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totebagchiqbarista · 1 year
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Today, I cried to my brothers about how much I love them. I felt as though words had stuck in my throat. Suddenly, I had no terms to call it, the love I have for them. I have countless words written for them but cannot seem to find a way to tell them. At last, I managed to let out "I love you so much, I have so much love for you. I'm sorry I cannot be the sister you deserve. I'm trying, but you deserve the best." I said it through tears. They laughed and hugged me and told me they loved me. I don't think they understand I had verbalized only a tiny piece, as big as dust, of my love for them. My heart is theirs. They're my brothers.
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totebagchiqbarista · 1 year
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totebagchiqbarista · 1 year
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i love my best friend so much that I share my orange with her
i read a poem about oranges and friendship
so i cut up an orange and gave it to my flatmate.
i love her even at her worst
so i didn't mind cutting my finger
as i gave away a certain type of citrus that was also called love-
and as i ate a small piece for myself
she told me to share the fruit with her.
and so we sat on her bed as she sang and i ate
with a green plate of love between us
and a phone filling the room with music.
the cut on my finger started healing, and it smelled like oranges.
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totebagchiqbarista · 1 year
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You do make me hard, but she makes me weak
The 1975, "Be my mistake"
The way I'd cry and never recover if someone said this to me
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totebagchiqbarista · 1 year
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I wanted to post my poem on here just because but then remembered if I ever publish a poetry book I'll have to risk getting my Tumblr account exposed or be accused of plagiarism :(
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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In a haunted house
James: Are you scared?
Sirius: No
James: It's ok I got you fam
James: [Stomp]
James: [Sneakers light up]
James: Ok let's go
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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In my missing fetus 5sos era again
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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I'M SCREAMING
made this in protest of censorship
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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Bruno making another soap opera with his rats: And they were roommates
Dolores listening to it at 3 am: Oh my god they were roommates
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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Hello please reblog this if you're okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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✧.* talk too much ༊*·˚
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ღ pairing: dolores madrigall x gn!reader
ღ summary: dolores usually deals well with her special gift but sometimes it still gets too much. who will she go to?
ღ a/n : this was a really adorable request I couldn't resist!!
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Dolores stumbled through the narrow halls of her beloved casita, tiles turning her around once she would get too close to hitting something. She felt as though her head was about to explode, like the pressure in the balloon could not be refrained.
Dolores had learned to deal responsibly with all the voices that are always somewhere in the back of her mind through all these years. She couldn't control it, turning it off and on as she wishes. Camilo could shapeshift on his own will, Julieta was responsible for her own cooking, Isabela could grow flowers as she wishes. But she wasn't lucky enough to get such a gift.
The girl was happy and grateful for her gift, of course. But sometimes it could get too much.
It was already late in the night and she could not close her eyes, even though she tried for far too long. A few of the local people were having a fiesta down in the village, and although everybody else was tight asleep, the sounds were what kept the young gifted girl awake.
She walked out of the casita slowly and carefully not to disturb the sleepers. All she wished at the moment was to look at la luna for a while. That was the primal plan, at least.
Once she stepped out of the enchanted house she called home, the tired legs led her way far down the street. Dolores' heart couldn't keep quiet its desire for them.
She ran down the road, finally noticing the familiar house her soul longed for. Delicately climbing the tree, she managed to find herself face in front of the window. She looked around, noticing the dead asleep body of her lover.
Dolores attempted knocking on the glass but since she almost tripped and fell face down on the ground, she figured it would be better if she would call them from the ground. The girl stepped down from the tall tree, stepping on a leaf as she did so.
She picked out a few little stones and threw them one by one on the room window. Finally, after five hits, from which she missed two of them, a loveable face made its appearance. "Dolores? What are you doing, mi amor?"
"I'm sorry, I just- I couldn't sleep" she whispered "I wanted to see you."
Her beloved's face was enveloped in a wide smile, looking down at their love's sleepy eyes. "Come up"
Dolores was laying on the bed, soaking in the sheets that spread across the surface. Drowning in the sweet lingering smell of her partners' hair she already felt her heart calming down.
"Here, drink this my love" Dolores looked up at her lover, her eyes searching for further explanation. "It's melissa, it'll help you rest and sleep"
"I'm so sorry for barging in like this, I shouldn't have woke you up" she apologized as she took a shallow sip of the hot drink.
"I'm glad you did" they reassured, placing a small kiss on her forehead. "What's wrong, mi vida?"
Dolores exhaled deeply, placing her gaze on nowhere in particular. "I appreciate my gift, and I'm so grateful for it"
She stopped to fidget her fingers around her cup "But my head is exploding, I hear so much."
A few tears framed her eyes as she went on "Mi amor, I don't want to hear anymore, I want to have some rest, please"
They couldn't do anything so they wrapped their hands gently around her shaking body, providing her with comfort and safety. "Dolores, my darling, you are so strong. I haven't met anyone like you. You suffer so much but you're still the greatest sunshine my eyes can land on. It's okay, mi hermosa"
Being pulled tighter, Dolores placed her head on their shoulders, focusing on the beating of the heart closest to hers. It might have been true, or maybe she just imagined it for the sake of herself but - it seemed the two hearts of their beat as one.
"You are so strong, chiquita" they whispered in her ear, stroking her hair with their fingers, mumbling a sweet lullaby. "It's okay"
"I don't know what I would do without you" the girl whispered moments away from falling into a deep sleep.
"I love you" they only replied but to no return - the sleeping beauty had already entered a long longed-for dream.
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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Masterlist, All Masterlists
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Miraculous Ladybug Masterlist
Encanto Masterlist
Harry Potter Masterlist (coming soon)
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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༊*·˚ Masterlist, Miraculous 彡
Key:
❣ - fluff | ❀ - angst | ☀ - series | ∘ - headcanons |
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✧.* Adrien Agreste/Chat Noir : ̗̀➛ A loving feeling | ❣
Chat Noir and Ladybug are constantly fighting for Y/N’s attention
: ̗̀➛ Love me | ❣ , ❀
When he almost loses her, Chat finally confesses his love for the heroine known as Souris Blanche
: ̗̀➛ Soothe me down | ❣ , ❀ , ∘
(coming soon)
✧.* Marinette Dupain-Cheng/Ladybug : ̗̀➛ A loving feeling | ❣
Chat Noir and Ladybug are constantly fighting for Y/N’s attention
✧.* Luka Couffaine/Viperion : ̗̀➛ Come here (p1) | ☀ ,❣ , ❀
Juleka’s birthday party sleepover turns into a comfort-seeking in another broken-hearted person
: ̗̀➛ The morning after (p2) | ☀ ,❣ , ❀
What will happen if everybody saw how you two were close from just one sleepover at his?
: ̗̀➛ I won't share you (p3) | ☀ ,❣ , ❀
After a night of sharing the bed, the two broken hearts try to fix each other
: ̗̀➛ What are you doing to me? | ❣
Luka has always been the collected one. Until, he met Y/n and he turned into a living mess…
: ̗̀➛ It's alright, it's okay | ❣ , ❀ , ∘
Reader is having a mental breakdown and Luka is being the best sweet boy
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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༊*·˚ Masterlist, Encanto 彡
Key:
❣ - fluff | ❀ - angst | ☀ - series |
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✧.* Camilo Madrigal
: ̗̀➛ Dance with me mi amor! | ❣
Two lovestruck teens have kept their puppy love a secret for far too long and finally - dance in the rain
: ̗̀➛ Out of my limit
(coming soon)
: ̗̀➛ Paper rings
(coming soon)
: ̗̀➛ Keep your eyes on me
(coming soon)
✧.* Dolores Madrigal
: ̗̀➛ Dirty little secret | ❣
Dolores hates secrets and that's widely known. But what if the secret she hates the most is not a secret at all?
: ̗̀➛ I wanna be your girlfriend
(coming soon)
: ̗̀➛ She way out
(coming soon)
: ̗̀➛ Talk too much | ❣
Dolores gets overwhelmed with her gift and because so, seeks reader for comfort
✧.* Isabela Madrigal
: ̗̀➛ I think she likes girls
(coming soon)
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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Aah yes please send them in!
ice cream flavor themed asks for your blog!
please be sure to link this post somewhere where people can see the original!
°.✩┈┈┈┈∘*┈┈୨୧┈┈*∘┈┈┈┈✩.°
french vanilla— what’s something you want to tell your followers?
chocolate— what song is stuck in your head right now?
cotton candy— do you prefer savory or sweet food more?
strawberry— do you know how to dance? if so, what’s your go-to dance move?
cookies & cream— what’s one thing you would say to an ex? whether it be an ex partner, ex friend, or ex boss is up to you.
pistachio— which do you prefer: breakfast, lunch, or dinner?
mint chocolate chip— what’s your favorite thing in your closet right now?
cookie dough— do you prefer jewel tones or earth tones? (so, do you like cool toned colors more or warm, earthy colors more)
coffee— how do you like your coffee made? and what’s your go-to order at a coffee place?
buttered pecan— what does your last text message say?
mango sherbet— do you prefer to watch sunsets or sunrises?
neapolitan— do you have a favorite scent? scents that you like in perfume, in candles, and in general?
green tea— do you have any pets? if so, what kinds do you have and what are their names?
coconut pineapple— do you have any nicknames? and, is there anything you’d want to change your name to?
salted caramel— what color and shade would you describe your eyes?
cherry— would you rather be gifted roses or baked goods on a special day?
peach— have you ever gone camping? if so, do you like going camping?
peppermint— what song lyric describes your love life right now?
chocolate fudge— would you prefer a stargazing date or a picnic date?
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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Loki: Hey..., I heard you broke up with your boyfriend. I'm really sorry...
Loki: But chin up, I found the perfect rebound for you!
Y/N: ...
Y/N: Is it you?
Loki:
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totebagchiqbarista · 2 years
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dirty little secret
Pairing: Dolores Madrigal x fem!reader
Summary: Dolores hates secrets and that's wildely known. But what if the secret she hates the most is not a secret at all?
a/n: I really wanted to write a sweet wlw short story ft. Dolores so here it is! I hope you like it!
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Dolores had always hated secrets and that's something everybody knew. She can't count all the times' local people would dare to ask her what somebody else was talking about them behind her back. It was something she loathed. She was grateful for her gift, of course, she was. But it did get tiring of hearing what everybody had to say about everything.
What she never expected though, was that her best friend would keep a secret from her. But, even if Dolores would love to be mad at her, there was just something about her that kept her at peace. When Dolores was next to y/n she felt invincible. The constant voices in her head seemed distant and low like she doesn't have to deal with them for some time.
In y/n, Dolores found love and patience, and happiness. Yet she couldn't help herself be a little colder to her once she heard there was somebody else on her mind.
What Dolores didn't know though was that y/n had a crush exactly on her, and it was her biggest secret.
Until she told Camilo.
Y/n knew Dolores would hear their conversation so it was crucial for them to never mention her name or his sister. Y/N wanted to tell Dolores about her feelings for a long time now but there was something restraining her. Every time she would try, the words got stuck in her throat and she couldn't say a word.
"Come up to our casita for dinner, we will plan something" answered Camilo, already analyzing the ideas of how to get the two lovestruck girls together.
Y/n joined the family who welcomed her with open arms. Dolores was the first to see her but when her best friend tried to hug her, she distanced herself.
"What-"
"You know what's wrong"
The two girls sat opposite each other, Dolores avoiding eye contact. It wasn't just the fact her best friend kept a secret, no. Dolores knew it was something much more, but she hated to admit that. Deep inside, Dolores knew it was knowing she wasn't the one who stole her heart that wounded her.
Abuela started another long speech that everybody seemed to pay a lot of attention to. Y/n leaned in, whispering to Dolores.
"Dolores, please -"
"Stop" she answered equally low, kicking her leg with her own under the table.
"What did I do?" the outsider by the family table asked, hurt in her voice.
"You're keeping a secret from me!"
Y/N was shocked and knew exactly what Dolores was referring to. What she didn't expect was for her to be so hurt by it.
After the dinner went slowly but neatly and the two girls went up to her room to talk in private. "I-I'm sorry, chiquita" she started, closing the door.
"We never had secrets, why now?" Dolores was hurt and that hurt got out in a form of anger.
"It's not" y/n stopped to breathe in some air "It's not that simple"
"Well then explain it to me!"
Y/N debated with herself. "I can't"
"You love somebody but couldn't tell your best friend?"
"It's not what you think! Dolores please"
The Madrigal girl was furious, her face turning red and the voices in her head getting louder and louder. "You know how much I hated secrets but you replaced me with Camilo"
"Because I love you! Okay?!" y/n screamed in one breath, leaving Dolores shook.
"I didn't tell you because I was scared but it's you! It's only you Dolores, it's always been you! I love the way you giggle slightly at my really bad jokes, I love the way you snuggle your head in my neck when everything is too much, I love our late-night talks by the window when we both can't sleep. It wasn't a secret at all, I love you!"
Dolores stood still, processing what the girl she has been in love with for such a long time had just said
"Please say something or I think I'll cry" y/n pleaded
She didn't know what she expected but it certainly was not Dolores running up to her, taking her face in her hands, and kissing her passionately on the lips. They both melted, taken by the emotions.
"I love the way you recite me a new poem every morning and before bed, I love how your eyes light up when somebody compliments you, I love how your face looks when your sister talks without stopping. I love you too, mi vida"
The door of the room opened, revealing the whole family. Camilo was the first to show his joy by yelling "Finally!"
"I agree," Dolores said, pressing another kiss to her lover's cheek.
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