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zedwards · 7 days
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i love hanji
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zedwards · 24 days
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I don't normally reblog NSFW on this blog but I'm making an exception because this is just too good.
alright. so. here’s the thing. all anybody ever talks about regarding thoma is “malewife” this, “submissive” that.
it’s such a shame because thoma is perfect for lovemaking/intimacy fics and nobody takes advantage of that — like,, where’s my “holds-your-hand-and-whispers-praises-into-your-ear-as-he-fucks-you-nice-and-slow” thoma content at???
TLDR; can i get some soft dom thoma hcs?? can be sfw and nsfw, or just nsfw… up to you :)
soft dom thoma
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thoma x male! sub! reader
genre: nsfw hcs
notes: THIS IS SO VALID and sorry this is so late and so short i have requests that are like a year old that i’ve gotta do😭
also also i really suck at headcanons i’m sorry if this isn’t to your liking💔
masterlist | make a request
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nsfw under the cut !
his hands are always all over you
touching your hips, face, neck, arms, legs, doesn’t matter. nothing rough, just gentle caresses — he wants you to know that he appreciates you
one of his favourite things to do is definitely holding hands. it grounds him, in a way. reminds him that you’re all his and he’s all yours.
he wants to make you feel like the most important person in the world
(he always succeeds)
one of his other favourite things to do is rub gentle circles with his thumb into your hipbone
oddly specific but he’d definitely do that
he just likes to have his hands on your hips tbh
he’s super attentive — knows exactly what you need and when you need it, in all aspects of life
what makes thoma the happiest is providing for you
so
praise. he will literally worship you, because why wouldn’t he?? he will constantly praise you: whispering in your ear and kissing your forehead and cheeks, constantly reminding you of how incredible you are, how perfect, how good you feel, etc.
he has no shame in letting you know how good he’s feeling
he’s usually focused on how deep he is inside you rather than his speed
so his thrusts are slow and steady, like he’s savouring every single moment
doesn’t like when he can’t see your face
most of the time he’ll put his forehead against yours or lean down so he can whisper sweet nothings in your ear
mutual masturbation or just watching you doesn’t really work for him — he wants to be able to satisfy you as much as he possibly can. plus he doesn’t like not being able to cradle you in his arms
his aftercare is always immaculate
he gets you a hot towel, gives you a massage if you need it, and then gently strokes your hair until you fall asleep
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zedwards · 25 days
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since ive regularly needed these reminders over the past month or so since i quit: not working is completely morally neutral. everyone deserves respect and dignity regardless of employment status. ones ability to work should not determine their worth etc etc. i love my unemployed baddies
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zedwards · 1 month
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i'm feeling so normal about choi san rn
such normal thoughts i am having!
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zedwards · 2 months
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i hate the internet.
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zedwards · 2 months
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can we stay a while and listen for heaven? > b.c
pairing: bang chan x m. reader
word count: 121
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the music is soft, a love song, a ballad, coming through the speakers of the small room. your arms are wrapped around the neck of your lover, while the addictive and strong smell of his cologne is making you feel sleepy. needless to say, you feel safe. his arms are firmly wrapped around your body, rocking you swiftly from side to side as you are sitting on his lap. chan is focused on his laptop, but takes a few moments to leave small kisses on your forehead and smiles once he notices you've fallen asleep in the crook of his neck; your calm breathing against his skin makes him shiver. his heart feels warm, beating fast. he has never felt this in love before.
just a small drabble. sorry for being so ia, but uni is consuming me. i'll try to post at least small drabbles every once and then until i can continue with requests, I don't forget them!! tysm for reading, ilysm<33
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zedwards · 2 months
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3 WIP Teasers
(boss jing yuan x subordinate male reader) — modern au
“fair enough… although, i wouldn’t say all humans have the ability to think rationally. you have any idea how much himeko spends on coffee every month? caelus and i did the math, it’s astounding. take a look at those figures and then let me know if that qualifies as ‘thinking rationally.’”
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(diluc ragnvindr x younger brother reader) — angsty fluff
you had mixed feelings about that instance in particular because of your… well, complicated relationship with kaeya. but you knew one thing for sure: you wouldn’t be telling diluc about it.
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(bf han jisung x male reader) — angst/comfort
the internal scrutiny just keeps on coming, each question making you feel worse than the last, your mind shrouded in an all-encompassing dread. you don’t know how long you spend spiraling. the only thing that snaps you out of your spiral is the sensation of a gentle touch caressing your back...
. . .
coming soon(?)
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zedwards · 3 months
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"Free hugs for everyone cause hugs make everything better! I’ve said it once, and I'll say it again, but hugs make everything better! And you guys deserve a hug!"
Happy National Hug Day 🫂
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zedwards · 3 months
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the crowd cheered 🎉
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zedwards · 5 months
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Silly One
Summary: Making a late-night ingredient grocery trip together, leads to a snowball fight.
Oneshot
Fluff, Established Relationship au
Word Count: 1,848 
Changkyun (I.M) X Reader
[Mentions: Kihyun]
Requested: heya! how does prompt 11 with monsta x changkyun sound? —--- im thinking maybe he starts a spontaneous snowball fight because reader did or said something astronomically dumb, or vice versa, or something else along those lines. up to you! happy writing~ looking forward to it ^_^
Prompt: 11. "Snowball fight!"
[A/n: Thank you @zedwards for helping me further envision what you wanted to read! It was a lot sweeter and softer with your ideas! I hope you enjoy this!]
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You’re sitting on the couch, starting to grow bored of the TV series you're watching. You look over to see Changkyun take off his headphones, taking a break from his game, and he says, “The boys are tired of gaming.” You nod, looking at the clock. It’s seven at night, and you smile as you see his eyes light up, “You know what we’ve never done?” You tilt your head at him, waiting for him to continue, and he smiles, “What do you say to us making cookies and fudge together, tonight?” You gasp, “We’ve never done that!” He stands up from his chair, and you get off the couch, pausing your show that was boring you to tears. You follow him into the kitchen and find the cookbooks. “What kind?” “Let’s go with two that are easy.” You nod, and both of you look through the recipes, “Oh, what about chocolate chip cookies?” He nods and shows you a recipe for chocolate fudge. You grin, “Oh, this is only five ingredients. It will be quick!” He nods, and you flip another page in yours. 
While he starts pulling everything out for it, he gasps, “We don’t have two.” You pout as you look up from your cookbook, “What do we have right now?” He shows you the nearly full containers of sugar and vanilla he pulled out. You move past him to search for other ingredients and find you have enough flour for the cookies. You check the fridge, “Oh, I guess we're going on a grocery trip first.” He hums, and you write down a list of everything that the two of you would need to bake. You follow him out the door, and he goes, “Do you think we need the car?” You shake your head, “It’s just going to be cans and some boxes.” You both walk to the store hand in hand. And he pulls you close to him every time a cold gust of snowy wind hits you. 
You both walk the isles and sigh, “You’d think it’d say baking goods on the signs.” You look down, not even scanning them, and he giggles as he goes, “It does.” You quickly look up to see the aisle you were about to pass, says, “Baking goods, oil, sugar, and coffee.” You shake your head, “Well, at least you saw it.” He laughs and leads you down the aisle, and he gets the cocoa from the top shelf as you find the correct chocolate chips. He asks, “Semi-sweet, right?” You nod and see it in the middle, “Big bag or little?” “Big bag, the best part of chocolate chip cookies is the chocolate chips.” You laugh as you agree, and he grabs two cans of sweetened condensed milk. While you get the baking powder and soda. 
You head to the refrigerated aisle and grab some butter and eggs, “Nothing else, right?” He shakes his head, “We have enough salt in our shakers.” You agree, and you take it to the cashier, and they ring you up, and you pay for the total. And then you both begin the walk home, “Oh, the snow stopped coming down, that’s nice.” He agrees, “But there’s more snow on the ground.” 
As you pass by the park, covered in blankets of snow. He goes, “You know how I grabbed sweetened condensed milk?” You nod, “Yeah.” He laughs as he tells you, “It was maybe a year ago now, but I used to think it was just solid milk in a can… Like the consistency of like pudding or jello or something like that.” You stop walking, confused, “What?” He shrugs, “What?” You ask, “You’ve never heard of people using it in their coffee or something like that?” He shakes his head, stopping in his tracks, too, “I drink my coffee black, and I’ve never watched a baking show.” You laugh, “Oh yeah, I forgot you’re weird like that. No sweetener, just coffee.” He pouts and says, “I am not weird. Almost everyone likes it like that!” You shake your head, “Uh, no? Have you ever heard of a frappuccino?” He rolls his eyes, and you gasp, “You rolled your eyes!” He sticks his nose up in the air, acting all high and mighty, “You’re just jealous 'cause you can’t drink it straight.” You set the groceries down while he’s still looking up, form a snowball, and pelt him with it. 
He gasps, looking down at the snow still on his jacket before locking eyes with you and dropping his bags down. You smirk and toss another ball in your hands, ready to throw before hitting his arm this time. “Oh, it’s on!” And he makes a snowball with ease and throws one back. You cackle as you yell, “Snowball fight!” The more you throw, the further you get from the groceries. You scream as he hits you with another snowball before throwing one back at him and missing. He cackles, and you scowl before grabbing another wad of snow and forming it before throwing it, this time landing and hitting his shoulder. He doesn’t miss with either of his snowballs, hitting you near the collar and on the side of the jacket. For every snowball you throw, he throws one back. 
Your fingers start feeling numb, so you give up after throwing another snowball at him. You sit down as the snowball lands in front of his shoes. He throws one back at you as you sit down and misses you completely. You giggle at the failed attempt before calling for a truce. He says it back as he walks towards you. And he leans down in front of you. You go, “Huh?” And he lifts your chin up and kisses you. If your cheeks weren’t rosy from the cold weather, they certainly were now. When he pulls away, he tells you, “That was fun.” You agree, and he goes, “Doesn’t it make sense for condensed milk to be solid?” You laugh, “It kind of does.” 
He smiles as he helps you up, and you ask, “You want to walk back home now?” He nods, and you both walk back to the grocery bags, “It didn’t seem like we were that far from them.” He laughs, “I didn’t think so either.” You trudge through the snow, and he goes, “You don’t think I’m weird for drinking black coffee, do you?” you shake your head, “No, I was just teasing. I think it’s cool that you do. I like my coffee with sweetener. And one of the sweeteners I’ve used around you is condensed milk. That’s why I was shocked that you’ve never seen me do so.” He laughs, “Oh! I thought that was canned milk.” You shake your head in disbelief, “While that may exist somewhere, I definitely get it from the jug.” He laughs, and as you pick up your groceries, you go, “You’re so silly. I love you so much.” He grins, “You are too! I love you so much, (Y/n).” You smile and kiss him before you both walk back to your apartment. 
As you set the groceries down and measure everything out, he asks, “Have you ever made cookies or fudge by yourself?” You shake your head ‘no’, “Do you mind if I call Ki?” You sigh in relief, “I was hoping you’d ask.” He laughs, which makes you laugh as he calls him up. He puts Kihyun on speaker after saying their hellos, “Yeah, Ki, we’re going to make cookies and fudge. Anything we should know?” He goes, “I don’t bake much, but please watch the pot and don’t turn the heat on high for the fudge.” You agree, and he continues, “And please, check that you’ve cooked the cookies before you turn off the oven.” “How do we do that?” He sighs, “You have to stick a knife into one of the cookies and make sure nothing gooey sticks to it. And if they’re golden brown, take them out.” You agree and make mental notes before thanking him, “Be careful, you two.” You hum, and he goes, “We will. I’ll see you on the weekend?” He goes, “Yeah, I’ll see you then! Take care!” You both tell him you will before he hangs up. 
You follow the other instructions to a T, adding in Kihyun’s instructions like they were sprinkles as you make the fudge and chocolate chip cookies. He pours more than half of the bag of chocolate chips into the batter and stirs it in as you plop them onto the tray. It sounds like rocks hitting metal, not like cookie dough landing on foil. You laugh, “How many did you put in?” He grins, “Enough to have one in every microbite.” You cackle, and he puts the first tray in. 
You make the fudge while you both wait, and he butters the pan as you stir it continuously for a minute. When it comes to a boil, you turn off the heat and pour it into the pan. You put it into the fridge, “We have to wait fifteen minutes to cut it, then we get to eat it in thirty.” He pouts, “That’s so long…” You agree, and a few minutes later, the first tray of cookies comes out perfect, just as Kihyun said, except for the chocolate coating the knife. You trade out the trays and sit down while you wait. “Are you excited for our first homemade desserts together?” He smiles, “More than.” 
You come back in when the bell rings, and you cut the fudge up as he places the small tray of chocolate chip cookies in. You put the fudge back in the fridge, and he pulls off a cookie for each of you off the first tray. You bite into it, and it tastes like a chocolatey heaven, with subtle hints of cookie. “Oh, these are so good.” He grins, and you both tap your cookies together, “We have to make these again!” He nods, and you both eat off the warm tray, waiting for the last round of cookies to finish and for the fudge to set.
When the fudge and cookies are done, he puts all the cookies into a jar, saving the hottest cookies for the two of you to eat. You put a few pieces of fudge for the both of you on a plate and hand him one to try after he gets the last cookie in the jar. You both try it at the same time. You gasp, and he exclaims, “Ohh, sweetened condensed milk for the win!” You cackle as you finish your fudge, he plates the hot cookies. And the two of you head into the living room to eat more of the treats you made. He cheers, “I’m proud of us!” You grin, “I am too! Our first baking session together was a success!” He taps his fudge to your chocolate chip cookie, and you both eat the two happily. You lean your head on his shoulder, “Let’s do this again.” He agrees, “Absolutely.” 
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zedwards · 5 months
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Angry Confessions
"I love you! I have always loved you. It's not fair to deny my love for you now."
"You make me so angry I want to scream, and I love you so much it almost tears me apart."
"I cannot change my feelings for you, believe me I fucking tried."
"How can you not understand how much I love you?"
"I am so angry right now, I could almost forget my love for you."
"I can't do this anymore. I love you. But it's not enough."
"Don't mock me by acting so surprised. You had to know about my feelings for you."
"You make me so angry sometimes. And you make me love you all the time."
"I need to know that you're safe. Because I care about you. I love you."
"You knew how I feel about you. You have to have known."
"Can you not see that I love you? That I've always loved you?"
"I love you! Is that what you wanted to hear? Are you happy now?"
"It's not a secret that I love you. Don't act like it is."
"My love for you will truly become my downfall, I just know it."
"I fucking love you, okay?! I don't want to, but I do."
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zedwards · 5 months
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How to show emotions
Part IV
How to show bitterness
tightness around their eyes
pinched mouth
sour expression on their face
crossed arms
snorting angrily
turning their eyes upward
shaking their head
How to show hysteria
fast breathing
chest heaving
trembling of their hands
weak knees, giving in
tears flowing down their face uncontrollably
laughing while crying
not being able to stand still
How to show awe
tension leaving their body
shoulders dropping
standing still
opening mouth
slack jaw
not being able to speak correctly
slowed down breathing
wide eyes open
softening their gaze
staring unabashingly
How to show shame
vacant stare
looking down
turning their head away
cannot look at another person
putting their head into their hands
shaking their head
How to show being flustered
blushing
looking down
nervous smile
sharp intake of breath
quickening of breath
blinking rapidly
breaking eye contact
trying to busy their hands
playing with their hair
fidgeting with their fingers
opening mouth without speaking
Part I + Part II + Part III
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zedwards · 5 months
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this is exactly where the wip fics i’m working on stand 😭😭
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zedwards · 5 months
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zedwards · 6 months
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my favorite binnie looks (240/∞)
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zedwards · 6 months
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seeking out physical affection
comparing hand-sizes to hold their hand against the other's and then just holding hands
leaning against the other one in close spaces
acting like they're cold to have an excuse to cuddle or share clothes or blankets
brushing a strand of hair away
grabbing each other's hands in crowds or when crossing the street to "be safe"
turning their cheek to get the other one to give them a peck
brushing their arm against the other's, hoping the other would finally catch their arm and hold it close
fixing the other's hairstyle to let their hands run through their partner's hair
draping the arm around their shoulder while sitting next to each other
lightly tickling the other one, almost hoping it gets retaliated
reaching out with their hand without saying anything, wanting the other one to grab it
linking arms when walking around together
trying to get the other to dance with them
bumping shoulders into each other
wrapping arms around the other's neck when standing behind them
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zedwards · 7 months
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Please dont look at me with those eyes...
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