reposting again, new bf to get over

This month Imma:

Eat less

Eat healthy

Exercise

Take care of my looks

Do things that make me happy

Forget about my motherfucking son of a bitch ex boyfriend that made me suffer

i lost my person.

i think you should killyourself right now

can u hold my hand ive never done it before and im nervous

i lost 20 pounds in 9 days!!!!! yayyyyy

just got back from the mother mother concertt it was amazing anyways.

i love all of you, and i accept you however you are. if you ever want to talk or you need a friend im here. u know opening up can be scary so i promise im just a random person on the internet and ill keep it between us. thank you for still being here. thank you for not giving up. even when it feels liek gravity is working against you, crushing u with your stress even when you dont think youre good enough. even when you don't think youre skinny enough thats okay. because even with all of this going on youre still here and im insanely proud of you. im pro recovery, however i ask of you, do what will make you happy. if losing an extra few pounds will, go for it. if smoking that j as soon as u get back from school makes u feel better fuck it. because you gotta have ur own personal victories. those are what keeps us going.

with love,

amy

ong.

im so done with life and none of my friends putting me first when all i do is make them my priority. its exhausting with all these one sided realtionships. all i want is for them to be honest with me if they dont like me.

i slowly feeling i am losing touch with myself like i have no self-identity and just feel so empty constantly. and the worst part of it is i feel like it's all my fault :)

but then i feel fabulous so god knows what version of myself is real

lol me

guys help me i weight 151 pounds im gonna kill myself LOL any tips are welcome like i really need some support

hi i thought i might just give an update ive lost only 9 pounds in the past 3 months but im proud cuz i ve been rly stuggling im sitting at 5"7 and 141lb soooo yeah

THE WAY I THINK IM THE HOTTEST PERSON ALIVE UNTIL I CRASH

Going through a manic episode where I feel like 👑the baddest and the hottest👑 bitch hits different when i almost unalived myself because i saw my reflection in the mirror few days ago 😩

what you'll have:

- a petite body - boney fingers - amazing collarbones - thigh gap - flat stomach - visible ribs - smaller clothing sizes are you really gonna throw all that away for something as temporary as food ?

sitting at zero calories rn! its 2:07pm so i plan on coming home and having supper and thats it. im just proud :))

stay safe everyone xx

im so tired of messing up, i truly am motivated and want to be the best version of me i can, i WILL restrict and I WILL lose weight.