Would YOU dare?

How many times have you wished for a different reality - like you were dealt the wrong cards and don't know how to play them? At the end of the day when I lie awake with nothing but my thoughts, I wonder what it would take to alter the course that I've been set on. So much time has been wasted wishing on fairytales and daydreams. I often wonder what it is that makes me feel this way. Am I just soaked with envy? Ridden with jealousy? Tortured by an everlasting desire for everything that I can never have? How many times do you have to tell yourself that you're done standing idly by before you actually take action? For me, it's been years of suppressed dreams that I still do not dare to chase. The fear is overwhelming. What if they mock me? What if I fail? What if I truly embarrass myself in ways even I can't imagine? But the time has come for an internal revolution - a war against myself. My future hangs in the balance. Will I stay dormant as I have for 22 years, or will I erupt like a volcano and let my passions and dreams ooze out of me, forever changing the landscape of my existence?

I'm drooling 😍