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ashfreak707-blog · 2 years
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yea losing weight wont cure my depression or fix anything thats going wrong w my life but like,, at least i'll be skinny. id rather have problems and cry inside a mansion than in a crack house
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Just appreciating cats
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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A new day~
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Mood Boards that describe me<3
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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spam time y'all
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Energy drinks for the win
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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Mehndi for eid!
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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I'm planning to fast tomorrow! Feel free to hmu and join! Will try to fast till august! But ofc shit happens so we'll see!
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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Diet coke! All day everyday
I ran out of monsters and binged so much. Hopefully today I can redeem myself
I'm scared to weight myself but I think I'm between 54-55kg or like 118-122lbsrn
I'm 5'6.5(169cm)
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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Used lip balm to make this!
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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I will not eat because the regret after eating is such a terrible feeling. I spent last night awake. Regretting and feeling guilty. It honestly sucked so much. This is a reminder for me
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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The inability to escape this toxic place and feelings of being tied down make me feel sick. I feel full of jealousy. I want to be happy for those people who find a way out but I can't help feel jealous. Human psychology is weird. I wish them happiness. I wish I was them but that will never happen.
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ashfreak707-blog · 3 years
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The regret after eating makes the thought of recovery near impossible. Why do we feel this way? Since when did eating become a sin? In my years and years of having this ED I will never understand. I wish it wasn't so difficult and I didn't feel so fat
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