing about actual characters

If you got any writing tips hmu pls </3

Joy Again - Looking Out For You - YouTube

This song fits the current scenario ^

Shoto Todoroki x Male reader

Word Count: 0.6k

TW: none?

unedited

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SHOTO TODOROKI

I've always wondered what it felt like to want to be be with someone, to be held by them, and to be told how special you are to them. I've seen many people make those love-struck eyes at the people who makes their go knees weak. It's questionable really because why would someone want to be with someone oh so bad? I've always wanted to know why people try to make their crush look their way or at least notice them. I shouldn't have wondered and wished on those many nights as I did before because now, I don't wish to know anymore. I catch myself staring at him again, Ive caught myself doing that more times than I'd like to admit. It's so stupid for me to have a crush on someone, no other than my friend, one of my closest ones to be exact. I wonder what It's like to hold his f-, "Y/n." His tone makes me shake out of my current daydream, "Y-Yes?" Oh god, I didn't mean to stutter, he just caught me off guard at a very bad time. "I've wanted to ask you for help with something.." "Mm, what is you're question?" Shoto remained silent for a bit looking hard at the floor. "Well, how do you..Ask someone out..?" I raised my gaze towards Shoto, I've waited and prepared for him to come ask me for help whenever he found interest in someone. But yet I can feel my heart swell up in pain, I smile sheepishly, "Awh~ You like someone, who knew you'd ever like someone, you're so edgy all the time" He glares at me but faintly smiles at my attempt to tease him. "Yes, my oh so edgy self has caught feelings for someone" "That's really suprising actually" he grins at my response. "Well well well, who's the lucky person~?" He sighs deeply and I can see a faint blush appear on his cheeks "Momo Yaoyorozu." I shouldn't have been suprised but here I am now staring down at my shoes still trying to maintain my smile. "I'm not suprsied you're always ogling at her, you're like a love-sick puppy!" I let out a light laugh and my own attempt to make a joke. God this hurts, but who am I to deny helping my best friend get with the girl he likes. "Well I'll try to get some info on if she likes you or not but that's gonna cost you" He jerks his head up at me looking hopeful, if i stare at him any longer I'm going to tear up. I let myself relax when I hear him speak again, "You're a great friend, I'll buy you some mocha and cake as a treat for my appreciation." "You're so kind" I listen to him let out a ligh-hearted laugh.

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Well this isn't too bad, but why am I still upset over this I should be happy. He's happy now, I should be too, I should be out there making jokes and everything, he's getting married I should make a toast for him.. but wh-....why am I-, "Why are you crying?" I raise my head to see him, Shoto Todoroki the man I fell in love with. I feel him slowly approach me, I raise my head up and smile sheepishly, "M'just very happy for you. You got the girl of your dreams, you get to spend the rest of your life with her. I'm happy for you! These are tears of joy" I let out a laugh while Shoto only smiles back, "Thank you, you're the reason why I'm with the love of my life right now. You're the reason why I'm the happiest right now. Thank you." He says letting a smile escape through his lips. I exhale and look away to stop more of the tears from falling from my eyes, "Yeah, that's what friends are for."