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angel-dust-xx · 3 months

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"Don't you wish you could just cut open your stomach and take everything out?"

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angel-dust-xx · 3 months

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03/01/24

This is so easy and so delicious ! And also very low in calories 🎀

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angel-dust-xx · 3 months

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New Diet! Rules

1.) 128 ounces of water per day

2.) 800 cal COUNTED using the MyFitnessPal app.

3. No flour, added sugar, or added salt (safe foods already containing sugar/salt like soup are acceptable)

4. No eating in bedroom. At All. For me or roommates.

5. Organization is key. Clean one thing per day. Even if it's just organizing one tiny laundry basket, washing 2 cups, or making your bed.

6. No sleeping with TV on if it is distracting. Just turn it off.

7. Skip dinner each day or have it in the living room, or someone else's bedroom (DO NOT GO OVER YOUR 800 RULE)

8. Get a good water bottle thermos for tea/coffee/flavored water. Decaffeinated counts towards the 128 oz.

9. Carry headache pills, ibreprofen, and tampons/pads. You don't want to get stuck in a store looking at food.

10. Do something to remind yourself of your journey each day, whether it's reading a chapter from an e.d./diet book, goung to the gym, or putting on Thinspi to sleep.

11. Coffee/tea rule: 200 cal limit per day which is no more than 7 creamers in all coffee. No added sugar. Hot chocolate made with half milk and 2 tbsp of chocolate for 100 cal drink.

12. Only 2 meals a day, no matter how big.

Breakfast: Only carb allowed for the day (example: toast 160, butter 40 -200 total) 200-300 limit.

Lunch: buy a salad for dinner at school, get a coffee or tea. No lunch on work days. 2 hard boiled eggs as a snack if its needed- 140. 200-300 limit.

Dinner: Salad on Tues/Wed/Thurs, Dinner with Kit on Fri/Sat/Sun/Mon. Meaning meal prep on Fridays (if working 2nd or 3rd shift, just meal prep the next night, you don't need to eat that night!) 500 limit.

Snack: veggies and dip, fruit and whip/applesauce, or popcorn ASSUMING THAT YOU HAVE LEFTOVER CALORIES. There is no eating in your room at all except for these safe foods. 100 limit.

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angel-dust-xx · 4 months

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Fate Stepped In, Guys.

I got a stomach bug on Wednesday from my roommate. They were better within like 20hr so I was like oh okay, cool, it's a one day bug. Lol, no.

It is now SATURDAY and I am still shitting and puking my brains out every few hours.

But I've lost 9 pounds this week (including my fast and semi-fast respectively on Monday and Tuesday) so all in all, I think God just got tired of watching my fat ass gain weight and took matters into his own hands.

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angel-dust-xx · 4 months

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I remember in my Arabic class we were going over the alphabet and the teacher was like there’s no ‘P’ etc and this white girl was like wait what but my names Paige and my teacher was like lol then we’d pronounce it as beige and she was so offended I’m crying thinking about it

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angel-dust-xx · 4 months

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angel-dust-xx · 4 months

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Day one

Age: 25

Hw: 237.5 Lw: 134.4 Cw: 159.0 lb

Day two

Height: 172 cm / 67.5 in / 5'7.5" ft

I like my height. Tall for a girl, but not super hard to find people taller than me.

Day three

I have a naturally smaller waist when I'm skinny and it's always been my favorite part about me. I love that girl 1 has legs that remind me of mine. It's less "natural thin" and more due to her whole body being thin that her legs look good. She gives me hope.

Day four

I fear I will never be thin enough to truly feel beautiful. I fear I'll gain it all back.

Day five

I want to lose weight to feel in control of my own life and be model-pretty to match being nice, so no one ever wants to hurt me again. Or I could have an attitude and still be seen as cute.

Day six

I binge like the world is ending tomorrow. I think it's an oral fixation, but also from boredom and anxiety.

Day seven

I'm 25, so they aren't around me much? But yeah they know. I lost 103 pounds in a relatively short amount of time, so that doesn't usually happen without some unhealthy habits forming. My mom has an ed too. She's been overweight my whole life but was anorexic as a teenager.

Day eight

Climbing 3 flights of stairs at college several times a day. I used to do sit ups and push ups in the morning but I got bored of it. I need a better morning/night routine.

Day nine

Honestly, not really. Only my dad ever did that.

Day ten

The hardest thing was giving up cheese. It used to be a favorite of mine.

Day eleven

I like my buddy's old blog dietcoke, and the blogs of my favorite ana buddy, Cas. I forget the name of their current blog since they had to change it a few times.

Day twelve

I normally eat salads, cottage cheese, salt and pepper tomatoes, and steak and ramen bowls. For dessert I have fresh berries and cream, and a cup of milk tea.

Day thirteen

Neither right now.

Day fourteen

Ugw is 129. I expect to reach it before June.

Day fifteen

N/a.

Day sixteen

I realized I had gained a lot back and freaked out so I'm restarting my weight loss journey again to lose 30 pounds.

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angel-dust-xx · 4 months

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Day one

I am doing this challenge because I lost over 100 pounds and now I have gained back 25 of it back within the last 2 months. I'm not willing to go back to my old life.

Day two

I define over 1200 calories to be a binge.

Day three

I want to lose weight so that I feel skinny and beautiful and look good in anything when I go shopping.

To be continued...

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angel-dust-xx · 5 months

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angel-dust-xx · 5 months

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sorry for romanticising the mundane. i have little else

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angel-dust-xx · 5 months

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Words by Rune Lazuli /Jerzy Kosiński from The Devil Tree

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angel-dust-xx · 1 year

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TUMBLR KILLED ME

My account got termed. You know the one where I gained over 1k followers in 21 days.

I was @dietcokeb4cals

So my username barley changed

I’m gonna be reposting all my crap or at least what I have saved in my phone

When this acount gets termed I will just be moving to a new platform

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angel-dust-xx · 1 year

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Not a want but a need

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angel-dust-xx · 1 year

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You can call me angel or dust, either one works xD

~ 25 years old

~ Nonbinary

~ Lover of beauty and greatness ✨

On the way to losing 100 pounds. I am 87.6 pounds down !

My dream is for one day my clothes to weigh more than I do ☁️

Stats:

Height: 172cm / 67.5in / 5'7.5"

Hw: 237.5 lb

Lw: 134.4 lb

Cw: 150.4 lb

🎂 goal: 169 ✅ (28 September 2022)

🎃 goal: 162 ✅ (31 October 2022)

🦃 goal: 155 ❌ (24 November 2022)

🎄 goal: 149 ❌ (25 December 2022)

❤️ goal: 155 ✅ (14 February 2023)

🐣 goal: 145 ✅ (Mid-March 2023)

🌷goal: 139 ✅ (6 May 2023)

🏖️ goal: 137 ✅ (June 2023)

🏝️ goal: 135 ✅ (July 2023)

🎂 goal: 139 ❌ (September 2023)

🎃 goal: 145 ❌ (October 2023)

🦃 goal: 152 ❌ (November 2023)

🎄 goal: 149 ❌ (25 December 2023)

📚 goal: 149 ⚪ (19 January 2024)

💕 goal: 145 ⚪ (1 February 2024)

🐣 goal: 139 ⚪ (1 March 2024)

☔ goal: 134 ⚪ (1 April 2024)

🌷goal: 132 ⚪ (1 May 2024)

🏖️ goal: 129 ⚪ (1 June 2024)

Weekly Goals for the Month:

Sunday, Dec 17 : 159

Sunday, Dec 24: 149

Sunday, Dec 31 : 147

Measurements:

Height: 172 cm/ 67.5 in/ 5'7.5"

Bust: 34 in

Waist: 29 in

Hips: 38 in

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