Will no longer be posting shedtblr stuff probably so yeah sorry followers
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i’m better off as a concept
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Omg I didn't fuck up my diet today <3
I used to do so well but srsly I'm fucking up everyday now
Omg I almost to decided to say the amounts lol no
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The thoughts are getting more frequent
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REBLOG IF I CAN MESSAGE YOU 'HEY' AND START A FRIENDSHIP.
always gonna re-reblog
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Attempt 3 at st@rving for a week, any tips for it becuz I need to make it thru this week? I promised I would do it this week and not next week becuz I need to just get it over with already
For context I promised myself I'd go a full week eating as little as possible and I'll get worse if I don't do it or try to recover before doing it, I have to make it thru this week or I might kms
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Mother asked why I don't eat around here...
Idk maybe becuz it was a running joke that I ate man sized portions and that I always ate
Maybe it sad the nickname piggy and chubbycheeks that u would scream across the playground
Maybe it was when u never taught me how to stop once I got full so I gained wait from overeating all the crap u kept giving me, u fed me adult portions as a kid
Maybe that's why bitch
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I hate when they don't listen
Why would u talk to the ppl who called ur trauma annoying and that u piss them off? Why tf are u ok with that, have more pride than that and stop talking to shitheads who don't like u
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Today was a good day, I was gonna have pop tarts tomorrow but realised that wouldn't work so I had them today instead and have a plan for tomorrow
And I almost cvt but some ppl stopped me
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I haven't seen them today, I miss them I literally wanna fucking die without them omg I'm so fucking sad I hate it, just come back I can't deal with this shit I need them
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Tastes good tho
Anyone else eat in a dream and wake up and feel HORRIBLE and DISGUSTING just to remember it was a dream?
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The voices are back, I can't sleep and I keeping seeing it in my room again
I'm not myself
I want the real me back
This isn't my life, who is this?
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Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. This should be in the tumblr laws. When you see it, REBLOG IT.
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
If you ever want to talk: My tumblr ask is always open.
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