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Holy shit I hate emotions 😭
Why must I get a crush so easily, them becoming my FP, feeling like if they are asleep they don't like me back, I don't want to be hurt again
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My eating schedule (a normal day)
Wake up and skip breakfast, ill drink lots of water though, and take my meds 🤞🏻
At around 4pm I'll have something, normally a redbull and a snack, weather that's sweets, chocolate, crisps, fruit anything, but it's always a small amount
Nothing else for the rest of the day, if I do have dinner I have it at around 9pm with my farther, normally something small and simple, like tuna pasta, salad or a plate of waffles.
In total on a normal day where I have dinner too, I stay at around 400-500 cals per day. :D
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People: "life is precious!🥺"
Me: "life can go fuck itself, im tired. 😀"
#s3lfharmm#self h@rm#s3lf harn#tw s3lf harm#cvtaddict#baby cvts#cvtt!ng#hitting beans#s3lf mutilation#styroblr#svicide#su1c1d3#depr3ssion#depressing shit
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Hungry? No..no your not, drink water, chew gum!! You got this 🤍
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realizing your account isn't a "normal" account so whenever you like/comment/reblog a "normal" (not €d or $h related) post, the poster is probably looking at the notification like this
PLEASE I JUST THOUHGHT IT WAS RELATABLEEE.
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Honestly I've been slipping recently with my 34ting 😭
Please anyone I give permission for you to give me m34nsp0, to not eat, that I'm f4t etc...
Begging here 🥲🙏
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Therapist: How are you today?
Me: I'm good actually *fake smile*
My mind: I feel like shit, I want to di3, I want to cvt, I hate my life, my body, my brain. No one loves me, they tolerate me because they have to. No one makes effort to see me even when I do, I have no friends. I need to be thinner, i should ⭐️ve, i deserve everything thats ever happened to me. I. Hate. Everything.
#s3lfharmm#self h@rm#s3lf harn#tw s3lf harm#cvtaddict#baby cvts#cvtt!ng#hitting beans#s3lf mutilation#styroblr#4n0rexic#4n4blr#4n4rexia#4n4#anor3c1a#an0rec1a#depr3ssion#depressing shit#svicide#su1c1d3
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Buying clothes that are too small for me so i ⭐️ve mys3lf till they fit 😌
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Sorry I've been dead after my doc appointment, tried to off myself 🤪
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#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#self h@rm#tw s3lf harm#baby cvts#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#hitting beans#s3lf mutilation#styroblr#988blr
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How I lost weight fast:
I'll pick a day for when I want to start my f4st, the few days before hand I'll eat less each day so on the day beforehand I'm already eating around 500cals.
Then I'll start my f4st, however I don't count liquid cals, so I'll have water to redbull...and ill only chew gum, not swallowing.
I never set how long I want my f4st to last, I stop when I'm either made to, or I allow myself too which can last 2 days to a week, depending on how I'm feeling 🤷♀️
After my fast is finished, I continue eating my 500cals, setting a new f4st date..rinse and repeat.
This worked so well for me, but remember everyone is different ♡
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How do I fail my sui attempts 4 times-
How can I lit suck at that too 💀
#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#self h@rm#tw s3lf harm#988blr#depr3ssion#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#su!c!de#svicide#su1c1d3
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its my body surely i have the right to harm it if i wish ???
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Seeing other ppl my age having kids, getting married, getting a job...living. makes my life look not worth living.
Nah, I aint living, I'm just existing 🤷♀️
#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#cvtaddict#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depr3ssion#depressing shit#988blr
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Yall ever watch TV shows n see someone get badly cut and you just look at the wound in awe, then it becomes a goal cvt? Cuz same 💅
#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#self h@rm#tw s3lf harm#baby cvts#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#hitting beans#s3lf mutilation#styroblr#988blr#cvtter#sh cvt#cutt1ng
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Just realised I never did a get to know me..so..
Hiya! I'm not new here, I've had many old accounts that were t-worded -_- but yall can call me Bean!
Age: 19 (20 in nov)
Height: 5'3
Weight: 9 stone :<
I'm disabled, I suffer from Fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue and an iron deficiency
I'm also autistic and I've been diagnosed with: depression, anxiety ×3 types, PTSD, SAD and Anorexia.
Been cvtting since I was 11-12, started with cat scratches now I only do beans/deep styros.
Had an ED for 6 years, started at 13 stone, my lowest was 8, but I was hospitalised so I'm back at 9 :< my goal is 7 stone ATM..
I'll happily respond to any message, and feel free to rant to me if needed, don't be nervous to message me!! ♡
#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#self h@rm#tw s3lf harm#baby cvts#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#hitting beans#s3lf mutilation#styroblr#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#988blr#an0rec1a#4n0rexic#4n4blr#4n4rexia#depr3ssion#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff
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I remember the first time I ever cvt, I was 11-12 and I came home, my farther saw it on my arm...my smart ass said "I fell into a bramble bush" was obvious I did not...
Little did I know my farther had also had sh problems in the past so he could tell so easily...least to say a family meeting occurred and anything sharp was swiftly removed from my room 💀
#s3lf harn#s3lfharmm#self h@rm#tw s3lf harm#baby cvts#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#hitting beans#s3lf mutilation#styroblr#988blr
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