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𝘐𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭, 𝘸𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘰 𝘰𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨.
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To myself.
Part ten of the To him, who will never read this
Last part.
I'm back to being myself. In fact, I'm even better than before. It's only now that I truly understand what it means to be loved, valued, and respected in society and in a relationship. Just three months after all that chaos, when I finally got myself together, I met him. N. My N. He holds me like I'm the most precious thing in the world... he loves me unconditionally. I've never felt so loved. And I love him too. Unconditionally. I've never loved anyone this much before.
At first, I was afraid of the outcome, that it would all end badly for me again, that I would be hurt once more. But now, I've just surrendered to it. I've started to believe in fate.
I believe that something exists, whether it's God, a force, destiny. Whatever it is, thank you. Thank you for stopping me, for showing me that path wasn't meant for me. Thank you for driving you away from me and pushing me away from you. I don't even know if this path is my true one, but for now, I'm going where the wind takes me. I'm living day by day. And I'm enjoying every moment.
I've never been happier.
#part ten
Jelena.
#to him#who will never read this#realtionship#real#storytime#love#being in love#depressed#cured#happy again#luck#boyfriend
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Hvala ti što ipak si odustao.
#letting go#done#im good#new chapter#new book#happily ever after#thank you#quote#quotes#love#relationship#like
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To him, who will never read this.
3 months.
I am happy.
If someone had told me that on June 18th, when my world was falling apart before my eyes, I wouldn't have believed it. And I didn't. I didn't believe I could be happy again. That I deserved it. I didn't believe I could move on, that I could be me again. But here I am. And not only am I me, but I'm so much better. Thank you. That's all I have to say to you.
Sometimes I wonder, if I feel this good, just three months after us, were those 7 years real? Is it possible to get over them so quickly? It is. Thanks to you. And the way you left. Thank you for that too.
I try to remember the beautiful moments. After all, it was seven years of a relationship, seven years of planning a future with someone, seven years when you were my family. I try. But do you know what's in my mind? The scene from June 19th. The day after you told me you were leaving. I'm sitting in a small room, drowning in tears, sobbing, screaming at the top of my lungs. You open the door to the apartment. Brown pants, a red shirt. You see me in that state. A cold expression on your face. You turn around and walk out. Leaving me in that state. Alone. I pick up my phone, write you a message that I've stopped crying, that I've calmed down, and I beg you to come back, to have dinner together. At least one more time. Maybe it's our last. To which you reply, 'I'll have dinner out.' That slap. That blow. It broke me.
Now, when I try to remember our beautiful, shared moments, that scene comes to mind. When I try to think about you and how good those 7 years were, that scene comes. Like a gray cloud. And it covers all the good. I only see you leaving, leaving me while I scream and suffocate. You destroyed every beautiful moment with that departure. I can't even have you in my memories now. Just because of that one gesture. They say a person is remembered for how they were in the end, not in the beginning.
When I try to remember how good it was, I don't remember us, I don't remember you. I remember your family. Your neighbors. Your friends. You're not part of that story anymore. And now I realize that if I miss anything, it's them. Not you.
Thank you, because I am me again now.
#part nine
Ba.
#healing process#emotional#brave#self-confident#me again#love my life#not you in it#quotes#quote#love#boyfriend#relationship#break#heartbroken#rise from the ashes#phoenix#1808#to him#who will never read this
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...cause i am a human, and i have a soul... Unlike you, who don't.
#to you#memories#heartbreak#broken#soul#sadness#emptyness#i didnt deserve this#quotes#reblog#love#hate#lonely#alone#without you#prayers#relationship#1808#boyfriend
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“Some people aren’t loyal to you, they are loyal to their need of you. Once their needs change, so does their loyalty.”
�� Unknown
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waiting for winter as if my life will start all over again.
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It's easy to say...
“You need to make space in your heart for someone who has the capacity to love you just as much as you love them.”
— Unknown
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What if I slept a little more and forgot about all this nonsense.
Franz Kafka
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“When a person tells you you hurt them, you don’t get to decide you didn’t.”
— Louis C.K.
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It’s so nice to listen to lies when you know the truth
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the right people will stay to figure it out with you
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